Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 790: Zhonglin District

As a patient who is physically weak on a "realistic" level, what can I do besides my own heart? Therefore, I gave the only thing I could give. I have a strong psychological quality and a consciousness that overwhelms everything. I am also very sure that I really love Jiang, not only because the existence of Jiang comes from the real Jiang on the level of reality, but more importantly, I am with it in the doomsday illusion. After my most intense life, even death cannot erase the emotions that I had when I got along with it.

My love is pure, I want to make it purer, as hard as a diamond.

I know the existence of the Super Gaochuan Project. I cannot deny the possibility of the success of this project. Of course, once the project is successful, "Gaochuan" will gain the power to support its actions on a "realistic" level, instead of being The one who can't do anything wins the weak patient. However, even after so many studies on "Gao Chuan", super color and super Dorothy in the past, this plan has not been completely sure of feasibility, which constitutes the basic conditions and theory of this plan, even the super color. It cannot be fully understood, and at the same time it cannot be falsified, it cannot be verified.

Compared to this, I prefer to put hope on my own plan. Because it is indeed feasible, and it has a more successful foundation than the "Super Gaochuan" project. It is not based on any theory, the source of success is very simple, I have personally experienced it, that is the existence of "Jiang". Of course, I cannot refuse other people's ideas, but my personal experience has made me confirm that there is no other way besides doing this.

The only thing I can do, I must do it to the extreme.

I believe that "Jiang" can bring the people I love to life. Because it is the source of patients with doomsday syndrome. It is a "virus". However, the "virus" is not it. This is a very strange and very special situation. It is precisely because of the existence of this situation that my plan is feasible. Moreover, it is not all people I want to save. And there are only five people, Bajing, Sakuya, Marceau, Shise, and Dorothy. No matter what the "virus" wants, the loss of these people will not affect its needs, because I am quite sure that As far as it is concerned, human beings are human beings, no matter whether I am the **** of them, there is no particularity to the "virus"-our particularity. It was given by "Jiang".

For "Jiang", our identity is special. As long as "Jiang" exists here, not a pure "virus", I have the confidence to succeed.

I know that when I have this idea, I am destined to be unable to become a true hero who will save the world. I gave up my childhood dream. Give up more doomsday syndrome patients, and chose their own relatives.

My choice. It is my consciousness.

I stand in this repressive and weird realm with my own consciousness, even if I can no longer have the daily routine of the normal world, it doesn’t matter. I know the direction of this doomsday illusion, in fact, it is not much different from the world line I used to be in. Although the personnel have changed, the super color and the super Dorothy have been stitched in the "script". . But the closing of the world line toward the "doomsday" has not stopped. This is because this phenomenon of "the world's thread converging" is not determined by the laws of nature, but by the "virus".

In the past, I tried to stop all of this, but. I failed. I recognize the meaning hidden behind the scenes of the end of the world. Based on this meaning, too much resistance from outside the doomsday illusion determines my failure. It is impossible to overcome the doomsday illusion and solve these resistances from the "reality" level. I was born in a doomsday illusion. I shaped my personality in the doomsday illusion. The doomsday illusion gave me relatives, friends and lovers. I still remember that when I just entered the "reality" level, I once suspected that the so-called "reality" was nothing but one. Kind of illusion. And now, I still have this feeling. If I say which is more important, "reality" or "doomsday fantasy", which is more "real", I can say "doomsday fantasy" without hesitation. However, I cannot deny the transcendence and decisiveness of the "reality" level relative to the "doomsday fantasy" level. No matter what I do, I still need to solve all the problems in the "reality" in the end.

And everything I did in the doomsday illusion, everything I bet on, is to be able to do something in "reality". Let "Gaochuan" gain power by itself, or let "Gaochuan" use the power of "virus", or in other words, let the power of "virus" become the power of "Gaochuan". Which one to choose, in fact, the moment I met "Jiang", it was already very clear.

Since we want to be with "Jiang", it is inevitable to accept the world in which it exists, understand the world in which it exists, and endure the world in which it exists. The boundary line, the deep subconscious world of patients with doomsday syndrome, in terms of the nature of "virus", this is its true home field, which is already a matter of course. If I want "Jiang" to be "Jiang" forever, then I must face the "virus" here, because the battlefield of the infected person is on the verge of end, and even if "Gaochuan" becomes l, this fact cannot be reversed. , Then, the ideological world is the ultimate battlefield.

