Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1138: Touch
Chang Huai'en looked up at the sky, and for the first time such a huge vision appeared in this repeater world with an area comparable to the City of London. In the visible range, the entire sky was stirred into a vortex by a huge force, and the bright light radiated from the center of the vortex, even more dazzling than the sunlight. The downstairs he was on was a street where people came and went. Most of these residents are not humans in the normal sense, but a subconscious reflection. Their number is roughly equal to the total number of people living in London at this time—in the material world. Outsiders cannot recognize their subconscious reflections in the world of the repeater, but the external surface consciousness and the subconscious reflections in the world of the repeater are not completely separated. The mutual influence between the two. It is proceeding in an obscure way that even Chang Huai'en himself cannot directly observe.
To put it simply, if people in the repeater world are affected, this impact will inevitably involve the appearance of the same person outside the material world. Because of this, Chang Huai'en is a little worried. The sky is huge and magnificent. How will this change affect London as a whole? Although, those people who come and go on the street don't seem to realize that the sky is changing dramatically. There is a power that keeps them from raising their heads, as if from a deeper state of consciousness, it makes them subconsciously not to care about the changes in the sky.
Repeaters are creations similar to the "crystallization" of human collective subconsciousness. Moreover, in the subconscious theories of the wheelchair man and Chang Huai'en, they are all abnormal and should not exist. Among the consciousness-walkers in the world, Chang Huai'en believes that he is the most aware of the negative impact this shouldn’t exist but exists on the world. Sometimes, he felt that if all the repeaters could be made to cease to exist-it was not destroyed. Rather, it will be decomposed and restored to the original state of human collective subconsciousness-the so-called end of the world will get a real turn for the better. However, on the other hand, it can also be considered that it is precisely because the end of the world is approaching that such anomalous things will appear.
Repeaters are terrible. It is also very sensitive, and since it appears in such a "crystalline" way, Chang Huai'en believes that there must be a "core" that allows it to form such a form. After Chang Huai'en was transformed into a "philosophical ghost" that relies on a repeater to exist, he has turned his research focus to the search for this "core". first. He needs to have a concept of this "core", although it is impossible to actually know and understand the unknown, but at least conceptually. Only by confirming such existence can we use various methods to demonstrate the "correctness" of this concept, and then find such things. To put it simply, it is an argumentation process from idealism to materialism-the whole steps are contrary to normal scientific ideas, but. It is feasible to deal with "mystery", and this is a methodology that his mentor, wheelchair man, has explored from Omi's research methods.
Omi’s other path, although it made her a stranger, it also broadened the horizons of many people. Wheelchair people admire it very much, and Chang Huai'en has inherited the mantle of wheelchair people. As a senior member of the cyber ball, he has witnessed the "miracle" created by Omi many times at close range. Therefore, I have an extremely deep understanding and confidence in a set of mysticism methodology that I inherited, applied, and continued to develop.
Nevertheless, he still learns from what he has observed in the collective subconscious of human beings and the "philosophical ghost" changes he has personally experienced. And the various changes that followed, including the "Three Pillars Ceremony", realized a huge problem-the doomsday process of the entire world seemed to be accelerating. This is a feeling. The changes that were supposed to be a long time apart have happened in a rush. Chang Huai'en has a very urgent feeling that his time is running out, but as long as he can go deep into the repeater and find the "core" that constitutes the repeater, he may be able to change this situation that makes people unable to breathe.
However, before he decides to speed up and devote himself to the plan, he must confirm the completion of the "Three Pillars Ceremony".
The so-called "Three Pillars Ceremony" originated from the "Tianmen Project" of the Doomsday Shinrikyo. Its purpose is to ensure the stability of the repeater structure and confirm the characteristics of the repeater under conventional power. In a certain sense, the repeater is "omnipotent" if it locks the target as "human", but the breadth and complexity of this "omnipotent" also makes it unstable and difficult. operate. Just like a thin person who wants to drive a racing car, he can only reduce the horsepower of the engine. Whether it’s Omi’s “three-pillar ceremony” or the “four cornerstones” in the prototype of the Tianmen Project, its essence is to use repeaters. The power is weakened to the extent that it can be controlled by the artificial repeater control core.
