Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1051: Perceptual Reality II

From the initial impression of the Doomsday Fantasyland, my school has always been weird. Before I came into contact with the mystery, this strangeness was like a mist on the mirror surface. Although I always felt a little concerned, but, It's okay to be so-so, I just think that as long as the level goes up, I will naturally go deeper into it, and I will probably be able to learn more things, and I don't feel very urgent. After being exposed to the mystery, the time to stay in the original city became very little. Before leaving the city, the troubles that followed had already racked people's brains, and there was no time to pay attention to the school and the student union. Things. "Fiction" novel chapters are updated fastest

In short, in the memory of the doomsday illusion, the days I stayed in this public high school were only more than a year. Now I have repeated the high school semester in this world, and the total time spent is barely combined. You can get me to the third year of high school.

The in-depth contact with Bajing and Sakiya in the doomsday illusion was placed in this world, about half a year earlier.

The courses here are almost the same as the ones in the doomsday illusion in my memory, whether in the classroom or classmates...No, some of the classmates have completely become strangers, combined with the memories of the reality in the hospital It is probably an explanation like "the personality consciousness that constitutes this part of the students has completely disappeared." It sounds very sad, I don't usually think about it this way, and try to only confine my guess to the general concept of "the world is different."

In the current school life, almost every minute and every second, there is keneng's strong or weak sense of sight, which makes me deeply feel a kind of time and space. School life is very boring at all. Even if there is an interest group, the usual activities will only be arranged fairly, and I want to make students and teachers recognize it. Passionate extracurricular activities and classroom teaching are not so easy things. I have a deep understanding of this. The excitement in the novel is only because it only intercepts the excitement, but in reality. Although it exists when it is worth remembering, it is mostly ordinary and ordinary. Repeated actions monotonously, every day is like an assembly line. As a top student, I accepted this kind of life. After that, it was the "mysterious" invasion of daily life that made me think I was going through the danger. After a stimulating life, returning to the original ordinary daily life, I will definitely not be able to bear it.

But, what it feels like now. The facts I have experienced have proved the immaturity of the original idea. Nowadays, this unremarkable time, thin and pale classroom teaching, and boring theoretical guidance all make me feel a long-lost peace, although this calm also sets off the turbulent undercurrent very clearly. I'm like walking on a country road with fresh air. Although the air is fresh, but from time to time you will smell the stench of cow dung.

There is no way. This world is also good. Other worlds are good, everything I can feel will not stay for a moment. Movement happens all the time, just like the chaotic but progressive feeling when using chain judgment.

"These days, the student union's work is very leisurely. However, the classmates said about the rumors about the old toilet, I want to go to the student union to check it." I said, "After all, since things like electronic demons have appeared , In the future, abnormalities will become more frequent. Although the occasions for mystery are not fixed. However, the more people and organizations with wider social relations, the greater the chance of noticing the abnormality. The inside story of the student union has not been added. It’s difficult for the people in the student union to understand, and to describe it...it’s also difficult to describe, because that feeling is too exaggerated, so no one believes it. But if things happen in school, then the student union must be the first time The most involved group."

"What we are going to do, will there be conflicts with the students?" Bajing confirmed once again, I think she should have already answered this point.

"Of course. I don't want the student union to get involved too deeply, but the student union will definitely explore it. After all, it is abnormal. Anything wrong in the school is within the responsibility of the student union." I answered bluntly and positively. To: "The advantage of us over the student union is that even if an abnormality occurs, it is not something a layman can easily do to deal with it, and there are experts on our side." I use my thumb without humility. Pointed to himself.

"Well, Agawa must be more capable than the students in the student union." Sakiya replied without hesitation.

"Oh? What a damn, although it did a good job last night." Bajing replied obviously wrongly.