Whether it assists "Jiang" to obtain a spiritual integration device, or waits daylessly in this realm line, all I have done is to make "Jiang" stronger as far as possible. Powerful enough that it can defeat its own viral instincts, possess the power to override many resistances on the "reality" level, and then release its power on the "reality" level.

In fact, no matter what "Gaochuan" intends to do, it cannot avoid conflicts with the "hospital", and then conflicts with the organization supporting the "hospital". I have no doubt that the "hospital" is hidden in the "hospital". The people behind have extremely powerful force. Even if these organizations are in conflict with each other, it is difficult to use the antagonism and nastyness between them to make ends meet, because we are patients, their research objects, their capital for gaining benefits, and our desire. It is to get rid of all this, therefore, the essential contradiction is irreconcilable.

To truly get rid of all of this, you must have the capital to get rid of all of this, and I am more certain than "Super Gaochuan". "Jiang" even has such capital.

I can imagine what kind of behavior the "hospital" researchers will take when they discover that the "virus" is running wild, such as destroying the island where the "hospital" is located with a nuclear bomb.

I can also imagine what will happen once the "virus" goes viral. For example, people all over the world will become patients with doomsday syndrome.

However, as long as "Jiang" exists, as long as "Jiang" can defeat the "virus", it is not only an instinctive activity. Existing as a perceptual individual can solve all problems.

This is "love saves everything" in the true sense. It seems to many people to be just a good joke, but in my choice, it has a more real and more urgent meaning.

In the past, this sentence was a joke, but it was because the influence of the participants was only a few of the ordinary people in the billions, but now the participants. But it is an extremely powerful, no one can understand. No one can find a "virus" for its cure.

This is not an emotional game, nor is it a joke. To put it more seriously, whether it is "reality" or "doomsday illusion", the future of all human personality is held in the palm of the hand by these seemingly jokes.

I think so. So sure.

I looked at the monsters of the realm line that were tortured and killed by "Zhenjiang", and watched more monsters born in the realm line. In terms of combat effectiveness, it didn't need me, but. The reason why I can recover, the reason why I exist here, in itself means that it needs me. Therefore, there is only one truth, and I do not calculate the existence based on pure combat power.

The pressure that this boundary puts on me is actually only due to this repressive and negative atmosphere. The only real threatening enemy is the nature of "virus". This nature is in this conscious world. Presented in the form of individuals, standing in front of me and "Jiang", such as encountering the "Final Weapon", then all battles are boring, and the outcome is determined before it starts.

In this case, what I can do is to stand by "Jiang". It doesn't need my combat power, what it needs must be me to stand by its side. Isn't this what I also expected?

"I feel it." Mae Nian raised his head brokenly and looked in one direction. I hugged her and started to swiftly drove in that direction. After a minute, we arrived at our destination. There is no need for much confirmation, because the exterior image of this destination is so conspicuous. In the boundary line of the fusion of the London city landscape, the sense of existence of this thing is also unique-a clock tower twisted like countless black vines intertwined, more than one, on the roof of this area, all These bell towers stand. The bell tower on the edge is like a servant, supporting the central bell tower, which is taller than any building. This is a world-renowned London attraction that exists as the concept of "Big Ben" in the normal world, and has an extremely special and important position for the city of London.

In the boundary line, it becomes even more special.

All the buildings in the city, the tallest skyscraper, are only about half the height of it. Theoretically, with such a large volume, the outline can be seen even in the outskirts of the city. However, until I entered this area full of bell towers, I couldn't observe its existence at all.

I immediately thought of the weird body of Big Ben, and the source of this weird clock tower area-the night of Valpus, where the mental integration device is located, and only this kind of people with doomsday syndrome has it Great influence is something of special significance to the doomsday illusion, reality research and even the "virus".

Its power and the reason for its birth are probably as the meaning of its name-spiritual integration, which integrates the spirit and consciousness of all patients with doomsday syndrome, and cooperates with the personality preservation device. It can almost be said that after the "**l", it is The product of existence to achieve "spiritual l".

It is precisely because of its significance and characteristics that it has the most direct and strong influence on the mental consciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome, so it will be displayed in this world framed by the personality consciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome. Out such a huge force. Therefore, it will appear in the boundary of consciousness with such a unique sense of existence.

The purpose of Gao Chuan who came to London is this thing, but such a special thing is captured from the level of the normal world. It must be difficult. Moreover, Gao Chuan has not yet obtained the exact location of this Valpus night.

