Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 750: Flying crazy

Sakuya stood in front of the bedroom door, she stared at me, her face was full of surprise, under the faint moonlight through the floor-to-ceiling windows, her figure was a bit transparent, I seemed to be able to see that in her There is something in the body. In this boundary line, what is embodied is not the state of the entity, but the state of the personality and spirit. Therefore, the current appearance of Sakiya must imply that she exists in some unusual aspects of the personality and spirit. place.

This Sakiya is very similar to the Sakiya I knew in the past, but it's not exactly the same. The original trajectory of this world has been deviated under the action of the spiritual integration device. The trajectory of history is closer to the world I used to live in. However, the details and time points are different-from the time I was in, this It is already ten years later. The mysterious events that Sakiya experienced in high school have had a major impact on the deaths of Morino and Shirai, but he did not join the Internet ball, but joined the whisperer established by Hakkei. Sakiya is not unfamiliar to me now, but it cannot be said to be completely familiar. It is like childhood playmates who have been separated for many years before they meet again after they have become adults.

I don't know what to say to her, and being able to confirm that she is still alive has comforted me.

"Sakuya..."

"You—Agawa?" Sakiya was still gazing at my face, and I understood why she showed such an expression, because at least the appearance of me is fixed at least ten years ago." I’m dreaming? It’s been a long time since I saw you like Agawa. I really miss it." Sakiya turned away from my face, looked around, and looked at herself again, as if she understood where she was.

"Dreamland? It's not wrong to say that." I paused. Although I don't know how to describe my feelings, just a smile is enough for my relatives after so many years. So, I smiled and said to her: "It's been a long time. I used to think that I will never see you again."

Sakiya tilted people, it seemed a little difficult to understand what I said: "Were we always together? Ah, Agawa was like high school. If it was Takakawa at that time, it would have been a long time. But. , Why would I have such a dream?"

"Maybe, it's because part of you is looking forward to continuing the past." I recalled the time I experienced before my death. Indeed, after my death. That period of time ceased. Compared with the world in my memory, the world nowadays is nothing but a divergence in many things-it is like a different world line that has branched out from the time of high school.

I don’t think there is anything wrong with this, because the world line I used to live in has not come to an end, but. Today, the world line has developed to ten years later. That's why I can see what Sakiya is like when I grow up. I have never expected that we would meet in such a way that spans time, so when this fact comes true, my sense of time seems to be slightly confused.

What I said to Sakiya-hoping to continue the past-is not what I hoped for. but. Seeing the current Sakuya, I also feel that whether this hope can be realized is not important anymore. Although the difference in experience made Sakiya in front of me a lot different from the Sakiya in my memory, but. She lives better than the world line I know and has grown smoothly, which is enough.

I know, I know. The current Sakiya, and the Sakiya in my memory, resemble Sakiya in two world lines. In fact, it is only a projection of the complete Sakiya's personality fragments. The two of hers I have seen are incomplete. And the two apocalyptic illusions that I experienced were not simply the case of "different world lines". However, what I can observe, what I can feel, still makes me fall into the sensibility that feels like going back in time and jumping into the future.

"I don't understand, Agawa, what are you talking about? Haven't we been together all the time?" Sakiya became more and more confused. She stepped up to catch me, but when she stepped out of the room, the action suddenly became difficult-I knew how she felt at this time, it must be like a nightmare. "Why, why, my body has no strength..." Sakiya dragged heavy steps, but she couldn't shorten the distance between us anyway, "Ah, Agawa! I don't understand, what do you want to say to me? Where are you going?"

"I'm going to pick up the clues from ten years ago." I just stared, reaching out to me, praying for Sakuya who I could pull her over. Of course I couldn't take that hand, because , We are in two worlds, I am not the "Takakawa" she thinks, and she is no longer the Sakuya who can only live by grabbing my hand. For the current world, I am just a ghost stuck in the past. However, because of this, there are certain things that I have to do, and no one else can do it except me.

"Clues?" Sakiya seemed to understand, "Is there something about the Goat Guild? I'm together too, we've always been together!"

I just smiled because, I don’t know how to explain, and I don’t think it is necessary to explain anymore, because I am not her "Gaochuan". Sakuya's gaze shifted from me to Mae, as if the world had only suddenly realized that there was a woman beside me. The hesitation of deja vu reappeared on her face again. She said to Zhen Jiang: "Who are you? Why are you with Achuan? Where have we met?"

