Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1151: Hidden fusion

Fujiang said that there are demons in this city. =Top=Point=Fiction ===But in fact, demons often have a relationship with Doomsday Sect. In the past experience, there is really no case where there are only demons and no doomsday Sect. Therefore, Fu Jiang's words can actually be understood in this way: the erosion of the city by the Doomsday Shinrikyo has reached the level of sacrifice to the devil.

Europe and the United States, especially the European region, have become very dangerous. The activities of the Doomsday Shinrikyo and the Nazis have always focused on Europe. Although the actions of the Doomsday Shinrikyo are showing signs of indexing Asia, I am ruling. The work done by the Victoria Heavy Industries and Materialization Zone should be able to extract Asia from the early gunpowder barrels again. "Mystery" appears in Asia, in the Central Duchy and even in my city. It is inevitable. However, in the early stage of the expansion of "Mystery", different regions have different priorities. To prevent the destruction caused by "mystery", one must have "mystery", and in the initial stage, most of "mystery" will not consciously stop "mystery". It is difficult for a person who has acquired the "mystery" to have the aspirations and beliefs of cyberball in the first place.

So, I think it’s necessary to go back to my own city, because I understand the "mystery" better than the pioneers who acquired the "mystery" in the early stage of the "mystery" spread, and also understand the end of the world better. Destiny also has a firm belief. If this world is finally destroyed, then naturally it does not need to be mentioned, but before that, I still have things that can be protected and need to be protected. Moreover, as long as I succeed in capturing this Las Vegas before the destruction of this repeater world With a repeater...maybe more things can be done.

I can't be everyone's hero, and can't prevent this repeater world from going to the end in the conspiracy and game of all parties, and even. "Jiang" also needs a spiritual integration device. It is completely uncertain. After it obtains the spiritual integration device, what will happen here, and my behavior is also contributing to this unknown but full of negative tendencies. seem. In order to achieve the final perfect ending, you must give up some beautiful things in the process. For the ultimate protection, you must face the results that cannot be protected in the process-Dr. Ruan Li, Sakuya and Bajing in the face of this world , Thinking of Marceau, who doesn’t know where he is, makes my heart contradictory and painful.

I had in-depth contact with Sakiya and Hakkei, and formed a whisperer with them. Think with them about what kind of trouble the "mystery" will bring to your city and the whole world. The more I hope to promote these behaviors, and the more I want to protect them, the more I can't help thinking about the future of this world and the plans I am implementing. In their eyes, everything I do is probably full of heroes. Manly. However, I couldn't accept their approval. Because. While I was protecting them and the world they grew up in, I was pushing the end of this world on the other.

The Sakuya and the Eight Views of this world are only part of the complete Sakuya and the Eight Views-I told myself so, but I also know very well-even if only part of it. That's also Sakuya and Hakjing.

I know what I’m doing, so I’m so sad and painful, even if I’ve been awakened a long time ago. Enlightenment never disappears, it's just. Let people not escape this grief. I can't escape, I can only try my best to do everything I can. Maybe, this is hypocritical, it is a way of self-comforting compensation, but in my heart, everything I do at this time is to finally usher in a better ending. I never doubted this.

I have no retreat. The large-scale alienation of the normal world of the Doomsday Illusion, Dorothy’s abnormal movements, and her own situation all make me faintly feel that the things accumulated in the Doomsday Illusion’s continuous reincarnation may be completely completed this time. It broke out, leading to further changes in the "virus"-for patients with doomsday syndrome, and even for other ordinary people, this change may have a good impact, but it is more likely to be bad, and, more It is extremely evil.

My plan, the plan of the "Hospital", the plan of the lurkers who secretly acted in the "Hospital", the plan of Dorothy and the series, the actions of the "virus" and the "Jiang", on these different levels , But the same factors that can affect the outcome are entangled, making it impossible to be sure that he is the final winner. It is also difficult for me to determine whether other factors are really insignificant in the face of "virus" and "Jiang". However, assuming that there must be a final word, I hope it is "Jiang".

So, even in the process of planning, facing the contradiction between destruction and salvation today, it is not only saving the one you love, but also leading the end of the world, so I feel sad, entangled and painful. I will never give up!

