Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 757: Gaochuan and Gaochuan
Just as I was entangled with Fujiang and walking on the empty street, the scenery of the boundary line was distorted again, and the sounds of the monsters began to distort, sounding like a pot of boiling water. Grumbling. In the distorted landscape, the "shortcut" was winding forward from under our feet. Fujiang held my hand and looked forward playfully, looking at the end of this "shortcut". When she stared at one place, It seems that the scenery at the end has already been seen. In the past, she often had such an expression, condescendingly gazing at the time and fate running forward, obviously not too prophetic in her actions. She never seemed to be anxious, always "the whole world revolves around herself" attitude.
But--
Perhaps that is the case. After all, it is "Jiang".
Although it is only the gesture of "Fu Jiang", the essence of "Jiang" lies there. Compared with the "genius" posture of all doomsday syndrome patients in this world, there is a gap that makes people feel desperate.
Tomie suddenly turned her gaze to one side. This action made me feel that she had changed her gaze from the "shortcut" to something else, and when I looked in the same direction, I could only see that it was dizzy Dazzling distorted scenery. "Fujie, what are you looking at?" I couldn't help but ask.
"The other you." Fujiang answered quickly and clearly.
I immediately understood that she was referring to Gao Chuan, the prosthetic body in a normal environment. Sure enough, when I moved in the boundary line, the prosthetic body Gao Chuan in the normal environment also began to move. Although our actions were not synchronized, I passed the route node in a non-shortcut state. Prostitution Gaochuan will definitely arrive. And this kind of deep interaction between consciousness and consciousness is something expected, although we are separated in the boundary line and normal environment, it is difficult for each other to enter each other's home court. However, the induction of consciousness must exist. The asynchronous movement between me and him also proved that this boundary line does not cover the entire city.
My movement involves the movement of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan, and the movement of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan is the basis for me to move farther in the boundary line. However, we are so closely connected. But it is difficult to make substantial contact with the other party. We are walking on parallel lines that will never be far away and never approached.
"It's a strange feeling." Tomoe scratched his head and said, "There are two Gaochuan, and they are really weird. I smell a familiar taste in him. However, I prefer my little Sweetheart." I said so. He kissed me hard again, "A Chuan. Is this okay? Let him move like this on his own."
"That's good, he will do it according to his own ideas." I can't see the actions of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan, and it is very difficult to even feel it. There is a huge barrier that blocks our subjective feelings, and This barrier may be the guarantee of our separate existence. However, I am not dissatisfied with the current situation at all, and I have never felt that there is anything wrong with the existence of the prosthetic Gao Chuan, "No matter what, we are actually Gao Chuan. Moreover. His emotions and wishes are placed on him— —I, after all, died and failed, so he was born."
"Oh, in other words, Achuan, do you think you will fail?" Fu Jiang stared at me with interest.
"No, my failure has become a fact, but this fact has also become the past." I answered without hesitation, "So, he is a continuation of my failure, and I am a new one. Future."
"It's so confident. A Chuan who is so confident is so open." Tomie kissed my face, bit my ear, and the heat exhaled from her mouth and nose made my cheeks feverish. , "So, the difference between you is that his self-confidence is what he has to do based on failure, and your self-confidence is the hope of starting anew."
"But what he had to do is because of my failure." I said.
"So, you are not qualified to deprive him of everything he has now, and the future unfolded from it." Fu Jiang said.
"Yes, no matter what his future is, whether it is honorable, or despicable, full of light, or dark, it is a life that no one has the right to deprive." I felt happy from the bottom of my heart, "No matter Pain or joy, regardless of failure or success, he has the right and the obligation. According to his ideas, he shoulders the responsibility he is taking to the end." I looked into Fu Jiang's eyes and said loudly, "So, I am the same. , No matter whether he can come to the end or not, but I definitely can, no matter whether he can really succeed, I will succeed." I clung to Fu Jiang's hand tightly: "Jiang, come together? Come with me? To be with me Our future."
Actually, no matter what her answer is, I will not let go of this hand. Even if it is forced, I will let her accompany me. Just like in the past, there is no hesitation, no matter whether the end of the path you choose is **** or heaven. I was so headstrong and stubborn, even if I tried my best to distort her will, I would not hesitate.
"...still as good at talking as before." Fu Jiang smiled and leaned against me, "However, I like to listen to A Chuan's love words. It is precisely because it is such A Chuan, so I have always liked it. , I like it more than anyone, more like A Chuan than you think. We will be together until time and space are annihilated, and this emotion cannot be erased. As long as A Chuan is by my side, I can Beat anything. Can you feel it? My heart is thumping."
