Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 441: Deepen

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The oscillation enveloped the enemies below, and the six body lives and the **** **** transformed by Eruka became blurred. Six protective shields emerged in the oscillation. This time, even though the fire wall kept shooting from the other side of the wall. The intensive firepower came, but the protective cover was still formed. The previous phenomenon that interfered with the formation of the protective cover as long as it was shot by a physical bullet did not appear. Obviously, the protective cover on their body has been improved.

The only thing that didn't change was Eruka, and the wizard who was killed by me was not torn apart by the vibration, and the corpse lying on the ground melted into blood and absorbed by the ground circuit as before.

I watched the changes below, the body has already begun to fall under the influence of gravity, and is about to enter the oscillation range. The oscillation has just begun. Once it falls into it, the body is bound to suffer considerable trauma, but in the panorama of the chain judgment In the field of vision, a chain shot from behind. I didn't resist, because the chain was shot from Father Xi Sen's side. When the chain was wrapped around my waist and pulled me back, a gray swirling portal appeared in front of the three body beings.

The fire from the other side of the wall of fire soon stopped, because the bullets shot into the oscillating space also stopped in the air due to the oscillating force, and then were completely destroyed, and failed to interfere with the formation of the protective shield in the first time. Firearms such as boundary weapons have lost their most critical role. When the chain pulled me back along the path made by Father Xi Sen, the three body beings had already stepped into the portal.

The new portal opened not far from Father Sisson, and the file, Jung, and the fire began to retreat. They rushed towards the three portals respectively. Father Xi Sen is the core of the position. Once he is affected, the only force that can create battlefield superiority will be disrupted. We don't even know whether the current Father Xi Sen can use his super powers to resist the evil spirits of blood mist at the same time. Resisting the attack of the elementary life, even though he has surpassed the third-level magicweave messenger, the things that promoted his promotion also brought him strong side effects. The only thing we know is that neither the power displayed during the escape from the research institute nor the power displayed now is not the true strength of Father Xi Sen. There are many uncertain factors that will make us lose in this battle, but there are few uncertain factors that will enable us to win, and whether Father Xi Sen can do his best is one of them.

In order to give Father Xi Sen more time to master his own power. Even though they didn't have the ability to face the elemental life, they still chose to face these terrifying elemental life. When the elementary life came out of the three portals, a group of blood mist ghosts were pushed towards them either actively or passively by the airflow, but it took less than one breath. It was emptied by them. More blood-mist evil spirits rushed towards the elementary life one after another. The airflow controlled by Father Xi Sen was like a pipeline, forcing these misty demons to obstruct the advancement of the elementary life in vain.

The elementary life has no blood, the body is hard, and it is not afraid of corrosion. The power of the blood mist evil spirits has no effect on them at all. These elementary beings can smash them one by one by just waving their arms, even if they can't clear the swarming blood mist evil spirits in the first place, and are entangled by them. It is also more like a blood mist-like grimace armor formed outside their body. The element life was wearing this layer of armor, and walked forward without any burden at all. The only thing that can interfere with their actions is the high-speed airflow concentrated on them. The sharp wind sound like a sea tide produces power on them that is contrary to the course of action, and this power is increasing at a rather terrifying speed. In contrast, the blood-mist evil spirits that came by the wind seemed to be dispensable bonuses.

Like a tsunami, like a waterfall, chaotic and violent air currents washed the body of the elementary life from different angles. The fire, Jung and the file have given up approaching the area centered on the elementary life. Father Xi Sen seems These airflows can no longer be precisely controlled, and they will also be attacked once they enter. Human beings don't have the powerful body of the elementary life, and they will be crushed to death when they enter the violent area. Probably it was to concentrate most of the power against the body life. The previously opened path connecting the enemy and our positions began to collapse. A large number of blood fog ghosts roared into it like a swarm of hornet, once again separating us from the enemy. Come.

Taking this opportunity, we returned to our position and retracted the chain that I had pulled back from mid-air into the suitcase in Omi. Their attempt to destroy the pituitary gland was unsuccessful, which made me somewhat relieved. Omi hasn’t done any more actions besides responding to me. Maybe they don’t know about Omi’s power, but I understand that Omi may have a way to break the deadlock, but her calm expression seems to be waiting for something. I am sure that Omi has her own plan, and her plan is my plan in a sense. She wants to get some results. Although she doesn't understand what the results are, for me, it is enough to support her. NS.

Even if, in order to achieve her plan and get the results she wants, it will cause the lives of these adventurers who will become partners in the future to lose their lives. Supporting her ideas, plans, and experiments is as important as seizing a personality preservation device.

