Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 495: Dark Hero II
[..]【】The physical data of the two female subjects fluctuates quite sharply, and their external performance is also messy. They are obviously painful but show emotions that are contrary to pain. I don’t know exactly what the drug’s effects are. What will happen? Even the results of the drug effects are only the approximate theoretical results from Omi. There is no guarantee that they will really survive, and there is no guarantee that they will not become my enemies during this process and afterwards, but when I see When they walked staggeringly with such a distorted and saved expression, I still stretched out
Obviously the brain hardware is still running, but what was thinking in my brain when I made this action? I don’t remember, I probably don’t have anything, but I can feel the residual emotions in my body.
They grabbed me hard and pulled me, no, I should say, they want to pull themselves over
I don’t think this should be the case. They should not be treated with emotions other than the experimental subjects that can be discarded at any time, because if you really want to save them, you shouldn’t act as a spectator before they get hurt, and you shouldn’t In the absence of experience, let them take experimental potions, let alone put them aside afterwards. All of this is beyond my ability to give. I am not their hero, even if they are here because of my potion. , It’s all due to their own belief in survival and luck
My own troubles are already a lot, and I am destined to be the destroyer of this world. Wouldn’t it be cruel to treat them with the attitude of saving them? Isn’t it irresponsible? Because I am destined to destroy all of this at the last minute, without enough personality preservation devices and mental integration devices, they have no hope of crossing this death line at all.
They must be the personality of a patient with doomsday syndrome. They regard this world as real and have no doubts, trying to survive, fighting against bad luck, and everything I do will destroy such a role. ——Although they are ordinary people, they have done nothing wrong at all, have they?
When I reacted, I still couldn't get it back, because the two experimental mice threw on my legs with my power. When I looked down at them in astonishment, they seemed to have done a good job. When I fell asleep like a dream, I scratched my face naturally, suddenly I didn’t know what to say, what expression to make, and what to do with these two people
Anyway, the situation of the two of them at this time is like dreaming, nightmares, sweet dreams, nightmares, sweet dreams... and so on, until they are transformed in pain, and they are no longer normal human beings after waking up. At this moment, they won’t get any response no matter what they say
"Sorry, I'm not your hero?" I watched their painful and joyful, extremely distorted sleeping faces, and told myself with a voice that I could only hear: "I have no qualifications and no power to save You, therefore, it’s better to treat me as an enemy from the beginning. There is no doubt about the damage to me or to your world. Even if the plan is successful, it is only me and those girls who can return to reality in theory. The actual shell is completely finished. Unless it is the best, best and highest ending in the plan, there is a slight possibility of returning to normal. However, I really have no confidence in whether the chaotic plan can achieve that result. Ah"
So don’t look at me like that, don’t expect me not to say that you fall in love with me, don’t help me, don’t thank me, please hate me, spit on me, betray me, stop me, if you really Love this world... No, it should be said, if you don’t want to finish playing with this world
——Just take me, the script, and eliminate all the factors that will lead to the end of the world, just like those people who have been trying to prevent the end of the world from coming.
So, just so quietly, let them pillow on their thighs and stay in this **** and devastated room for a while. Although the irritation in the air is quite unpleasant, it seems to be faintly transmitted in the dark. Unknown voice, but, I don’t know why, in this place where there is no light except myself, I rarely feel the body light and fluttering, as if all the pressure seeps out of the body due to the concentration.
I didn’t think about the future path, nor was I imagining or guessing those questions. I didn’t care about where the team went and whether they reflected their respective characteristics, let alone whether I missed anything. Smoking cigarettes like this, staring at the flashing cigarette butts, sitting quietly on the sofa, naturally stroking the hairs of the two female subjects who fell asleep on my lap
"Sometimes, there is no disturbance, and it’s actually nice to be alone." Without the correction of my brain hardware, I suddenly smiled under the drive of some inexplicable force, "Is it? Gao Chuan"
—Are you tired? I seem to hear the sound of rain and wind bring this problem, but it must be the auditory hallucinations caused by subconsciousness
"Tired? I don’t know, because this body only has the fatigue value of the material, and there is no physical fatigue, right?" I said: "This means that as long as there is sufficient energy, it can be active forever, always in The best functioning body"
—Are you tired?
"So, it's impossible for the machine to get tired..."
—Are you tired?
