Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 280: Interlude death (14)

This is undoubtedly a benzene method that requires a lot of time and energy, and there is no guarantee that the tunnel will not be discovered during the period.

This makes me realize that I am not a brilliant criminal genius.

However, it also reminded me that if, just if, the boy named "Gaochuan" was me, maybe he would really try to dig such a tunnel.

Because he is a fool, a fool who wants to be a hero of six girls. This, whether it is his diary or those documents, is enough for me to confirm.

I read those materials over and over again to explore what kind of person this "Gaochuan" is. I began to realize that even though we are two people with completely different past, experience and thinking, we have certain similar qualities. Sometimes I think, if we switch identities with each other, will we become him? This makes me want to know what happened between the boy named "Gaochuan" and the girl named "Zhenjiang", and why did he kill her? Although there were different opinions on the truth at the time, and there was no conclusion from Ranwen Novel.com in the document, I believed in the confession of "Gao Chuan" more because I felt I knew him because he was called "Gao Chuan" and the girl was called "Zhen Jiang".

It’s me, no matter what kind of secrets there is, I will never lie about this kind of thing.

It must be "Gaochuan" who killed "Mae".

I started to have some strange dreams. Everything in the dreams was black and white. It was like watching an old movie from the old age. The picture was full of white lines and spots.

In my dream, I was like a transparent ghost, watching the boy "Gao Chuan" and the six girls in the file play in a big house, watching them go to school together after school, watching them like brothers and sisters teasing others, or Fighting, watching them leave food for each other when they are hungry, and sometimes they risk being beaten together to steal, and they also cuddled with each other to keep warm in winter.

In their eyes, the big house is like a magic cave entrenched by evil beasts. Even when the sun is the strongest, the shadows here and there always seem to hide a pair of hungry eyes. The corridors are long and silent, and the children who haunt have no gods in their eyes, like marionettes. Whenever an adult's voice sounds, it will make them shiver. In their vision, the adult will tear off the human skin, revealing the appearance of a **** evil spirit. They can always hear the children's screams and deep and heavy laughter in the dead of night. They didn't even dare to act alone, and they couldn't stop the fear in their hearts even in their own room. They had thought about leaving this house countless times, but they didn't know what to do and where to go after leaving.

The confusion in their hearts made them have to endure everything that was born in this big house. There are constantly new and unfamiliar children appearing around them, but the number of rooms will never be enough, because sometimes they open a child’s room and unexpectedly change to a new owner, and the children who lived here before It disappeared so silently.

The disappeared children, no more Ranwen Novel Network appeared in front of them. The old man who looks kind but has a pair of sulky eyes said to them that those children were adopted, but they couldn’t believe it, because they have been here for so long, and they have never seen anyone outside. Take away the children here.

They don't know exactly what happened, but they can intuitively realize that bad things have been going on, and these bad things will continue, perhaps when they will happen to them. They always felt that the adults here looked at them with bad intentions, and now, this kind of danger hovered over their heads all the time.

So, if possible, they would rather run outside even in the cold night. They deliberately avoided all the possibility of dealing with the adults in the house, and tried to make themselves behave like walking corpses, not to collide with the eyes of those adults. They have their own rooms, but they no longer dare to live alone. Every night they will gather together and hug each other quietly. Only the warm skin of each other can make them feel safe.

The most joyful thing for them is that they built a secret base from the cardboard boxes they collected in a nearby park, where they shared even a cookie they picked up from the trash can with each other. They once thought that they could live in this paper house all the time when they sneak out when the time is right. But before they made up their minds, they had to return to that terrible house to report-it was not that the children tried to escape quietly, but they were eventually found and sent back by someone outside. The adults in the house will thank each other with a kind face, and then take the child away.

No one knows where these children were taken. Then, there will be screams and begging for mercy that night, and soon these children will disappear.

No one can leave without the complete plan of Ranwen Novel. This is the recognition of the boy named "Gaochuan" and the six girls.

They pin all their hopes in the secret base of the park. They can't find a job, but they learn how to steal. Every time they steal, they will bury the loot under a big tree in the park. Among these trophies are food with a long shelf life and more important money.

But the good times didn't last long. This secret base was destroyed by someone unknown after a heavy rain. They nervously came to dig out their treasures under the big tree, but there was only a handful of heart-wrenching dirt.

On that day, they returned to the house lost and heard the familiar screams again at night. They hugged each other and suppressed themselves from crying. The boy named "Gaochuan" would always comfort the six girls at this time, and then he was comforted by the girl named "Zhenjiang".