I'm not smart, and I don't have much ability. The plan I can think of is never the best. It is naive and extreme, and it is full of destructive power to "hope" itself. However, no one has ever told me the absolutely perfect plan, and no one, nor any inhuman, gave me an answer to what I was looking for. How I hope that someone can use facts to tell me that everything I am doing is wrong, it is impossible at all, and he or she can give me a better plan in fact.

But no.

Neither the past nor the present.

Even the past "Gao Chuan", and the current Dorothy and Shishi, the plans made are only theoretically feasible, and they are also full of loopholes. The chance of success is so small that it is almost like a delusion. Similarly, what must be sacrificed in order to save something. So, what is the difference between this second best plan and my plan?

Actually, I should have understood long ago that I can never expect someone to do a better job than myself in the "unknown" situation. Because, in the face of the truly absolute "unknown", in the face of the "monster" that completely distorts the known wisdom, there is no difference between a smart person and an idiot. When the known knowledge and methods cannot be used as a reliance, and everyone has to explore in the dark in a way he has never thought of, the factors that determine the outcome are not people themselves.

I can only think about it myself, explore it myself, and bear it myself. Then, look forward to the blessing of luck.

I am in pain. Helpless, no one can help me, no one can give me advice, because no one knows what the real "right" is. And I can't be sure, even if there are "suggestions", whether these "suggestions" are correct.

The only thing I can do is to put aside all my prejudices, endure all the pain, and execute my plan—even if no one is optimistic about the plan.

So, now we must leave Europe, even if it exudes the taste of Mar Jones's home.

"There should be room for temporary data hedging." Fu Jiang said, "Do you remember when you were at Mar Jones's house?"

"A specific entrance? Or a spiritual entrance?" I know what she is talking about. In the past doomsday illusion, the last mysterious event I participated in before my death was the "Heaven Gate Project" of the Mal Jones family. The temporary data hedging space created by the Tianmen Project is divided into two entry methods in stages.

The first is the temporary data hedging space when I first arrived in the town, like a dream, but it is not just a mental issue. The temporary data hedging space is a technology used by the gray fog. The gray mist itself has a duality of spirit and material, which seems to be a problem in the mental state. However, it needs to be regarded as a change on the material level in many places. It is precisely because of this mutual transformation of spirit and material, illusion and reality, that it is difficult for people to clarify the temporary data hedging space and the state of being in the temporary data hedging space. And this is the most dangerous place.

The second is to move in a specific direction and trigger the entrance through the "mystery". Transcend the boundary between the normal world and the temporary data hedge space. This situation is relatively common, and it is also the most common entry type for temporary data hedging space, and it is also the entry most often strayed by ordinary people.

Although the different entry methods do not represent the danger and nature of the temporary data hedging space, the former is undoubtedly more concealed. I believe in Fu Jiang's instinct. Since she believes that this city has been eroded by the Doomsday Shinrikyo, then things are like this. Considering the stability of the city, the temporary data hedge space of the Doomsday Shinrikyo is the kind of entrance that can be used. People speculate about their attitudes and trends in the development of this city. In contrast, if there was only a goat guild, it would be a safer situation for this city.

The development methods of the Doomsday Shinrikyo Sect have been tested for a long time, and there is no need to make targeted arrangements at all-use the psychedelic "paradise" and the goat guild to occupy the territory, erode normal social interpersonal relationships, and establish specific temporary data The hedging space serves as the core of the sacrifice ceremony to suppress or resist local "mysterious" counterattacks. The parallelism of these two methods has long been no secret, but they have always been effective. Therefore, if Doomsday Truth has begun to develop in this repeater world, these methods that have never been disadvantageous will also be used.

The Doomsday Sect is mysterious, because its core has been hidden in the dark, but its power has expanded in the eyes of the insider without much cover. If they have begun to expand their sphere of influence in this repeater world, it is not too difficult to see the clues. Although I am not as sensitive as Fu Jiang, as long as I make time to visit the bars in the city that work at night and the dark areas in the city's interest structure, clues can also be found.

