The World of Deities: End of this testimonial
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1, I keep making mistakes.
There is no derogation or self-denial. From a neutral and objective point of view, I have been making mistakes in the past, and I will make mistakes in the future.
My most recent mistake was that fortunately, I would post this testimonial within two weeks of the end of this year, but it was delayed until the third week.
I have been struggling for a long time these days, forcing myself to think about the reasons. There are two main reasons.
Said the first one at the end.
The second one, it must be procrastination, but the reason for the procrastination is uncertain. It may be that perfectionism wants to write a good conclusion, it may be that it is unwilling to accept criticism from readers, or it may be the entanglement of past experience, which involves To the motivation for writing this book.
2, why did I write this book?
This book must have the most vulgar and common motive, to make money.
But to be able to write a book that is not very profitable to 3.7 million, rounded up to 4 million words, for me, there must be other stronger and more important motives.
After all, other people's novels tell stories, and my novels make sense from beginning to end, and it is the most difficult principle to understand.
Anyone who wants to make money can't do such an outrageous thing.
During the writing process, for various reasons, I thought about giving up, but I still persevered.
After thinking about it, I discovered that my deepest motivation comes from my inner impulse.
What is the impulse?
An ignorant idiot who has lived in a muddle-headed manner for more than 30 years suddenly discovered the truth of "I think". I can't suppress this impulse, so I share a lot of truths I think in this book.
3, why do I want to share?
I am a fool.
An idiot is stupid, and an idiot is a little bit funny.
I grew up stupid, but thought I was smart.
I think it is an achievement to be number one in mathematics in the county in elementary school. Until I went to the capital city and entered the mathematics class of Olympiad, I didn't understand the questions, but the answer came out from the mouth of the student.
I'm a fool, so I still think I'm very smart.
This self-righteous cleverness keeps hurting myself.
I always think that the things in the book are very simple. The teacher thinks that he understands when he listens to the class. Especially when the school just started, everyone didn’t learn nor did I learn it. My grades were easily ranked among the best, but others continued. I have never studied, but the results can be imagined. The grades fluctuate ups and downs and ups and downs...
I don’t understand why I don’t write.
I can't even fully understand who I am now, let alone who I am so long ago.
Even so, people have been praised for being smart since childhood, and it is considered that various factors such as illness or family have caused poor study.
Those who praise me, like me, are idiots.
Because they, like me, don’t know what is really smart.
I am always impatient to repeat learning a certain kind of knowledge, or do not want to repeat reading a book, so the books I read are very messy, but not in-depth. Knowing a little superficial knowledge that others don’t know, I am complacent and self-conscious. Gao Badou.
Looking back on the past, I peeled away my own skin and flesh, endured the severe pain and dissected it little by little, and found out that I have not yet mastered the field.
I understand now that being able to endure loneliness, reading and studying repeatedly, laying a firm foundation repeatedly, and thinking deeply is the second element of smartness.
I lied to you, this is still a fool's idea.
The only way to be smart is to read and study repeatedly, to lay a solid foundation repeatedly, to think deeply and to do it repeatedly.
If you can't, you're just a fool.
Just as I explained the unity of knowing and doing in the text, how can I prove that I really know?
How can we do it? Only through deep and long-term thinking, deep understanding, continuous action, not afraid of failure, and continuous trying and doing, can we achieve it.
As an idiot, I always thought that I knew and understood many things, but I just couldn't do it. But in fact, I don't know anything, but I think I understand it, so I can't do it.
The brain does everything to be lazy and reduce consumption, and to protect one's self-esteem.
The brain deceives itself is a daily operation.
For example, those Qingbei scholars must be smart.
Those big guys in various fields must be smart.
Take the example of an internet author, which is the kind of writing one book and one book, and the grades are always stable, so that they can be considered smart.
Obviously, I'm far behind, I'm a fool.
I always think that I’m smart. Whenever I encounter any problem, I learn any knowledge. It’s superficial. I don’t know why to ask, let alone why. A true top schoolmaster can at least ask why. Why for why for why for why.
Finding the deepest principle and essence is the first element of intelligence, or wisdom.
The world view of "World of the Gods" was my helpless choice, because the world I constructed before was too sensitive to write, so I could only intercept some parts.
But the theme of "World of the Gods" surpassed my estimation.
