Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 730: Double position 1 body
The left eyeball pulsed violently as if it had its own consciousness, and the pain drove straight along the nerves like an electric current, instantly spreading to every corner of the body. Something in my body is disappearing, but this kind of pain is like a giant net, which nets this thing and pulls it back. A large number of garbled warning windows popped up on the retina screen, let me understand that this was "Jiang" interference. This left eye, which condensed the power of "Jiang", suppressed Eruka's stripping of superpower.
It is just a breathing time, and the body seems to be broken from the inside by something. It is obviously an extremely tough prosthesis, but at this time it gives me a balloon-like fragility. During this period, the damage of the prosthesis rose rapidly, and soon exceeded 30%. However, the rupture of the body did not appear in the end.
In an instant, a red figure popped out of my body. Looking at each other, the erratic crimson, like a human figure made up of mist, stood ten meters away. The surrounding red mist quickly pounced on this human figure, and its outline quickly became solid.
"Sure enough, throwing this eyeball out is the right choice." The reshaped Eruka said, staring into my left eye.
"This is the power that'Jiang' poured into your body at that time?" I have always thought that the power of "Jiang" that the wizards of the Doomsday Shinrikyo can use, in addition to being brought by Eruka, How could it be owned?
"Yes, this is a part of it in my body." Eruka's face hidden in the shadows outlines a crescent-like smile, but it looks very gloomy, "but it's also a part that I don't need. You must be very clear about how special its situation is." It is naturally "Jiang". However, although I can vaguely guess the true meaning of Eruka's words, it is not very clear.
"In many cases, if you use its power to deal with you, it will fail or even have a beneficial effect on you. Because. Its body is in your body. Although we share the same body, unfortunately, its The will seems to be more biased towards you, and this is also the most important reason why I ended up now." Eruka spoke his thoughts methodically as if he had a winning ticket, and I did not intend to interrupt him, because. I also want to know his thoughts on the existence of "Jiang" reflected in this behavior. Now that Eruka has done it, it proves that he has a certain degree of certainty, and it also proves that the judgment behind this action is not completely wrong.
Here is simply to make a victory or defeat with him. Whether it is victory or loss, although it has a certain impact on future actions, it is not a critical impact. It is not Eruka that will have a decisive threat to my plan, but Jiang, so it seems to me. No matter what the situation is, even if you will suffer a miserable defeat, even if you will lose your super power and die because of this, collecting "Jiang" intelligence is still a priority.
"Like you, I am Jiang's carrier, but it is a more important carrier than you." I said calmly.
"Yes. But it's not that simple." Eruka pressed the brim of the hat, and said with a sneer: "Its overall will is biased, but its will is not unified. I think you I'm aware of this too, Gao Chuan, if you really inherited the information you had before, it must be clear that its personality nature, just like its viral nature, is constantly splitting. Splitting, splitting— No one can say for sure how many of them there are. Although there are countless of them, each of them possesses individuality and commonalities. Its bias towards you is only one of the commonalities."
Yes, even if there is no information left by the past Gaochuan, in the contact with "Jiang", "Omi" and "Youjiang", I have vaguely noticed that since the mapping entity in the doomsday illusion has Different personalities, and even this difference in personalities, are completely different from the "Jiang" that has always been regarded as a real body and exists as a virus at the level of "reality". So, it may be considered that whether it is the "Jiang" on the "reality" level, or the "Omi" and "Youjiang" in the doomsday illusion, they are just a side and a fragment of the real "Jiang".
Whether it is the "reality" level, the "Jiang" embodied by the will of the virus itself, the more humane mapping body "Omi", or the "Youjiang" between the two, there is no single representation. "The whole river". The whole "Jiang" in the full sense is more complicated than imagined. It makes people feel like a blind man touching an elephant and looking at flowers in the fog. It is completely impossible to make a visual measurement. Even if there is such a whole "Jiang" in a complete sense, it is impossible to say for sure. Although, judging from the situation encountered so far, these different aspects and fragments of "Jiang" share certain commonalities, but it cannot be denied. , There will be some "Jiang" that does not follow this superficial commonality.
In other words, although the will of "Jiang" so far has been biased towards "Gaochuan", even the emergence of the will of the virus itself, to a certain extent, can be regarded as the "Jiang" in the body. However, it is not certain that all "Jiang" are biased towards "Gaochuan". Is this what Eruka wants to say?
I was silent, waiting for Eruka's explanation.
