Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1095: Expectations and deviations

If I conceal my thoughts, and then try my hands and feet after secretly determining the route of the team, it may be much more advantageous in many ways. However, my sensibility makes me reluctant to take this sneaky approach. The conflict between ideas and the team’s plan is not because I am incompatible with this team. Although I did not have any friendship with them before the Raiders of Las Vegas, becoming teammates is only a recent thing, and I don’t know much about them. However, it is a clear fact that I exist in the same team for the same goal. I did not participate in this plan to disrupt this operation. I have always been in the position of this team to think about various issues, just I used a dark hand for unexpected disagreements that suddenly appeared in the course of the action. Even if it works rationally, it is not justified emotionally. I would rather tell them clearly what I will do, and then in case of a conflict that comes In the face of more difficult situations, they are unwilling to behave in the face and secretly.

I know, this is a stupid behavior. If in fact they become enemies, then no matter what the cause is, they will not be allowed to back down. The mysterious experts who can participate in this operation can be called yes People who are determined, this is not to say that they will never be weak or make mistakes, but in the same harsh environment, they can do better than most people. I don’t think it is ruled out. "After the factors, only the level of will, cognition, ability, and experience can surpass everyone in this team, so I don't think that once the team makes a decision, I can change the possibility of this decision. .

However, I am still here, in front of the top commander and the three captains, speaking out such thoughts full of personal factors. I am very stubborn. As they say, it's like an awkward, a tendon, Unsophisticated children. I have no intention to comment on this statement. Because what I do is like this before their eyes. And I can’t change what I want to do just because of their tongue.

The contradiction between us, there is no reconciliation at the beginning, this is the inevitable plan and my plan. If one party must make concessions, then, in their opinion, it should be me making concessions, and In my opinion, it is the opposite-I understand how selfish this decision is. In the visible and deducible range, the "favorable" factors are far less than the "unfavorable" factors. I use "This is the doomsday truth." The reason for the "expectation of expectations", the plan to refute, seems reasonable. However, the reason to be inferred from the standpoint of the bystander really has not been considered by personally experiencing every link? I don't think so. Even if you reach a tacit understanding with Doomsday Shinrikyo, analyze intelligence and make plans, you must consider the situation of Doomsday Shinrikyo. If you don't even have this degree of caution, you don't even have the opportunity to be established, which constitutes the seven permanent members of the board of directors. Mysterious organizations, including the Internet ball, have long been swallowed by the Doomsday Truth Cult. It does not operate with a mysterious organization as its core. Every mysterious organization, as long as it reaches a certain scale, will deal with Doomsday Truth, knowing that What a terrible organization it was. The original intention of its establishment, the biggest and the most sure enemy target, is the Doomsday Shinrikyo. Even now it seems that the focus of the struggle is shifting to the Nazis, but the existence of the Nazis is indeed the beginning , It is not the first goal.

With the Doomsday Truth Sect as the opponent, fighting for so long, it is absolutely impossible not to consider the things I said before. In this environment, the plan given will inevitably go through many aspects. The depth and breadth of consideration are bound to be more complicated than what I thought alone. This also means that the reasons I put forward for changing the plan are actually very inadequate, and they are not necessary at all. In terms of actual operations, the Las Vegas Special Operations Force has the authority to temporarily change the plan, but at present, it does not have the conditions to do so. No matter how beautiful I say, just for my own ideas, It is impossible to change the top-secret plan conceived by the entire organization.

I also think the possibility is not even 1%, but it is still proposed here. This makes the Supreme Commander Rivet and the three captains feel a headache. They obviously wrote this idea on their faces. In fact, if the night crow quark still existed, I still had some actual bargaining chips, and now, there are no more bargaining chips that can be known by them-the former three-level magic pattern messenger Now it is just an ordinary person, and the object "Zuojiang" that can be relied on has also become the mental patient "Zhenjiang". Although its mystery has led to various coincidences, which have become obscure and profound, it is still very important for those who have completed the initial integration. Dozens of mysterious experts will come and say, and they will never think that "Zhenjiang" can be powerful enough to solve everyone.