"Hey, you guy... Even if it is auditory hallucinations, even if it is subconscious, even if it is..."
—Are you tired?
"..."
I fell silent until the voice drifted away, and then asked myself: "Am I... still a human?"
There is no answer. The sound of wind and rain from outside the building is like a large group of reptiles moving, anxious for a while, and slow for a while, but there is only such a sound.
The rubbing sensation came from my legs, and the two female subjects crawling on my thigh moved their bodies as if waking up from hibernation. How long has it been for them to inject injections? It’s not clear that it feels very short and long, and it’s a bit fuzzy, but I didn’t look at the timer on the screen of the retina, nor did I rudely change the two people’s forced awakening sensation from friction to pressure, their heads pressed against them. My thigh turned aside, my eyelids were shaking, and they opened slowly
"Good evening, two" my voice sounded full of mechanical flavor, but when I saw their body data began to stabilize, I did give birth to an emotion called joy
My voice probably poured cold water on the two people who were half asleep and half awake. They suddenly sat upright, their vigilant and murderous eyes widened and widened. The sight of the pair immediately knew that their emotions and psychology were completely abnormal at this time. The familiar tyrannical emotions were completely portrayed in their facial expressions. Speaking of which, although the physical data has recovered and stabilized, the values are completely abnormal. I haven’t communicated, so I can’t tell if they still have memories and humanity. It’s not impossible to completely become a monster or a beast with only human form—after all, it’s experimental made with the flesh and blood of the devil and the white Claudia. Drugs, to describe it simply, is the possibility of "demonization"
However, I have no complaints about whether they remember what they had done to me and what kind of feelings they have for what I did to them, whether they will attack me immediately, whether they will resent me, whether they have become enemies completely, I have no complaints Or thoughts of regret. At this time, after the death of me and them facing each other, I felt very calm
The two female subjects did not speak, but their expressions gradually eased, but they still did not look away from my face
"Remember who I am? Can I still remember what happened before?" I flicked the soot with my index finger and asked calmly
"You..." The Asian female subject made a hoarse and out-of-tune voice, as if she hadn't spoken for a long time and had forgotten how to move her throat, "You, who are you?" She struggled one by one. Speaking of
"Me? I'm just a lone observer." I replied, "I have been behind you from the beginning." I briefly explained what I did and when they were dying, "Anyway, it's dead, just use it as an experiment." This irresponsible idea injected them with dangerous drugs
I don’t care about telling them about my behavior. Even if I am resented, why don’t I save them in time, I don’t want to make any excuses. I’m ready to be hated, in other words Say, maybe for me, being resentful is the best thing. However, judging from this woman’s problem, her thinking ability is still functioning normally, which can prove to some extent that this kind of injection will not make people become without A sane beast, this is a pretty good result
"Well, in general, that's it. The experiment seems to be a success. Your body is recovering well, and you have gained strength beyond ordinary people. In the next time, as long as you are not surrounded, you will live to the end. It’s not impossible," I said lightly. "Now, you can do what you want to do, revenge, hide, or catch up with the team that you left before, as you please. Anyway, in this temporary data hedge. In the space, there are only a few things that can be done. By the way, it’s not impossible to attack me, but the consequences will be very serious.” I smiled at them and said comfortably, “Because, I Very strong, stronger than all the existence here combined"
I originally thought that my explanation would usher in the anger of the other party. After all, no matter how awake the guy who just woke up, his head must not be able to turn right away. With some sequelae of the medicine, it should be Even if they make them more irritable than usual, even if they survive, instead of checking their own body, the possibility of swinging their fists at me is as high as 80% in my opinion, but unexpectedly, the horrible faces of the two people The expression suddenly relaxes
They moved their bodies backwards, stood up slowly, began to move their feet, and there was a surprised expression on their faces, as if they had seen a miracle happen. I watched their eyes, and their pupils were returning to their normal state. , Did not show pain, did not show too much mental sequelae. Obviously, I had suffered so much before, but when I woke up, everything was intact, and the memory of dying was probably like a dream. Well-I certainly don't understand this feeling, it's just a guess, because under the influence of the brain hardware, even if there is such a memory, it becomes a pure memory
Sensibility does not exist. No, it should be said that as an executor and observer, I don’t need to interfere with judgment.