If they say that they are merely the existence of the repeater based on my consciousness and are not part of the real them, then I would never believe it and would feel angry. During the time I was in contact with the world, the idea of ​​"they really exist" has gradually taken root in my heart. On a larger scale, from the perspective of the reality of the hospital, isn't the entire doomsday illusion a manifestation of the spiritual consciousness of patients with doomsday syndrome? The things that appear in it, as well as the repeater, are also the embodiment of this spiritual consciousness. The world that the repeater creates is also part of the doomsday illusion. Then, "the eight sceneries and Sakiya here It is also a part of the truly complete Eight Views and Sakuya." Such a statement can still be said. At least, I am willing to believe so.

Believing that the Eight Views and Sakiya here are not just my delusions, just like the doomsday fantasy, they are not just my delusions. All of this, when placed in the perspective of the reality of the hospital, it will become illusory. If you look at the doomsday fantasy and the reality of the hospital from the perspective of this world, you will also feel that the two are illusory, opposite, only from the perspective of the doomsday fantasy. Looking at the other two, it feels the same.

But it’s okay, it’s really okay, rationally unacceptable, but what humans have is not just rationality. Things like rationality are just things made up of human common sense, and human common sense is limited by humans. Its own limitations are only one-sided. It will only set off the human sensibility more beautifully and higher.

Human beings are a species that can even believe in the existence of "God." Then, I believe that all the inconceivables I face are all caused by the keneng nature of "spiritual high-dimensionality". Under the influence of higher-dimensional existence, the unique posture presented is also very romantic. And something worth believing.

The truth that belongs to me has always been by my side and has always been affecting me. It is precisely because they are real that they have an impact on me, and conversely, everything that affects me. In fact, they can all be considered real. Isn't it? The overall concept of "Gao Chuan" I am talking to myself, but not only to myself.

Before arriving at the school gate, the two girls and I moved a little apart, so that in the eyes of others, we are not as close as "not in love". To live in this school and maintain the status of top students, "puppy love" is still a taboo word, at least, it can't be put on the table in an upright manner. My relationship with Hakkei and Sakiya is very special. It is inevitable to go too close, but in this way, there will be quite a bit of criticism in other people's minds. The relationship between boys and girls should be maintained to the extent that the boundary is drawn on the table, and this is the degree that the school accepts.

Although, in the mouth of some students, this kind of hidden rules is extremely rigid and untimely, but. Why did you say that this is a public school that is the focus of enrollment? At least after graduating from high school, regardless of age. It is still ideologically that it is considered to be mature and qualified to fall in love until marriage. This is the truth in the eyes of most adults. In fact, I am not incomprehensible, and I also think. Although I was ignorant when I went to high school in the Doomsday Fantasyland, I can accept this idea now, and I should even support this idea.

Although he was forced to lock into a boyfriend and girlfriend relationship by Bajing. However, in my heart, Bajing is just a relative like a sister. There is no resistance to falling in love with her in this world, or even getting married. If it is her wish, if others think it’s okay, then it’s good to do so. However, after all, in my heart, the heartbeat and memories of the eight sceneries have always been concentrated in the love of relatives. As a male, the impulse towards women is only a small part of this family love. Manifestation. It's really funny to fall in love, because my love for her is incomparable to the love of men and women.

So, it doesn't matter, whether it is to deliberately increase the distance, or to close the distance as she wishes, it is no big deal. The Eight Views are like this, and Sakiya is the same. In my heart, I have already known what weight and position they occupy.

Hakkei and Sakuya squinted their eyes and made contact with my eyes. They seemed to apologize and regret not being able to walk together. It seems that if they walk together, they can show the intimacy between each other. However, it is actually unnecessary. , It is really embarrassing to suddenly become extra slender in such a place.

In order not to be bothered by this kind of embarrassment, I speeded up my pace without any sloppyness and took the lead in passing through the school gate with other classmates under the watchful eyes of a few on-duty disciplinary committee members. Then, I felt two dissatisfied eyes pierced from behind, thinking who was staring at me. Really, women are awkward at such times.

