Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 318: Dividing line (2)
318 dividing line (two)
Because of the increase in employment requirements, I have become as stressful as other graduates in terms of employment.
I also thought about letting Sakiya fund to set up a company, so that every member of the Whisperer will become an employee of the company. Maybe Hakkei will happily accept the position of chairman. But I don’t know if others have had similar ideas, and I need to further communicate with you. If you decide to set up this internal company, there are many troubles to be resolved, such as assigning responsibilities, determining business projects, and channel sources. Things that can be decided in a moment.
It is precisely because of these extremely real things that entangle me, so that my concept of time has become blurred. When Ba Jing called me a week later and told me that his classmates were awake, I realized that I had been busy for seven days in employment, but I still didn't get a letter.
After Bajing's phone number called, Sakiya's phone number also called. She told me that everyone had gathered in the new headquarters, but I had not arrived yet. The discharge procedures for Shisei were done together with Sakiya and Hakkei when she was going through Shirai's discharge procedures. Hakkei took Shiisei back to the new headquarters, which was arranged like her own home, and took care of her in accordance with the instructions of the expert doctor. At first, we were a little worried that some problems would arise after the classmates woke up, so we never dared to let strangers appear around her, so that we dared not let her fall asleep in the hospital, and dared not hire specialized staff to help. .
However, judging from the tone of Hakkei and Sakiya on the phone, the result was not as bad as expected. The classmate Shise seemed to wake up unscathed.
When I arrived at the new headquarters, I saw a sign with the name "Whisperer Studio" pinned on the door. It looked like it was a private studio that had already started business. However, if someone tried to inquire about this What exactly the studio does, he will definitely get a jaw-dropping answer. Bajing has never been around this kind of problem. She will definitely tell the other party clearly that if there are any seemingly unrealistic and full of mysterious events, they can come here to find a solution. There have been a lot of such things in the past four years. Although everyone does not agree very much, it is impossible to think about it when it comes. Even if it is not an unbelievable event, it will come to the door with the idea of fighting back.
Some of these incidents were something we were able to solve at the time, and some were not. Although the predictions of the Eight Views were very accurate, there was always a vague limit, and this limit was only now known from Father Sisson. -Only events involving the gray fog will be predicted. In our eyes at that time, there was no concept of an unconventional medium such as gray fog at all, so we did not find the strangeness in it from the beginning to the end. Even in retrospect, it is difficult to find similar things in the vague memory. This also proves that the whispers in the past and those clients were not really involved in the core of the gray mist incident, but were only affected by the pond fish.
I opened the door with the key provided by the vice president, and saw everyone who was whispering, his classmates, and Father Xi Sen all staying in the living room. Father Xi Sen was answering everyone's questions. Most of them were about the gray fog, the ruling bureau, and the truth of the doomsday. Of course, there are also interspersed anecdotes about the priest's travels over the years. Not everyone is interested in very serious and formal things. Just like Morino, he would always let the priest talk about the customs of different parts of the world, and then make a fuss. Today's Internet information is so developed, Morino has never heard of similar things, let alone the scenery in various places, but she seems to prefer to listen to other people's dictation on the spot.
Morino’s activity makes Shirai’s face a faint and pleasant smile. Even if he has become a gray fog reformer, he has more power than ordinary people, but after the initial excitement, he still likes to be a listener. Live the life of a peaceful ordinary person with the watcher. Among the whispers, his thoughts are not uncommon. Even as the initiator of the society, the Eight Views, as a prophet, don’t like real blood, killing, and death. On the contrary, I am abnormally thrown into this kind of stimulation. .
At this time, I felt that I used to hypnotize myself, conceal myself, and dress myself like a normal person. It was a kind of fear of alienation for fear of being found abnormal. The theory of a black sheep living in a group of white sheep is so familiar that I don’t even want to think about it, what should I do if it’s discovered? Because the cover-up time is too long, I will make myself feel like a normal person.
Now, the last layer of fake skin has been uncovered by reality, and I can no longer avoid it.
Of course, this feeling may be just an illusion. Maybe I was a real normal person in the past, but only later changed because of the influence of the environment. But who can tell the cause and effect? At least I can’t tell, the more you use psychology to analyze yourself, the more complicated you feel that this kind of thing is.
I have always liked that now everyone gathers leisurely in the hall, drinking tea and snacks, while chatting about topics of interest to each other. Surrounding everyone is a warm, slow, lazy atmosphere like the winter sun. After realizing my abnormality, I like it even more, because at this time, it makes me feel as if I have returned to yesterday.
Everyone didn't end the topic immediately because of my arrival. I also pulled a chair and sat aside as a silent listener.
