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The so-called syndrome, also known as syndrome, is me in English, which is a medical term.

The original intention is a series of symptoms that appear at the same time due to the interconnected changes of certain diseased organs. Later, it was also used to describe "the intent of certain people to reach agreement due to mutual influence." For example, in the kidnapping incident, the hostage reached an agreement with the robber because he sympathized with the robber, and the different police cooperated to help the robber deal with the police. It was called The phenomenon of "Stockholm" syndrome.

In my understanding, the syndrome described by Dr. Ruan tends to be pathologically intent, but the patient’s behavior has a second meaning.

The so-called "doomsday syndrome" is just an informal name given by Dr. Ander for the diseases infected by "Mae" and others. There is no official name in medicine by Ranwen. It is not yet known that others have noticed the existence of this disease and studied it.

Dr. Ruan told me that although Dr. Ander has been studying the so-called "doomsday syndrome" for a long time, just like the clinical features, symptoms, and phenomena that often appear at the same time when certain possible diseases appear, At this time, the physician can be aware of the related changes that may occur together with one of the signs that appear. However, the actual pathogen, the name of the disease to be diagnosed, or the related physiological changes may not be known with certainty. There are also a large number of unknowns regarding the physiological and mental changes in patients caused by "doomsday syndrome".

The only certainty is that patients infected with this unknown disease and caused by this syndrome will have such things as "hallucinations", "hearing hallucinations", "foreign objects in the body", "mania", "victimization delusions" and "body temperature" "Rising" or even "spontaneous combustion". In terms of external pathology, it is almost not much different from ordinary mental patients. However, there is a considerable difference between the two in essence. The former is caused by disease infection and psychological disorders, and the latter is caused by environmental factors. Abnormal.

Psychiatric patients may get better or even cured through psychotherapy, but the treatment of "doomsday syndrome" patients must start from the disease itself. Research over the years has proved that psychotherapy alone is not effective for "doomsday syndrome". .

As an infected person with "Doomsday Syndrome", in addition to the auxiliary drugs for psychotherapy that I usually take, the new drugs injected and taken at Dr. Ruan’s premises are all specific drugs studied for this disease, but this specific effect Medicine cannot cure this unknown disease.

"So far, no long-acting drugs have been developed because this disease has strong drug resistance and mutation. Each new drug can only last for two weeks, and then gradually lose its effectiveness. But ordinary The psychotherapeutic supplementary medicines can relieve a little mental pressure.” Dr. Ruan took off his eyes and wiped the corners of his clothes.

"In other words, so far, this disease is still terminally ill." This is really the worst case. However, I have not been knocked down by the word "terminally ill", and I can't even feel any wavering. I just don’t understand why she suddenly explained these things to me, "Don’t doctors have to be cautious in telling patients about terminal illnesses?"

"Ah, although there is such a saying, the doctor must comfort the patient, and he can say a little lie to stabilize the patient’s emotions, but even though some people will say that it is for the sake of the patient, so that they can be cautious. Dealing with funeral affairs and interpersonal relations, but in my opinion, it is just an excuse for hospitals and doctors to get rid of trouble. The guy who knows that he is destined to die always likes to cause trouble to others. Hey, Gao Chuan, you won't be this kind of person, right? "Doctor Ruan combed the temple with his fingers, and sighed: "Hey, hey, it's actually a terminal illness, but it's not so different from cancer and AIDS."

I think Dr. Ruan is talking about it, but nothing else, although I don't understand what she means by doing this, after all, I got a lot of news from her.

"So, it seems that it has been two weeks since I woke up?" I suddenly remembered this incident. During this period of time, although Ranwen Novel.com paid too much attention, I was The drugs taken and injected under Dr. Ruan’s supervision seem to have not changed much. Does this mean that these drugs are losing their effectiveness?

"You finally figured it out." Dr. Ruan frowned slightly, but after a moment he relaxed and returned to his usual attitude, "Yes, after this period of observation, the medicines prepared for you are no longer useful. However, the new drug has not been made. Every time the doomsday syndrome is stimulated by drugs, it will become more complicated, and targeted research will become more difficult."