Mae bit his thumb and smiled nervously at Sakiya, whose smile under the moonlight made Sakiya look scared.

"Don't be afraid." I said to Sakiya: "This is just a dream. Takakawa is by your side."

Sakiya forcefully moved her gaze away from Mae’s face. She seemed to forget that it was just a nightmare for her, begging me to say, "Take me, Agawa, take me— "

"Goodbye, Sakuya, you have to work hard to live, even if you are dying tomorrow." I said so, decisively taking Mae and turning away. Sakuya's voice chased after him and shouted: "Will we meet again? In a dream?"

"Maybe, maybe not." I said without looking back, "but, whether we meet or not, I am by your side. Sakiya, you have to remember. Takakawa is by your side."

"Achuan. Achuan!" Her voice became more and more distant, and finally she couldn't hear her at all. There is no obstruction in front of me. The door wall of the room has been twisted. When I approached, it separated from both sides, revealing a clear road. This road is like a corridor. It's like a street again, like every path on the floor and in the city—it's not a specific "road", it just represents the concept of "road". In this boundary line, everything that looks like a real thing is merely a manifestation of consciousness. It is more conceptual cognition than the description of specific scenes. When the memory is clear, everything is clear, when the consciousness is blurred, everything will be distorted. In this place closest to the collective subconscious, nothing is completely certain.

"Jiang" uses incomprehensible power to connect and activate the required personality awareness information for patients with doomsday syndrome. Shaping and controlling this world determined by the surface consciousness and the bottom consciousness.

I wanted to go out, so a "road" that leads directly to the outside appeared in front of me, so that I didn't need to open the door, enter the corridor, and then take the elevator. When I crossed the world of this "road", Will come to the street. It's that simple. It is not so much that the spatial distance is shortened, but rather, it is the blurring of the related "process of passing to the street". After being cut and re-spliced, this will not allow me to reach the place I want to go in one step. but. But it is enough to greatly shorten the time, and this is a "shortcut" that only I can get in and out.

The power of "Jiang" is by my side. It is released through the existence of "Zhenjiang", it is still a long way from "anything can be done", but no one can really find the bottom of "what can it do". If it can implement my ideas meticulously according to my hopes, it will surprise me, because at that time, I no longer need to do anything. Now, it just uses my ideas as a template to do it. What you can do.

I want to find "Luanzhong", and it will find the shortest path for me to reach "Luanzhong". Although the scope of the boundary line does not cover the entire city, as long as there are some clues and are located close to the target, more clues can be found from the "consciousness" that constitutes the boundary line, and an effective one can be gradually spliced ​​together. Path-this so-called "approach", at least includes the distance from the city center to this residential area.

Some people have seen "heavy mountain" in this city, so the information that constitutes this cognition will spread in the ocean of collective subconsciousness, covering a nearby area. It's like the blood flowing out, staining a sea area, and being smelled by sharks from a few kilometers away-the sensitivity of the "Jiang" is no weaker than the shark's sensitivity to blood.

I stepped into the street along the "shortcut", although the boundary line centered on me encompasses a certain range of spiritual consciousness around me, and from this, I construct a range of urban structure scenes within my sight, but , "Jiang" did not bring these spiritual consciousnesses into this scene. What I am in is an empty city like a ghost town, silent, sometimes fuzzy, sometimes clear, as if every corner hidden in the shadows is changing its appearance, as if every alley not illuminated by lights , All lead to an endless abyss. I can't guess what it looks like at the end of this scene, because when I move, this boundary also moves with it.

There is no wind, no taste, no temperature, and even the color and material are realistic, but they can confirm that they are not real. I think "Jiang" is cutting corners. It is fully capable of making this The scenery of the boundary line is made more real, but now it only puts me in a "virtual reality" with a very low degree of completion.

The "realism" here cannot be touched, pale and dead, as if the whole world is only me. However, there is Mae beside me. She talks nervously, just like her in the past, some things have changed over time, but some things are still the same. I don't know whether this invariance is a kind of eternity, but at least I am enjoying this invariance now, it gives me the real feeling of "I am still alive".