"Then, let's go." My heart is like soaking in a hot spring. At this moment, I really feel that nothing can stop myself, "Go and defeat everything that is in front of us."
I led Fu Jiang, strode on the "shortcut", thinking about nothing, that's it, leading her along the only path.
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Skin, feeling the coolness of the night breeze, a luminous but fuzzy screen, faintly flowing with dense numbers. Gao Chuan felt as if he was floating in the deep sea. It seemed that he could feel the scenery on the sea, but it was not so clear, it was just. this sense. Deep and erratic, the soul shrinks in a small corner of the body, so that it is extremely difficult to move a moment - however, the next moment, this deep, erratic and fuzzy feeling. Suddenly it became distinct. As if from the deepest sleep, a head of cold water was suddenly poured, and Gao Chuan woke up completely.
Where am I? doing what? When this idea emerged in the mind of the prosthetic Gao Chuan, a large number of data boxes popped up on the retinal screen containing the surrounding scenery, and the answers that matched the idea were integrated through the analysis of these data. The operation of the brain hardware completely rejected the kind of ignorance that was like waking up from a dream. In less than a second, Gao Chuan had calmed down, as if he had never been in a trance.
He is sitting on a bench by the side of the street. At this point in time, on the long street, except for the occasional car, there are no more pedestrians like him, and no one is with him. Same. Sitting calmly on the bench, watching the lonely lights. Although most of the shops have already closed. But on this street, it’s not that there are no shops at all, and the street lights seem deserted, but a fast food restaurant around the corner that is open all day, but it also shows a bit of popularity—but. But it sets off the whole street even more lonely.
Wearing a dark coat, sitting alone on a bench, watching the people around him with vigilant and focused eyes, there is only one person, Gao Chuan, if anyone else is watching this side. The thought of "this is really a weird person" will definitely arise, and what follows is a very strong sense of vigilance.
However, Yitai Gaochuan didn't take the initiative to come here to play such a weird role. To put it simply, the process of coming here is like sleepwalking. Most of the time, after waking up from sleepwalking, I will feel surprised and at a loss. However, for Yitai Gaochuan, there is no such emotion. This is not only the effect of the brain hardware, but also that he has gone through many weird and mysterious events, and has deeply experienced it. He is an extraordinary existence, so much so that it seems to ordinary people. Unacceptable things are as natural to him as drinking cold water.
The point is not why I sleepwalking. Although this question seems unsolvable for the time being, it also feels relieved to Gao Chuan, as if the answer is already in my heart, but it’s just unavailable. It's just a description of the language. The retina screen reproduced the image of him sleepwalking all the way to this street. It was a normal route. It was either a flying over a wall, or a strange and peaceful walk, like a walk, but faster than ordinary people's running. It can be seen from the image that he has his eyes open, but those eyes have no energy, as if their pupils are covered by gray spectacles.
Gao Chuan quickly confirmed that he seemed unconscious at the time, but he was actually guided by a certain consciousness, without any hesitation, the course of action was not disordered, and he had an exact destination— —The problem is that when I wake up now, I can't tell where my destination is. I just feel that I have to go on.
The route of travel comes from the feeling in the dark.
Although it’s been decided to come out in the middle of the night, after sweeping the grave during the day, Yi Tai Gaochuan has decided to clean up the illegal organization "Goat Guild" on his site tonight, and execute the other party’s newcomers according to the situation. The boss, the cadre of the doomsday truth sect known as Luan Zhong. However, Yi Ti Gao Chuan also understands that his previous actions only conformed to his own decision, not to follow his own decision.
This is not an accident. For Gao Chuan, a prosthetic body with brain hardware, sleepwalking is the first time. However, this abnormal situation did not bring him any sense of threat, as if this was a very natural and natural situation. He was born in this world as a literary body Gao Chuan, experienced so many weird and mysterious events, and even experienced such a grand phenomenon as the "world line change", not to mention, my own situation, the original It's complicated enough. However, in such a wealth of experience, I did not feel the danger, nor could I generate too many thoughts and inductions. It was just a simple abnormal situation, and it was the first experience.
Any negative thoughts are difficult to breed, because there is no water and soil to nurture them. Usually, the anomaly itself is such water and soil, but this time, these water and soil are dry and nutritious because they lack a lot of elements. So, where did those elements go? Can't feel it. I can't imagine, as if I was taken away at the moment of birth, and went to an environment that was completely isolated from myself both subjectively and objectively.
There are no negative things, which should have been a good thing. However, for Yitai Gaochuan, the situation is that even if he tried to imagine it and tried to make it not so good, he couldn't do it. It was not stifled by the brain hardware, but the nature was already doomed.