Before the gods wrote, I suddenly discovered that this world is so different from my original perception, experience, and instinct.
It turns out that the role of principle and essence is so huge.
It turns out that such a great science is based on the axiomatization that seemed "plain" thousands of years ago.
It turns out that philosophy and science are fundamentally an extremely close relationship between mother and child.
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It turns out that first principles are so important.
It turns out that various principles can be applied to all aspects of life.
It turns out that the principles of various disciplines that seem to be of little use to oneself can become a tool for everyone to think about problems, let alone scientists use them, and even modern modern ones worth tens of billions and hundreds of billions. Business tycoons are also using...
Forgive a stupid and ignorant person who suddenly finds a drop of wisdom after being ecstatic, even if there is a sea of wisdom hidden in the distance that I can't see at all.
I used to attribute the ignorance and confusion, pain and self-rejection during my student days to foreign objects, to my native family, and to my own illness.
Now I understand that my past failures are just that I have not been exposed to true wisdom.
In other words, I have been exposed to it, but I didn't understand it.
I have neither thought deeply about the most practical common sense nor the most basic principles.
I thought I knew, I thought they were of little use.
This is the biggest mistake I have made in my life.
I have no complaints, but I am very sorry.
If I could learn to think deeply through appearances, pursue the principle, and then use a more constant principle as the source and standard of my thinking, maybe I could mature earlier.
Of course, it's a bit late, but not too late.
4, what did I share?
The theme of this book is the principle, thinking, the bottom layer, and the "Tao".
To put it simply, everyone knows that Tao is very critical, but what is Tao? No one said.
No one said how to lead to Tao.
I can't finish understanding Tao, naturally I can't explain it thoroughly. I can only use my faint beam of light to shine on Tao. It may not only be a blind person or an elephant, but it may even be wrong.
This book is saying that those philosophical theories that seem boring and empty are not only valuable, but can be actually applied to each of us and can form a powerful force to act on our world.
Even when the theories of proof, mathematics, abstraction, logic, axiomatization, etc. are established, the world we live in, all technology, are completely based on these seemingly false philosophical concepts superior.
I know, even now most people don’t believe this.
It's like I didn't believe that when I didn't even understand a Mathematical Olympiad question, others could say the answer in one go.
Unfortunately, my ability is limited. The more I write, the more I find myself ignorant and barren. This is why I want to give up.
Fortunately, I did not give up.
Of course, I don't produce principles, I'm just a porter of principles.
5, what about the results of sharing?
This is the most tangled part of this testimonial.
I have become more aware of the existence of the communication funnel, whether it is between me and the reader, or between people, and even the conflicts between people on the Internet.
One sentence may contain 10 points of information.
I can only know 7.
I can learn 5.
I can say 3.
People heard 2.
Others may get 1.
If others say it again, it may even be -1 or even -100. Well, this is the cause of conflicts between people.
The bad news is that we may never understand each other, let alone the great principles of knowledge that are harder to understand than people.
The good news is that if we are smart enough (laughs) to learn and remember repeatedly, and experience at least 10 times, it is possible to obtain a full 10 points of information.
I originally wanted to share the fountain of wisdom, because it saved a person living in a knowledge desert, me.
The result was embarrassing.
This book may not achieve the effect of sharing, and it may become my personal study notes. It is my way of writing novels and using Feynman techniques to teach and learn.
I can't do such a high-level thing without drinking Shijin Erguotou.
The more I think about it, the more I get to it, I suspect this is the main reason why I have not finished writing this testimonial.
We huo people spend money to read novels, Xiao Huo, you tm update us study notes?
Too high, I want to be quiet.
When I wrote "The Holy of Confucianism and Taoism", I was actually writing stories. Everyone sees that there is a very simple balance.
But when writing "World of the Gods", that balance was broken.
I thought it was enough for me to share in good faith, but I ignored the needs of most readers.
Yes, some readers may find my writing interesting, but many readers who subscribe to "World of Gods" still think that I am preaching and reasoning.
The writing process of the past two years is essentially the process of my learning. Everything in this book is of far more value to me than anyone.
I even have the illusion of "smartness". The past two years and this book are the turning points of everything and the foundation of my future.
Because, in the past two or three years, my whole person has undergone earth-shaking changes.
6, what happened to me?
I have said a lot in my previous fourth volume testimonials and year-end summary.