I walked into the classroom and sat in my seat. Five minutes later, the eight sceneries at the same table walked in from the door of the classroom. She sullenly looked like she was still in a mood, and didn't take the initiative to talk to me. I was not affected, and with a sense of nostalgia, I spent the afternoon class honestly. When school was over, I said to Bajing: "I went to the student union."

She said "Oh", seeing that her expression has recovered, she said to me as usual: "I am on duty today, so I don't have to go home together. Sakiya and I have agreed that I will go to school and leave school in the future. Go back together. If you need help, return to the classroom within half an hour and you should be able to find us."

"Well, but I don't think anything will happen. It's just to verify the rumors. Even if action is required, it won't be this afternoon." I replied.

"So, do you still act after late self-study?" Bajing paused and asked.

"If the rumors of the old toilets are not true, then, just patrol the night like last night." I said, "However, I observed Mr. **** this afternoon. He invited me to investigate the rumors of the old toilets. I think He will act tonight or tomorrow night. If the rumors are confirmed by the student union, then we will have to stay at the old toilet for these two nights."

"Oh? He's really a good old person. Mr. XX has always been competitive with you, and he has used shady means several times. Do you not understand?" Bajing's eyes skipped Mr. XX who was walking out of the classroom. From the back, he said calmly.

"It is normal for him to be competitive, because he also wants to enter the student union. However, I am a senior in the student union. However, for personal reasons, I do not recommend him to enter...In short, I stuck him, probably Let him." I smiled, "When I first applied for the student union, he also wrote the application. I heard that it was only an hour slower than me, but I had already taken the last place at the time. , So he was removed. It was cruel, and until now, he has not been able to apply."

"You entered the student union before him, so you have a certain right to decide whether he can join?" Hakjing asked curiously: "Isn't it the right to suggest?"

"Of course, after entering the student union, students of the same level often work together. Therefore, the first entrants also have requirements for the later entrants. If they feel that they cannot work together, of course they have the right to refuse. People usually don't just squeeze in." I explained to Bajing.

"However, there are more than one or two student council members of the same level, right? When your attitudes toward candidates conflict..." Hakjing didn't finish. But I understand what she meant.

"Usually the opinions of higher-level cadres will prevail, which is unfortunate. I am the highest-level cadre in our school level." I opened my hands and said with a smile.

"No wonder Jun **** is always aiming at you, but he can only use anticlimactic means." Ba Jingdong smiled profoundly, "He has a certain understanding of students, so. I am also very afraid of the student union. I think , The whisperer will use his time."

"Well, you are the head of the whisperer, past or present. So, you can make your own decisions about this kind of thing." I said. Grabbed and packed his schoolbags, stood up, and walked out the door.

The main office of the Student Union is located in the multimedia teaching building commonly known as the "East Building." The space below is open to all teachers and students of the school, and the daily management power is also in the hands of the student union. If there is no special situation, although the school will use the equipment in the building, it will not intervene in management tasks. So, of course, the on-duty management personnel of this building are the cadres and officers of the Student Union, and this job can be regarded as a work-study program exclusively for the Student Union. The school’s office is at the top. However, if something happens to students on campus, it is generally more timely to consult and seek help from the student union than to get help from the school.

In many schools, there are generally two priorities for students in this school: the head teacher of their class, and the student union. When it comes to matters, according to my own judgment, there are people who tend to be the head teacher and the student union. However, even the head teacher responds to the student union a lot of times. Even if you don’t respond immediately and plan to deal with it yourself, you must submit a report to the school and the student union afterwards.

Because of the great power of the Student Union, the affairs in the Student Union are often very busy. Of course, after high school students are selected into the student union, the metropolis will become an official, do some tedious chores, act as an assistant to the cadre, and conduct adaptive training for the student union’s work. However, there are also some people, like me, who were just selected when they were selected. To be promoted to a cadre, immediately by handling part of the cadre's work, and using the results to prove oneself, has the qualifications to immediately become a cadre and become a new member leader of the same level. However, these jobs are naturally "easy and easy" for veteran cadres.