"You mean, this time I'm really helpless?" I felt unexpectedly calm, as if I didn't believe that things would turn out to be this way, I realized that no matter what the doctor said, as far as I am concerned, There is no concept of "terminal illness" and "death" on Ranwen Novel. I stared at the isolated dormitory building, and said in a tone that sounded extremely funny to me: "In a little while, I will be like those guys, self-harm and die after frantic?"

"No, the way of death is not only frantic and spontaneous combustion. Moreover, it is not that the patients who are in the terminal stage do not have drugs but are still alive. Well..." The three girls standing next to me groaned, "Aren’t the three of them the best examples? And the patients who were sent to the black tower, I don’t know if they all died inside."

"Have you never entered that dark tower?" I asked.

"There is no Ranwen Novel Network." Dr. Ruan said simply: "In fact, I really want to go in and have a look. Unfortunately, I don't have the permission of Ranwen Novel Network. I have to give up too much to enter."

"Can Dr. Ander go in?"

"Yes." Dr. Ruan stared at me earnestly and said, "I said, he is an expert in the treatment of this unknown disease. In fact, you have passed the drug period more than once, but you are getting new drugs. Before, although it was a little troublesome, you can always survive until the arrival of new drugs. This is what surprised me the most. I probably know what Dr. Ender used to control your condition, but I have never felt that It is effective, but he actually succeeded..." Her eyes became strange, "It's just that there are some sequelae, but you are still alive. Compared to other patients, you are in a very good condition, aren't you?"

"I have already felt that this body is becoming uncoordinated." I said this, as if in a trance, I felt like I had stayed for a long time, but judging from the attitude of Dr. Ruan, it was actually very For a short time, "Should I go to Dr. Ender now?"

"...Dr. Ande has already notified me, so you can see him immediately for a two-week course of treatment." Dr. Ruan said in silence for a moment.

"These girls..."

"I will arrange a new room for them."

I nodded, transferred the wheelchair to Dr. Ender’s office, but before that, I asked Dr. Ruan a question: "You said Dr. Ender’s treatment is effective, but you often treat me Say, my situation has become more serious, who is right?"

"Both." Dr. Ruan paused and said, "After your treatment with him, according to the results of routine examinations, compared with the previous state, your physical and mental conditions are not burning at all. Any improvement on Novel.com, it can even be said to be even worse, but as far as the end result is concerned, you can still talk to me here, and people who don’t know the details look like a normal person. Without the situation of Ranwen Novel.com, can this be a bad result?"

"It's like looking back?"

Doctor Ruan laughed.

"If you can always return to the light, or the return to light can last forever, then this term has no meaning."

"That's why you can't understand my situation? Do you think my good state of rejuvenation will continue?" I said.

"Maybe, I really want to see how much Dr. Ander can do." Dr. Ruan said without shy. Whether the so-called "treatment" is effective or not is a conclusion drawn after comparison and a description of the process. However, as far as the meaning of "treatment" is concerned, it probably means that as long as the result is good, it will do?

Dr. Ruan, who was concerned about the changes in the treatment process, came to a bad conclusion about my situation, but Dr. Ander pulled me out of the results of the treatment. Thinking like this, isn't Dr. Ruan curious about the contradiction implied by the difference between the process and the result?

The process and results of the treatment should not have contradictions. However, since the contradiction has occurred, it means that Dr. Ruan and Dr. Ande have an essential difference in understanding of this unknown disease.

It is this difference that led to Dr. Ender's advantage in the study of this unknown condition.

Dr. Ruan adopts conventional treatment, so what does Dr. Ende’s unconventional mean? I vaguely feel that if I can't figure out this problem, I will lose a lot of important things.

Because Dr. Ender’s unconventional treatments are not always effective, it can even be said that there is a considerable risk. After all, of the many patients he is responsible for, I am the only one who is still active, and "Sakuya "Their fate is already vividly experienced. Maybe when will I become like them? Thinking about it this way, there is a huge fear pressing on his shoulders.