"Perhaps, you are thinking that even the virus itself is biased towards you." Eruka sneered as if seeing through my mind: "It's a pity, this is the biggest thing you have committed. Wrong. A virus is a virus, and what it follows is always the instinct of the virus. Other humanized ones may be partial to you because of humanization, but even if the viral ones show a certain degree of consciousness, This kind of consciousness is also extremely mechanical and stubborn. The virus characteristic it represents is actually not completely correct to describe it with personality. Gao Chuan, you have studied psychology, should you know the structure of personality? In Freud's In the psychodynamic theory, there have been three major concepts of spirit."
His reminder made my heart sink. I think, I know what he wants to say.
"Indigenous self, self, superego." I recalled the meaning of these three nouns.
The id is the subconscious mind, the foundation of the inherent personality structure, and the foundation for the future development of the ego and the superego. At the same time, it is also regarded as the "complete subconscious", including all the most primitive, It is to satisfy instinctive desires, such as hunger, anger, sexual desire, etc.
The ego, which develops from the basis of the id, is a key concept constructed by many schools of psychology, although it is not the same in usage. But it is generally common, referring to the conscious part of the individual, who is regarded as the executor of personality and is responsible for dealing with real-world matters. Therefore, in many cases, the personality that the layman talks about is actually only the part of the personality of the self.
The superego and the id have similarities in many places. But the function and formation are different. The part that is developed from the id is also the conscious part of the personality, but the superego occupies a much smaller proportion of the consciousness component than the self. It is not responsible for dealing with real world things, but it interferes with the self's handling of real things. It can be said that it is a criterion for standardizing behavior, and it is also regarded as conscience or internal moral judgment.
The id and the superego are opposites, and the self is centered for regulation. The study of the three inevitably often involves metaphysical philosophy. Therefore, from a certain perspective, it also embodies the concept of the Trinity in occultism.
"Yes. In my opinion, it exists as a viral consciousness, not a complete personality, but just the id." Eruka's smile was hidden in the shadows, "and other humane Personality manifestation is also not a complete personality—"
"It's self." I couldn't help but say.
"Yes, self." Eruka said slowly: "Then, I ask you. Do you think it exists like that, there is a superego?"
"No." I asserted without hesitation. If we follow the definitions of the three structures of personality, then there is no superego in the real "Jiang". This is what I think, because it is not a human being and has no morality and conscience. The superego tends to stand against the original desire of the "id". Maintain the individual's sense of morality and avoid taboos. However, based on this concept, the "Jiang" I know, even those humanized mappings exist. For example, "Omi" is completely inconsistent.
"No, I think so." Eruka nodded and said, "If the personality it presents is reduced to the scope of a single personality structure, then it is actually incomplete. Although, From the perspective of its existence, perhaps it is meaningless to look at it from the perspective of the Trinity. However, in the same way, the Trinity, as the most solid personality structure I can understand, can make me think that its personality structure is It is extremely fragile, uneasy, and without superego, it has no lower limit. No one can deny this possibility, because, just as it is impossible to prove it, it is also impossible to violate this possibility. So I again There is a question, Gao Chuan. Why do you feel that such a fragile, uneasy, and no lower limit will always be biased towards you?"
I was silent and stared at Ai Luka's needle-pointed gaze. After a while, I couldn’t help showing a knowing smile and said, “Yes, although the starting point is different from yours, and the process has too much It’s too unclear, so I can’t say it clearly myself, but the conclusion I came to is not too different from yours—"Jiang" will not always be biased towards "Gaochuan". "It's not just me, but even Da Most "Gaochuan" think so too. "Jiang" cannot be trusted. Regardless of its past performance or attitude towards a certain "Gaochuan", as far as the future is concerned, it is still full of deep uncertainty. No one would underestimate its ability. The young Gaochuan Phantom said that it can end everything, which is also an indisputable fact. However, with such ability, will it definitely do it like this? Except for the young Gaochuan Phantom, the "Gaochuan", such as me, Gaochuan, are full of worries.
So, you can use the power of "Jiang", but you can't rely on the power of "Jiang". Instead of pinning your hopes on others you don't trust, you should implement the Super Gaochuan Project. Although the process is difficult, the principles are vague. , However, it has a sense of self-reliance.
Listening to Eruka's analysis, I can't help but think that my distrust of "Jiang" can be explained from this aspect. However, that's all, Eruka's words can't make the current me shake a little bit. Even if he seems to be prepared to prove with his actions, my honour against the power of "Jiang", that kind of "Jiang"'s bias towards Gaochuan is just an illusion.
But, so what? Although I have repeatedly escaped from danger due to "Jiang"'s intervention, it is undeniable that I don't think it was well-intentioned, and even I think that the result of its intervention in me that caused me to escape the danger is not that it is conscious. And for. It is just that the impact of the inadvertent ripples in its actions is merely a consequence of incidental products and by-products.