Although on the surface, the repeater control core "Marceau" is working well at this time, but this is only because the repeater is also in a state of "gentle and inefficient operation", but once the repeater If there is a confrontation between them, its operating state will inevitably rise to an extremely accumulated level. If there is not enough strength of the "three pillars" or "four cornerstones", the power of the repeater is likely to run away, and even the people will be deeply affected by it. Harmful.
Although, from the perspective of occultism, the three pillars and the four cornerstones do not have a difference in strength simply because of the size of the "number", but Marceau, one of the three pillars, is being Before the transformation, he was just an ordinary person. Even if Chang Huai'en possesses an extremely powerful mystery, he will be lowered by his "average"-although there is no instance that proves such a situation-therefore, his mystery is stronger than that of Chang. Wyan, even the "super system" which is equivalent to a repeater, has become one of the ideal three pillars.
Chang Huai'en also believes that it is reasonable to make the "super system" one of the three pillars, but since the mystery of the "super system" is so strong, then in the process of fusing repeaters, it is inevitable to let People are worried, and once something goes wrong, the impact is unimaginable. Now, the huge abnormality in the sky is naturally an anomaly formed during the process of integrating the "Super Series" into the repeater. Although it looks spectacular, it makes people feel scared.
Intuitively, the "pillar of light that pierces the sky" is not a negative phenomenon, but the "sky" that is stirred into a whirlpool by a huge force also does not make people feel good. All the details are combined. There is a feeling of pulling between "good" and "bad".
Although, in terms of identity, Chang Huai'en is one of the three pillars, and it is necessary to guide the whole process to dispel bad phenomena. However, he has just become a "philosophical ghost" and he does not have the actual control ability over the repeater. Marceau is the control core. Chang Huai'en's authority is only to "tell Marceau what to do" and "how to do it". "It is more controlled by Marceau. therefore. In the process of "super-system" fusion of repeaters, only Marceau was the only one who assisted the whole process in a real sense.
To what extent Marceau can achieve, Chang Huai'en is not clear. His understanding of Marceau is limited to when she was an ordinary human. Since Marceau was transformed into a "repeater control core" by Omi. And after focusing on the task of repeater construction, it’s hard to see it. Although Marceau often appears in the form of projection in the base, such contact is not enough to make people truly understand. Time capacity.
Because I don’t understand. Therefore, Chang Huai'en can only wait passively.
Ten seconds later, the light penetrating the huge vortex of the sky began to expand, and within a moment, the entire vortex became riddled with innumerable amounts. Chang Huai'en believes that this is a sign that "good" overwhelms "bad". Until this moment, his tense mood eased.
Is it over? Chang Huai'en thought, those lights were intertwined on the rooftop, and a huge light state magic circle was formed and suspended. Standing on the edge of the magic circle, Chang Huai'en couldn't feel any power in it. However, the existence of the phenomenon proves that it is the result of force. The magic circle rose to his waist, and it expanded to three times the area in the blink of an eye, and then more light penetrated into this plane magic circle. Woven into a solid spherical shape. After that, the volume of the spherical magic circle tripled again. Chang Huai'en felt that this spherical magic circle was breathing like alive. After a few breaths, it would expand once. He faintly heard the beating sound of his heart, but when he explored it carefully, he heard nothing. arrive.
With this building as the center, the spherical magic circle continuously expands towards the end of the field of vision. After dozens of breaths, Chang Huai'en can't observe all of it at all. And in the most central position, not far from him, more light intertwined into a ball, shining and agitating, just like a fast-growing embryo. And at the moment when the light shattered, a book was suspended there-the leather cover was black and very thick, and the thickness of the entire book was equivalent to that of an Encyclopedia Britannica. I can feel that it must carry huge information, and this information is transformed into a heavy and powerful sense of power in the mind of the watcher-this is the power of knowledge. Anyone who reads this book will be in the first place. For a while, this feeling came out strongly, even if this person had never heard of this sentence.