——Will not die, but will live better than die...? It's so exciting.

When I pushed open the door of Dr. Ender's office, there was no one in the office. As the confusion became more apparent, Dr. Ender's time became rushed, because the people who caused the confusion were all infected with the diseases he was studying, and he was also a terminal patient who was helpless. However, I occasionally came up with this idea. Perhaps the unconventional treatment by Dr. Ander is the reason for these terminal patients to act like this. Of course, this malicious conjecture has no basis at all.

Because there is no one in the office, and there are no other people's footsteps in the corridor, this silence makes me feel that Dr. Ender will not come back soon. This feeling made me want to search this office. . Dr. Ander did not share his treatment concepts, methods and results with other people. At least anyone who has been in contact with me. Even Dr. Ruan only judged Dr. Ander by examining me afterwards. Research progress.

Dallas has hacked Dr. Ender's computer, and hasn't found much useful information on Ranwen.com. However, since it is Dr. Ander's office, there should be some research materials.

In fact, for ordinary people, there are not many ways to keep secrets. Important things will be encrypted and archived in the database, but the ongoing research cannot be handled by computers. For people of Dr. Ender's age, usual inspiration and thought guidance are more accustomed to putting them on paper. Less important things are usually locked in drawers. Books, bookmarks, and notes you usually read will more or less reveal the secrets of the research process. Some inconvenient things are entered into the computer immediately, and informal but relatively important things may only be paper Stored in a safe deposit box... I patrolled the office, checked his bookcases, looked for traces of frequent opening and closing, and found out the bibliography related to the "Human Completion Project" catalog and Dr. Ruan's pathological description.

Of course, it is impossible for me to read all these books. All I want to find are the key points that Dr. Ender may use his handwriting and sticky notes to mark in the book. In addition to the professional books in the bookcase, there are also files and books on the desk. Judging from the vocabulary involved, Dr. Ender’s focus is mostly on personality research, including the birth of personality, the possibility of split personality and the treatment of split personality cases, and a small part is about mitochondrial research. What makes me even more concerned is that there are sporadic mentions of mitochondrial division and reproduction and abnormalities that lead to mutations at the gene level and physiologically affect the brain. In addition, there are some discussions about the changes in brain waves in human thinking, the impact on weak currents, and the possibility of the human body's weak electromagnetic fields remaining in the environment.

There is a sticky note on the lampshade that reads so grandly: If mitochondria interfere with genes, genes affect the brain physiologically, personality is distorted, and thinking can remain, then the existence of the soul is not a mystery.

I tried to open his drawer. The middle cabinet with a lock was not locked by Burning Novel Online. After opening it, I found it contained my files when I cooperated with Dr. Ender for the first psychological inquiry. And a plastic bag with a black diary. When I took it out, Dr. Ender's appearance suddenly appeared in my mind.

I seem to have come to that time, Dr. Ender is sitting in this position, not very neatly taking off his reading glasses.

He stared at me who had lost his memory, and said, "Do you really have trouble remembering it at all?"

My answer was full of rebellion and resistance, but Dr. Ender showed a deep smile, as if he had been waiting for me to say this.

Then what did he say?

Ah, yes, he said so:

"Your current state is related to your lost memory, or... your memory has been replaced." He stretched out his index finger and nodded at me a few times, "You successfully built a copy for yourself. False memory, this is the first step in treatment. Um... Although there was a little problem during the period."

I was so irritable at the time, and I was so fed up with the words of these people, because I simply couldn't adapt to the transition from the apocalyptic world to this world. Moreover, because I didn't know anything at the time, I didn't have the meaning of this sentence at all.

"Can false memories completely replace real memories?" I whispered what I said at the time: "This is impossible. As a psychologist, Dr. Ender, you should know this."