From the beginning, I didn't pin my success and survival on the will and strength of "Jiang", just. Its will and power are so heavy and huge that my thinking and actions have to be affected by it. However, no matter how "Jiang"'s will changes, to me, it is just an increase or decrease in the difficulty of action. The goal and basis of the action have never changed.
My calmness seemed to exceed Eruka’s expectations. I did not hesitate and said "The conclusion is the same as you" without any hesitation. Eruka’s posture seemed to be in that moment. There has been a slight change, which makes me feel. That is a kind of vacillation.
"Really? You think so too..." Ai Luka said in a thoughtful and enlightened tone: "Yes, you do think so, because although you are also Gaochuan, you are not That's Gaochuan." After saying that, he laughed at himself and said: "Forget it. Just as I said so much for nothing. However, since you agree with it, then things are easier to handle."
"Easy to handle? I don't think so." I calmly said, "Based on the judgment you have stated, there is indeed such a possibility, but for now,'Jiang' is biased towards me. It is an indisputable fact. . How do you break this fact?"
"It's easy, as long as there is no self in this force." Eruka raised his right hand. As if holding something, the "what" soon emerged, and it was a mass of red liquid thick as pitch-Jiang Zhili.
"The viral consciousness is the id, and the id is the embodiment of instinctive desire. Then, because of some factors, the possibility of the viral desire no longer favors you is still very great." Ai Luka said lightly: " In psychology, the id follows the principle of happiness. The generation of the self, but reality inhibits the principle of happiness. Without the existence of the superego, the two are not balanced and even contradictory. The humanized it occupies the big Part of it is conscious, which results in a bias in the commonality of consciousness. However, although it appears conscious, it is completely subconscious in essence, but it is inhumane. It will not be because of likes, loves, such nasty things, and I'm partial to you." The scarlet liquid Jiang Zhili fell to the ground in groups, making a popping sound. Eruka's face hidden in the shadows once again showed the dark and deep smile: "The separated eye , Is the part of the ego, and now only the part of the self is left in my body. If in the past, the power I used was 90% of the possibility of protecting you, now it is the most It's only fifty percent, which is really refreshing."
"No, I don't think so. That is the power of the self. Isn't it dangerous?" I said calmly, "Be careful to be eaten up by it."
"Before that, pray for yourself first." Jiang Zhili under Eruka's feet formed a flying arrow, which instantly filled the space in front of me.
I launched a pseudo-quick flying through the arrows, but my skin was pierced by the density of the arrows. The same as when the red mist was close to the skin before, there is a feeling of being invaded. At this moment, this feeling is clearer, but, again, because of the activity of the left eye, this corrosive force seems to take something away I felt that I was suppressed without any resistance.
"Speaking of which, isn’t the result still the same? Although you have stripped off Jiang Zhili’s ego in your body, whether you have the red mist before, or the arrow you are now, if you can’t succeed, you still won’t succeed. "I dodged the red arrow while counterattacking with the revolver. Eruka did not relied on the huge Jiangzhi's strength to resist, and had already shifted his position before being hit by the bullet.
We are in this small cabin, chasing each other, getting close, fighting far, moving, running - and then we confronted each other again. My attack could not cause enough damage to Eruka, and his power, after stripping Jiang Zhili’s self-component, seemed to be weaker than in the past~IndoMTL.com~ has a prosthetic body, a brain hardware, and With Jiang Zhi's left eye, I unexpectedly stayed in the wind in a short period of time. Compared to the battle with him in the ruling bureau, the current result is indeed a bit unexpected. I thought it would be more passive.
"Gao Chuan, you seem to feel good about yourself, but unfortunately, this is just your illusion." Eruka said unchanged, "Up to now, it is only confirmation, although I believe in my own theory and Judgment, however, does not mean that it must be feasible."
"So, the previous battles were just warm-ups?" I also asked quietly, "So, are you sure now?"
"Yes, it has been determined. Jiang Zhili and I are not matched. Although the ego component has been removed and the influence on you has increased, the quality has also been reduced and the efficiency has not been improved. In general, The power is weakened." Eruka said: "Perhaps, there are some more profound effects... But it doesn't matter, the result is that as long as I use Jiang Zhili, you will achieve a decisive chance of winning."
While saying this, he raised his hand and snapped his fingers, saying: "So, what if it uses its own power?" (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome. The starting point (m) is to vote for recommended votes and monthly tickets. Your support is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please go to m to read.)