Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1155: Psychological diagnosis and treatment

John Bull has left, and she is going to take the flight to London tonight. I also don't know where the large troops led by Rivet will land outside of Asia, but John Bull has formed a little force in London, and there is always a way to join the team. Before Dr. Ruan Li went home, Fu Jiang and Zuo Chuan decided to leave. Of course, there would be no shortage of guest rooms at home. I don’t think that Dr. Ruan Li would drive them out after seeing the two of them. However, Fu Jiang and Zuo Chuan were still there. On the grounds of "not being free under the fence", he decided to rent a room nearby. I told them about my plan to establish a mysterious organization "Whisperers" in this city. The two of them are members of the organization of course. They have no objections, and of course, there is no excitement. These actions are for those who are used to the affairs of the mysterious circle. For humans, there is no difference between good and bad, thinking or not wanting, it is just as natural as breathing. Probably, only people who encounter "mystery" for the first time and whose self-awareness is rapidly expanding will be excited and enthusiastic about the idea of ​​establishing a mysterious organization to change the world. Many people always think that their uniqueness will cause changes in the entire world that center on themselves, but facts will prove that behind all changes in order and non-order, there are fragments that cannot be connected in human common sense. Once you try Connect them, and you will see a dark abyss. Something hidden under the abyss will make people feel desperate, but that is the truth of this world. There is no chance in this world, even if you become the protagonist of a story, what to fight against and prevent. It's just a part of fate, even without expectation. How much weight does this link occupy in the entire destiny. A script that no one can look at with his own knowledge alone is weaving everyone's destiny, and all thoughts that think they are free may be deceived by hallucinations. Yes, if you assume that everything in your life, those changes and unchanges, are in a huge and complex script, they belong to a predetermined scene. That is really a desperate situation. So, narrow your horizons. Walking in the one-sided common sense that belongs to human beings, don't look at the darkness, and the crazy philosophies against destiny, there is only this way. Only by allowing yourself to live in a "appropriate reality"-it may also be full of falsehoods and illusions, but at least it won't make you a madman. Become a madman a long time ago, or, I would rather be a madman, but also to pursue the ultimate real person hidden in the darkness and despair. There will be no compromise, even if in the end they can't distinguish themselves, see for themselves Those "truths" that have arrived are true in the end. Or it is still false, or it is an illusion that I have delusioned. Just like me. I didn't know it for a long time. How much of all that I have experienced is real and how much is an illusion. What you see with your eyes, what you touch with your skin, what you hear with your ears and what you hear from your nose, you hear from others. What I put together from fragmentary clues may be false. In theory, as long as there are enough clues, the truth can be pieced together, but the question is, how many clues are needed? At least, I have never obtained enough clues to piece together "make myself very convinced that this is the truth", and I no longer feel that I can get so many clues. For me, everything is hidden in the fog, and only half of the scale is exposed by accident, and the half of the scale is absolutely impossible for people to imagine what it will be like after the fog is completely broken. The so-called "hospital reality" and the so-called "doomsday illusion" are nothing more than relative environments. In my mind, there is no basis for independent existence of the two, so I cannot be sure that one of them is absolute. reality. If it must be said that there is something that can be used as a reference to determine the absolute truth, then there is only "Jiang". I once assumed that even "Jiang" is just my own illusion, but this assumption is too crazy, it will subvert the foundation of me, so I abandoned it. So, no matter what Fu Jiang does, I will not be surprised, nor will I stop it, because even if she does not have this self-knowledge, I also know that she is a manifestation of "Jiang". "Jiang" is something I cannot understand. Therefore, I will make assumptions and guesses, but I will not really try to understand its essence and behavior. , To do what you should do. So, although I hope to introduce Fu Jiang to Dr. Nguyen Li, Sakuya and Bajing, since Fu Jiang has other ideas, I have no objection. When Dr. Ruan Li returned home at the same time as usual, I was alone and greeted as usual, as if I had never left. However, Dr. Ruan Li is not so easy to pass. In this repeater world, the past "Gaochuan" has a history of serious mental illness, and that past will inevitably become the past of me now, and it was dozens of days before. I also did a lot of examinations in Dr. Ruan Li’s clinic during my getting along with each other, and none of them can prove that I have become a “normal child”. Now that he has been missing for a week, although Dr. Ruan Li didn't lose his temper, he was absolutely sure that I was sick again. Because of a mental problem, I went to Europe for some reason and got married. This is a "sounds right" reason. That night, Sakuya and Bajing came to me, but they were immediately persuaded by Dr. Ruan Li: "I didn't want to tell you, but I always felt that if some things were said too clearly, it would prevent Ah Chuan from returning to a normal society. However, His current problem is a bit serious, and I don’t want you to feel embarrassed because you don’t know." "What's wrong with Achuan?" Sakuya was a little anxious. She looked at me. I was separated from them by a gap in the door. In the narrow gap, I saw their faces-Dr. Ruan Li did not He tied me up, but forced me not to leave her study, and I knew very well that this order and my choice were a kind of psychological test. The answer to this test is actually not fixed, because the factors that determine the answer are very complicated. Regarding the current environment, state, and Dr. Ruan Li’s past observations, only Dr. Ruan Li knows it. Every movement of mine will be in the questionnaire in her mind which standard is mentally ill. And this standard will become the basis for the following observations, questions, judgments and treatments. If you change to another patient. In fact, it is difficult to be like me, clearly aware that I am being used with a strong and targeted method. "Try not to let the mental patient know that he is undergoing mental observation and treatment" is the treatment plan of Dr. Ruan Li This is an extremely important part of the process, but in reality, it is impossible to achieve this level perfectly, in the questioning and observation links. Patients who are extremely anxious by shouting "I am not sick" have also encountered many cases. However, in general, the treatment behavior designed by Dr. Ruan Li will try to keep the patient from being restricted by the idea that he is mentally ill. Just. When faced with a patient who "knows that he has a serious mental illness" like me, those conventional methods will lose their effect, and even continued use will have extremely bad consequences. Therefore, in response to my situation, Dr. Ruan Li also has another plan. Now, I was persuaded to stay in the