"Yes, you are right. Oh, you are a smart little guy. Generally speaking, a person’s memory cannot be replaced completely, but a completely different self is constructed based on memory fragments and deep psychology. The world, this is the value of this set of treatment methods. Boy, have you tried video editing? Cut out the scene fragments, mix with other materials, and re-edit them into a completely different plot from the original film-we have successfully constructed a false memory , The evidence of this achievement, aren’t you sitting right in front of me?” Dr. Ande’s face showed a feverish look, “Doctor Ruan said that your condition has deteriorated, but in my opinion, it’s just the opposite. This is just the treatment process. The first step, but this is why she hates me."

This old and fanatical voice reverberated in my ears, and I felt a little collapsed, my eyes fell on the sticky note on the lampshade, where it said: If mitochondria interfere with genes, genes will affect the brain physiologically, and personality will be distorted. , Thinking can remain, so the existence of the soul is not mysterious.

The catalog of the Human Completion Project once again appeared in front of my eyes: personality split and environmental impact, brain wave residual response, the impact of low light on the disease, cancer cell observation, mitochondrial research and carcinogenic response, abnormal mitochondria Reproduction, hypnosis treatment and methodology, psychological presentation in a virtual framework...

Followed by the illusion of "Morino", the mysterious middle-aged man murmured to himself:

"Since the mitochondria that reproduce cancerously generate their own consciousness and absorb the residual band of the surrounding environment, why control cancerous reproduction? What should be controlled should be the consciousness and personality generated after cancerous reproduction"

Unknown disease, doomsday syndrome, mitochondrial cancerous reproduction, genetic mutation, brain influence, mental illness, personality generation and replacement, virtual world-these words seem to be strung together by a dark line. Countless slide-like memory images, fragmented and complex sounds, constantly flashed in my mind. I felt a strong sense of fear. This fear did not come from emotions, but from the origin of self-existence. It was from the very beginning. Right there.

My breathing was heavy and I was sweating profusely, and the portraits, expressions, pictures, and sounds brought by those fragments of memory still flashed like a horse. My thinking was in chaos, but in this chaos, something unnamed prompted me to open the black diary.

Opening the cover, the white title page uses a pen to write in fancy text: The superiority of human beings lies in their spirit, otherwise they will be no different from beasts. Therefore, the completion of human beings should start with the completion of personality.

The repertoire and outline are listed in the text like a script:

The first act: Toilet talk

The second act: the bird in the cage

Act Three: Daily Divide

The fourth act: Hell's Monster

Fifth Tomb: Evil Force

The first line of the outline and settings reads like this: The world starts from a high school, to be precise, from the toilet of a high school...

The story begins. This is an adventure story of a high school one-year student named "Gaochuan" in a mysterious and realistic doomsday world full of fate.

This subtle story is my past, my story. All my love and hatred, joy and regret, success and failure, all the people I met, and the events that made us intertwined, are all recorded in this black diary.

When I read in a trembling voice: "This..." Mae stuffed my eyeballs into his eye sockets, staring at me with his intact right eye, but the embedded eye turned left and right, for a moment. After returning to normal, he stared at me with an indescribable feeling. She said: "We will be together forever, Achuan."

An incomparable pain and sorrow calmly drowned my soul.

I was crying, but there was no sound from my throat. Because I understood this time, why in this world, I always have a feeling of incompatibility, why they talk about "Gaochuan", but I feel that they are talking about a stranger.

It turned out to be like this, because I was not "Gao Chuan" originally, but a personality born in a fictional story, a virtual character that replaced the real "Kao Chuan". Everything I have is fictitious. All my love and hatred, joy and regret, success and failure, all the people we met, the events that drove us together, are nothing but a complete fake. My world has not even had time to be fully constructed. There is no Ranwen Novel Network in the past, and there is no Ranwen Novel Network in the future. The mystery I once thought, but it has not yet been set. I feel the martial arts and the holy king makes the sacred king will kill at night The throne of the gods and the seals of the gods, the throne of the gods, the throne of the gods, the throne of the gods, the thrones of the gods, the thrones of the gods, and the gods, the kings The strongest abandoning the Shao Da Zhou imperial clan to create the gods will kill the night god, God seal the throne to ask the devil, proud of the world, the Ninth Heaven, the strongest abandoning the Shao Da Zhou imperial clan to the fate, is just an illusion, my struggle is just vain.