Bargaining chips must be recognized by the other party in order to have the possibility of trading. It is buried deep, and unknown gold, no matter how much it has, is no different from nonexistent. I have very few chips. Despite my strong determination, can this determination impress the four people in front of me? I don't take a fluke on this point.

There is no fluke.

Rivet said: "It is not okay to change the plan. Our intelligence, technology and preparations so far have only such a framework. If we deviate from this framework, whether we can achieve our goals... Gao Chuan, at least, I don’t I feel that we should take this risk. Mystery is unrecognizable and illogical, and even a little change will lead to what kind of results. It will not surprise people. Now, what we are doing is such a thing. We don’t understand the node technology, so we can only execute each step of the plan according to the plan, and we have to pray that we have done enough surprises and the technology provided by the intelligence is accurate enough. Under such complex conditions, we need to change Plan, forgive me for nothing. Follow the steps. [,!], you can enter the next link, which is already extremely happy. To be able to enter that world and gain the power to continue to implement the plan in that world, this is this one. The goal of the team, beyond this, even if there are better results, I will not try."

Rivet refused very simply. He made a lot of sense, and I was speechless. This is a very obvious logic. I have known for a long time the results obtained now. There is no unexpected place at all. Standing. His position. His decision may not be perfect. But it is mature, reassuring and worth following. It’s just that, standing on my position. The resulting contradictions are as expected, There is no possibility of relaxation.

So far, I have not been able to determine whether the node is opened on the campus, and whether there is a mature mechanism operating behind it, but the target is the Doomsday Shinrikyo and the Las Vegas Special Operations Force. This is already There is no doubt. If I want to close the node to the campus, I must destroy the materials and equipment in the hands of the two organizations. Even to further adjust the environment of this Victorian Heavy Industry Materialized Zone-you can open the node here and choose to The node is opened here, naturally because there are such conditions, the gray fog that is permeated in the abandoned capital and cannot be processed in time should be an extremely critical factor.

From "Plus", I have heard that earlier, the gray fog in the abandoned capital area was not so dense. After confirming that the gathering place could not leave this large and enclosed area, it has been trying to restore Victoria The physical and chemical processing equipment left over by heavy industry. A large part of these equipment has been damaged due to time and battles. However, in the efforts of the gathering place, a part of it has been restored. Created a relatively good living environment, and is still trying to expand the scope of purification-even in the battle with elementary life and dead soldiers, this action has not been given up, and so far, it has continued. "Peace" and "Peace" "Add" such a deserted area search team is the professional who does this kind of work in the most dangerous environment.

For a long period of time, the purification work of the gathering place has been very slow, but it is still moving forward. The progress of the work has fallen behind the generation of gray fog. Nowadays, the deserted area is filled with gray fog, and only in the tree tube belt can you breathe freely. For the people in the gathering place, this is extremely angry and makes people can't help but think. It is necessary to find out the situation-with such expectations, all search teams, including "Ping" and "Plus", are trying to advance to areas that have been and have not arrived, trying to figure out the reasons. And solve the reason. Of course, the biggest targets of suspicion are concentrated on their old opponents, the body life and the safety net. However, after the Doomsday Shinrikyo raided the gathering place, I think they should also expand the target of suspicion to In the Doomsday Truth cult, it becomes vigilant towards us outsiders.

It is true that in terms of time, the Las Vegas Special Operations Force cannot be the cause of the gray fog problem, but it is difficult to say whether what the team is doing now will become an accomplice. It is relying on the power of the gray fog to open the node.Then, the Las Vegas special combat force that implements the plan will naturally rely on the same factors-the gray fog is vicious, but many people and many things need its power. , This is no different from the cycle that leads to the destruction of the ruling bureau.

