Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1139: I still don’t know the day
The world of consciousness is extremely mysterious. In the collective subconscious of human beings, you can directly feel all kinds of things that you have imagined, even unimaginable, and ordinary people can't bear the impact from this. However, if there is such a thing, from the time when "it" is observed, it can be intuitively felt that it is not a product of human collective subconsciousness, then it certainly is not. Chang Huai'en deeply believes in this theory. Although the monster is extremely terrifying, its existence depth even exceeds that of the repeater, but at the first sight of it, he has already understood that it was not conceived by human beings. Whether things are good or bad, even compared to it, the "cancer" that humans regard as monsters will become cute. Because "cancer" is still mutated from human cells, and the monster is completely foreign. Chang Huai'en didn't know why this foreign object existed in such a deep place in the collective subconsciousness of human beings, but he was very clear that its existence was bound to have a fatal impact on the entire human race. Only because of its way of existence prevents human beings from contacting it, but it affects human beings all the time.
"Our real enemy is not any weird thoughts, nor ourselves. It is an inhuman monster that exists in our consciousness and interferes with the consciousness of all of us all the time." Chang Huai'en Seems to understand something, "The Doomsday Truth, Nazis, Cyberball, all the people who have been in contact with the mystery, all the normal people... The deepest place where all these consciousnesses are assembled is where the monster is. Our enemy is simply It’s not the so-called Doomsday Truth and Nazis. Mischief, Prophet Mayne, do you know? But even if you know it, you will only fall into the deepest despair in helplessness. Even the teacher can’t imagine how strong that monster is. But. It’s okay, I will let everyone win." He said to himself, his eyes firmed up: "We still have the ** catalog, and the guy who made the ** catalog...Omi and Dorothy? I really don’t know what they are, they can achieve this level. But. It doesn’t matter. The enemy is the kind of unimaginable monster. If you take everything from me, you can create the possibility of victory. . It’s okay, take it! I'll give you all!"
Chang Huai'en grabbed the hand of the "** Catalogue" and burned. The flame was dark blue, flowing like sea water. The color, texture and dynamics are so magnificent and so deadly. Chang Huai'en knew that his existence would burn out in this flame. However, he didn't have any fear, he felt his firmness and courage, just like magma, allowing other parts of his body to burn before being swallowed by flames.
"Come on. Swallow and fuse me. Let my power be your power, and your power will be everyone's power." In Chang Huai'en's eyes, there seemed to be a flame burning," I am Chang Huai'en. I am the strongest conscious walker in the world."
At this moment, he couldn't find a better way, but he also accepted this seemingly feasible method. If someone must sacrifice themselves, then this only seemingly feasible method can truly gain the power to do that. So let yourself do it. Since own power is an indispensable part of this method, then, for yourself, who has been exploring human beings, it is also lucky.
There is never a lack of like-minded people in the cybersphere. Maybe they are a bit extreme. Maybe they can see more possibilities if they save their lives. However, since there is such a possibility right in front of us, and if I miss it, Maybe you will regret it. No, assuming that everything must consider the worst possible, then, if you miss this time, mankind may truly lose hope. Chang Huai'en doesn't want to think anymore, because no matter how you do it, there will always be, and there must be a lot of people, even when you think about it, there will be people constantly being there, then, what else will it have in your turn? Can't it?
"I only hope, this is valuable." Chang Huai'en closed his eyes and smiled calmly, "Then, goodbye, my beloved renmen and this world."
It seems that all the obstacles resisting the deep blue flame disappeared with the last trace of resistance in Chang Huai'en's heart at this moment. These flames engulfed Chang Huai'en's body in the strong wind.
At this time of the day, all people who know Chang Huai'en have noticed the abnormality from the bottom of their hearts. However, no one can find the source of this abnormality, and it is not clear what this abnormality implies. . They feel that they have lost something, but in the next moment, the gap in their hearts will be filled again, as if digging a bucket of water, and the remaining space will be immediately filled with surrounding water. Even so, some people still shed tears for the vacancy and sadness at this moment, such as Catwoman, but even with her tears, she could not understand what happened.
This kind of anomaly is naturally of concern, especially when they find that the anomaly does not just happen to themselves, they have the same feeling at the same time. There may be some differences in severity, but they will not cover up. This unusual nature.
"This is an abnormality in consciousness." Ai Huo said to Catwoman and Prophet Mayne: "However, there is not much negative feeling."
"I feel sad, like I have lost something, but that feeling is only a moment." Catwoman said: "It must be something very heavy, because I cried."
"Lost and sad?" The Prophet Mayne said thoughtfully: "But, it's more than that. I feel a kind of warm power, that is love and hope, it makes people full of courage."
"The love, hope, and courage that comes with loss and sorrow?" Huo Huo said gravely, "This is not the first time we have felt similar emotions."
"When our companions have to open up the path for us to advance by themselves, they will always make life like this." Catwoman has calmed down, but the answers she got let her Unable to be happy, "It must be one of our important companions. Since it is an abnormality in consciousness, then it is very likely to be a conscious walker."
