Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 879: Twins
Omi Qu Lima is the prosthetic body Gao Chuan takes drugs to inhibit abnormal reactions.
Gregya borrowed the locker room to change the embarrassing wet pants.
For a time, there were two people, Takakawa and Sakiya, in the office. Although he is worried about the prosthetic body Takakawa, Sakiya also knows what he can do. She turned on the computer in the office and began to browse through the files. The computer interface and files were naturally locked. However, when Sakiya was about to decode, she suddenly felt that she could type the password directly. Years of experience allowed her to follow this instinct, and the result also surprised her-she really unlocked it.
She doesn't understand. There has never been such a situation in the past. She knew that her intuition was accurate, but it was still hard to believe that she could get to the point where she could subconsciously crack these code locks-this could not be explained by intuition alone. She stared at her hands as if to see Find out what happened.
Sakiya's movements are not only unexpected but also reasonable for Takakawa. Has the personality preservation device started to work? He couldn't help but think. If Sakiya's anomaly at this time is summarized as the personality information left over from the previous world line-just as he himself had obtained the memory information of early Takakawa-it becomes reasonable and reasonable.
A person's personality is not only a memory, but also consists of more things. Yitai Takakawa feels that the current abnormality of Sakiya is precisely because the Sakiya information from the previous world line has been deposited in the Sakiya instinct of this world line through the personality preservation device.
In the previous world line, Omi is the wife of "Takakawa", and Sakiya also understands what Omi's work code lock is.
Sakiya flipped through the documents in the computer, most of the information was difficult to understand, too many graphs and values. Let her have a sense of sight, but this feeling can't help her interpret the meaning. The identifier used by Omi is different from that of ordinary people, and the related comments are not in normal language at all. Even the system is specially made. It is difficult for people who are accustomed to conventional computer software to adapt to this system. despite this. Still relying on that strange intuition, Sakuya quickly found the entrance to the Internet and wrote the relevant verification password, then plugged in the memory card that had been prepared, and started to modify the relevant information in the memory card according to his instinct. Collect the filtering details and running weight of the program.
If it's just a regular computer system, the information collection program and intrusion cracking program in the memory card can run according to the rules when it was packaged, but if you encounter this kind of special system, you will always be unable to start. The autonomous and rigid operation of the program is likely to activate the system firewall. Sakiya is not a computer expert either. She can only use tools and cannot program temporarily. In the past, she would give up in the first place when she encountered such a situation. However, this time. She feels she can succeed.
She took less time than she thought. Her body seems to have a natural intimacy and familiarity with this system. She doesn't understand why this is so. This is different from her intuition in the past. Although she was in doubt, Sakuya completed the adjustment of the program with a neat move that surprised even herself. Now, the memory card starts to work.
The prosthetic body Gaochuan heard the sound of the ventilator amplified. That's because the equipment in this office suddenly speeds up the working frequency. These details are easy to be noticed by the discerning person. However, he doesn't mind being noticed. Doing this kind of thing can't worry about being caught by the other party on the spot. He has another point of view to weigh the pros and cons. In this trade-off, what is important is a "fait accompli." Since Omi is a cyberball player, however, Yitai Takakawa has reason to believe in her, believing that even if she is not on the side of the whisperer, she will not deliberately become the enemy of the whisperer.
The prosthetic body Gao Chuan was not idle either. The pain of the alienation in his left eye stimulated his brain nerves. He had to think more to concentrate and get rid of this pain, despite being in this negative state. , The efficiency of thinking is not something to look forward to.
The body in the “reality” level has completely collapsed. Although the prosthetic body Gao Chuan hopes that this perception is only an illusion, he has to treat this scene as if he had seen it in a dream as a fact. Not mentioning the reason why the body collapsed into l, nor the undercurrent hidden under this sudden change, just thinking from the perspective of "Gaochuan", what kind of changes will this change bring to you?
Gao Chuan is a special patient with doomsday syndrome. Although special, the premise is still doomsday syndrome patients. It is in line with the classic symptoms and onset process of doomsday syndrome patients. Big difference.
After the doomsday syndrome is alienated into l, the physiological state has no meaning to talk about under normal circumstances, because l is an extremely stable form of existence. Its stability is not only manifested in "difficult to deteriorate", but also in its structure, which allows the alienated l from patients with different doomsday syndromes to be combined with each other. The process will not have more chemical reactions, just like a cup of Pour the clear water into another cup of clear water, completely, thoroughly, and become one.
