Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 793: Beginning

An extremely strong, but indescribable, certain feeling rolled in the body of Gao Chuan's heart, and the dark and silent environment couldn't calm him down. After レm♠思♥路♣keレ eliminated the interference of the brain and hardware, he realized that his mentality was not as stable as he thought. Before being able to calmly deal with any weird and unidentified situation, it was all brain hardware that played a leading role. Although he also possesses psychological knowledge, and more memory information from other Gaochuan, he understands when and what to do and what to do, but it is not as effective as before. Pure knowledge and memory cannot be controlled. Physical reaction.

However, he doesn’t regret that he had strongly reversed the leading role of the brain and hardware on the body. The existence of the original brain, emotional fluctuations, and the blooming of feelings have made the world in his eyes more vivid than in the past, making him There really is a feeling of "alive". What surprised him even more was that the problem of falling into a state of absentia from time to time in the past has been alleviated. Although there are many questions that still remain unanswered, he thinks about those problems, or that he thinks of them more and more times. The less.

The brain hardware will still list a lot of data for everything and give possible conclusions, but these data and conclusions are no longer a "forced knowledge" thing, and the original brain is limited. Because of ability and self-protection instinct, they will not take the initiative to accept these data and conclusions. When using the original brain to see things and problems, Gao Chuan found that he would never actively seek an exact conclusion, nor would he force himself to seek "reasonable and logically correct". Originally, every day, the brain They were all filled with tedious and heavy things, and the calculation list was not at all idle, even after a few months of normal sequence, however. Now, in his free time, his brain is empty for half of the time, but unexpectedly it does not make him feel empty, but has a relaxed feeling.

Like normal people, he can sleep and starve aimlessly. You can imagine all unrealistic things, and you can treat those romantic dramas with a normal attitude. When he sees a stranger, even if the retina screen immediately lists various data supporting combat due to the feedback from the brain hardware, what emerges in his mind is no longer cold and jealously examining, if he It’s not a problem if you don’t want to pay attention to the data, and if you want to ignore the subjective judgments that are not problematic.

Actually, even when the brain hardware plays a leading role. Most of those data are also incomprehensible by the prosthetic body Gao Chuan, but their existence cannot be ignored, because the brain hardware will give many conclusions. Now, there are more data that he doesn't understand, but the native brain can't make a conclusion, and if he doesn't understand, he can't analyze it. What is analyzed by the brain hardware will not be actively transmitted to the mind. Unless he wants to.

In these kinds of changes, Gao Chuan could not give a conclusion on whether it is good or bad. His judgment is no longer limited to rationality and logic. When a judgment is full of changing factors like feeling, The answer is always vague. He sometimes feels that his fighting ability has declined a bit, but. This decline is not stable, but in a state of volatility. At least, this kind of fluctuation is what he desires, because it is too stable. It means that the limit cannot be broken, and the state of volatility can give him confidence that he can do some miracles in the face of enemies that surpass himself. Of course, reason and logic do not agree with this idea, but Feeling xìng makes this kind of thinking a matter of course.

A little bit self-deception? Yitai Gaochuan thought so, but felt that this description was incorrect. But soon, he stopped thinking about this problem. Although the strong feeling made him wake up like a nightmare, his state at this time was not bad. He sipped his beer, the smell of cigarettes floating in the surrounding air, it seemed a little muddy. Outside the floor-to-ceiling glass windows, the night view of the city is shining. Apart from the light, there is no trace of natural light. Such a scene is the darkest moment before dawn.

Yiyi Gaochuan looked at the artificial light, but was surrounded by a sense of xìng, which made him feel that he was being dragged into the tranquil deep sea. The dark and silent world did not make him feel suffocated, but felt peaceful, but there was no sleepiness. Troubles, plans, problems, and many of my own problems, like sand, are washed away by a torrent of dark chaos.

"It would be great to live like this," he whispered to himself.

There is a bell from a distance. Although the soundproofing of the room is excellent, when the doors and windows are closed, even if there are outsiders clamoring in the corridor, it is impossible to hear clearly. However, although the bell is faint, it penetrates into the room very clearly. , Echoed in the ears of Yitai Gaochuan. Even if he did not pay attention to the data and conclusions given by the brain hardware, he did not turn his brain to think for the first time. An answer that originated from feelings and was full of feelings, but it appeared in his mind-this is not The sound of natural bells seemed to herald something, perhaps, the continuation of the indescribable causes that made him wake up from sleep.

Mysterious power collided and stirred at the place where the bell was far away, and then came down when the bell stopped. Although I haven't seen it with my own eyes, there is no basis for Li xing's logical thinking to reach a definite conclusion. However, Yi Ti Gao Chuan believed this idea very much, and he did not need any reason to believe it.