That day, the boy named "Gaochuan" and the girl named "Zhenjiang" could not sleep. They heard footsteps in the corridor, so they opened the door of the room quietly. Then they saw--

I don't know what they saw, the dream will end at this moment. When I woke up, my heart was still beating sharply, letting me know that the unfinished successor of the dream must be a scene that looked like a nightmare to these two children.

Most dreams tell this story over and over, but sometimes there are other things, such as when I feel sleepy during the day and doze, when I am close to dawn but I still don’t sleep deeply, there will be something in the dream. Some other things, of course, these things also tell the stories of boys and girls, but only a small fragment of their lives, which is often a nightmare, and will be quickly forgotten after waking up, leaving only what happened at the time. Sense of fear.

I don't think those things can scare me. However, no matter how calm I act as a transparent ghost, the emotions in the children will always spread all over my body and mind after waking up. These emotions are somewhat warm, but most of them are extremely deep cold and despair.

I start to hate these dreams, but I am looking forward to the moment of dreaming. This complicated mood will make me strong before falling asleep and for a short time after waking up. I feel that I have fallen into a devil, and attribute the cause of the devil to the fact that I read the information.

However, I can’t stop reading those materials again and again, nor can I stop myself from entering the room of the three girls, watching them for a long time, and feeling the martial arts in the dark. Seeking the devil, proud of the world, the strongest of the nine layers The imperial clan of the Great Zhou Dynasty will kill the gods of the night to kill the gods and seal the throne to seek the devil, proud of the world, the strongest of the Ninth Heaven, and abandon the impetuousness of the imperial clan of the Young and the Great Zhou to every cell of his own. I think this is the "Jiang" in my body telling me what I must do, but what does it want me to do?

Sometimes I feel like I am going crazy, and the seeds of madness are actually buried in the depths of my soul and will burst out at any time. This kind of madness is eroding my will with a swift momentum, telling me that I am a mental patient and that I am the boy named "Gaochuan".

I use various methods to suppress this thought, such as increasing the amount of exercise, such as making myself busy, such as learning more in-depth theoretical knowledge. I have not forgotten that I must take the second grave exploration adventure in the dark as soon as possible. I told myself that in addition to repairing the weapons, I must also make more weapons.

I repaired the automatic wheelchair immediately, and tried to make some simple wiretapping tools and explosives. It is easier to make explosives, because its main principle is some commonly used pesticides and pigments, and I have done a thorough understanding of the production methods. In comparison, making eavesdropping tools is more difficult because the materials involved are more difficult to obtain. I tried my best to collect all the electronic components that I could find, and then I went to the library to find the electronic technology materials to study, design and test by myself. The progress was very slow, and I even wondered if I could not make it.

But indulging in these things, it is easy to make yourself forget all the dreams bring.

Dallas did not visit Ranwenfiction.com during this period. Although I had a complicated mentality, I both resisted and expected him to bring more information about "Gaochuan" and the girls.

Since I mentioned Crow Quark with Dr. Ruan, I have to go to her every day for physical examinations and psychological consultations. The part of psychological consultations used to be in charge of Dr. Ender, but since I came back from visiting the woods at night, there has been no fire. Wenshuiao.com went to Dr. Ender's office again.

"He is in trouble." Dr. Ruan shrugged, seemingly accustomed to it. "He always gets himself in trouble. But since I have done a job for him, why not take his research Give it to me? Do you think so too? Boy." She seemed to say to me like a joke: "Facing a mature female doctor with a beautiful Taobao women's clothing Tmall Taobao mall Taobao women's winter coat m, it can be compared to a mysterious face. The weird old man is much more interesting."

"Maybe." I answered her with such a smile.

"Can you still see that crow now?" she asked.

"Yes, it's on your shoulder." I didn't deceive it. Quark has been standing on her shoulder, but she can neither see nor feel it.

Doctor Ruan looked at his shoulder and scratched his temple with the base of the pen.

"Apart from seeing a crow, have you had anything to do recently?" She looked up at me behind her desk, "for example, things that I can't see normally."

"You mean hallucinations?"

"...Yes, hallucinations."

"I'm dreaming recently." I talked to her about the dreams during this period. Dr. Ruan listened for a while, his expression was a little serious and complicated. Obviously she knew a lot of things.

"Since when did you start, have you encountered anything recently? Is there any medicine taken?" Dr. Ruan asked.

"I'm taking medicine, but it's not very useful. I can see those scenes every time I sleep. I feel very troubled, Doctor Ruan." I said to her, "I don't think I'm a mental patient, you see, Is there any place where I speak and do things like a mental patient?"

