Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 342: Deep infection
342 deep infection
When I close my eyes, I feel like I am in a blood-red sea.
The information from the outside world is very weak, as if it is isolated and filtered by the skin before it is communicated. I came up with a wonderful idea. If the body is likened to a huge eggshell, the blood-red ocean is like egg white. So, what is the "self" that looks so small and insignificant while floating in this vast ocean of blood?
Consciousness is floating in the red ocean, unable to distinguish up, down, left and right. The sounds I hear seem to be mixed together by many sounds, reminiscent of waves. Perhaps it was precisely because of this idea that waves really appeared in the **** ocean. I was propelled by this wave, and I kept moving in a certain direction. I don't know where I will be pushed by the wave of sound, but I clearly feel that I am sinking as I move forward.
All these wonderful scenes are like dreaming. I feel that I am not completely awake, in a state of half-dream and half-awake. I never thought about waking up and regaining control of the huge body that encompassed this sea of blood. I just wanted to keep sinking to see how deep the sea is and what's under it.
I think there is something in the depths of the ocean.
It is calling me. The more it sinks, the clearer this feeling becomes.
There is also a sound in the depths of the **** ocean, just like the empty sound of a river passing through a cave. I didn't see these possible caves, but I saw many bubbles rising from below. I reached out and touched these bubbles, and found that some were quite tough, but some fell apart. I observed these bubbles carefully, and found that there was a fog-like color that was constantly changing. Its shape made people think about it. The constantly changing shape seemed like a revolving lantern, which seemed to tell a story. Sometimes, these bubbles will collide with each other, and if they are not broken, they will be connected together. These combined bubbles are full of a strange attraction, which makes people can't help but watch. When I looked at them intently, it seemed as if the whole person was sucked in.
Afterwards, there was a feeling of falling. I raised my head and realized that the endless red ocean turned into the sky. The blood of the sky is as bright as it is burning, full of infinite strength and vitality. Although he was falling at an extremely terrifying speed, he did not feel the distance between himself and the sky. It seemed that this feeling of speed and the feeling of nowhere to use power was an illusion.
There is an endless fear of falling, but as soon as this fear emerged, I realized that my feet touched the ground.
Obviously, when you fall, it is the distance between the head and the feet, but when the feeling of being down to the ground arises, it suddenly becomes a normal head and feet.
Obviously, when I fell, I was full of speed, but when my feet were on the ground, there was no impact at all.
Suddenly stood firm, as if he was standing like this.
I looked down at my feet. It was a spirally interlaced road of red, green, and black. The road that continues to stretch forward and backward has no end in sight. It’s just that, when facing the front when standing, the more stretched the road that should have been composed of three colors, the more it melted into the red. Far away, the spiral entangled road completely turned into a deep red. , As if connected to the sky.
I seem to hear the call again. It is waiting for me at the end of the road. Who is it? When I thought about it this way, an answer naturally appeared in my consciousness.
——Jiang.
So, I got it, it's called "Jiang".
So, what exactly is Jiang? Is it an item? one person? A memory? I thought about it again, but this time, the answer did not appear, as if it was telling me that "Jiang" is "Jiang". "Jiang" is not only its name, but also a description of its existence, just like "stone" is "stone".
I started running along the road, thinking that as long as I got there, I could see it. I don't know why, I am full of eagerness to meet it.
As the steps move, the originally empty surroundings suddenly become colorful. Whenever I took a few steps, a new scene appeared, as if I kept leaving one environment and stepping into another environment. There are courtyards, parks, dark forests, and towering buildings in these environments. Sometimes I enter a deep cave, and the next moment I am in a room with all white walls. There are people other than me, even animals and insects in these landscapes. They are lifelike, but they are like the background, and they cannot be contacted or seen by them.
However, not all of these constantly changing environments are beautiful and pleasant. Sometimes I hear terrifying roars, mostly in dark places. Sometimes we hear the screams of human beings, but we can't see the half figure. When I walked through a place like a hospital, I also saw a lot of **** and cruel scenes. For example, in a room with no one, human corpses were cut open, limbs hung **** on iron hooks dangling, and the sound of electric saws and meat chopping came from the next room. It was also like being in a place full of weird instruments, people were put on electric shock caps, the light blue electric clock visible to the naked eye was constantly twitching, and their faces were twisted in pain.
Some of these beautiful or shocking scenes will evoke familiar emotions in my heart, as if they are places I have been to, things I have seen and experienced with my own eyes, and some scenes are very unfamiliar. Let me continue to watch with cold eyes. They will make me sad, happy, but also painful for me.
