Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 297: Shuffle (1)

297 shuffle (one)

A few months before graduating from university, my friends in the same dormitory and I have already started to go through various school-leaving procedures. To be honest, this time is the happiest time of the whole university career. There is no work pressure, no study pressure, as long as you want, you can spend your time every day without any sequelae.

Although some students still need to worry about finding a job, I have received an internship invitation from a certain automobile company. I don't know how the other party knew about me. I didn't contact them personally. However, during the phone call, the other party repeatedly assured me that they would admit me, as long as they report within the specified time.

In addition, the university tutor also hopes that I can continue to study as a graduate student, because of my grades, the status of a student council member and the recommendation of the tutor, as long as I agree, the contract to be a lecturer in this university will be in front of me, and it may not be necessary in the future. Can't become a doctoral professor and gain an identity that everyone admires.

At this point, I can already believe that my future will be much smoother than most of my peers.

However, I am still a bit hesitant about these two invitations. To be honest, whether you continue to study for graduate school, become a university lecturer, or enter a car company to do powertrain work, you have to say that the prospects are bright, but there is always a certain gap in my heart.

When did this barrier begin? Looking back on my dreams and my own experiences, I have not found any trace of this estrangement. My future seems destined to become a psychologist or power engineer, and this estrangement is trying to push me into uncertainty. And the future that fate goes against.

I’m not sure if it’s a whim, but if there are any clues, it must be a weird dream that I have every day these days.

There is such a saying in psychology that the factors that produce dreams come from reality. However, as a top student in the psychology department, I cannot interpret this strange dream of my own. It seems to be separated from reality, appearing on me for no reason.

It's not born of troubles, it's not due to physical problems, and it's not due to random thoughts during the day.

My life so far has been very stable. It's like walking on a smooth road. It can't be said that there are no bumps, but it's like a small stumbling block that can easily be kicked away. Recently I have no worries, I am in good health, and I am enjoying the last time of a beautiful and wanton college career.

I can’t understand this sudden strange dream, maybe it has become my trouble in itself.

However, I am not disgusted with this dream.

In my dreams, I always climb spirally along a staircase with no end in sight, and the man will appear on the way. He would say to me: "Hello, Gao Chuan, my name is Gao Chuan, I am glad to meet you." I can't see his face clearly, but I feel familiar with him. Every time, when I thought I had climbed to a very high place and left him far behind, he would always appear higher up, as if he was walking along when I didn’t know. This staircase is climbing, so it is always farther than me. Whenever I saw him, he always faced me under the stairs, as if deliberately waiting for me.

In every dream, I cannot go further than him. When facing each other, I can never seem to be able to shorten the distance between us.

I want to know who he is and why he calls himself "Gaochuan". I once assumed that he is the reflection of my subconscious mind in the dream, but I am not sure, because if the hypothesis is true, this case where the surface consciousness and the subconscious can meet in this way in the dream is the first time it appears in In my cognition.

I think he must be trying to tell me something, even though I only hear that greeting every time. If he is "subconscious", then what he wants to say must be more important to me than anything else.

Because that must be the real me, what I really want to do.

Being troubled by this dream, I tried to prove that this is the key to why I am still hesitating about future choices. I have used many methods, such as hypnotizing myself and consulting a friendly psychology professor, but so far, the analysis of dreams is still in place.

Yes, I am enjoying the rest of college, but I am not wasting my time.

On this day, I received a call from the university community, and they are preparing to hold a farewell party for graduates. To put it simply, a group of people spends club funds to eat, drink and play for a night. This kind of thing happens to almost every graduate, and depending on the number of times, it can even distinguish the person's social skills.

I have been receiving invitations of this type since last month. Although I don’t have to pay my own money, I get drunk every time, and there is always a painful time afterwards. After a few times, I am insensitive to this, and try to find excuses to resign. Anyway, I and the big one of them Most people will never have intersection after graduation, will they?

At least, I think so. The so-called warm and cold relationship is the result of the strict restriction of friendship by time and distance.

However, this time the club’s gathering cannot be missed, because I spent a lot of interesting time in that club.

There are all kinds of clubs in the university, but not all clubs are formal. Even if they are recognized by the university, they can only be called "hobby clubs" until they receive funding from the university. Only those groups that are recorded in the Student Union’s roster and receive a sum of funding each year can be named "So-and-So Society". "Activity public" and "excellent action ability".

The president of every formal society has superior social skills and co-ordination skills, and builds a strong network of people through this. After graduation, these people can often get a better starting point.