To be more precise, I have been a little smarter in the past two years, maybe only a little bit, but I did "do it".
For example, I grew up from fat to big, but I lost 40 pounds in the past few years. My old classmates didn't dare to recognize me when they saw me. So far, I haven't rebounded. Simply put, it's handsome again.
For example,
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I used to do things on and off...nothing. But now, intermittently...continued.
For example, the first time I recorded time, I only insisted on it for half a month. At that time, it was too difficult. But now, I started recording the time I do every day since November 20, and it is now August 21. It's been almost a year, and it's still going on, and it doesn't feel difficult anymore. It will continue. Try it for five years or ten years.
For example, my habit training has been on and off for almost three years. After using my single-core work record for one and a half years, I upgraded to a positive feedback system in the first two days.
For example, after I learned about emotion management, my emotions are no longer so extreme, and no longer excessively fluctuating.
For example, I enjoy the joy of thinking about a problem for a long time without interruption.
For example, everyone who knows me now praises me for self-discipline, and even thinks that I am over-disciplined. This is something no one has said in the past. Of course, I think my current self-discipline is still one step away from the passing line.
A lot, a lot.
Using the book "Will Power", I have continued to do these things, and gradually my willpower has increased, allowing me to do things that I could not do before, and my willpower will increase again. Thus forming a virtuous circle.
7, what about my past?
Blurred, confused, life has no goals, life is at a loss, but mistakenly thinks that he is smart, that he is doing well, and that other talents are stupid.
Every time I recall the past, there is always an unreal feeling that the past seems to be living in a dream.
In the past, I had no goal, no plan, no method, no principle, no ability, no good habits, no record, no reflection, no thinking, no effort, no...
I said before that my brain did not mature until the past two years.
The brain is not fully developed until middle age? I don't know how to explain it in science, but this is how I feel in the past few years.
I also sometimes mistakenly think that some people are silly beeps, but once I have such thoughts, I will immediately ask myself why he is doing this, and after finding the reason, I will further ask why.
Then reflect, have I made the same mistake?
What makes me happy and embarrassed is that nine out of ten times, I will find that I have committed the other party’s silly beeping behavior, and even have been committing it all the time.
Then, I will instinctively reduce my aggressiveness, start to reflect, and try not to do the same thing in the future.
After that, I slowly became tolerant and able to tolerate completely opposite positions, instead of retorting or even cursing people when confronted with opposition from others and different positions as before.
Because, I noticed, and then forgave myself.
The reason why I always fight and always fight back in the past is because I am overly controlled by instinct, only instinctively protecting myself, fear of being denied, fear of being discovered that I am a fool, that is, habitual defense.
I used to argue with a self-righteous person who was black and white, and I forgot that the world still has red, orange, yellow, green, blue and purple...
8, I finally have a goal.
My life for more than 30 years was a fog. I was like a headless fly, or like a little quantum that was unpredictable, always able to perform incomprehensible behaviors.
I have done a lot of stupid things, fully demonstrating the bewildering behavior of human beings...
In the past few years, I have been aware of myself in various ways, and I have recognized myself, and then I continue to search for the meaning, direction, goal, ultimate, value, self-realization, desire, dream, ideal, greatest desire, etc., all the mixtures of life. The concept of, or tentatively set as the goal.
I finally found it.
There is no skill, just keep searching, keep searching, if one year doesn’t work, then two years, if two years don’t work, then three years, and then I found it.
Having a clear goal is one of the fundamental reasons why I can change little by little.
I often think about the past and the present, and occasionally feel that, perhaps, my past is not wasteful.
For the first half of my life, I was just looking for myself in the mist.
Now, I found it.
9, my gratitude.
It is precisely because I found that this book is more useful to myself, so I am even more grateful to the readers who subscribed to "World of Gods".
Special, special thanks!
In fact, everyone can see that I don't know much about social interaction, and I even instinctively don't write about the protagonist and the female scene. This is related to my past experience.
To put it simply, the current habits and abilities of human beings are mostly affected by the environment, except for genetic influences. The childhood period is most affected, because that is the peak period of brain neurodevelopment.
If you have not experienced a strong social environment when you were young, your family and the people around you have not actively communicated with yourself frequently, you will not be able to socialize. If you want to learn social skills when you grow up, you need to work harder.