"I will screen right away." Although Shihuo said so, he did not return much hope in his heart. The deeper the study of "mystery", the more he understood. The more profound the abnormality, the greater the impact. Then, to understand its ins and outs, the more impossible it is. If the abnormality this time is really because there is an important companion, then the ordinary method of elimination is unable to find out the identity of this companion. Maybe he should be someone familiar with him, but since he is waiting for others Can't find the existence of this person from memory. Well, perhaps this mysterious incident has been so serious that even the "existence" of that person has been obliterated.
Looking at "existence" according to the experience of "mystery", there is a 90% possibility that it is operated from the level of human collective subconsciousness. However, the human collective subconsciousness is such a large and complex existence that even the most conscious walker in the cybersphere cannot say that he has mastered it. And all the abnormalities formed through the collective subconsciousness of human beings. It will even reach the point where people "turn a blind eye". Simply put, maybe this person has left clues. The loss of its existence will also form a logical vacancy in the social sphere, but even if these clues and weird vacancies are in front of us, I will subconsciously ignore them.
In one hour. Mischief verified his thoughts. In all the reports, no doubts were found, or even if there were doubts. Doubts also formed a factual error, but they were still ignored by those trying to explore. "Not aware" is more terrifying than "not noticing". If it is just "not noticing", then perhaps through mysterious or scientific methodology, the root cause can still be derived logically and in detail, but "not aware of" "Similar to "non-existence" is not logical non-existence, but philosophical non-existence.
Philosophy, in terms of consciousness, always takes precedence over any logic.
"Maybe we should take a deep dive." Ms. Mayne rarely suggested: "According to everyone's judgment, this anomaly is similar to digging a piece from the human collective subconscious. Then, this trace will definitely not be so. It's easy to be smoothed out. The best way for us to know what happened is to dive deep into the human collective subconscious and observe the unusual changes. Maybe the clues are subtle, but it's not impossible."
"There are not many people who can walk with deep consciousness in the cyber ball." Huo Huo thoughtfully, "It would be fine if the wheelchair person is still there. If this kind of thing does not dive to a certain depth, it is impossible to find a clue. However, once our people dive to the depth I estimated, the chances of not coming back will be extremely high. We cannot risk the life of another companion just because of an existing companion. If, this time the anomaly is too bad. Human feelings are hugely malignant. I would agree with this kind of adventure. However, although the anomaly makes us feel disappointed and sad, it is not all that way, does it? I think that companion must be hope, his own It is valuable, not just to find out why, to let more companions."
Catwoman and the Prophet Mayne were silent for a while. Perceptually, of course they wanted to figure out what happened, but, as Huo Huo said, they could not make rational judgments based on the nature of the anomaly. At least, Before other companions are sure that they can protect themselves, they cannot be actively pushed to that extremely dangerous place.
"Russell is the most potential conscious walker on our side." Saihuo said: "He has applied to me for deep conscious diving, but I have rejected it. He has to reach at least 100% of people in wheelchairs. Only at the level of eighty can he perform this task. And this time the abnormality may make his progress faster, and we can look forward to his growth."
"What's the situation with the repeater?" Catwoman asked suddenly, and she knew the meaning of the sentence.
The repeater is closely connected to the human collective subconscious. If such an abnormality occurs, the repeater cannot respond without any response.
"The groundbreaking ceremony has been completed." Saihuo said: "I have notified Omi and the others. If there is a clue, I will report it immediately."
"The time of the groundbreaking ceremony is very close to the time when the anomaly occurred. Is there no connection between the two?" Catwoman said: "Could it be the groundbreaking ceremony?"
"The construction of the repeater is in good momentum." The fire broke out and said in a deep voice: "I also suspect that it was the companion during the groundbreaking ceremony. But, think about it the other way around, in order to ensure that the groundbreaking of the repeater can be completed. Don’t you think that’s why he is here. In fact, when he was, did he get the result he wanted? We hold on to him at the groundbreaking ceremony. How big will the blow to Omi and the others? I don’t think that it will be what my companion wants to see. Moreover, the feelings that are conveyed with the abnormality. It is enough to prove that this is inevitable, and no one has made mistakes in it."
"..." Catwoman had to admit that her escape made sense. The companion's choice is his own choice, so any behavior that leads to the person responsible for this is definitely not what he wants to see. Perhaps, the groundbreaking ceremony of the repeater. It did hide the clues of the abnormality, but now to explore it again, it is just that the gain is not worth the loss, and it is even meaningless. Without this companion, the foundation laying of the repeater may fail, although it is only an assumption. But it is the result that no one wants to see.
Today's result, except that someone has paid a huge amount. It is almost the most ideal result. It's just that even those who gave are forgotten, which is hard to accept emotionally. Maybe I don't care, but for those who are still alive, I still hope to affirm him in a more practical way. Because this kind of affirmation is not only affirming those who have died, but also affirming those who are still alive.
"Is there no other way?" Catwoman said, "Is there no way even if it is a formal compensation?"
"...Catwoman, you have to understand. To fight the doomsday, there are already many people. The one we have lost today is not the first, nor the last. Compared to other unknown people, he There is no particularity." The fire gazes into Catwoman’s eyes, condensing hot and heavy emotions, "The same is true for us. Whether it is me, you, or even Ms. Mayne, when it is necessary, it will be because no one knows Own, don’t you go?"