In many scenes—usually at dusk with burning clouds, quiet corridors, park swings swaying in the wind, rock caves under slides, dark woods—the people who appear by my side are all girls , They appear repeatedly, sometimes one, sometimes two or three, and when all are there, there are six in total. When I was with them, these scenes were like a moment in the memory, becoming vivid and clear. Seeing them talking and playing next to me, my heart is full of warmth and nostalgia. I can't hear what they said. Sometimes they took my hand and ran with me, but I couldn't feel the touch when holding hands. In the feeling of emptiness, they gradually dissipated like smoke.
I have lost my heart, but soon, they will appear in new scenes.
I have a feeling that they are always by my side, but I can’t recognize them. Sometimes, I think their names seem to come out easily, but they still can't remember them after all. When I am with them, I always feel that just a few steps are too fast. I wanted to stop, but running forward seemed to become an inertia. The girls just disappeared and reappeared, appeared and disappeared. I don't know how long it took, and I started to be able to tell their age. This is a very peculiar feeling, as if I have also become a child.
Only one girl is older than me, and the others are younger than me. This older girl is also the one who appears the most. Later, even in those scenes where it is unlikely that there will be a girl present, I can always see her quietly standing in an imperceptible corner staring at me with a glimpse.
The other lives in the scene, whether human or animal, were completely unaware of the girl's existence, as if she was just an illusion, a reflection, or a ghost that didn't exist.
In such a weird and quiet stare, the girl began to grow up and changed her appearance. She began to grow dark and beautiful long hair, and her figure began to develop. What is strange is that sometimes it looks thin and weak, reminiscent of a neat hospital room, curtains rippling with the wind, white jasmine flowers and a slender and delicate piano; and sometimes it looks strong, plump and full of explosive power, as if it makes people see a head. A leopard who has beautiful fur and a streamlined figure, but is always hunting. At the same time, her appearance is constantly changing. Being stared directly at her is like being watched by countless women.
This was supposed to be a weird, hairy sight, but I was not panicked.
I looked at her at each other, but my mood was full of peace and tranquility.
I continued to run forward. The colors under my feet entangled like twine have all been dyed crimson. The blood-red sky is still far away from me, and at the farther horizon, it is still with this All roads merge into one. This ghostly girl never disappeared.
Shortly after, I crossed a large yellow lake and stretched out countless hands from the water. They swayed in disorder, as if to greet, and as if struggling, as if to tear me off and become theirs. The same kind, but I was standing on the road, the nearest hand was more than ten meters away, and the hand next to the road was climbing on the road, as if to pull up the body from the bottom of the lake. At one point, I had the idea of pulling it, but the idea quickly disappeared. I suddenly saw the girl, no, at this time I can call her a girl. She wears long black hair that is as shiny as lake water. She only has a pajama style suspender dress. There is no wind, but a thin dress. But it clings to her **** like being blown by the wind.
Under the translucent dress, the color of the body and the curve that has begun to mature are faintly emerging. Her appearance is a bit similar to Omi. If Omi took out a photo to show me her girlhood, I believe it must be like this. Her skin was incredibly white, but when I looked at her, I found her eyes were as deep red as the road and sky.
She is standing by my side. I don't even know when or how she came here. In countless scenes in the past, she just hid in the corner. In the past scenes, whether the scenery, animals, or people, whether they are kind or full of maliciousness, to me, they just exist in the same background, because they can’t see me and touch me. It is also impossible to touch them. However, when this girl appeared beside me, standing on this road, I suddenly felt that she became vivid and real, and I should reach out to her.
So, I did, and reached out to her. I don't know what this means. Before I know it, I have stopped moving forward.
The girl didn't take my hand. When I was about to actively touch her, the hand climbing the road grabbed her ankle and tried to drag her down the big yellow lake. I was about to step forward to grab her and prevent her from falling, but a deep fear emerged for no reason.
My movements froze in the middle of the road. Although this fear makes me unable to think, I still have to overcome this fear to catch her.
Because, I want to catch her. There is a feeling in the dark that tells me that she has been in this place, she is the "Jiang" who summoned me, this is the closest I have been to her.
What will happen after contact with her? I don't know, let alone consider it. Instinct can make me feel that I will disappear, but an extremely strong desire will is trying to break through the instinctive fear.