According to human physiology, the structure of l at the molecular level is very different from that of the human body. According to a strict scientific definition, patients with doomsday syndrome alienated to l are already "dead". However, if you look at this substance not only from physiology, there are more possibilities-in the "hospital" research, the many possibilities that have arisen are based on the consensus reached by most researchers. The hypothesis called "Personality Float Theory"-its content is roughly: the personality of patients with doomsday syndrome split during the pathological process, and their original personality, if they do not die before they become l, then after they become l, their Existence will become more stable, and there will even no longer be the distinction between primary and secondary, and the concept of attachment will disappear completely, and will eventually float and wander in the fused l.
When the human body is still present, the mental symptoms of split personality are often reflected in patients showing inconsistent personality behaviors at different times and under different conditions. However, this is limited to the body's physiological structure and self The cognitive situation is a self-protection instinct under limited conditions.
Once the physiological structure changes. Self-cognition has also been alienated. When it goes beyond the strict definition of the existing human discipline, it remains to be discussed whether the relationship between split personality and master personality, as well as the interaction between them, will remain the same. At least, in the eyes of the researchers in the "hospital". It will never maintain the original relationship again. In the state of "physiological equality, uniqueness and commonality", if there are real personalities in it, then these personalities can no longer be limited to the primary and secondary relationship in the past—personality is also when the body is alienated. Alienation, when the body is completely changed, will also change completely. Such a statement is not limited to the subtle structure of a certain personality itself. It also lies in the way in which the relationship between multiple personalities is handled.
If an image metaphor is needed, one of the researchers put forward the saying "The personality relationship in l is like the interpersonal relationship in modern civilized society"-between personalities, due to changes in the social environment, In theory, they become equal, and no longer have differences in status due to differences in "begins". This is an extremely "idealized" statement. There must be many inaccuracies.
However, one thing is the default consensus of researchers. That is, if a patient with doomsday syndrome has split personality symptoms that are not much different from that of a normal mental patient, and only one person is active at the same time, then when the patient with doomsday syndrome collapses to l. In theory, all possible personalities can be active at the same time at the same time-even if all personalities are in a state of characterization, it is completely possible.
Researchers in the "hospital" are observing the data fed back to the display by the doomsday illusion device. To confirm this hypothesis, in the information that "Gao Chuan" can access, although this argument has already prevailed, it has not been thoroughly and without any doubt confirmed. However, as "Gao Chuan" who can personally contact the internal situation of the doomsday illusion, everything he saw in the doomsday illusion and the people he encountered has made him have no doubts about this hypothesis-turned into l Patients with doomsday syndrome continue to split their personalities, and these personalities will remain active at the same time-because of this, this vivid and lively doomsday world can be formed.
In this world, newborns are born every day, and different people maintain social relations at the same time every day, and many people die every day. The various emotional lives performed in a normal society are There is absolutely no shortage here. Isn’t it a very clear thing to look at the personality activities in l from this perspective? The birth of a new personality means the birth of a newborn. At the same time, the interaction of many theoretically equal personalities promotes the operation of the interpersonal social system in this world. The death of personality also means the death of someone in this world.
This is a mutual mapping, complex and complete system. Although everything here is mixed with a lot of consciousness instability, it is equally real. In the absence of great external stimuli, it itself is quite stable. The "mystery", which represents "instability of consciousness", does not disrupt the operation of this world. On the contrary, it itself is an element that promotes the operation of this world.
Yes, Yitai Gaochuan had to admit that, setting aside the problems of the "reality" level, and looking at this doomsday illusion only from the perspective of observation, it is a magnificent, complete and complete with a complete internal and external cycle. real world.
So, at this moment, "Gao Chuan," who has become one of the "Doomsday patients who have constructed this world and alienated into l", compares with the past, what new situation will there be?
The most sensitive point of Yi Tai Gao Chuan is also the point that he thinks is the closest to the truth, that is-the personality is equal and independent-this characteristic.
He hasn't forgotten that the biggest difference between himself and many past "Gao Chuan" is not in his own task, nor in the prostheticization, but in a sense that he is not a "single Gao Chuan". The personality of the young Gaochuan was maintained by "Jiang" and pulled out of hell.
Let’s not mention the existence of young Gao Chuan, whether it is a split personality or a parasitic personality. The prosthetic Gao Chuan understands that he and the other party are different. This difference is reflected in the difference in surface personality and way of thinking. It is this difference that prevents each other from being directly regarded as one. If the young boy Gaochuan could only stay in his own consciousness before, it can be regarded as the mapping of "patients with split personality while maintaining the structure of the human body. They follow only a superficial personality pattern at the same time", then the human body structure has completely collapsed. Now——
"He is free." Gao Chuan muttered to himself. Although he hadn't seen the scene with his own eyes, he believed in this judgment very much. Sooner or later, the young Gao Chuan will take a more practical attitude. Standing in front of him in the posture of another independent Gao Chuan.