And my lover, my friend, and even my enemy, who were once so lifelike and full of flesh and blood, and my thoughts of "what I know about her or him is one-sided", but It's self-deception. Their settings are one-sided, so I can only see them one-sided, nothing more.

What are you kidding?

Stop kidding

Everything I own, is this like a piece of paper?

I yelled and threw the black diary onto the door panel. The thumping sound was like a knock in the depths of my soul.

"Mae, Sakuya, Eight Views, Marceau, Dorothy, Shishi...Ha, haha...all gone, all gone..." I said to myself, "I have nothing left."

I seem to have heard these words somewhere, yes, I remembered, didn’t "Morino" also say the same? In the illusion that night, she also said so sadly and helplessly: I have nothing left.

I don't know how long it took before the door opened from the outside. I didn’t have Ranwenshu.com to look at that direction specifically, but I don’t know where to look. This world no longer has any meaning for me, and I no longer want to think about torturing people. I'm so tired, I just want to rest quietly for a while.

Then, Dr. Ender appeared in my field of vision, he showed me a surprised look, frowned and scanned his office, then picked up the black diary from under his feet. At this moment, I really saw that on his arm with his sleeves rolled up, there was an inconspicuous scar, just where "Moriye" stabbed the middle-aged man.

There is no doubt that Dr. Ender is the crazy middle-aged man back then.

He obviously understood what happened. I think he must understand it. I think that in his more than 20 years of research, the patients who have experienced the same way as me have become like me are definitely not a minority. Dr. Ruan thinks I am special, maybe, but that only means that I live longer than others. I am not unique, and my experience did not have any drama. I was just an ordinary doomsday patient in the treatment of Dr. Ander, in the so-called "Human Completion Plan".

It's just that I live a little longer.

"Ah, here you are." I said weakly.

"Have you read it?" Dr. Ender waved the black notebook in his hand.

Said: "Is there any meaning to say these now? I feel that I am about to die, this body is about to die, and I am about to disappear."

"Did you know?" Dr. Ender asked again.

"What do you know? Doomsday syndrome? The cancerous reproduction of mitochondria caused by unknown diseases? The psychological impact of mitochondrial abnormalities? Dr. Ender, I don't understand, what is the meaning of my existence?" I said.

"Everyone will ask themselves this question when they are alive. Why do they exist in this world? Ha, it's a boring and ridiculous question. But the moment before their death, more or less You will come to a conclusion to comfort yourself. So you should feel lucky that you have not found the answer by Ranwen.com, because you have not been caught by the **** of death." Dr. Ender said in a funny tone, like I didn’t see my melancholy and pain at all. "You know? You are stronger than I thought. This shows that our treatment has made real progress. The death of patients with doomsday syndrome always starts from the collapse of personality. There is no such thing as the collapse of Ranwen.com. The situation where the body collapses first has never occurred. The cancerous reproduction of mitochondria is just one of the many symptoms of doomsday syndrome. I just assume that it has an impact on personality. After all, mitochondria possess With a fairly complete gene function, it is like another individual in the human body... But in fact, the physical and psychological impact of this unknown disease on the patient is more complicated than this possibility."

"Doctor Ender, you created me with a fictitious environment. Does it mean anything to the treatment of'Gaochuan'?" I asked.

Doctor Ender doesn't seem to intend to hide it anymore.

"I have already said that the illness you are suffering from will have an impact on your personality, spirit, and psychology, but as long as your personality does not collapse, your body will not collapse. As long as the self still exists, then Life will continue. This is the peculiar part of this unknown disease." Dr. Ender inserted the book back into the bookcase and explained: "So, I have a guess as to whether this is a very special kind of human body. What about state evolution or some kind of mutation? If the self can persist to the end, will the body develop adaptability to the doomsday syndrome, and what will it become? From the current observations, the doomsday syndrome is burdening the body At the same time, a large number of mitochondria will be activated, cancerized and multiplied. As a result, the body does become strong and agile, and produces some strange abilities. Ah, it is not a science fiction thing like ability, but a function of the human body. Is strengthened, or the instinct of sleeping in the body is activated, similar to this situation."