There are more and more hands grabbing her ankles, like moss spreading rapidly. It's unbelievable. How did they climb onto her? These hands grabbed her ankles, calves, thighs, and waist, all wanting to drag her into the big yellow lake.
The girl didn't move, let alone being pulled by those hands. About two seconds or three seconds passed? I heard the sound of the waves. The sound did not come from the lake, but from the deep red sky beyond the horizon, tens of thousands of miles above my head.
Along with the sound of the waves, there is also a sound that resembles a drum and a heartbeat. I began to feel the throbbing from my heart, and my left eye began to beat.
Wow, wow...cuckoo, cuckoo, cuckoo, cuckoo...cuckoo! Gudong! Gudong!
The sound is getting louder and louder, as if beating a drum in the ear, it is coincident with the frequency of the heart and left eyeball. I couldn't help but hold my left eye, but in the field of vision of the right eye, the girl's appearance was becoming blurred. Her face seems to be melting...
No, not only her face, but her pale and transparent skin also seemed to melt into a deep red liquid. It was like overflowing water slowly sliding down the curve of the body, and the thick, deep red liquid seemed to gush out from her body, constantly covering her body. The human form was still visible at first, but after a few seconds, even the human form disappeared.
As if standing in front of me, a candle coagulated by blood is burning and melting.
I think the whole world seems to have fallen into a furnace at once, with waves of heat surging from all directions. The crimson sky really started to burn, emitting a dazzling light.
There seems to be a fire burning in my heart.
I heard the song, I don't know where it came from, and it echoed throughout the world.
Singing sounds like talking, or singing, singing a nursery rhyme praising life. No matter how hard I tried to listen, the voice seemed ethereal and faint, I just felt that it brought me extremely calm. It seems to let me return to the mother body with it, degenerate into an embryo, and become the most primitive DNA.
There was a sharp pain in my left eye, and it exploded. I covered my left eye, and a stream of scarlet blood flowed from between my fingers, dripped on the road, and quickly penetrated into the deep red color. I don't know if the heat wave caused the light to refract the illusion, or the road is really melting, my feet are slowly sinking, and the surface of my feet is completely covered by the creeping crimson.
I wanted to pull my feet out, but the crimson road suddenly turned into a swamp of crimson blood, which made me unable to use my strength.
Not only the road, but the sky is also melting. The next moment, the burning sky collapsed, and from countless huge holes, it poured down like a waterfall of thick liquid of blood, and fell into the yellow lake water, spreading continuously, dyeing the hands that extend out of the lake the same color. .
At the farther horizon, a wave rises from the ground, as if a huge wave that can touch the sky is rushing towards this side with an aura of destruction. It is also crimson.
Starting from the periphery, the big yellow lake is turning dark red at the speed of the naked eye, and the water quality is beginning to thicken. Those contaminated hands are melting and become part of the dark red blood.
The whole world is about to be covered with blood.
When I turned my eyes back to the girl who had completely lost her human form, the candle-like figure suddenly sank, completely turning into a pool of deep red thick blood. And the blood constantly pouring from the left eye socket seemed to have heard the call, spewing more quickly, rushing to the ground, and actively winding toward the girl's melted blood as if it was alive.
When I raised my head again, wherever I could see, the yellow lake water turned into red blood water. The monstrous blood-colored huge wave is suddenly close at hand, and when I look up at it, it has poured down overwhelmingly.
I was wrapped in a sea of blood and rushed to the distance. I don't know how far I have been rushed out, my consciousness is disappearing, and before that, I can't feel the existence of my body anymore.
I am melting.
I suddenly understood ~IndoMTL.com~ This is why instinct produces fear.
The girl is the surface of "Jiang", this sea of blood is the essence of "Jiang", and they are all "Jiang". The existence named "Jiang" will swallow and assimilate all heterogeneous existences.
The "I" will is disappearing, but before it disappears completely, more things seep in and fill the missing part. However, the disappearance cannot be resisted.
In the sound of rolling waves, I seem to hear a voice:
——Return to our... the only resting place...
Just when I thought I was going to disappear completely, the feeling of **** suddenly magnified, as if I was wearing a heavy, strong, and safe protective suit again. Wake up, I told myself so. I opened my eyes vigorously, and the gray world of the ruling bureau quickly squeezed into my vision.
There is no familiar ceiling.
A face was looking down at me. I blinked and my vision became clear. This face resembling a girl made me almost think that I was still in the crimson world, but I quickly recovered. It is Omi.