"Super system?" Chang Huai'en hesitated, after all, the form of the super system at this time is different from the past. Although as a "tablet computer", its meaning also looks like a symbol of a collection of information, but because it is not a "person" but an "object", when it is presented in an ideological manner Chang Huai'en originally thought that it should still have an image with the characteristics of modern technology products.
The book with a black cover turns slowly, as if waiting for someone to pick it up. Chang Huai'en felt the call for the first time. He hesitated. The super system was too mysterious. Although the Catwoman did not have any side effects when it was used, when it entered the world of repeaters, After such a change had taken place, Chang Huai'en couldn't help but be cautious from the bottom of his heart. It seemed that the sense of calling from the depths of the heart did not confuse him, but even if he stood here and pondered, it was impossible to get a clear answer.
Chang Huai'en believes that it is a very risky thing to get in touch with this book at this moment. However, Marceau is not here. As one of the three pillars, he must shoulder this responsibility. He thought about it seriously, and when he put it in action, he only paused for a while, and his steps became firm. He walked up and tentatively stretched out his hand. The distance between the two was only a few centimeters, but a strong sense of rejection suddenly appeared in his heart, resisting this movement. This sense of rejection is not a sense of crisis, but Chang Huai'en still understands that his instinct is issuing a warning.
His hands became very heavy, and the air seemed to be full of resistance. Every millimeter of his hand moved forward, he was fighting against him. This kind of battle made him quickly put away unnecessary thoughts, Chang Huai'en noticed. The more you think about it, the stronger you can stop yourself from picking up this book. It is true that instinct is warning myself not to touch this unknown mystery, but. He also understands his own responsibilities and ideals, so he must be exposed to it. Since the sense of rejection is not a sense of crisis, then let's try it-this kind of thinking continues to expand in the struggle of thinking.
Finally, Chang Huai'en closed his eyes. He handed out his hand vigorously. A clear touch came from his fingertips, and the touch suddenly became sharp, as if it had been pricked by a needle, but it still felt like leather. He opened his eyes for a moment and grabbed the spine of the book hard. In an instant, he felt a huge force spread all over his body along his arm. It's like electricity rushing through blood vessels and nerves. This huge force even penetrates every pore in the body and vents to the surroundings. The air flow was stirred to form a whirling wind, centering on Chang Huai'en, spreading outward again, making a "brushing" sound.
The debris on the ground. The small pipelines and the iron bars that were not shut in were all bulged, making rhythmic clashes.
At this time, Chang Huai'en knew the name of the book, like an idea that suddenly popped out of his mind—this is Index, "Forbidden Books Catalog." The book is very thick, but its content is not like the title of the book, it is just a table of contents. Only by looking through the catalogue can the specific content be further determined. And these contents explain the mechanism of the operation of the world. It involves the truth of destiny, and even can adjust a certain goal from the macro and micro levels, and this power is the truth of the "super system" as a "wish machine" in the past. To use such power. It’s impossible not to pay anything. Catwoman has no impression of her past, precisely because she paid such a price, or in other words, sacrificed her past. Since then, she has People who "do not have a past".
There is no past-this statement is very contradictory, and under normal circumstances, this statement is not valid. However, in the hypothetical derivation of quantum mechanics for high-dimensional changes, the concept of "time" has become very peculiar, and the time that represents the "past" of something in common sense will disappear in a sense. But in occultism and philosophy, the situation of "there is no past" also exists. Therefore, Chang Huai'en quickly recognized such "explanations", and these "explanations" were actually just the ideas that came to mind for the first time after he came into contact with the "Forbidden Books Catalog."
This idea directly explains the price of using this power. This banned book catalog is the result of the fusion of the super system and the repeater. Its power is stronger than the pure "super system". At the same time, it also limits the controllability of the repeater to what the "Forbidden Books Catalog" has Functionally, it becomes stable. However, because the mystery of the "Forbidden Book Catalog" itself is so powerful, the repeater can exert greater performance in the "range of control".
While knowing what kind of terrible mystery the "Forbidden Book Catalog" is, Chang Huai'en couldn't help but think that perhaps this repeater integrated with the "super system" is the strongest of all repeaters. One. However, next, he must make a choice.
A fatal choice.