However, once the problem is attributed to the deep level of consciousness, what was originally unclear will be presented in front of you in a very clear posture. And this advantage may be the reason why "Jiang" constructs the boundary line. It knows that such a unique thing has been produced in the doomsday illusion. Even, this is the process caused by the "virus", but even the instigator cannot determine the location of the product in this vast ocean of consciousness. Therefore, there must be a process of searching and acquiring-it is like, for many years. His hard work finally produced ears, the only trouble. It is from when it reaches the ground, you have to bend down to find it and pick it up.

"Jiang" and "virus" are two sides of the same body. Everything that "Jiang" does can also be regarded as "virus" proceeding at the same time. Then, the will of "virus" can be encountered in this place, it is almost 100% Things. There is only one thing we need to do, before the projection of the "viral" will emerge. Let the will of "Jiang" be the real river beside me

Taking away this fruit. If you can. It is best to completely knock down the projection of the "virus" will.

This is a battle of will and will, even if it is a battle that cannot determine the final outcome, it cannot be lost casually. Because victory can make the will stronger.

Except for the enemy of the instinctive will of the "virus," other enemies that are human in nature are not threatened. Such as consciousness walkers, etc., will definitely appear. The influence of Valpus Night is huge, and countless mysterious organizations are bound to spy on it. Especially the cyber ball, which will inevitably exist in the doomsday illusion and occupy a "positive" position, will never miss this thing. In the world line I have lived in. It's huge and powerful, only Doomsday Shinrikyo can match, even if the world line is different, but this main line should not change.

In the past, I was a member of this mysterious organization. The Whisperers established by Eight Views did not develop at all. I did not expect that now I have become the enemy of this mysterious organization, and the "Whisperers" are beyond the past powerful. It makes people feel that things are impermanent.

Who will I meet? Cyberball, Doomsday Shinrikyo and Black Nest, the three-legged worldwide mysterious organization in the disappeared doomsday illusion, has confirmed the existence of cyberball and Doomsday Shinrikyo, but Black Nest has no information at all, but Xi Sen The priest still exists. File, fire escape, Jung, Tritty, Ms. Mayne...These former opponents and comrades-in-arms are still here. The destruction of the past apocalyptic illusion did not make everyone disappear. In this apocalyptic illusion, their There is a big difference in the direction of life, but there does not seem to be much change in personality.

The original person, the original taste. Although the positions are different, when I think of them, there is a feeling of nostalgia and can't wait to meet them. Not in the identity of the prostitution Gao Chuan, not in the normal world, but here, on the battlefield of ideology, standing opposite them in the most direct way, telling them who are close to strangers with actions, a ghost of the past , Crossing the boundaries of life and death came back.

Ms. Mayne is still the leader of cyberball. Will Father Sisson still be the founder of the Black Nest? Is Tritty still following Father Sisson's side? Will File and Jung join the cyberball? How has the lakeside town, the seat of the Mar Jones family, changed in this doomsday illusion? In the past apocalyptic illusion, the earliest prophet, the boy who was captured by the Mar Jones family~IndoMTL.com~, still exists, the tragedy of Irene and her son Marseille, which was born in order to create the "Holy Land", Did you turn a corner? However, since the doomsday truth sect was brought under the control of the Mar Jones family due to the appearance of wizards, the original Heavenly Gate Project must have proceeded very smoothly. In this case, even if the Black Nest has been established, it is impossible to separate the temporary data hedging space of that small town.

The strong wind passed through the streets and alleys, and all the bells you saw began to sway, and the heavy bells weaves a grand symphony. In this deep and gloomy world, there is a special sense of rejection— -It seems that this Zhonglin area rejects the weirdness that arises in the boundary line, and even the boundary line itself. Indeed, from just now, the sense of peeping in the dark has disappeared, and in the agitation of the bell, the abnormal changes in the building structure have also begun to become stable and orderly, which seems to be a mixture of two urban landscapes. Its distorted and gloomy regional scenery is approaching the orderly side. To make an analogy, it is the original turbid water, with the lighter ones floating up and the heavy ones below, clearly demarcating a boundary.

This night of Valpus, presented by the mental integration device, is indeed a bit incompatible with the chaotic characteristics that the boundary line has already shown. And from this characterization, I can more or less guess why the network ball needs this night of Valpus. Because the power presented in this night of Valpus tends to be "positive". To be continued. .

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