room, and the door of the room opened a gap, allowing me to vaguely see the conversation. Hearing the content of the conversation, as well as the content of Dr. Nguyen Li’s conversation itself, plus "I have been with Dr. Nguyen Li for many years. Knowing the psychology and understanding the usefulness of these arrangements to a certain extent" are all designed for my situation. The scene coming out. Although I have studied psychology by myself and have applied psychology knowledge on many occasions in the past, but. Dr. Ruan Li is the real expert, I can't judge at all. What kind of effect she wants to achieve through such a scene arrangement, I have judged, and I can't be confident that it is really the most suitable answer. Therefore, it is impossible to take the initiative to deceive doctors like those mental patients with high intelligence. I finally made the choice of "Listen to Dr. Ruan Li's instructions honestly", but through the crack of the door, I collided with Sakiya's eyes from time to time. I also believe that Dr. Ruan Li has been observing the expression changes of Sakuya and Bajing, and there must be a hidden camera in this study to capture my expression changes all the time. And even if it is "no expression" like the Eight Views, it is also meaningful to Dr. Ruan Li, because in psychology, "no expression" is also a way of carrying a lot of information in connection with the environment at the time. Expressions. "So, the doctor, you mean, Achuan has a mental problem?" Bajing finally spoke. "Yes, and the problem is very serious." Dr. Ruan Li said. "Agawa told us about his mental problems. We know that we still have to be friends with him!" Sakiya said anxiously, "It is true that Agawa often says something inexplicable, but he has never hurt him. After passing us, we also believe that he will not do that in the future." "If the doctor judges that Achuan has been missing for so long before you judge his mental problem... We actually know some of the reasons why he did it." Hakjing said, "I hope we can play a role in your treatment. Assistant, we are his friends, there must be something we can do." Doctor Ruan Li, as always, with a kind and warm professional smile, said: "You are all right. I do have such thoughts, but not now. A Chuan has a serious mental illness, and I am his attending doctor. He is also his mother. I know your defense of A Chuan, but I also hope that you can trust me. Everything I do is for his good." "Doctor, it's really because he went to Europe after he disappeared and got married somehow. Did you judge that his mental illness has started to reappear? Based on these conditions, he made the current treatment plan. Is it?" Hakkei repeated very strongly. Dr. Ruan Li didn't have any extra expressions, smiled and answered Bajing: "No." Her answer was so concise that even Bajing was surprised, and her emotions were fully expressed on her face. "A Chuan's condition is very special. It is not enough to judge the specific problem based on the environment and the words he was in when he notified me." Dr. Ruan Li's tone was very soft, not for the two girls at all. Questioning and angry, I think she is really not angry, because this dialogue may be a link full of psychological factors. I don’t even think that Bajing and Sakuya can be so intelligent that they are truly anti-guest and take the initiative in dialogue. Dr. Ruan Li’s knowledge and practical experience are much better than that of female high school students. In conversations involving psychology, it’s simply It is overwhelmingly powerful. Hakjing seemed to realize this, and opened his mouth several times. But in the end he hesitated, and then said: "Can't we really stay and watch?" "Yes, not tonight. But. I will not stop you from continuing to be friends with A Chuan in the future. A Chuan needs friends more than anyone." Dr. Ruan Li stroked the heads of the two girls. "Please believe me." I, as a psychologist, an attending doctor and a mother, I will not do things that are meaningless and will have a negative impact on my sick child." "I see. We trust you, doctor." Hakkei pulled Sakuya for a while. Say goodbye to Dr. Ruan Li: "Can we come to pick A Chuan to school tomorrow?" "You can come here after class. However, these days, I will help A Chuan ask for leave." Dr. Ruan Li replied, "When will A Chuan go back to school? It needs some observation to decide." Doctor Ruan Li’s attitude was gentle and firm. Bajing and Sakuya had to accept this result. They looked at me from a distance through the door and said loudly to me: "A Chuan, we will come to see you tomorrow. I left with my schoolbag." Doctor Ruan Li returned to the study, called up the image data in the computer in front of me, and wrote on a file, and I was sitting on the other side of her desk. This situation made me stupefied, as if I had returned to the "hospital reality" and was being treated by another Dr. Ruan Li. There was silence in the study. Dr. Ruan Li raised his head several times to observe my expression, but did not speak, and the tension of the atmosphere was constantly changing. However, I think the reason for the change. It is completely because of the fluctuations in my own personal emotions and consciousness, which are in the factors that dominate these feelings. Dr. Ruan Li is not the active party. No matter how I respond, it makes no difference to Dr. Ruan Li. All she wants to see is "my reaction". About thirty minutes or so, Dr. Ruan Li put together the files and said to me with a particularly serious attitude: "A Chuan, we have done these treatments many times, and you must be familiar with it." "Yes, mother." I replied quietly, as she said, in the "hospital reality", I have accumulated too much experience. However, this does not mean that I can make a targeted response to any next situation-this kind of mental test, there is no fixed question and answer. Through understanding the patient, according to the difference between the past and the present, a truly talented doctor can design many questions around a core. If you feel that, you can analyze the core through these questions in reverse, and then you can also ask questions. If there is a targeted preparation, that is undoubtedly a naive idea. Because, when a skilled psychologist is fully prepared to apply psychological measures to a certain patient, the core of its various problems will be covered by the problem itself, and the only one who can fight against it is " Psychiatric patients deteriorated by psychologists". And I am not a psychologist. Even if I know I am a mental patient, I can study psychology in a targeted manner. There are too many external and internal factors that prevent me from becoming a real An expert in psychology in the sense. And the doctor Ruan Li in front of me is undoubtedly talented by nature, and he worked very hard the day after tomorrow. He put all his career energy in this line, and he has extremely rich clinical experience, and he is unique. expert. A vain attempt to conceal myself will only make myself more vulnerable, and I have no reason to conceal myself in front of Dr. Ruan Li. Even if I subjectively do not think that everything I encountered when involved in the toilet talk is not a mental illusion-this is imaginable for me personally, but I will not take the initiative to admit it. After all, this is not just about the toilet. Strange talk about this incident, once it is denied, its consequences will be chained to a larger level, for example: everything I have experienced from the past to the present is just illusion. This conclusion, as long as I think about it subconsciously, makes me feel full of terrible destructive power, and I would rather not think about it.