"...Now you are much better than before, and Dr. Ender’s therapy is still effective. This is why he is your psychiatrist." Dr. Ruan hesitated and said, "However, I think You don’t know much about the definition of mental illness. It does not mean that your thinking and behavior are normal. Normal people will not see hallucinations."

"Do you think that is an illusion?" I stared at her earnestly, trying to grasp her psychological fluctuations from her eyes, even though I know it is difficult to do so, she has a high degree of psychology and knows how to How to avoid revealing your emotions and thoughts, "You said that I am amnesia. The boy I saw in my dream is also called Gao Chuan. Although I don’t think he is me, you might think that Everything born is actually my real memory?"

"...you know, the things born in the dream are not completely real." Dr. Ruan put down his pen, looked at me seriously, and said: "I took over after you officially entered this hospital. Your treatment, I don’t know much about what happened before you came here. Of course, I have some information about your past here, but these information..." She stood up, in the cabinet behind her I pulled out a file in the middle, turned around and said to me: "These materials cannot be regarded as your past. The records written by others are usually one-sided."

"I know, Zhen Jiang is dead." When I said this, Dr. Ruan paused slightly, "However, the other girls in my dream were not dead, they came with me. This hospital. The people here said to me that she has been discharged from the hospital. Is this true?"

"Yes, there is registration here." Dr. Ruan said.

"What about Dorothy? I can't find any news about her." I asked in a hurry.

Dr. Ruan took a deep breath and said to me, “I don’t know, Dorothy is not the patient I am responsible for. I can only say that there is no record on Ranwen.com to show that she is not in this hospital. Since she is Here, the reason for not letting you know her condition must be due to treatment considerations."

"Is this true? Out of therapeutic considerations?" I deliberately asked in a sarcastic tone.

"Yes, at least I believe so." Dr. Ruan said stiffly: "I know what you are thinking, maybe those dreams make you suspicious, but I still want to say that dreams are deceptive. Yes. Many things are not what you think, you should trust us."

"Huh, what I think?" I showed an expression of "not trusting at all", and perseveringly asked: "So what about Sakiya, Hakkei and Marceau?"

"What?" Doctor Ruan showed a puzzled expression, and then seemed to want to book something, "Oh, do you mean the three girls next to you? They are your friends, past, yes. "

"I want to know, why did they become like this?" I patted the table hard and made myself behave angrily, "I want to believe you, but why did the three of them become worse than they used to be? Don’t use the dream set to deal with me, I know that dreams are not all real, but it is at least some real. I believe that the three of them were not like this when they first arrived here."

"Yes, when they first came, they were better than they are now." Dr. Ruan was still very calm, as if he had dealt with such a situation easily, "but you know, psychologists are not omnipotent. We have worked hard. , But they are cases of failure. I don’t know what happened to them. Only you are my patient."

"I knew you would say that, yes, I am your patient, so now, I need you to tell me something about them, so that I won't be so entangled anymore. I'm going crazy." Mine I was very calm in my heart, deliberately pretending to be painful, and grabbing my head hard. The previous nonsense was for this sentence, "I beg of you"

Doctor Ruan opened his mouth, but Ranwen Novel Network said nothing. I did not covertly cast my gaze on the file in her hands, and she quickly realized it. Dr. Ruan obviously hesitated, closed the file, and kept tapping the ballpoint pen on the cover of the file.

After a long while, she broke the suffocating silence and said to me: "I don’t know if telling you too much about your past is good for you, because your treatment has always been in charge of Dr. Ender, and now The course of treatment did not end. However, to be honest, I am really not sure if you are really better now than in the past~IndoMTL.com~Although Dr. Ander thinks you have improved a lot. However, Now that you are temporarily in charge of me, there is nothing wrong with me acting according to my own judgment..."

I understand her defense.

"Thank you." I said to her sincerely.

"No, don't say thank you. Because I'm really not sure if this is good for you." Dr. Ruan said, "I only tell you one point. The file says you are the murderer who killed Zhen Jiang." At this point, she paused and watched my reaction carefully, but of course I would not have any reaction. I knew this for a long time, but what she said next made me a little shocked, "I won’t trust it all. The records in the file, but one thing I can be sure of is that before being killed by you, Mae fell ill, and infected both Seishi and Dorothy. After checking on Seishi and Dorothy And treatment, it is certain that it is a terminal illness. I don’t know why you and the remaining three girls were not infected. After all, you were inseparable. No, maybe you have been infected, your mental state ......" At this point, she said that she was still unfinished, but she no longer explained the disease in detail. "In short, the diseases of Mae, Shise, and Dorothy are new types that have never been seen before, and this is why Shise And Dorothy is one of the reasons that others are responsible.". ..

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