The club I value is not the formal and huge club system mentioned above. To apply the above classification, it is not only "so-and-so club", it can't even be named as "hobby club". It was not established when I first entered school. It has only seven years of history so far. It is not in the archives of the school and the student council, and is not known by most students. When it was first founded, it had only one member and president, and now it has developed five full members in this university, and we have privately dubbed it the shady name of "secret association".

Its name is "The Whisperer".

The founder and current president is called Bajing, a girl in literature who looks quiet and practical. She is a fan of occultism. She founded this secret association when she was in the first grade of high school. Nowadays, the high school she once attended still circulates the legend of this association. It is said that it is still growing secretly and belongs to an "important branch". Bajing even claimed that she had attracted a lot of "social people" without our knowledge, and now the secret association of "Whisperers" "has spread all over the city."

Of course, because Bajing refused to produce valid evidence, we have always regarded such bold and arrogant statements as a joke, at least I think so.

However, there must be a certain dividing line-like difference between the girl Bajing and other ordinary girls. It's not that she is so smart, courageous, well-learned, and socially capable. It's that she actually feels something unusual in the process of interaction.

This particularity is the reason why this secret association was established, and the name "Whisperer" is closely related to it.

Bajing can hear sounds that mortals cannot hear. Whether it is true or not, when you act with her, you can always feel that it is true. The "whisperer" conducts activities centered on this sound. Bajing will interpret these sounds that occasionally appear in his mind, and then operate things based on the deciphered intelligence.

If you are an unfamiliar person or someone who has not really experienced the scene, you will definitely regard this mode of action as a religious pyramid scheme, thinking that Bajing is just a liar in the name of a "prophet," or even a mental patient. However, the members of the society can more or less perceive the unthinkable, which is simply a kind of unreasonable, without warning, unable to analyze, unable to be explained by theory, common sense and experience, but quite accurate prediction. .

Bajing is a person with extraordinary abilities-this kind of recognition is what distinguishes Bajing from other girls.

I still remember that the first time I met was on the bus, a black long straight girl with glasses got on the bus and sat directly on the seat next to me. She thought she was just a passerby, but she suddenly treated me He said something like "The end of the world is coming." For a while, I didn't even know what to say or what expression to show.

Then she seemed to see my embarrassment and said to me: "Just smile."

I did what I did, but regretted it afterwards, because thinking back to that scene, I really couldn't bear to look back.

The second time I met at the university, she suddenly broke into the classroom where I had just finished class, and the well-known surname was looking for me. Before I knew her characteristics, I thought she had investigated my information or kept watching me secretly. Although I didn't understand what she had asked me about at the time, I was about to apply for a position in the Student Union and I did not refuse.

The Eight Views took me to a green belt with fewer pedestrians. They suddenly and bluntly said to me: "I have formed a club. Come and join me."

At that time, it was the peak period for recruiting members for school clubs and hobby clubs, so I was not surprised. I just learned about the composition of her so-called "whisperer" club, and immediately realized that this cannot be called " Society".

"Then it's a secret association, don't you think it's very stylish?" Ba Jing said it, I can't remember what she said at the time, probably it is the plan of action for the association in the future. So the reason for me to join. In short, of course I cannot immediately agree, and I am still thinking of excuses to reject this "sounding dangerous" organization.

As for why I joined later, that’s another story. It’s that kind of thing that made me aware of the characteristics of the Eight Views and I was curious about it, so I joined this secret association and became a "whisperer". Veteran.

After that, I experienced some wonderful, impulsive and embarrassing things. The foreign language girl Sakiya, Sakiya’s same-sex friend Morino, and Morino’s boyfriend Shirai joined the association one after another, and until now, they haven’t been there anymore. Add new full members.

Because all the members are facing graduation, this time, and probably the last gathering, I can’t help but go.

The headquarters of "Whisperer" is located in a bungalow behind a female dormitory building. We have never understood its use. In the four years of university, no one except us has used this room. The exterior of the room is a very old brick house. At first glance, it always seems to be a temporary house built by the original construction workers during the construction period, but Bajing said that this is not the case. This house was found by Eight Views with the extraordinary ability of "listening to whispers". The size of the house shocked us at the beginning, and felt that it would definitely be recruited by people from other organizations or schools at some point. But just like what Bajing had "heared" at the beginning, no one had planned for this place in the past four years.

This room is our secret base, a place where we can do whatever we want. We can drink and smoke here, and we can try to make dangerous goods that are expressly prohibited. We exchange information and co-ordinate personal troubles... This place has left me many free and beautiful memories.