During this period of time, I have had a lot of contact with the Doomsday Sect. I’m very sure that the Doomsday Sect has a glimpse of the Las Vegas repeater and even the entire Nazi organization, and it’s more mysterious than any other The organization takes action earlier. However, even though they understand the purpose of Doomsday Truth, it is difficult to find the ultimate goal from each of their actions. Every time they sacrifice, they seem to be independent, and every time they destroy their actions, they seem to have completely shattered their conspiracy, but they can’t get rid of the dark cloud-covered feeling of depression deep in their hearts. No matter what I do, I will only make the doomsday truth teach one step further towards my goal, and the end of the world will be one step closer.

That's a terrible sense of destiny.

Whether it’s in the doomsday illusion of the past or the current doomsday illusion, this kind of powerlessness and despair that people don’t know what else to do and what to do to restore, has always existed. For me, it's just because of habit and numbness, so I won't have too much negative emotions about it. However, I think that for newcomers who have just entered the mystery circle and determined to do some heroic deeds, this feeling is a difficulty in their survival and life.

However, it is precisely because of prematurely seeing the fate of this repeater world. That's why I lost the sensitivity of the dark clouds. And the people living in this repeater world, after being exposed to the mystery, and then to this unalterable doomsday trend, they will definitely have the feelings of me and other mystery experts back then.

This is a very wonderful thing-compared to the "hospital reality", the doomsday fantasy is a fantasy world; and in the doomsday fantasy, it is relative to the outside world. The repeater world is also like an illusion. However, the two "illusions" make people feel real. No, it should be said that within the scope of pertinence, the world that looks like an illusion and everything it reveals is real.

So, Dr. Ruan Li, Sakuya and Bajing in this world. The same is relatively true, even if the "world" in their eyes is only the world of repeaters in terms of concept and scope. This concept and scope are so narrow compared with the whole doomsday fantasy and even the concept and scope of "hospital reality". But the people living here. Their personality, thoughts, emotions, cognition, etc., all the factors that constitute their ideology at this time are real. The reality of this ideology has surpassed their own existence.

I believe this is the real truth, because, in essence. I am no different from them.

So, I also believe that the feelings that I had when I walked into the "mysterious" world in the past will be felt by people here in the days to come-this has been proven countless times. What can't be stopped, like a giant wheel of destiny, means that even if Fu Jiang and I clear out the tentacles of the Doomsday Shinrikyo here, nothing will really change. It is definitely not a passer-by like me who can really change the fate of this city.

I really want to be a hero, but I have to admit that I cannot be a hero in this city. Compared to this city, Sakiya and the others in the Central Principality of Asia need me more.

So, although I am a little concerned about Fujiang's words, I still don't have the least thought to stay. The situation of the doomsday Shinrikyo and the temporary data hedging space in this city is not too important.

At a corner of a road with few pedestrians, above a darkened building, I led Fu Jiang to swiftly towards the airport in silence.

"With pain? A Chuan." Tomi Jiang hugged me behind him. Although he said that, his tone did not have the slightest empathy. He was full of optimism and self-confidence as always. "This is very good, pain will bring growth, A Chuan It’s more masculine than before."

"I feel like I have just become sleek." I retorted casually, but this idea was not without a target. The choices made by me in the past and me in some key places were completely different. This One thing, whenever I fall into thinking, I can clearly notice it. On the good side, you may feel that you are more practical and mature now, but on the bad side, it is probably "smooth". And I have never felt that "smooth" is a complimentary word, although in many cases, it does bring a good side, but it also means compromise.

In normal social relations, compromise is necessary, but for dreams, it has no value at all. When I learned to prioritize and filter the important and unimportant parts for me, I no longer have the possibility of becoming a hero. Because the true ideal hero will never compromise on anything that is not a hero, nor will it divide the matter into multiple aspects and choose the side that is beneficial to him. Idealization, absoluteization, and dichotomy are the true appearances of heroes. All explanations that try to obscure, gray, and oppose these extremes and stubbornness are just self-struggling for losers who realize that they cannot become a true hero.