Create a gray mist, use the gray mist, and then, I don’t know when, it will be swallowed by the gray mist, all thoughts that I think can be controlled are just a fluke mentality-to some extent, in fact, I am also Do the same thing, and zoom in to the entire doomsday illusion, everyone is actively or passively, falling into this kind of psychology, this kind of cycle.

Standing to observe in the reality of the hospital, this is the manifestation of the "malignant enlargement of the lesion". What I can observe and understand the "malignant enlargement", there is no sign of stopping at all, just like after the collapse of the **, It will be further carried out on the level of personality spirit. Indeed, it is very stable in theory, and the personality spirit that exists in it seems to be able to use a form of "no barriers" to continue to form the environment required for survival and growth. However, , Everything that happened in the doomsday illusion is warning me, "Can continue to live and grow" is just an illusion.

The repeated collapse of the doomsday illusion, the spread of the gray haze cycle and the expansion of mystery, the manifestation of the doomsday process, and the various abnormal events and heterogeneous existences presented in it, it is absolutely impossible to have no personality and spirit of the doomsday syndrome patient Influence. Influence is inevitable and extremely profound. Otherwise, why should there be "doomsday" as the name implies.

No matter what angle or direction you look at the world. This world is morbid, and the people and things that exist in it are also morbid, but the degree of manifestation is different. I think I am a mental patient. However, it does not mean that other people are normal. It is just that compared to me, they are relatively normal. It is also because this is an inherently morbid world, so it is slightly peaceful in daily life. His personnel are extremely precious, making people want to cherish and save them.

I'm also intoxicated by sensibility, so when implementing a very rational plan, I will use emotional decisions to disrupt my own steps. When I add a lot of trouble to myself, I will bet that "it is not the best or the most." Bad ending.

I even know that what the other me in London is doing is rationally speaking. The most correct and safest way is, even Shise and Dorothy are already on the side of the other me. , And their choice is not wrong.

Yes, just because I recognize these situations, but still go on like this, I am hopeless, and I don't need any salvation. I can't convince.[,! ] My own sensibility, so I cut off the path of turning back.

What to do, what not to do, to look back or not to look back, is just a matter of thought, I will not regret it, the decision is made by myself, so I must bear it, nothing more.

Contradictory, immature, irrational, whimsical, stubborn like a child. I am such a person, such a "Gaochuan".

So--

"Then there is no way." I said to the top commander Rivet and the three captains: "You can put me in custody, but don't expect me to catch it."

"Now you have no ability to resist." Rivet stood up and said to me: "Sorry, although I want to cherish every member of the team and I am willing to listen to everyone's thoughts, but because of this, I I have to do something unkind."

As soon as his voice fell, Sigma, Louise and Chameleon had appeared next to Mae and I, pressing the two of us on the seats. I felt the changes in their mental and physical details, standing Whether it’s the rivet on the other end of the table, or the three captains who were in direct contact with the two of us, they are already in a state of combat. Even if they are facing only an outdated third-level magicweave messenger, and a seemingly different one. The mentally ill woman used in Zhong also didn't have any serious thoughts. Attitude, it was completely when we were two of us, still the past three-level Mageweave messenger and Zuo Jiang to evaluate.

Almost at the same time, the rivet activated the "mystery" in the room. The light-like circuit spreads from the center of the desktop to the surroundings, and after a few breaths, it spreads to every corner. The light from this chest makes People feel that even the space is fixed. The invisible force confines my body, making me unable to move even a single hair, and even unable to speak. On the contrary, it is on the side of Zhenjiang, which seems to be of no use.

The nervous whisper, in this case, became more obvious and weird. Louise, who was holding Mae, jumped away suddenly, her expression seemed to be frightened, but she was somewhat surprised. She was not attacked, Even if others asked "what's going on", she couldn't answer, but as a captain, her ability and experience are worth anything. "Thriller without any reason" is the biggest anomaly. Rivet and the three captains His eyes are fixed on Mae, and he only pays attention to my actions with the rest of the light.

