Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 695: Mental Reorganization II

Long Aotian’s abilities have not been definitively answered so far. However, he is a senior in consciousness walking. There is no doubt about this. He may even be against the doomsday truth sect. , The most powerful person with consciousness ability at present. Although on this ideological battlefield, he has never performed well beyond others. However, I have never doubted that with the advantage of the battlefield environment, the power he can show is one of the best among everyone here. Although Chubby and his life experience and existence have a certain mysterious connection, but Chubby itself does not seem to have the ability to fight. Compared with Long Aotian, its role is to "make magical girls" and even , To create a magical girl army.

Compared with the two, Long Aotian's abilities are more biased towards his own individual, and Chubby is undoubtedly a battle expert for mass production of the night of Valpus. However, due to the mysterious connection between them, it may be considered that the comprehensive strength caused by its essence is comparable. If the magical girl is regarded as the expression of the power of Chobe, then one can almost draw a surprising conclusion-in this ideological world, and even in the night of Valpus, Long Aotian alone Power is equivalent to the entire magical girl team.

So, it can't help but feel that Long Aotian, who has not been outstanding, but has been a little embarrassed in his past actions, has never used all his power. His own existence, his behavior pattern, his goals, and his strength are like a cloud of mist, making it impossible to see the bottom. Even if it is not unfathomable, it is elusive.

The first time I knew about the existence of Long Aotian was in an all-female fighting contest organized by the mercenary organization to which the file belongs. At that time, the file had already stated that their organization did not understand Long Aotian, or even whether Long Aotian himself was a walker in the mysterious world, although it was certain that he was in the subsequent Valpus Night event. However, before this, there has never been any relevant clear information. This inability to obtain clear information is even more serious for mercenary organizations that are already well-known in Europe and the United States and have huge potential.

Long Aotian's low-key and mysterious, made many people have extremely strong curiosity and temptation to him. However, this man can always avoid this temptation, and still maintains that unclear posture to this day. The Fifty-One District Forces Association attaches great importance to this man's potential and hidden strength, but it is difficult to judge how much trust he has in him. However, Father Xi Sen was indeed in the raid into Tianmen this time. He gave him the personality preservation device. Although Long Aotian was the only person who entered the Heavenly Gate of the 51st District Force Alliance, it does not mean that no one else can enter or leave here. It can be concluded that Long Aotian Aotian this man. In the whole plan, it plays an extremely important role, and this role may have been fixed from the prophet’s prophecy.

Such a mysterious man with rich experience and confidence in a conscious environment controls such a treasure as a personality preservation device. No matter what he intends to do. It must be something that can reverse the situation once again in the current state of stalemate.

The situation behind the Tianmen was not as straightforward as everyone had guessed outside the Tianmen. The most important core "spiritual integration device" has not yet been fully revealed. Although outside the door, the Fifty-One Area Alliance was worried. It seems to be forced to fall into the wind, but after actually arriving at Tianmen, you can feel the turbulent undercurrent of the inner bottom—whether it is temporarily strong or temporarily weak. Neither has reached the final moment. Certain people, certain information that they control, and certain hidden hands that are hidden, may change their situation at any time.

Why am I not like this? Although, my strength stems from an extremely dangerous factor for my personality and will, and I always complete it suddenly without preparation. Just like, my life, while following the plan, is also on a larger scale, walking on the road set by those risk factors. Compared with this, the Super Gaochuan plan is like nesting in this larger one. The plan is just a small plan for a necessary link.

The pattern of my existence is smaller than I expected, but, in a sense, it is also very critical. While I was pushing the Super Gaochuan Project, the operation of the Super Gaochuan Project itself did not break away from the black hand hiding in my body and deep in my will.

For me, the situation of this kind of plan is just like an impermeable prison. No matter how hard I struggle, I can’t return to the road I expected. It makes me feel asphyxia. But at the same time, my strength has always been in a mysterious state that cannot be rigorously evaluated.

Does Long Aotian, who is also in a mysterious state, also bears this kind of shackles? When he finally walked out and stood in front of the wizard of spades, as if he was finally about to step onto the front desk, was it driven by this shackle, or could he finally get rid of the shackles that might exist?

I don't understand, I don't understand anything. The environment I have to face is too complicated, far beyond what I can grasp with a personality who has just been born for more than a month. The information I inherited is far from enough relative to the complexity of the environment. The most critical and core information is limited by my identity and the reason for my birth. There is simply not enough time to explore and understand.