Because, in l, the personality has no theoretical relationship between master and slave, and they are equal to each other. And "Jiang" is probably just for this purpose, and added a handful of it in the process of "Gao Chuan"'s actual body collapse. That monster really planned to do it, and it really did it-in the doomsday illusion. The young Gaochuan will no longer be a "phantom", but a real and independent Gaochuan personality.
Such a situation is not good. Both from the perspective of "reality" or from the perspective of "doomsday fantasy", Yitai Gaochuan feels extremely tricky. When he is no longer a cage, many possibilities he relies on will disappear. Young Gao Chuan and "Jiang". It is no longer just the two that only influence the world from the ideological world and gain freedom. What will it bring to this world? Yitai Gaochuan really didn't want to think about it.
Closer to say, at this sensitive point in time, something like this happened. If the two sides will not have a substantial conflict, then it is really surprising. What the body Gaochuan and the boy Gaochuan want, things to do. The tasks and responsibilities are the same, but their positions determine each other, and there is absolutely no possibility of coexistence.
There is only one "Gaochuan". There is only one "Gao Chuan" plan that can be realized-Yi Tai Gao Chuan thinks so, and he also firmly believes that the young Gao Chuan must also think so. Because there are some things that do not need to refer to the possibilities brought about by chance, and "people and people have different ideas" cannot be set between each other. Even if they evolve into the substantial independence today, the internals of both parties have the same quality. , The extremely heavy, extremely entangled essence, that is the essence that has been tempered through time and life and death-Gaochuan will.
"He will come, he will come, with the will of a hero, with the will of Jiang, standing in front of me." Sakiya couldn't help but worry even more with the expression of Takakawa murmured to himself. .
"Agawa? What's the matter? Are you uncomfortable?" Sakiya asked. Her work here went smoothly.
"No, it's nothing." Yita Takakawa raised his head, looked at her, and said, "When the affairs of Omi are entrusted to be completed, you can take Gregya back to the headquarters first."
Sakiya didn't expect him to say this, and couldn't help but wonder: "What about you?"
"It’s a bit of a personal matter to deal with." Yi Ti Gaochuan was very careful and said sincerely: "Trust me, Ah Ye, this is something that only I can handle. I can’t tell you the details, but I can Promise: Gaochuan, will definitely return to your side."
Yes, no matter what, Gao Chuan will come back to you.
Gao Chuan's eyes are extremely firm, and he is also extremely convinced. Sakuya often sees this kind of strong, tough and stubborn will in Gao Chuan. In the past, she could not change Gao Chuan's decision, and now there are no exceptions. The only thing that reassures Sakiya is that the promise that Gao Chuan has made so seriously has never been a precedent for breaking his promise. She decided to trust him, or to say, trusting him has become an instinct.
"I believe you--" Sakiya paused. She stared at the man with a calm face. The look in her eyes made Yoshitaka Takakawa feel that she seemed to see something through at this moment, "Don't be afraid, Agawa , No matter when and where, no matter where I am, my soul is with you." Her smile seemed to exude a peaceful fragrance.
"Don't be afraid—" This sentence made Gao Chuan the body in a trance for a while. How familiar is this. At different times ~ IndoMTL.com~ different world lines, different reincarnations of Gao Chuan's memory, he has already I can't remember, who has said this to him, and who he has said to him, but this is a sentence that brings power to people.
Don't be afraid, Achuan, don't be afraid—as if the sound from the long river of time, from the depths of reincarnation, from the other side of the world line, circling in the mind of the prosthetic Gao Chuan. His tight body gradually loosened, and he smiled calmly: "Who do you think I am?"
The electrolytic cell was originally full of green liquid colloids, but at this moment, it has completely turned into a water-like substance. The young man stands naked in the pool, just like a human being just out of the bath-watching this The staff in the scene cannot be sure whether the humanoid life in front of them is a real human being. Because there has never been a human being so born. They suddenly remembered that what would happen in this institute is definitely not "science", what they are witnessing is the "mystery" of life.
"Who are you?" they asked.
"I am Gao Chuan." The boy replied.
"Gaochuan?" Someone showed a look of surprise and confusion. Although there are many people with the same name and surname in the world, the name "Gaochuan" has a very special meaning in cyberball. (To be continued...)