I walked up to her and exchanged glances with her. I believe that my eyes are very calm, and her eyes seem to be the same to me. Even so, I feel that our hearts can communicate in this same peace. I can't tell how I feel at this time. Maybe it's just an illusion. However, this feeling of being quickly deleted by the brain and hardware is real and quite fascinating.

The ethereal emotion born at this moment made me feel that I fell in love with her again. Not as Gaochuan in the past, but as Gaochuan now. Is this love? I asked myself. There is no answer, the feeling of mutual intimacy has disappeared, as if it had never existed. The emotions born from it are also erased by the brain, like an illusion. However, I stubbornly believe that I really fell in love with her, and even use the reason "love does not need a reason, there is no time" to relieve myself-because in a sense, the current Gaochuan is not the Omi Institute. The Gaochuan that I knew.

This love must not be the legacy of the past Gaochuan. It is the proof of existence obtained by the current Gaochuan. I told myself that, and even, I had an untimely thought-this fleeting emotion is more important than the task marked by the brain hardware. It's also the only thing that really belongs to Gaochuan.

Even if they are all "Gaochuan", even if each Gaochuan will give the next Gaochuan what they once possessed, but for every Gaochuan that once existed, they must have something that belongs only to them. I don't know what this unique thing is for the former Gaochuan, but for me. This kind of illusion, like illusory love, may be such a thing. Even if you can accept the past information, but. Information is information, extremely rational and extremely heavy. It may cause similar emotions because of this information, but. Only emotion is something that is generated instantly based on the factors at the time. This must be something that cannot be reproduced through the control of **** and genes.

Science claims that all feelings, including love, are the result of hormones. Maybe it is true, but. Emotions and feelings must be different things. Create the feeling of being in love and truly fall in love. It must be different.

Yes, it must be different.

I love Omi. This is not the result of genetic information, nor the continuation of the emotions of the previous Takakawa. This love must be the same as the love inherited by Takakawa from generations to generations. The feelings of the Eight Sceneries, Seise, Marceau and the others, and the heavy sense of responsibility to save them are different things. I am both "Gaochuan" and Gaochuan. I am a part of "Gaochuan" as a whole, and I am also a ** Gaochuan.

I think so, and from this, I feel that I am a real person, not simply to be a part of someone, but as a life of a woman.

At the moment of interacting with Omi’s eyes, I really felt that I was really Gao Chuan, and I really lived as a Gao Chuan.

Ah, it's great to think so. The brain hardware just deprived me of my emotions without restricting my thoughts, which is great.

Although the situation is still severe, I don't know how far I can achieve it. The uncertainty in the future is too heavy. Even if I know that I have defects, I know that I will not be the ultimate Gaochuan. However, I suddenly feel that no matter what difficulties you have to face, what responsibilities you shoulder, and how restrictions you are subject to, the birth itself It is a thing worthy of joy, and there is nothing more pleasing than this.

"I love you, Ae." I suddenly said to Omi, although the brain hardware has erased all my emotions, although the calm tone is not like showing love at all, and there is no feeling of romance at all. , Cold and untimely, but I still said, "Anyway, I just love you, I really love you."

Omi raised his gaze in surprise.

"Don't forget me, don't forget this me who said to you that I love you at this moment." I said to her: "I really exist, as a unique Gaochuan."

This is not a whisper. I can clearly feel the sight of the file and the fire escape all on me. I don't even need to look at them, but I know the shocking emotions in these sights. However, it doesn't matter how inexplicable they think I am, and I don't expect Omi's response. I love Omi, I don't want her to forget me, I told her, nothing more.

"I know." After Omi was surprised, his eyes were puzzled, but he still replied, "I love you too, Achuan."

I think she must be baffled by what I said, the love she said, and the love I said, may not be the same thing, and even I can’t be sure whether she loves me now, or Gaochuan in the past, but I don't mind at all, really.

Even if you die here, I won't let you hurt, I will let you realize your wish. Not for the feelings and responsibilities left by the past Gaochuan, nor for saving anyone, but simply for you, Omi, simply because I love you. "Gao Chuan" may save everyone, but this promise that you will never hear is the only thing that Gao Chuan, me, can give for you.

I looked away from Omi, I felt my body was getting hot, something was about to move. I seem to hear some voice responding, but. This is like a real illusion.

The fire frowned, as if dissatisfied with my untimely words, the file also made a squeaking sound, muttering: "Inexplicable guy. It's numb, it made me get goose bumps." things like that.