Too many unknowns have guided me, oppressed me, and made me who I am today.

It cannot be said that I am willing to fall to the point where I am now, but, unexpectedly, deep in my heart, there is not too strong aversion and hostility. Maybe it's because I am also Gaochuan.

"Gaochuan" can have different individuals in different periods, but it is still a whole after all.

Everything I have experienced, my birth, growth, and death, will eventually become the nourishment of "Gaochuan". The young Gaochuan Phantom once said that if "Jiang" doesn't disappear, he won't really die. And my independent Gaochuan, compared to the overall "Gaochuan", is it not the case? I am no longer just born, that pieced together, without a real sense of self, Gao Chuan, my death will not let my existence be broken down so that nothing is left, there will always be some, only I can only keep things in Gaochuan.

Thinking about this, my guess about Long Aotian, and the little bit of envy that I was born, also disappeared without a trace. Although. There are so many shackles that hold me, and I clearly have power, but I can't even grasp life and death. However, what I can do must be only I can do it. What I failed to do, compare. Another me, another Gaochuan, will do it for me.

My death does not mean the end of Gaochuan, but the beginning of a new Gaochuan. And Long Aotian, no matter what his secret is. It is absolutely impossible to be like me. His failure and death mean the failure and end of Long Aotian's existence.

I have heard the saying that the real strong is not how many people and things he can defeat, but even if he fails. There are always opportunities for a comeback. I now agree with this sentence for the first time.

The young Gao Chuan Phantom is not on the same road as us Gao Chuan, but why is there no strong idea to stop it although he does not recognize it? It is precisely because his choice is indeed another way! even if. Our Gaochuan plans failed, even if his success means our failure. But, think about it the other way around, doesn't our failure mean his success? If we really fail. Doesn't it mean that he is closer to success?

As long as it succeeds, there is no problem, any plan. All to achieve the same goal. Every Gao Chuan’s choice is different, and it doesn’t matter. There are differences in personality and temperament, and it doesn’t matter, because at the final moment, all Gao Chuan will merge into one. The absence of any Gaochuan is a waste and a mistake. Isn't this the most gratifying situation for everyone?

So--

"Why fear, why bother?" I muttered to myself, "Even if you can't trust'Jiang', it doesn't matter, why don't you trust Gao Chuan? He is also Gao Chuan! He is the other me! "I'm deliberately deliberate, wanting to keep Sakiya, Bajing, Marceau and others in the current doomsday illusion, but this plan is actually the same for every Gaochuan. Although their personalities and temperaments are different in each reincarnation of the doomsday illusion, they cannot be treated as separate existences. The ones I saw were nothing more than the mapping of their split personality fragments in the entire apocalyptic fantasy machine. In the end, like "Gao Chuan", they will also return to one body.

The women here are not only them, but they are only a part of them who are truly complete. No matter which Gaochuan it is, they will definitely not hope that they will be missing in the end. Under this circumstance, even if the young Gaochuan Phantom made a different choice from other Gaochuan, it must have been carefully thought out, although, he said, he trusted "Jiang", so he made this choice. However, this kind of trust and fetters must also be among the factors considered-this is something I cannot understand, but I am not that smart at first, and I have not been exposed to too much information, so it is only natural that I don't understand. Therefore, this kind of incomprehension, in fact, cannot be used as a reason to oppose him.

My insistence on the plan I am implementing should not be based on the reason that "because I don't understand him, it seems unreliable, it will make myself meaningless, so I have to oppose him".

That is a kind of meaningless delusion.

Since he is also Gao Chuan, he must believe that his starting point is consistent with his ultimate goal.

"So, why should I be afraid, why should I be troubled?" I insist on my plan only because it is me, not him, that exists here now. I'm just taking on the responsibilities that I should bear in my own way. I cannot say that his choice was wrong, but on the contrary, he did not and could not prove that my choice was a mistake. What he pointed out is that my problems are based solely on the relationship between "Gao Chuan" and "Jiang", rather than blaming the plan itself.

Yes, it must be like this. He has been letting me go, warning me, giving me strength, standing aside and letting me do it, not because he has nothing to do, or is inducing me. It is because my existence is not a mistake, and there is nothing to blame for my behavior and purpose. His gift caused me to change. There is nothing to worry about and regret, because this is an inevitable result. I must need his power, and I should not oppose accepting such a thing simply for my own existence. Strength, and the side effects caused by it.