Perhaps the current performance of this repeater is the strongest among all repeaters, but this strength still cannot cause a gap in implementation. If you want to overwhelm the enemy when the two repeaters are in confrontation, and even defeat the monster in the abyss of human collective subconsciousness, you need other things-and these things exist in Chang Huai'en's own existence. No one in the cyber ball can replace his mission, because he is the only person in the cyber ball who can dive to that level of consciousness. His strength has reached the basis of further integration. However, after the integration, he himself will completely lose the existence of the "philosophical ghost"-no one knows what will be left of him, but Chang Huaien I suddenly understood that once I did that, I would lose the concept of "existence" like Catwoman's "past".
Even more thorough than the "past" of Catwoman. In this world, there is no longer anything that can prove his own existence, no matter whether he has thoughts, cognitions, emotions, or relics. , Completely disappears its personal meaning from the level of "consciousness". This information is so complicated that he can only understand it as: his disappearance will be more thorough than he thought.
"In other words, does my choice actually control my destiny?" Chang Huai'en felt incredible. As a conscious walker, he had never seen his choice and treated himself in such a rough way. The life impact is so strong. For a normal person, even if he understands the truth of "choice determines destiny", he can only confirm this by looking back at his own past tense in the future. For the conscious walker, the "life and death choice" of ordinary people is not actually a "life and death choice" in the true sense. Even if this choice will lead to the biological death of the person, because the consciousness walker can observe " "Consciousness", and death on the level of "consciousness" goes far beyond biological death.
However, the choice this time will forcefully decide one's own life and death from a conscious level. It was the first time that even Chang Wyen felt this kind of complete and irreversible death—because it was impossible to understand what kind of concrete situation was the "complete disappearance of the concept of existence", so it could only be understood as "completely" die".
The catharsis of power continued. The violent air currents centered on Chang Huai'en and spread out continuously. The whirling wind even tore unsecured objects and threw them out of the roof. The agitated air flow affected the line of sight, forming a huge distortion suspended in the sky above the building.
Then Chang Huai'en smiled. He knows that it is not that he does not have the emotion of "fear", and he also fully understands what kind of terrible consequences his efforts will lead to-but this terrible consequence is only for his own existence, and this consequence , But not within the range of his fear. He once thought he knew what "fear" was. However, after seeing the "monster" in the abyss of human collective subconsciousness, he really understood that it was the real "fear". That monster didn’t use any power, just visually observing its existence, and the fear it produced, had already made himself on the verge of death. If it hadn’t changed its way of existence from a “material creature” to a “philosophical ghost,” he would probably not be able to survive. Right. In other words, once you lose the protection of the repeater, you will also be swallowed by that extremely strong sense of fear. Compared with such a terrible and strong fear, other "fears" can no longer be mentioned as fear~IndoMTL .com~ And my relatives and friends, my respectable colleagues, the ideas of myself and my mentor, and the heavy burden that I have been shouldering since I joined the Internet, will definitely happen to such a terrible "monster" at some point in the future collision. Maybe after defeating the Nazis and Doomsday Shinrikyo, maybe, before the end of the war, you have to face something like that. Chang Huai'en doesn't know whether he can fight against that monster even if he has all the repeaters. No matter how he thinks about it, assuming that the enemy is that thing, he doesn't feel that he really has the chance to win—maybe, even hit. The appearance of such anomalous things as relays is all because of the existence of such things in the human collective subconsciousness. Just being there has already distorted the human collective subconsciousness. Therefore, there are so many mysteries and so many things. Anomalies, so many proofs that point to the end, no matter how the prophet predicts, there is no way to recover them in the end.
"Because, our true enemy is in our consciousness, a monster that interferes with all of our consciousness all the time." Chang Huai'en seemed to understand something, "The Doomsday Truth, Nazis, Cyberball, All people who have been in contact with the mystery, all normal people... The deepest place where all these consciousnesses are gathered is where the monster is. Our enemies are not the so-called Doomsday Truth and Nazis at all, the fire, the Prophet of Mayne. "(To be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote for recommendations, monthly tickets, your support is my biggest motivation. Mobile users please go to read.)