Everything is fine, everything is normal. No matter what you think, even if it is titled "weird", it still feels good and normal.
"Damn it." Gao Chuan said in a low voice, his gaze fell on the window glass of the opposite shop, as if to see another figure in his own figure, "Is it you? It must be you Did you do it? Another Gaochuan. Another...me."
Although I thought so, I was so subconsciously sure. Where did the state at this time come from, but for the current situation, it will not be substantively resolved. Gao Chuan did not feel the existence of the young Gao Chuan, although he knew very well that he was there. Always there, in my own body, in my own personality consciousness, but I can come into contact with the past by chance. Even a few days ago, it was even more intense, like an almost substantive illusion, appearing in front of me differently, now I have a strong, but the opposite feeling—if it were not for extreme changes, I would never be able to do it anymore. I saw him.
I know he is there, but no sense or evidence can prove his existence. This huge gap made Gao Chuan feel a little uncomfortable, and even breathing seemed to become difficult.
Only one thing is certain. Assuming that the teenager Gao Chuan does exist, then when he came to this place during "sleepwalking", he must have been led by that existence. No matter what the other party intends to do, he has already started to act.
There is no way to clarify the situation of the other party, and there is no way to obtain information. There is no data to analyze, and there is no specific feeling to rely on. Gao Chuan knows very well that if you want to pursue the young Gao Chuan, how bad the current situation is. Although the young Gao Chuan is also Gao Chuan, this is undeniable, and his ultimate goal does not violate Gao Chuan's core in the slightest. However, in terms of action mechanism and thinking mode, he is in conflict with himself most directly.
The information held by both parties, their own abilities, and the power that can be honored are very different, and they are completely at a disadvantage. This judgment is that Gao Chuan has made countless assumptions, obtained data through assumptions, and combined other existing ones. There is data, and the final result obtained after analysis.
There is almost no reason or chance that can be defeated. The result of the data is such a desperate hopelessness.
If only the brain and hardware control its own actions, it must have been given up a long time ago. The possibility that the data cannot be reached, the machine will definitely not try-but I am Gao Chuan, not Yi Tian Gao Chuan robot. At this time, the body Gao Chuan can see more clearly what kind of existence he really is than in the past. Although, in the past countless times, I felt that I was like a precise machine, performing tasks accurately, as cold and stubborn as a robot, but I also felt that this situation does not hinder anything, and that it is the state where the greatest results can be achieved. However, when data becomes unreliable, "acting like a robot" becomes the biggest obstacle.
When this kind of cognition came into being, the prosthetic body Gao Chuan, for the first time, strongly, actively and resolutely, refused from the bottom of his heart, and the brain hardware had become a solid dominance. This rejection from subjective and instinct shook the brain hardware so strongly that it was like roughly knocking down the core part of a relatively stable machine with a crowbar, along with the rest of the body. Part of it, there is a clear and intense pain, the kind of crisis that I will collapse at any time, the more intense the struggle, the fierce resistance, the more gloomy it presses on the top of the head, as if it will smash myself at any time. Lead block.
Even so, Gao Chuan did not hesitate, and the fear of death made him almost breathless, but he did not hesitate and did not intend to take a break.
It is possible to defeat the young Gao Chuan if you have to defeat yourself. If the fear of death can make oneself reach a compromise with oneself, then facing the young boy Gao Chuan who has crossed death, there is really no chance of winning.
To defeat another self, this is no longer a slogan for Yitai Gaochuan~IndoMTL.com~ is not an imagined future, but a fact that must be endured. Yitai Gaochuan didn’t think too much, because what should be thought about was already thinking too much in the past. Now, how much more you think about, what excuses you can give yourself, how to supervise yourself, and how to affirm your own existence. It doesn't make any sense anymore. Nowadays, Gao Chuan has only one thought left-he is Gao Chuan, and he is also the Gao Chuan who truly appears in this world. The responsibilities that Gao Chuan needs to shoulder, the mistakes that need to be admitted, the things that must be proven, the hope that he yearns for, It's all my own.
It is what I must shoulder, what I must admit, what I must prove, what I must desire.
Never let it to anyone!
Before one's true and complete death, don't talk about any heirs, don't look back at any past Gaochuan. The Yitai Gaochuan decided that what Gaochuan should have and what Gaochuan should bear belong to him, because only oneself is the only Gaochuan standing in the "now".
Gao Chuan who is scrupulous and envious of the past? Looking forward to and entrusting Gao Chuan to the future?
"Don't be kidding...Don't kidding!" Gao Chuan held his fist tightly and said to himself, "I am the current Gao Chuan in the world." (To be continued...)