Because there is no difference between me and him in the core essence, both are Gao Chuan! In this sense, I am not given. Rather, as Gao Chuan, I should have such power.

In fact, there is no borrowing or inheritance in Gaochuan. The power of Gaochuan is the power of Gaochuan.

My thinking turned sharply. The appearance of Long Aotian allowed me to walk into a world that I hadn't even thought about in a short interval of battle. Although, I was also thinking about philosophical issues that had nothing to do with fighting, but there was no sense of disorganization. The spirit that seemed to be divided at first. At this moment, there is a reorganization process that can be felt but cannot be described, and then—

Become harder and more resilient.

I feel that I am truly stronger. Not when he inherited the magic pattern. The kind of rootless water that does not belong to oneself, is caused by foreign objects, and is temporarily strong. Rather, it is a more practical and strong. Standing here is not Gao Chuan, who has gained power after a temporary transformation, but the undoubted Mageweave Envoy Gao Chuan. Even if he returned to the normal world, it was still Mageweave Envoy Gao Chuan, but he had obtained a prosthetic body and a brain hardware with restraining power.

When I acted as a third party, watching the confrontation between Long Aotian and the wizard of spades. The previous battle seemed to be very far in the past. And the idea of ​​participating in the battle at the beginning seems to have become the choice long, long ago. Now I have lost the reason to entangle with each other to the end.

Because. I am complete.

Before the battle restarted, I swiftly swept away. Speed-sweeping super power, there is no longer a saying that it is turned on or off. It is no longer like a prop, but an instinct, like the acceleration and deceleration of running. It has always existed, but how fast I need it problem. I think this is the true form of the power of the magic pattern.

When I want to leave, no one can catch up with me, and there is no such thing as “getting in the way”. I am free and fast. I have to confine this freedom and high speed. Among these people who enter the gate of heaven, there is no such power yet. Even conscious spells and superpowers are not enough to override the mystery that I possess. So as to produce absolute suppression.

The black smoky face like a dark cloud, the shadow cast by the light that flashed when the magical girls attacked, once again surrounded me. Excluding the stalemate of Long Aotian and the wizard of spades, the wizards led by another elite wizard, together with the magical girls, and the extremely large number of black smoky faces, are fighting in a mess.

Any random attack will not fall in the empty space. Standing near a high tower, it may be affected by the shock of battle at any time. The ruins of the gray mist are like sitting in a volcano about to erupt. The gray wings that changed the magic quark wrapped me up, jumped into the shadows, and flashed out of the core battlefield. Here, the number of black smoky faces is many times more than that of the core battlefield. It almost densely fills every space, but its individual is still fragile. The moment I jumped out of the shadows, I cleared a piece. gain a foothold.

There is peace in my heart, because I know that my success or failure is related to the success or failure of the "Super Gaochuan Project", but it is not the only decisive factor. The ultimate wish of "Gaochuan" is not only I can achieve, but It is not to say that my existence is irrelevant or a mistake. Just--

When I take action, "Gaochuan" is acting. This is important, but not unique.

Because "Gaochuan" is unique, but I am not the only Gaochuan, nor the only Gaochuan in action.

Where I can see and can’t see, at the level I can understand and cannot understand, many Gaochuan are doing Gaochuan’s responsibilities in their own way-whether they are in a state that can be observed or not , But they are all manifested in me who can act in the form of "alive" at this moment.

The boundary of life and death has been crossed in this kind of action. It is like a river that gathers countless Gaochuan information~IndoMTL.com~ and this river is the original form of Super Gaochuan.

I began to understand that the temporary "Super Gaochuan" template that appeared in the battle on the dividing line between "reality" and "apocalyptic fantasy" left by the last Gaochuan—that was actually not its initial stage Integration is only the first time it appears, because it has always been in that way, lurking deep in the body and personality consciousness of every "alive" Gao Chuan.

The "Super Gaochuan Project", in fact, is not to create it, but to awaken it from latency and become a "alive" Gaochuan. The role of brain hardware and its limitation on Gaochuan information is precisely to allow me to awaken it in the most natural way, instead of being forced to merge with it-the two must be different. If they are If it is forced to merge, it may continue to fall asleep. When I call it, admit it, need it, and when I want to become it from the bottom of my heart, I will naturally confirm the final progress. The reason why I am unable to confirm nowadays is only because of the limitations of self-personality consciousness.

Even so, it will not disappear, it has always been there, waiting. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (m) to vote for recommendation and monthly pass. Your support is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please go to m to read.)