The topic is as expected, because everyone doesn’t like stories that are too sad, heavy and depressing, so the weight of the gray fog incidents is gradually reduced in the conversation, and the anecdote of the customs increases the proportion, until the end It's all anecdotes.
Fr. Sisson has been to many places, and it feels like a wandering man with no home. I know that in these wandering times, he must not have such a pleasant time to talk about it, from Mar The pressure of the Jones family must be hanging in his heart like a scale, not even lacking a life-and-death crisis, but he didn't show it at all at this time. From this point, it can be seen that Father Xi Sen is an informed and interesting man, and he has many advantages such as maturity, stability and responsibility.
Everyone likes Father Xi Sen very much, and has regarded him as his companion for the past seven days. Maybe I am the only one who uses an invisible dividing line to distinguish the positions of the two sides. To be honest, no matter how good Father Sissen is and how much he has helped, I can't regard him as my own person, or even as a close collaborator. Just because he is a good and ambitious person, how can I not believe that he will break the covenant one day and turn around and become our enemy?
If this idea is known to others, it is impossible to say that I am small-minded and lack of air. However, at least in the current honeymoon period, I don't want to tell you this possibility, to discourage everyone's enthusiasm and sense of joy at this time.
It's probably because everyone evaded it intentionally or unintentionally. The whole morning did not talk about a series of depressing things that happened seven days ago, and there was no opportunity to ask about the students of the department at this time. I consider myself an invisible listener most of the time. In fact, I am not interested in what Father Xi Sen tells. I just enjoy the atmosphere of such a chat and take this opportunity to observe the state of the classmates secretly.
Sei Se looks no different from the past. According to common sense, her injury is not lighter than Shirai, but after the gray mist of demonic transformation entered her body, she recovered abnormally. If it weren't for the fear that the demon's consciousness would leave sequelae in her body, the situation looked a bit similar to Shirai's situation of taking Mageweave Greystone. I can't deny the possibility that the classmates of Seishi also gained some kind of power beyond mere mortals. Bajing who was in charge of taking care of classmate Xi Se during her coma must know more about it, but she didn't seem to be anxious to say it. This also means that even if the schoolmates change, it is probably not a bad thing.
I thought about it in my heart, and gradually let go of it.
At noon, Sakuya called to order takeaway. Morino was still pestering Father Xi Sen, but Hakkei came to me and motioned for me to speak aside.
"What do you think of Father Xi Sen?" I asked.
"It's okay. Although he can only represent himself, as a covenant, his knowledge, experience, and strength are all we need." Bajing unexpectedly only showed a faint expression, as if he was talking and laughing before. The illusion is not as happy and enthusiastic as I thought, and even her tone and words have an indescribable indifference and estrangement. "With him, you should not take all dangerous things on your body." She He raised his head and stared into my eyes, and said seriously: "I don't want you to have an accident, Achuan. Everyone who whispers is an important person, but you are the most important one."
She said this to me so seriously, but it made me feel a little bit at a loss. Although I felt a little ambiguous, I knew she didn't mean to tease me at all. She has always used a straightforward attitude, very serious and clear to let the other party understand her thoughts and feelings. Although straightforward and sometimes awkward, it is not annoying. Because of this attitude and practice, even if her attitude in interpersonal communication is always a little cold, as if she is divided into another world, but there are not a few people who like her, accept her, and are willing to help her. As the president, she has been very successful in handling all kinds of connections in the club during these four years.
I know that many boys have a crush on her, and many boys have confessed to her. It's just that after she refused, she rarely mentioned such things. Even if it was me, she only vaguely revealed this kind of thing when she went to bed somehow for the first time. At the time, I thought it was because her emotions were out of control at the time, and I still think so.
When I go to bed, I will still feel ambiguous and feel embarrassed about similar confession. I think that only people like me and Hakjing will appear. At least, this kind of thing won't happen to Sakiya.
"I will pay attention." I said a little apologetically.
Bajing did not look away. After a while, she said: "In fact, some things will not change even if you pay attention."
"Disappointed you?" I didn't refute it because I thought it was meaningless.
"No, since it is your sincere answer, then I will not be disappointed." She said, "Actually, I am more worried about you lying, but now you are still the same as in the past, I am relieved."
"The same as in the past? I don’t think so. I think my current self is different from my past self." I paused, and said hesitantly, "I don’t know if this change is good or bad, but now I can do more things, I don’t hate myself now."
"You think too much, and even God is laughing." Bajing laughed disdainfully, "In the past, you always liked to think, to analyze yourself and others, and try to solve the problems of yourself and others psychologically. Doubts and difficulties are still the same for you now. Therefore, your essence has not changed at all."