He didn’t plan to get there right away. It’s too late at this time. Although it’s impossible to draw such a certain conclusion from the rationale, it seems that there is no reason to believe it before, as if the scene was shown in front of him. Like his thoughts, he also subconsciously believed in this conclusion. It seems that the many factors that would interfere with the conclusion have all evaporated at this moment.

Man, just sitting on the sofa, waiting for the first light to appear.

In the high-rise rooms of a five-star hotel, there are few buildings that can block his vision. An open city overlooks the sky and the top of a row of buildings forms a blurred horizon. The appearance of the sky light did not immediately dispel the night shadow, but against the ray of light, the outline of Yin Ying became more and more serious.

It wasn't until the night was smeared with white sè over and over again, that people understood that the sun was infiltrating the world silently every moment.

The horizon outlined by the top of the city buildings is getting clearer and clearer, and the next moment, the soft red sè spreads on the horizon. Let the white brighter brighter, shimmering, more gleaming, and the faint scenery in the distance seems to be slowly fluctuating through a mist of water vapor. Swaying. I don't know when, there was a clear white mist flowing in the streets and alleys, and it even covered the half waist of the hotel building with the wind.

This is the city where the whisperer is located. No, it should be said that it is a scene that is not available in the city where Yitai Gaochuan has been. Its uniqueness seems to announce to the world the beauty of the city of London. Even in the night, the city did not stop moving, but when the sun rose, it boiled more violently.

The body of Gao Chuan was full of shock. It was the first time for him to appreciate the sight of a city with a full of sentiment, instead of observing the scene with pure reasoning. Logically, he understood the terrible darkness lurking in the bustling city, and also understood the beautiful foggy image. It is the result of environmental pollution, but. These logical answers cannot conceal the touch in his heart due to pure beauty.

In other words, even if there is darkness, there are various shortcomings, and there are too many unbeautiful factors behind the beauty, but. In Gao Chuan's mind at this time, these dark, imperfect and ugly factors were all ignored by him subconsciously. When he came back to his senses, he suddenly understood that this is the meaning of the sense of existence—something must be ignored. You can see and feel. Although these factors are ignored, what you see and feel is not perfect and does not mean right. However, it is not wrong. It can only be said that it is one-sided. .

In the language of the Principality of zhōngyāng, there is a story of "blind man touching an elephant". In this story, a blind man touched an elephant leg and said that it was like a pillar. Incorrect. But, at least, in the mind of a blind person, he knows what an elephant leg looks like. A blind person who touches an elephant leg with his hand will know the appearance of an elephant leg better than a person who uses his eyes to observe the elephant as a whole.

Although it is one-sided, but limited to one-sided itself, it is closer to correct than more people.

"It turns out that the so-called correctness is not only one. And the truly beautiful things will not be concealed by its flaws." Gao Chuan was dumb, of course he knew this knowledge, but until this time, he Really understand this knowledge, and realize its own meaning and rationality.

Yiyi Gaochuan did not think about more questions because of this understanding. The questions answered before seemed to be just a flash of light. He was just silent, immersed in this wonderful and natural feeling. Until a moment, the sound of opening the door came from behind.

"Achuan? So early?" Listening to the voice, it was Gregya. Her voice was a bit ignorant and vague at first, but the next sentence became clear: "When did you come back last night? Don't you take a break?"

His body Gao Chuan turned his head, his face has no expression, but it is not blunt, giving people a soft feeling. This was completely different from the impression he had given people in the past, and Gregya couldn't help but be astonished.

"No, my jīng **** is very good." After a pause, he said: "It's never been better before."

"Uh, is it?" Gregya didn't know what happened, but she liked Gao Chuan better now, so she didn't ask any more, "I'm going to wake up." With that said, step forward quickly. The bathroom.

After a while, Sakuya's bedroom door opened. She entered the living room with the bear puppet, and also saw Gao Chuan, who was sitting on the sofa and seemed to be admiring the morning scenery. Although it was just a figure from the back, she also felt something different from the night before. She was in a trance, as if she had gone back to the past, the high school era where the Whisperer hadn't joined yet. Maybe Gao Chuan doesn’t remember it anymore. No, I don’t know. In her memory, the first meeting with him was when he hadn’t noticed it. In the early morning class classroom, Gao Chuan was sitting alone. On his seat, holding his chin, looking at the cao field through the window, he at that time exuded the same taste as him at this time. In the next door-like Sakuya, I caught a glimpse of this scene from outside the classroom, and was deeply moved by the unique and emotional atmosphere.