Doctor Ender paused. Maybe it’s because there are some factors that reject bad mental states in the components that make up my personality. In short, as soon as I heard this professional and novel explanation, I gradually got rid of the feeling of nothingness. The king will kill the gods at night, the seal of the throne, and the king will kill the gods, the strongest in the world Ao Shi Jiu Zhong Tian is the strongest abandoning the Shao Da Zhou imperial family, making gods will kill the night god, God seals the throne to seek the devil Night kills the gods and seals the throne of the gods, the throne of the gods, and the throne of the gods The Nineth Heaven is the strongest abandoning the Shao Dazhou imperial clan to create a **** and will kill the night god, God seals the throne to seek the devil and proud of the world.

Soon, I understood the purpose of Dr. Ender.

"In my research, ah, although there is not enough evidence from Ranwen.com, I think that the impact of disease on personality is because the syndrome awakens the mitochondria, and the second personality is born due to the activation of mitochondria. , As the intruder and stranger's second character has an impact on this character. Of course, because the mitochondria themselves are not as mature as the human body, the personality formed by it is actually very fragile, not even due to the life characteristics of the mitochondria themselves. What was born, maybe it has also absorbed nutrients from the external environment...Speaking of which, I have to mention another study of mine, about the residual biomagnetic field in the environment. Mitochondria may read the dead due to the influence of those potential electromagnetic waves. Fragments of life, and use this to construct a second personality." Dr. Ender glanced at the scar on his arm inadvertently, showing a trace of nostalgia, pain and indifference on his face.

His statement can explain why in my hallucinations, there are events experienced by "Morino" twenty years ago. It can be considered that the active mitochondria in my body have absorbed the memories of the existence of biomagnetic fields in the surrounding environment after Morino’s death.

Although it still sounds full of science fiction, I don't know if it is fake science or not, but since such a thing is truly born in my own body, even if it is a wrong theory, I can only look at it this way.

More important than that is the impact of Dr. Ender's immature second personality on the first personality.

"The real Gao Chuan..." Before I could finish speaking, Dr. Ender was sternly interrupted.

"What real Gaochuan? Do you want to die? Don't you also Gaochuan? Who else are you besides Gaochuan?" Dr. Ander said, "You are a new personality, but you are also Gaochuan. This is very Important, you must remember."

"Because treatment is needed?" I sarcastically said.

"Yes." Dr. Ender ignored the irony at all. "Each stage of treatment complements each other. Names are a bond. For a mature personality, recognizing your name is very important. Things."

"Okay." I said, "The original owner of this body, that boy's personality is no longer good, so you created me... No, it's your guess of using the mitochondrial second personality, ripening or integration Use a new personality to replace the old broken personality. I think you think so? Dr. Ender. Doomsday syndrome activates mitochondria, so the personality born from mitochondria should be able to withstand the effects of Doomsday syndrome on the body. ."

"Very well, well, really a clever child." Dr. Ender applauded joyfully, "Yes, so you should be thankful that if it weren't for the Doomsday Syndrome, how could you have been born? Now you can The freedom to walk and talk in this real world is the blessing of my research. I hope you don’t forget this. Next, we will start the two-week purpose treatment. This course of treatment is only a hypothesis, so it is only between us. Only with cooperation can we draw the most accurate conclusions and benefit more patients."

"Then, I want to tell you something personally here." I turned out from behind my desk, stared at Dr. Ender's puzzled face and said, "I won't continue, I don't want to cooperate with you. "

"Why? Do you hate me? Hate me?" Dr. Ender asked, frowning.

"No, although I hate you, I don't hate you. As you said, if you didn't preside over this research project, there would be no me."

"So, do you feel guilty?" Although Dr. Ender's question was dumb, I still understood what he meant.