"You mean, I shouldn't think so much at all?" I looked a little surprised at Bajing. This was the first time she explained to me what she knew about me.
"No, I don't think you should stop thinking, even though this is an act of being laughed at by God. However, once a person does not think, he will be laughed at by others. It is better to be laughed at by God than by humans, right?" Bajing showed a slightly nasty smile. I couldn't tell what purpose and thought she said these words.
"Stop teasing me." I said.
Hakjing tilted his head, rarely showing a girlish innocent expression.
"I didn't tease you."
"Okay." I raised my hand and surrendered, turning to the subject and asked: "How is the situation of the classmate Seishi? Have you been upper body by the devil?"
"I don't know. At least I haven't noticed the strangeness now. I don't know her. Although Morino can't see the problem, maybe the devil is lurking in her to cultivate and regenerate." After a pause, her expression turned serious, and she said: "However, my instinct tells me that she must not be her past. Unlike you, she has undergone a certain change in nature."
I didn't understand the situation well, and blinked suspiciously.
"Are there any real examples?" I asked.
"No." Hakkei said readily: "However, my instinct is also very accurate."
Yes, every member of the Whisperer relies on their own intuition to a considerable extent. This can be regarded as the commonality of "things gather together".
Since the attitude of Bajing is not a joke, I have to take it.
"Do you want to continue to observe? Take her into the Whisperer?" I mentioned the original plan. At that time, Bajing always wanted to develop his classmates into new members of Whisperers as the first step of socialization.
Hakjing was silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "I heard the prophecy." This opening remark immediately made my mental habitual concentration. She continued: "Under the guidance of the new prophet, you will embark on the path of retrieving the past."
This kind of prediction is really confusing for a while. First of all, who is the new prophet? Where did it come from? Furthermore, what is meant by "retrieving the past"? The past has always been in my heart. I am neither a frustrated person nor a person with amnesia.
"Is that the original word of the prophecy?" I couldn't help asking.
"Don't ask such silly questions." Hakjing looked at it with contempt. "The original words of the prophecy can never be repeated. It is not human voices and words at all. I can only explain what I understand. ."
"Is that so?" I made a deliberately surprised voice, "I thought that the previous prophecies were the original words, but I didn't expect it to be just your own words."
"I didn't miss out on my understanding of the prophecy." Bajing stared at me more seriously and said.
"Yes, I didn't miss it." I nodded, although I wanted to provoke a little, and said, "Although it didn't make a mistake, it was not the most correct", but Hakkei seemed to know what I was thinking, and stared at me with scorching eyes. , It seemed to me that just saying something like this would be a disaster, so I could only swallow it into my stomach in a muffled voice.
"Forget it." Hakjing grumbled a round, then turned to the topic again and said: "I think that the color is the new prophet. After all, the only new people who have a relationship with us during this period are her and Father Xi Sen. People. Father Sissen is not a prophet. I’m sure of that. Then, if Father Sissen takes you to see the new prophet, then the new prophet is among us. Therefore, **** is the only answer."
"It seems...you can't say that. Who knows if I will meet other people in the next days." I retorted hesitantly, but I was moved by her in my heart, thinking it was possible That's what she said, the unknown change in color is that she became a prophet. The Shirai who has received the transformation of the Mageweave Greystone has superior physical fitness, so it is not incomprehensible that the classmates who have also absorbed the gray mist will gain the power of the prophet.
"I will arrange for you to be alone with her~IndoMTL.com~But before that, I have entrusted Father Xi Sen to conduct a week-long training for you and Shirai." Hakkei said with a bit of stubbornness." Before finishing the training, I won't let you embark on that horrible path."
What can I say? I have deeply felt the deep concern from the eight sceneries. She must be afraid that I would be in danger without being prepared, so she asked Father Sisen to tap the potential of me and Shirai. Presumably she had unearthed a lot of information about the power of the gray mist from Father Xi Sen in these seven days, and spent a lot of energy thinking about the future of everyone who whispered. Father Xi Sen would be surprised at why I have such a powerful force, but Bajing must not, because she knows what happened to me, she must have found out, the prismatic pattern on my wrist and Father Xi Sen’s wrist look alike.
I have been guessing that maybe this is the "magic pattern" in Father Xi Sen's words. Unlike Shirai's "Grey Mist Transformer", I am already a higher level "Mageweave Envoy" without taking Mageweave Greystone. This anomaly is bound to be related to my dream of spiral staircases, and also to the prophecy of "recovering the past", because there is no change for no reason. I inherited the magic pattern from another "Gaochuan". However, How does that "Gaochuan" have magic patterns? Bajing made such a decision because of his foreseeing the future, as well as the difficulties and dangers I might encounter.
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