The existence of a concept has a clear and clear explanation at the beginning of its birth. If it does not conform to this explanation, it must not be a product of this concept. Just like the concepts of "good guys" and "bad guys," and the concepts of "devil" and "gods", any attempt to confuse each other will produce states of "good guys on the one hand and bad guys on the other," and "both demon kings and gods". The method of this is just a struggle and justification because he can't be on his own side and realizes that he is just a "Mediocre".

It seems that as long as you confuse the concepts and spread saying that "there are no pure good and bad people in this world", "the devil is actually a good person", and "the gods are actually sinners", the "good guys" and the "bad guys" can be combined. "The concepts of "Devil" and "God" were originally full of idealization and erased.

Actually. As long as people still have dreams and still have simple time, these simple and ideal concepts will surely be produced. Trying to obscure them through compromise is the proof that they have clearly failed but cannot admit.

So. Knowing the compromise, knowing that the choice is good for oneself, and can give reasons and explain, this smooth me no longer has the qualifications to become an ideal hero. For me, knowing this, I felt cruelty.

I don't really like who I am now, but I can't refuse my choice now. Because, for the person you love, this undesirable self may be the best, right? Perhaps, it is precisely because I don't like it but I have to do so, that has caused me to be obsessed with my plan - in fact, this plan is really not very good. Although it is a good thing to aim for a happy ending, but. The plan itself is like a pile of shit, isn't it?

However, if I am not obsessed with this plan, what else can I be obsessed with? So, even if this plan is like a pile of shit, the so-called success rate calculation. More out of sensibility than rationality, I must stick to it before no one comes up with a better plan.

"That's...it's a blessing, A Chuan." Fu Jiang patted my shoulder hard and smiled happily. "But, I must say, I like Achuan like this the most. The feeling of struggling, self-contradictory justification, and stupid but persistent behavior is really great!"

"Can't you say something nice? Ajiang." Although Tomoe said this didn't feel like a mockery at all, but I was hit by the nail on the head and was said to the pain, even if she said "Gao Chuan is a great ", can't make me happy. Because, I actually don't want to be like this at all.

But what can I do besides complaining? I know very well that I can no longer be that simple and idealized hero. Compared with that simple and ideal form, no matter what I do or do now, unless the perfect ending comes in the end, I will not be truly satisfied.

However, it is precisely because Fu Jiang listens to my thoughts that I can walk as briskly as it is now. It is precisely because of Fu Jiang’s existence that I can gradually accept the existence of "Jiang", because she made me feel that there is indeed a companion in my life who fully understands myself and does not need to conceal the deepest part of my heart, and this It is something worth cherishing with life in a life full of regrets and frustrations.

"I'm praising A Chuan." Fu Jiang, who was behind me, pressed his chest up~IndoMTL.com~ Such A Chuan is what A Chuan should be in my mind. A Chuan doesn't need to be a hero for everyone. From the beginning, he shouldn't be that way-you just need to care about me, A Chuan. I will fulfill all your wishes for you. "Her tone is direct and natural.

Although, this is very similar to her previous style, but the connection with "Jiang" makes me unable to but associate it with reason. Does Fu Jiang now speak with a pure "Fu Jiang" personality or the concept of "Jiang"? I faintly looked forward to it, but subconsciously restrained myself from thinking deeply. Because this question will not be answered. What Fu Jiang is doing and what he says may be really influenced by "Jiang", and he will also get a lot of information from other personalities, so that he is not unfamiliar with the current situation. However, does Fu Jiang really stand on the "Jiang" Regarding the issue from the standpoint of Wang, it is still unknown whether he really recognizes the existence of "Jiang".

Fu Jiang's combat effectiveness may be very strong, but at the level of personality consciousness, it is not up to Zhen Jiang's level. Zhen Jiang knows "Jiang" and can use the power of "Jiang", which seems to be the personality closest to "Jiang", but Fu Jiang has always been just "the last weapon of rebellion 999", "the mysterious expert with amazing combat effectiveness". Identity and performance.

"—Hmm." I put aside the associations I couldn't help but replied as Fu Jiang's lover: "I believe in you, A Jiang." (To be continued...)