When I was a child, my parents went out to work and left me in my hometown for many years. They were basically the earliest left-behind children, although there was no such vocabulary at that time.
When I was young, there was no family communication, but I became an otaku when I grew up...
So, not only do I rarely write about social networking in my work, but in reality, I also don't have a good relationship with readers. I don't know how to operate my work, and even management is proactively approaching me.
I am the kind of guy who typically has a positive mentality but does not act actively...
I really don't have the relevant social skills. I lack the relevant nerves in my brain, and I don't realize many things.
Now, I have a certain degree of consciousness, and I am slowly learning and working hard to improve
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, but the ability has not been cultivated yet.
However, whether I have this ability or not, I want to say, thank you every reader!
My gratitude for such a boring otaku is absolutely sincere!
Special thanks to readers who subscribed.
The motivation to start "World of the Gods" is my impulse to see the fountain of wisdom, and the biggest motivation to finish writing "World of the Gods" is your subscription.
Those who have voted are all Hehuo people, and those who have subscribed are all major shareholders!
Special thanks!
10, the content of this book
Actually, I still have a lot to say.
For example, the content of the world of gods.
When I write about Confucianism and Taoism, I don’t know how to end it, and I have a beginning and an end when I write about the gods. The story and my personal expression are definitely not perfect, but they are definitely complete.
I have written the principles and principles in the book to the greatest extent possible now. Maybe in the future I will look back and find many mistakes and flaws, but now, I did my best.
I didn't actually want to teach anyone, because even I don't know much about it.
What I want to do is to let more people know that there is such a thing. People who have read "World of the Gods" will realize that they have seen some concepts such as principle, essence, thinking model and so on. , I am satisfied.
As for what cannot be said, it is the story. The story is not the same as the truth. The story does not need to be stated clearly.
Someone has to ask Athena and Palos. In fact, the story is very clear. Maybe someone will accept a goddess of wisdom who is righteous and annihilated. If Athena is really righteous and annihilated, she will fall into the reincarnation of the sons and fathers of the entire sky gods. .
However, she could not watch her mother and brother being killed by Zeus without being indifferent, nor could she watch Zeus's destruction of the world without being indifferent, so she was Athena and Palos, and she made the choice.
As for the headless statue, as for the reason for the gift that cannot be sacrificed, I have determined from the beginning, and in the end I think it echoes the front and back, so I won't repeat it.
The story of this book may not be good enough, maybe not enough refreshing points, there are such and other shortcomings, but at least in the web articles I have read, there are different things in "World of Gods".
Although this kind of direction is not accepted by the market, or I have not been able to write it well.
But it’s not important. What’s important is that I did what an author should do: follow my own heart and impulse, write at least one book I really like, and don’t compromise with anyone. The market compromises, not even to the fool's self.
11, new book
After writing "World of the Gods", there is basically no regret.
So, in the next book, I will return to the story and try my best to minimize reasoning and preaching.
Of course, no one can completely curb their desire for expression. I will try my best to incorporate possible private goods into the story.
The next book is the inspiration I got from the fairy tale poetry, and then it is based on the Chinese classical novels of gods and monsters. Although some of the elements appear in the Internet, in general, it is still a semi-independent Oriental fantasy fairy system.
In short, it is a very interesting world.
Do you think I am complimenting myself? No.
12, I overturned my car
Specifically, my self-discipline or self-management overturned, and my face was bruised and swollen.
After I finished the book, the plan was perfect.
In the first week, play games for a week.
In the second week, immediately resume normal work and rest and start a new reading plan and ability development plan.
On the last day of the second week, after posting this testimonial, I brag to readers how strong my Xiaohuo’s self-discipline is...
As a result, the car overturned.
After a few days of high-intensity reading in the second week, I suddenly lost my self-control.
I recalled the reasons for my failure and realized that I had made the same mistakes in the past. I was overly optimistic, overestimated myself, and set too high goals.
Let me briefly talk about what factors affect me.
1. Change in work and rest: I used to wake up at 7 in the morning, but I adjusted it directly to 6 o'clock in the morning.
2. Exercise strengthening: I used to get up to eat something, make some plans, and then write, but now, the summer is too hot and I can’t exercise outdoors at other times. I go to bed at 6 o’clock and walk in the community.