"Of course not!" Catwoman said forcefully as if she was about to interrupt him: "I have such an awareness for a long time."
"Then that companion, the one we have forgotten about, also has this level of awareness." Huohu said, "I believe in him as if I believe in myself. So" Huhuo said gravely, "We You should close your mouth and don’t need any formal comfort, because neither he nor us need such comfort. Use actions to prove that his is valuable."
"I just..." Catwoman bit her lip.
"I understand and can understand." Huohuo said: "You are very unwilling, very angry, and so am I. But what is the best way to make up for this unwillingness and anger? I hope you can be more careful Think about it, if you have a reason, I won't object." At this point, he paused and said repeatedly: "But now, I hope you can understand my decision." After that, he turned to May. Prophet En, said: "Does Ms. Mayne have any suggestions?"
"No, you know, we women are very easy to use emotions, but you have proven that the decisions made when you are emotional are often not the most." The Prophet Mayne shook his head and said, "I trust your decision. Fire away."
Zou Huo sighed and rubbed his cheek vigorously: "I hope I won't live up to this trust."
"No, I mean, even if you make a mistake, I can understand it. I trust you not because you didn't make a mistake, but because you are the most likely to make mistakes for everyone. "The Prophet Mayne smiled and said: "Believe in yourself and go away."
Zhuhuo nodded, said goodbye to the two of them, and went to the place where the other high-level personnel were. They had been busy with this anomaly for a long time, and it was time to tell them the final decision. Mihuo also believes that they can understand this decision, although this decision seems impersonal. Most of the time, the processing decision is made for the people who are still alive. However, in a very small number of cases, it is the people who are still alive. Try to understand the thoughts of the deceased from the perspective of the deceased. The result of this approach will always appear cold, but it is necessary to move forward.
Ordinary people need warmth and more warmth. However, for people who want to achieve miracles, they need not only warmth to comfort themselves, but also coldness to test themselves. To fight the doomsday, this kind of test is indispensable, and it will continue to come in the future. No, I said to myself, in fact, similar tests have existed in the past, but they will always be backlogged. The deepest part of my heart became the courage and strength to face the end.
The renmen will always forget the grace. This kind of forgetting is not complete, but it is not what humans can do to retrieve this memory. Otherwise, the "mystery" symbolized by this abnormality is from the essence. It is impossible to fight against enemies that cannot be imagined, recognized, and understood. Unimaginable enemies can only be defeated by unimaginable means. This point was one of the core points from the beginning of Dorothy and Seise's plan. In Dorothy’s memory, everything about Chang Huai'en has also disappeared, but the repeater that has been fused and gained power from Chang Huai'en will not lose this power because it is more powerful than in the past. It is more powerful than when it is only integrated with the super system. This power is secret, and this secret is the way it can really hurt the "unknown monster".
Omi stretched out his hand, and in the core of the magic circle, there were two tumbling squares, separated in half, just like a book page being torn in half. Under her gaze, the book is being reassembled.
When the anomaly occurred, Omi once forgot the existence of "Chang Huaien", but after the anomaly disappeared, she felt that she still remembered it, but there was an intuition that told her that she shouldn't remember it. . So, she complied with this feeling and didn't think about it anymore. She even intuitively felt that Dorothy should have the same abnormal feeling, but the other party would never ask herself what happened, and the truth is the same. . From this state, Omi can directly understand the depth involved in the entire incident. In occultism, "unknown" itself is the most direct way to ensure the mystery and the strength of the mysterious power.
From the contact between them, she also judged that the next direction of the incident has nothing to do with her.
This will be a mystery that is deliberately kept in a "unknown" state.
"...Should I say yes, is it right to die?" Omi sneered and opened his hand. The two spliced cubes in front of him suddenly moved into her hands and suddenly turned into a beam of light. When the light disappeared, only a black book** catalog full of material touch remained.
The "**Catalog~IndoMTL.com~" that Marceau appeared in the state of the repeater control core is exactly the same in appearance, but the size is different. However, in terms of existence, the difference between the two is even greater. Or it should be said that the current "** Catalogue" is the real "** Catalogue". The Three Pillar Ceremony is not. Omi directly erased this idea and called it the expected result of the foundation laying ceremony, which is what it is today. "** Catalogue" only.
Omi opened this book, and it naturally contained content. It was just the "text" that made up the content, which even she couldn't understand, because these "words" are changing all the time and they don’t exist at all. In cultural sciences, the logic of normal characters. Just like, not only the content is constantly changing, but the "text" used to record the content also changes in a single font in the span of "different languages".
This also means that even if you hold this "** Catalogue" in your own hands, it doesn't make any sense.
"Marceau." Omi said softly.
Marceau's figure waved and formed before her eyes. After Marceau's body stabilized, Omi threw the "** Catalogue" into her hands: "I will leave it to you."
Marceau didn't say a word, nodded, holding the "** Catalogue" and disappeared before her eyes, as if she had never appeared before. To be continued...