At this stage, even a top student like me who wants to get in-depth contact with more challenging jobs is not recommended by the Student Union. Students will have their own set of procedures and methods for cultivating cadres, as well as specialized personnel to observe and judge the efficiency and effects of this set of procedures. After collecting enough experience data, they will start to determine whether some of them are indeed “not”. It is a rather slow process to make adjustments where it is suitable and where it cannot keep up. This adjustment is placed in the entire history of the existence of the Student Union. It is very common for a member who has been a cadre since the first year of high school. By the time he graduates, the operation mechanism of the student union has not been adjusted once. This is a very common situation.

However, I think that if students will perceive the emergence of "mystery" and receive a huge impact, and realize that the good operating mechanism has come to the test, then adjustments will definitely come soon, and will Will be extraordinarily efficient.

This school is very weird. You will feel this deeply only when you become a student union cadre and have indeed accepted practical tasks, and when you compare the situation with other schools.

The tentacles that the Student Union extends to the society, its own scope of authority, and the efficiency of its operating mechanism are all too amazing. There are many things that a high school student should not come into contact with. This is the focus of higher education for the university’s ivory tower, not a technical school for the melting pot of society.

However, in my opinion, you can get in touch with these things that high school students shouldn’t have. This is the same for me. Although I seem to be a little more sensitive, there is indeed no such powerful and clear idea that "this school and the students will be wrong".

Now, I have returned to this school again. Although the world is different, the weirdness of this school does not seem to have changed much. It's just that the situation I have to face is indeed completely different from the one I lived in the doomsday illusion. So, I have new ideas for this unchanging school.

I sorted my thoughts and set foot in the "East Building" of the student union headquarters again. In the past few days, I never stepped into this place with such a mood. In that smooth day-to-day period, even the tasks assigned by the student union were trivial and ordinary. There was no need to report back to the headquarters. The method of notifying the tasks was to send personnel from the headquarters to notify them after private contact.

"Sure enough, when the mood is different, the goal is different, and the situation is different, things that I thought will not change will become different in my eyes." I muttered to myself and walked into the elevator.

The multimedia teaching building is as lively as ever. Many students value the equipment and environment of the computer room, multimedia classroom and reading room here, and gather here for extracurricular activities after school. Most students enter a place like the computer room and will not study, but play games and watch movies. However, it is allowed here, and only allowed here. If it is placed outside this building, it is Prohibited. In the past, there existed commercial Internet cafes around the school~IndoMTL.com~. However, it was banned after the construction of the multimedia classroom. The reason is probably: this is a normal extracurricular activity under the supervision of the school and the student union, because there is supervision, so there is no. Moreover, in order to carry out the necessary supervision of student activities, any environment that prevents the supervision work from proceeding smoothly must be purified.

The equipment of only one multimedia building can meet the needs of the school and the student union, but it cannot meet the needs of the entire school, but it is also the purpose of the school and the student union to use "a small number of preferential treatments" to awaken competitiveness. Moreover, this The boundaries of this "minority preferential treatment" must be subtle and cannot be blamed. Just like the current situation, equipment cannot satisfy everyone, so if you want to use equipment, you should compete within the scope allowed by the school, whether you use physical strength or brain, if neither of them can occupy the quota of "minority people", It is useless to protest in this way, because “the school’s funds are limited and cannot satisfy everyone. It is not only the negligence of our educators, but also the reality of this country”. But it is completely open to say. When it comes out, no one will put forward any opinions that will lead to "the school's surroundings are filled with copper odor and cannot be supervised".

This school has never divided key classes or key locations. The school and the student union have always used various methods to let everyone realize how exciting and interesting "real campus life" is. However, if you want to enjoy a pleasant campus life, you must accept the reality of competition, because resources are always in a state of "man-made insufficiency". (To be continued...)()