I really don’t have the energy to act. I can’t do anything with a knife-shaped critical weapon hanging around my waist. Compared to my normal, Mae’s abnormality is too obvious. She is just whispering to people. Hearing different words, the sounds made became more and more creepy. Even so, the four cautious people did not act immediately-because they did not know how to act and what changes would be made. Zhenjiang could not predict. , Can't understand, can't feel with the intuition of a mysterious expert.

The more experienced mystery expert is, the more I can understand the horror of Zhenjiang in meticulous experience. Even if Zhenjiang does not exude the terrifying mystery, it is enough for people to understand. She really is not a soft persimmon.

"Gao Chuan, Mae... aren't they human?" Louise asked suddenly, "What is she?"

Not every thing with a human form is human-every mystery expert will have such experience.

But I can’t answer. Even if I can answer, there is no answer. I don’t know what Zhen Jiang is. She has a deep relationship with "Jiang" and "Virus". There are all kinds of hints, so I can think about it. The meaning of her existence. However, there is no evidence to prove what she is and what is the meaning. My guesses and inferences have always been just guesses and inferences.

"Really? You don't know." As if knowing what I was thinking, Louise replied to herself. Whether she really saw through my thoughts, there is no meaning here. I can't Do anything, and don't know the answer she wants. At this moment, I am just a passerby who is not simply.

With this recognition, I waited silently for what will happen next. Maybe, Zhenjiang will not resist, so the two of us are sealed in this temporary meeting room. Maybe, Zhenjiang will do What surprised them. But, in any case, I have no worries. I have never doubted that I can get rid of this predicament and continue my own actions.

"Finally, I want to know, how is Jiangchuan's situation?" I asked the last one, which is also the first question.

"...It's a pity that she died. It was one of the first batch of people who died after entering this area. We don't even know how she died, but the news of her death has been confirmed." Speaking of rivets.

Although his words are credible, there is no need to lie to me, nor do they think they are lie, but it is really difficult to give me real feelings.

"He hasn't given up yet." Louise said to others: "Although it's a little hard to imagine, it's better to be safe."

Sigma nodded, stomped his feet calmly, and said: "The deviation has already appeared...I have a bad feeling, maybe I shouldn't use abilities."

"What else can we do? Kill the two of them? This is not in line with the plan." The chameleon's attitude shows a lot of things. The enemy's position. Therefore, they are hesitating whether to use more intense violence.

"Just let them stay here." Rivet finally made a decision, "This decision may not be correct."

"But it's comforting." Sigma said, paused, and then said: "The deviation is widening, I can't find the source."

"Not Mae?" Louise asked.

"I can't feel it, I can't tell." Sigma said: "We think we should leave immediately."

.[,! ]

"Go." Rivet said without hesitation, and took the lead and left the room. The three captains followed. When the door of the meeting room closed, I heard Sigma's voice again: "The deviation reached the critical point. "However, there is no concrete manifestation. Instead, the circuits throughout the room further proliferate, just like actions taken to combat this "deviation enlargement".

I don’t doubt Sigma’s judgment. I don’t think they will doubt the Rivet. The mysterious experts from Torchlight are extremely sensitive to deviations. They are experts in the operation of this concept. The mystery presented is deeper than anyone else. However, for people, deviation is not an immediate and obvious manifestation in many cases. Therefore, it is difficult to judge whether it is in recognition of its existence. Good or bad.

What Sigma confirmed was only the existence of "deviation". However, although he could not find the source, I believe that the source came from Zhenjiang. At least, I think so, rivet The four of them took their lives.

The room is quiet and silent, only Mae paused the sound abruptly and looked up at me. I couldn't move, I could only use the corner of my eye to look at the eyes hidden behind the hair.

I can't see anything, Zhenjiang may have done something. After that, I heard the sound of opening the door, and then, the power that bound my whole body disappeared. I looked back and saw Jiang Chuan from the door Walked in there, as if it was just an ordinary room.