I’m walking on an empty street. Most of the shops on both sides of the street have been closed, but a small part of it is still lit by a lonely light. You can see from the doors and windows, and there is also no one inside, and the streets on both sides The lights floated like a prank, as if it would go out at any time. If you change to an ordinary person. There will definitely be fear in the heart. The environment here is full of various factors that make people fearful, and people can't help but imagine all kinds of malicious entities. I am not sure, if this malicious conjecture is really amplified because of fear, whether such fear and malicious entities will appear in the realm. but. The existence of Zhenjiang gives me peace. This lifelike but unreal world is like a setting in my eyes.

I deliberately stepped on my steps, enjoying the time spent with Mae on this deadly street. The sound of footsteps came far away, so there was a sound from a distance, like something terrible chewing, searching for prey, approaching us, as if it would appear in the field of vision at any time, right As described in the novel: night falls. The monsters started to move. I know, it’s not to understand, but to feel that those monsters do not exist, or that they were not created by this boundary line before I thought they really existed—the "Jiang" gave this boundary line. Quite interesting mechanism is full of traps based on changes in mental consciousness. The more people are revealed, the more frequent this trap will be triggered. After all, not everyone can enjoy this malicious world. When they fear, they imagine, whether they realize it or not, they are just having a realistic dream. Will encounter danger against oneself.

This kind of danger is contagious, and the imagination, malice and fear of others will spread like ripples in the ocean of collective subconsciousness. Then he wrapped himself and the people around him, let them suffocate, scream, and die. And when they think they are dead, they will really die. Even if you tell yourself that you are only dreaming, even if this lifelike world is not so real and can be used as a material to imply yourself, fear is the strongest and most primitive emotion of mankind, and death is the deepest and most essential fear. , I don’t think how many people can completely avoid such traps.

I don't think it's possible for me. My current freedom is simply because I am surrounded by positive emotions, which have created an armor for me. But the source of this kind of emotion is the real river beside me, and even the "Jiang" that I know and merge with me. A pure "virus" is terrible, but "Jiang" is not a pure "virus". The characteristics and instincts of "virus" may occupy most of the proportion of "Jiang", but they have always stayed by my side. Zhen Jiang, already told me, that is not all of "Jiang".

I don't know if I can defeat the "virus", but I believe that "Jiang" may defeat the pure "virus" instinct without letting us suffer this kind of harm. And what I want to do is to let this possibility continue to enlarge and let "Jiang" know that even if the whole world opposes it and is hostile to it, I will stand by its side. I believe that this plan is more appropriate and more feasible than any other plan. I don’t understand other theories, such as the grand unification theory and transcendental theory. I don’t understand the structure and nature of "Jiang", whether it is really what I think. However, I don’t need to understand these things, because Zhen Jiang Already exists, which in itself is a proof, a signal.

I communicated with "Jiang" through Zhenjiang. I devoted myself to it and blocked all my retreats. Because of this, I was very clear about what I did. I am not a lunatic, I am just loving with all my heart, wholeheartedly wanting to let this love give everyone a glimmer of life in the future.

Love~IndoMTL.com~ is not just a kind of physiology, nor is it just an emotion. It is the most essential driving force that makes people human and breaks away from primitive instinct. It is the foundation of all transcendence and all wisdom. The nature of sex. The love of the beast may not allow it to truly escape from barbarism, but it is enough to allow it to have this possibility to surpass the limit that inorganic and rational cannot surpass. Love is a great power. Love can change destiny. Love can save the world-I don't think that this is a joke, so I don't think that I am doing something ridiculously absurd.

I walked firmly on my own path. I already had the enlightenment, and the possibility of success was always by my side. Perhaps others cannot understand and find it difficult to accept this possibility, thinking that with this possibility is a more terrifying chance of failure. However, the heroic road has always been incomprehensible and unacceptable to ordinary people, full of terrible chances of failure, and when people think of it, it feels full of accidental factors.

I am the top student Gao Chuan, and I am only the top student Gao Chuan. I don’t think I can understand everything that ordinary people can’t understand, but I can choose to accept things that others cannot accept. Because I have encountered things that ordinary people cannot encounter. I know that this is not a second-level fantasy, just because the facts I want to accept are crazier than novels and fantasy. (To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point (m) to vote for recommendation and monthly pass. Your support is my biggest motivation. For mobile phone users, please go to m to read.)