Although I really met Gao Chuan much later, since then, the scenery and smell of that day have been deeply imprinted in her mind, making her involuntarily pay attention to Gao Chuan's affairs. At this moment, the figure of Yi Tai Gao Chuan sitting quietly by the window seemed to overlap with the scene of that day. It made her seem to have traveled through time and space and returned to that day. Back then. She wanted to go up so much and took the initiative to say to him: "Hello, my name is Sakuya." However, she did not have the courage at the time.

So, now. Sakiya shifted his steps, and when Seiki Takakawa noticed her coming and turned around, he hugged his shoulder with a heartbeat of excitement, and said in his ear: "I am Sakuya."

Gao Chuan was a little bit astonished. He didn't understand why she had to say that. It wasn't that she had forgotten her, and it was not the first time she met. Why did her words seem to be self-introduction? Although puzzled. But he still subconsciously replied: "Well, I know." Sakiya's head pressed against the back of his head, so that he could not look back at her expression.

"I'm Sakuya..." There was a tremor in the voice behind her, she repeated, not knowing why, tears overflowed from her eyes.

"I know, you are Sakiya. I'm Takakawa." Takakawa stretched his hand back and touched Sakiya's cheek. There are mild water stains wherever the finger touches. He suddenly learned that Sakuya was crying, but he couldn't understand why she was crying. Feeling did not play the role of analysis at all, but it made him even more dazed, "Why are you crying? Have a nightmare?"

"I, I don't know either." Sakuya choked and said, "But. Great, Takakawa, just what I know."

"I..." Gao Chuan paused. Although he understood that he was equivalent to Gao Chuan who had jumped from another world line, various logics could be derived from this to prove that "I am not here." Shi Shi’s Sakuya knew Gao Chuan”, but there was an impulse in his mind to erase these “correct and possible conclusions”, and there was only one answer left: I don’t say anything at this time, just Sakiya's best response at this time. Moreover, it is also the most correct, most appropriate, and most natural response for myself.

He felt how hard Sakuya behind him used her forehead against the back of his head, as if to use all his strength to enter his mind. He obeyed the feeling in his heart and quietly stroked her hair with his backhand.

After a while, Saya's choking sound eased, she took a deep breath, supported the shoulders of the prosthetic Gao Chuan, and pushed her body away.

"It's okay? Ah Ye." Gao Chuan turned his head and looked at her expression.

"Yeah." Sakuya responded with a nasal voice, saying: "I'm going to wash." He ran into the bathroom in a hurry, and almost ran into Gregya who came out. Such a careless and confused look, without the demeanor of an adult at all, as if she was still a little girl.

"What's the matter?" Gregya looked at Sakiya's back in surprise, then turned her gaze back, and asked Takakawa, "So in such a hurry?"

Yi Ti Gao Chuan just smiled and did not answer, because he himself did not have an exact answer. However, it was enough to confirm that Sakiya was not crying because of sorrow. Gregya seemed to just ask casually and didn't go any further. She sat down on the other side of the sofa, turned on the TV, picked out some snacks, glanced at the empty beer can, and asked: "Drink early in the morning? Or did you not sleep last night?"

"I slept for a while, and I woke up before dawn." Said Gao Chuan.

"It's a jīng god, if only I have this kind of physical fitness." Gregya was a little unhappy, "When can I use mystical powers? Greystone is also fine. It's not that greystone is easier to get." Ah Chuan. If this continues, once a fight occurs, I will hold you back. Moreover, now this city is extremely dangerous."

"Don't worry~IndoMTL.com~ This time I asked you to come to London to complete this task." Yiti Gaochuan said: "Otherwise, Bajing will not send you over."

"Don’t you let me be responsible for regular negotiations and negotiations with other organizations?" Gregya looked over in amazement, "Moreover, besides me, there are no free regular affairs handlers among the whisperers. . Eight sceneries are very busy."

"Well, you do have quests, but they are only incidental." Yita Takakawa smiled, and said, "A member who has no power at any time can become a battlefield, and he will not simply assist. I was sent over to deal with regular affairs, because in this kind of place, negotiations are actually very simple, and there is no need to deliberately let an ordinary person come over to deal with it."

"So, is it a test? Accumulating experience?" Gregya seemed to come back.

"Your test has already passed. If you accumulate experience, the whisperer will have a lot of safe places. You don't need to put you in danger." Gao Chuan said to her bluntly, "Hope of Eight Views." You can become the diplomatic director of the Whisperer. This time you come here. In addition to broadening your horizons and getting to know more mysterious organizations, more importantly, you can take this opportunity to gain appropriate reinforcement. The Whisperer does not have any Something, owned by other mysterious organizations, and through this opportunity, formally say hello to the other party.". )