3, I'm not idle while walking: memorize the standard Chinese pinyin pronunciation for a while, memorize a few thousand-character sentences, think about future plans, and reflect on yesterday’s deficiencies...
4. Diet change: I used to eat some blistered oatmeal and some healthy ready-to-eat food without going out in the morning, but now I walk early in the morning and my craving for food and meat cannot be restrained at all. I eat steamed buns downstairs every day, and then I have a good appetite. The first half of the walk is thinking about things on my back, and the second half is going crazy while searching for breakfast takeaways with my mobile phone...
5. Retirement syndrome: During the writing period, there is an absolute bottom line that I must write to restrain me. Now that I am finished, no matter how I make a plan, there is always a **** villain in my brain saying: Now is a holiday, now is Holiday, now is a holiday...
6. Increased burden: The original single-core work method was just a simple schedule, listing daily to-do items. I usually do 20 things worth recording a day.
But now, upgrade to a new positive feedback system. In addition to the schedule, it is necessary to record ability development, record reading, record daily work and rest, record exercise, and then write down scores. In short, the workload is directly increased by five times.
7, I want to read in the morning, and my reading time is as long as my previous writing time.
Using the theoretical explanation of the book "Will Power" that I just finished reading,
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It is the willpower I consume in the morning, at least twice as much as before.
I wrote every day before, and I rarely felt tired at noon, but now I read only two 40-minute books in the morning, and I obviously feel lack of energy.
In the last few days, I read the book "Will Power", a 200,000-word book. I read it twice for a total of four days. I took 12,000-word reading notes. An average of 3,000 reading notes per day, which is six times more recent than normal. Thousands of "reading notes" are a little less.
After reading this book, my hands started to play games with my phone out of control...
In those few days, I can now imagine:
Because of reading the book "Willpower", the brain consumes too much willpower and loses self-control, and finally yells: Say good holiday, are you doing this to me?
After speaking, he raised the table.
I started to lie flat, struggled for several days, and now I can barely get up.
This is the first reason why I couldn’t update this testimonial as planned.
Do you think I am criticizing myself? Not really.
13, life is not a knockout.
Since I can’t do it for the time being, instead of consuming more energy and emotions to blame myself, and at the same time, I can’t change the status quo. It’s better to lie down for a while and then analyze the reasons.
As long as I want to improve, as long as I don't want to go back to the misty world of the past, one day I will get up and continue self-management and self-discipline.
Look, now I will get up and finish writing this testimonial seriously.
As for this iteration of personal self-management methods, whether it is a major change, if I fail once, I will know it in my heart. Next, I will probably continue to fail.
What about then?
Continue to face it calmly, continue to calm down, find the reason, take a break, and continue to work hard.
Life is not a knockout game.
If you were not born in an ordinary family, you were eliminated.
It's not that you were eliminated without getting admitted to a good university.
It's not that you get eliminated without finding a good job.
It’s not that people who don’t love each other get married and get eliminated.
It's not that people are eliminated when they do nothing in middle age.
It's not just being scolded by someone to get eliminated.
It's not that you make a mistake and you get eliminated.
Life is a round robin. If you fail today, you will try again tomorrow to continuously improve your winning rate.
The only end of life is the day of death.
Before that day, I can continuously improve my winning percentage.
I can overturn, struggle, worry, worry, and feel sad, but I am still happy, much happier than before.
This time, I did not preach, I was just talking about myself.
Quoting a quote from Franklin: Although I have never reached the perfect state that I originally wanted to achieve, and it was far away, through these efforts, I have made myself a lot of happiness, and it is better than I have never done such common sense. I am more perfect.
Also happier.
This book may not change any reader. Has it failed?
This book changed myself.
Up to this point, I guess everyone understands why I postponed this testimonial.
I haven't drunk ten catties of vodka~IndoMTL.com~ I can't write this kind of complete testimonial from above.
This still deleted a lot.
I really don’t know whether this strange final testimonial should be written, because looking back ten years later, this testimonial will inevitably become "one of the past deceiving behaviors."
This book should be the first and last time I have something to say.
Next, I will strive to become an excellent storyteller.
Thanks to every reader.
Thanks to every leader.
Thank you to every moderator and administrator of this book for their silent contributions.
Thanks to everyone who joins the fire.
See you in the next book!
Slightly bowed.
Dear, this chapter is over, I wish you a happy reading! ^0^