"How? Is there something uncomfortable?" I stood up and threw away the cigarette that was about to burn to the butt. The faint flame fell on the ground like a red line, and rolled, gradually faint, and the darkness seemed to be The curtain pulled up again hides the tragic scene in the room, probably because of the reduced function of the naked eye, and the smell in the air has become relatively rich
"Ah...no..." The woman who had lost her appearance before, but now has recovered her appearance, touched her face, as if she wanted to say something, but in the end she just said: "Thank you for saving me, although it seems to be It’s a dangerous practice, but it’s enough to survive. Thank you very much...what’s your name? My name is Mary"
"Thank you or something, there is no need" I said naturally: "Anyway, I just use you as experimental materials. If I really want to save you, I will stand up a long time ago. Well, in short, don't It depends on whether you feel normal now but if you have any sequelae. From now on, my name is Gao Chuan. I am very happy to meet the two of you. I hope that in the next time, we will not become enemies." I looked around the two people wrapped in shadows and said
"Well, I will never become an enemy." The Asian woman said categorically, "Because Mr. Gao Chuan is my savior, no matter what method or attitude is used, it is an indisputable fact that saved me." Her voice Weakened, and let out a faint sob, "It's so, really, great to be able to survive...I, my name is Wuyueling, Mr. Takakawa, and also the nationality of Central Government? I'm from the Japan Special Administrative Region, how about Mr. Takakawa? "
"Well...I can't disclose detailed personal information in my job." I just found an excuse to hear their gratitude, which still gave me some subtle sensibility, which made me feel that continuing to communicate will change Got a little trouble
Although I thought about it, their bodies should have something different from ordinary people after undergoing the transformation of the medicine. Maybe they can recruit whisperers, which can alleviate the pressure of the people in the community, and it can come at the final moment. Take care of them. But on the other hand, the closer the distance between us, the deeper the relationship, the greater the pain after betrayal, right? And, like Gregya and Tritty, they met for the first time. It’s not because they are attracted by the mystery, but because they are only "unfortunate". Then, it is not necessarily better to introduce them into the society and sink deeper and deeper in this environment. It’s better to spend the rest of the time thinking about it
Although when the doomsday comes, it will be very difficult if there is no one to help, but the two of them are now taller than ordinary people, and they must be able to take care of themselves. Maybe, when the next moment comes, they Will stand in front of me like a brave man, sighing for me as an object to fall
Of course, the future is uncertain, but whenever I think of that scene, I can’t help but feel a little happy. Sure enough, although I am the protagonist in the script, in the plan, my positioning is still more comfortable than the big devil.
"Can't you disclose it? Mr. Gao Chuan is still an observer in this place..." Mary's surprised expression knew that she wanted to be crooked. "Is Mr. Gao Chuan part of the government? And so young...Yes. Specially recruited geniuses? I heard that the Central Government has one of the most mysterious institutions in the world, the "relevant department". Is Mr. Gao Chuan a member of this institution? Ah, sorry, this is confidential, I shouldn’t ask, but it’s true A little curious." Mary did not breathe a breath, and said a lot of what she thought: "Originally, she has already encountered such a strange thing, and has decided not to do anything, nothing is strange. However, the appearance of Mr. Gao Chuan really makes I was taken aback. May I have seen that strange rabbit~ IndoMTL.com~ Like Alice in Wonderland, there is a magical girl in this world, and the person named Long Aotian is also very It’s weird, although those guys are nothing compared to where we are now, but sure enough... Some care about Mr. Gao Chuan being behind us. He must know something, right?"
She speaks like a machine gun. My foreign language is not so good that I can fully understand it. At this time, I am especially fortunate that there is a brain and hardware, and things that I don’t understand will be translated. The way the scene is presented on the visual membrane screen, it really saves the old life, it’s really embarrassing. Her remarks made me feel like a hard fight with the devil. If her body data hasn’t changed, otherwise it’s really necessary. I think this is her "trait" after being transformed by the medicine
I almost don’t know where to answer her question, but what Mary wants to ask seems to be something that May wants to know. She is obviously almost 30, and she has an expression of expectation like an ignorant girl. Staring at them, and besides, didn't these two people just come back to life from a state of being on the verge of death? The spirit and psychology should have been greatly damaged. Why is it so energetic?
I thought of another embarrassing possibility—could this be the role of potions? If this is the case, the drug effect is stronger than expected. To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to vote for recommendation and monthly pass. Your support is my biggest motivation. This chapter is published by friends.