"No, I don’t need to feel guilty. Of course, I occupy this body, and the boy’s personality no longer exists. According to you, my appearance caused the boy’s death. However, according to your statement, even I don’t exist, and the boy’s personality will die, will it?" I stared at my hands and stroked my right eye, "I always have a feeling that the boy with the same name as me has not really died. He just became a part of me."

Yes, it became a part of me. His emotions, struggles, memories, and choices, together with the expectations, persistence and responsibilities he carried, were already connected when I got that card. With the awakening of memory and the deterioration of the body, the more I feel that our soul is undergoing a certain qualitative change from the state of oil and water.

When I stroke my right eye, I always think of the real river in the doomsday story, and then the real river in this world.

They, right in my body, have become an extremely heavy part of my life.

I think so, it’s a fictitious world, but aren’t those people all shadows of real existence? Although in this world, most of Zhenjiang and them are dead, but in that world, if I want to, it will become more complete, larger, and more real. I can make special settings for them, just like someone Just like setting up my birth, will they be born like me, living in that more complicated world? Thinking of this possibility, I want to fly back to that world, want to return to the mother who gave birth to me, that's where I should be.

However, before that, I have to fulfill the responsibility of the "Takakawa" in this world. The "colors" in this world are still in the black tower, and "Sakuya", "Eight Sceneries" and "Marceau" are still alive. , "Doroth" doesn't know where it ends.

"I don't understand, why are you unwilling to cooperate with me." Dr. Ender shook his head, "I can't understand, I can't understand. I read Dr. Ruan's report, your body has developed drug resistance, and you obviously can't Adapt to this new change in the body. This means that for the mitochondria, you are just a failure. If you stick to your own opinions, then the mitochondria will probably create a third personality, and you will also become those frantic patients. Didn’t you see it? How did the guys who hit the dormitory die?"

"Dr. Ande, Sakuya, Hakkei, and Marceau, they are also your patients. Do you know why they become like this?" I said to Dr. Ande: "This is not your way of treatment The sequelae?"

Doctor Ender showed a look of error, but he quickly lowered his head, took off his glasses and tapped hard.

"Ah, that's true, but that was the first time, the treatment was not complete, so something went wrong in the process. Now it's different, aren't you good? The improvement in the treatment has been fruitful. "

"No, I think, the word "effective" can only be used for the first course of treatment. Isn't the next course of treatment only in your vision?" I passed by Dr. Ender and reached out to grab it from his arm The black diary, before he spoke, said: "Please let me be quiet, Dr. Ender."

"You will cooperate with me, won't you? You will cooperate, otherwise your birth will have no meaning." Dr. Ender shouted sharply from behind.

I understand his threat. Even if I don’t agree, Dr. Ender will force me to undergo a two-week course of treatment. If this is not the case, I would have no meaning to him. However, I don’t know the method and purpose of the two-week purpose treatment, nor do I think that Dr. Ender will honestly explain it. What’s more frightening is that my existence theoretically has been born with the personality of the mitochondria of this body, and it has been affected by this body’s pathological changes. Is the discomfort not a failure of the personality, but simply because the mitochondria that supports this personality are not as powerful as Ranwen.com? If this is the case, Dr. Ander’s so-called second course of treatment is actually just repeating the first course of treatment, using a new virtual world to form a new personality, replacing me, just as I replaced the former "Gaochuan"~ IndoMTL .com~Does that mean my death? Even if I can survive, I can only leave behind memories and emotional residues like the former "Gao Chuan", and only hope for the recognition of the new personality?

What a sad ending that really is.

Does the former "Gao Chuan" understand that he will become like this and agree with the treatment of that fictional world? Maybe, he didn't actually have the choice of Ranwen Novel.com.

Heroes, in fact, are not always strong, and there are not always choices.

But I am different. This closed hospital has begun to change, chaos is occurring, and I am not cowardly and ignorant. I want to try it and resist it. Maybe, this is me, two Gaochuan, the first and last chance.

"Yes, I will cooperate, but please let me be quiet for a while." Throwing down this sentence, I pushed the wheelchair and left.

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I didn't lie to you, this article is really science fiction. . ..