I understand, I know how they feel, everything is so sudden, so suddenly that I didn't even have the slightest preparation for it, it just happened so naturally.

However, this is something beyond your control.

The brain hardware controls emotions, but it cannot limit the thinking of life. And self-seeking, because no matter how much I look like a machine, most of my body and brain are replaced by inorganic structures. But after all, it is not a machine, but a living human being.

In this prosthetic body, there is an invisible, intangible, but real soul.

nTheShell——When I lose my human body in the full sense, I really feel my soul. So. Becoming L, are not a doomsday patient who is alive in the normal sense, and these elementary lives that may correspond to some changes in the patient's reality, can they also feel their own soul?

Is it the only way to feel my soul? Because of my own existence, it became like this. In other words, what about appearing in this world in this form?

Maybe. The mutation brought about by the unknown virus—not only the mutation in the doomsday illusion, but also the mutation in reality—is not simply a bad thing. Although it seems to outsiders to be a very sad thing, even crueler than death, is it true for them?

Everyone feels that after being infected by the virus, it is painful to have to survive in another way, but that may only be for "humans" and for doomsday patients who have lost common sense of humans. , Is it really the case? Maybe they don't need to be saved anymore. The existence of these elementary lives, the ruling bureau, and the doomsday truth sect may not simply be a manifestation of the process of change in the body of the doomsday syndrome patient, but the doomsday syndrome patient is trying to actively get rid of the human concept and survive in another posture. The product of one’s desire and will.

Yes, it's not impossible. It's just that in the past, all of us who existed as human beings only thought about problems from the perspective of human beings.

Maybe the unknown virus that first appeared brought irresistible mutations, may cause the extinction of mankind, may promote human evolution, but it is only to change the mode of life, not to destroy" "Life" itself, as for the violent manifestations of madness and death, is not the correct result of infection, but merely an inevitable side effect in the process of changing life forms. Even in the eyes of hospital researchers, the incredible combination of L and super-colors leads to the birth of the doomsday illusion resulting from the combination of consciousness and programming. It is only the way of survival that patients with doomsday syndrome instinctively choose after their life forms change.

For those who have changed their life forms and are no longer humans, it is normal to live in a non-human form.

The virus itself is not vicious. On the contrary, it becomes “vicious” only after the original virus has changed into "Jiang". Probably because of being infected by the "villainness" of human beings.

Get rid of the shackles of life forms, find your own soul through pain, or appreciate the existence of your own "soul", "soul" makes life form unimportant. I don’t know if this is the case for other doomsday patients, but for me now, it’s like this...Perhaps, the dying patient does not need salvation, and the patient who changes in human common sense is not painful. "People" who are still alive after the mutation, even if they live in a form that we cannot understand, do not need to be saved.

This is probably beyond what everyone expected, including the super color and super Dorothy that led me to the birth of Gao Chuan.

Yes, if no one needs redemption and salvation, the so-called "hero" is impossible to talk about. Therefore, the only thing that "Gaochuan" can save is those who are unwilling to the status quo, want to go back to the past, are full of nostalgia for the human form, and hope to find the joy of the past. Among those people, they are within the scope of "Gaochuan"'s ability. Inside, there are only Shise, Dorothy, Sakuya, Bajing and Marceau.

Even, Sakuya, Hakkei, and Marceau, who seem to have collapsed in their personality, are they really miserable for them? And are Super Colors and Super Dorothy now suffering? Perhaps the reason why the plan centered on Takakawa’s actions continues to the present is only because of their nostalgia and stubbornness, and for the reality of Sakiya, Hakkei and Marceau~IndoMTL.com~ even nostalgia and stubbornness. I can't talk about it, because what exists there is just a body that is pinned on the past. The real them have a new life with a new life form-in this doomsday fantasy.

Apocalyptic illusion is an illusion for real human beings, but it is real for the patients with doomsday syndrome in it. And the existence of patients with doomsday syndrome has not completely changed the form of life. It is not a normal human being, nor is it a normal alien life. How sad and lonely it is to walk in the “Gaochuan” of the doomsday illusion in an ambiguous form.

Thinking in this logical way, what "Gao Chuan" did is really ridiculous, but since "Gao Chuan"'s actions are their hope in the past, it is their stubbornness that they can't give up now, and even their expectations, Then, "Gaochuan" as the undead of the past must also complete all this.

After all, if this is not the case, if you don’t think so...

All this, just happened in less than a minute after returning to the battlefield. But in these short dozens of breaths, I suddenly felt that some unspeakable change had taken place in myself. . . )

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