When I walked into the headquarters, only Bajing sat alone behind a black wooden table, dressed in a black hooded robe bought in a store specializing in role-playing, stroking a crystal ball like a medieval witch. Every time you enter the door, if she is the first to come, you can always see her dressed up like this. She has been playing this set for four years, and she is still not bored, which is really amazing.

"When did you come?" I habitually greeted, took off my coat and threw myself into the sofa. All the furnishings in this room were purchased by ourselves, including the second-hand air conditioner in the corner. It is worth mentioning that Shirai, another male member, is a top student in the electrical department, and fiddling with electrical equipment is as easy as instinct. His talent has saved us a lot of expenses.

"I see, you will soon meet a woman who changes your destiny. Stupid man, give up distracting thoughts that shouldn't be there, don't be fooled by beauty, otherwise you will encounter the most dangerous changes in your life." Eight Views Speaking to me in a low voice.

"Did you see it or heard it?" I laughed. "If I heard it, it would be a little frightening."

"At noon when the sun is shining brightly, my strength will be strengthened several times. My Alaya consciousness, who has been paying attention to the long river of fate, is no longer just ears, but also eyes." Hachijing repressed with a kind of depression. Cheered with excitement and trembling tones.

"Why did your Alaya consciousness drop to a level comparable to that of the five senses?" I deliberately asked.

"This is a metaphor. Do you understand the metaphor? I ask you to read more literature. Only the sensibility of literature can explain the mystery!" Bajing took off his headgear, pushed his glasses hard, and stared at me.

"I am from the Department of Psychology, and I am used to analyzing sensibility with reason." I said lazily.

"Hey, fellow who doesn't repent, you will die in the dung under the peony if you don't listen to me." Bajing cursed viciously.

"Then you have to tell me first, is this something you saw or heard?" I said carelessly.

"I heard it." Bajing quickly answered.

I was stunned for a moment, and met her gaze again, Bajing's eyes were very serious. I began to realize that she was serious.

I was silent for a long time in the stare at Bajing, and then asked, "What will be terrible?" Because of my past experience, I attach great importance to the extraordinary talents of Bajing, and even value it as a way of judging the direction of things. Core basis. The connection between her attitude and what was said before made me feel shocked and puzzled.

Just then, the door of the room was pushed open, and two girls, one boy, and three came in as a group.

Sakuya is a girl with shoulder-length short hair. Although she is pure and dressed, she feels like she was born in a wealthy family. Just as it seems on the surface, there is a hint of timidity in her tenderness, but this does not mean that she is in Vase that doesn't do anything when it matters. A deadly and explosive force lurked in her cowardice. In the past four years as a partner, she has shown extraordinary courage countless times. In Morino's words, it is like a spring. The more oppressed, the stronger the rebound. At the critical juncture of the crisis, she possessed what she called the resolution.

Not everyone can desperately do certain things that seem almost impossible to succeed in the face of a crisis. People who can do this kind of action will always be called "English" or "Xiao" in history and stories.

Morino is a tomboy. He always likes to make some small jokes, but he has a talent that few people can match when it comes to "making friends". This kind of talent seems to be not just the character and way of doing things, but a kind of natural affinity, it seems that as long as she wants, anyone will regard it as a friend and give her help in big and small things. She is the "Whisperer"'s foreign affairs liaison and an expert in investigating social intelligence in the school and the surrounding area. And, although not as fanatical as the Eight Views, he is also a occult fan in the strict sense, focusing on "Devil Summoning". Of course, he has never successfully summoned.

She is also a person who affirmed the extraordinary talents of the Eight Views when they first met, based on only one, her intuition.

As for Morino's boyfriend Shirai~IndoMTL.com~ The two had already been in this relationship in high school, and they met in the same university. Shirai is an ordinary boy who can be seen everywhere. The only thing that can be called outstanding is his electrical knowledge and his home appliance repair skills. However, he was able to show his courage as a man and boyfriend when it was about Morino. I can feel that he is actually not interested in the organization "Whisperers". He joined the organization and actively participated in activities only for the sake of Morino.

The most intuitive impression he gave me is that Shirai is a man who exists exclusively for Morino and can do anything for Morino.

He's a superficially pure, but actually quite crazy guy.

As the only two male members, our relationship cannot be said to be bad, but it is not as good as outsiders imagine. We use "gentlemen's acquaintance" to describe the just-to-be good.

As soon as the three of them entered the door, they felt a little solemn atmosphere in the room.

"What's wrong?" Morino was a little puzzled. As the "old partner", Sakiya realized something and looked at me with a slightly worried look.

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