John Bull has left, and she is going to take the flight to London tonight. I also don't know where the large troops led by Rivet will land outside of Asia, but John Bull has formed a little force in London, and there is always a way to join the team. Before Dr. Ruan Li went home, Fu Jiang and Zuo Chuan decided to leave. Of course, there would be no shortage of guest rooms at home. I don’t think that Dr. Ruan Li would drive them out after seeing the two of them. However, Fu Jiang and Zuo Chuan were still there. On the grounds of "not being free under the fence", he decided to rent a room nearby. I told them about my plan to establish a mysterious organization "Whisperers" in this city. The two of them are members of the organization of course. They have no objections, and of course, there is no excitement. These actions are for those who are used to the affairs of the mysterious circle. For humans, there is no difference between good and bad, thinking or not wanting, it is just as natural as breathing.

Probably, only people who encounter "mystery" for the first time and whose self-awareness is rapidly expanding will be excited and enthusiastic about the idea of ​​establishing a mysterious organization to change the world. Many people always think that their uniqueness will cause changes in the entire world that center on themselves, but facts will prove that behind all changes in order and non-order, there are fragments that cannot be connected in human common sense. Once you try Connect them, and you will see a dark abyss. Something hidden under the abyss will make people feel desperate, but that is the truth of this world.

There is no chance in this world, even if you become the protagonist of a story, what to fight against and prevent. It's just a part of fate, even without expectation. How much weight does this link occupy in the entire destiny. A script that no one can look at with his own knowledge alone is weaving everyone's destiny, and all thoughts that think they are free may be deceived by hallucinations.

Yes, if you assume that everything in your life, those changes and unchanges, are in a huge and complex script, they belong to a predetermined scene. That is really a desperate situation. So, narrow your horizons. Walking in the one-sided common sense that belongs to human beings, don't look at the darkness, and the crazy philosophies against destiny, there is only this way. Only by allowing yourself to live in a "appropriate reality"-it may also be full of falsehoods and illusions, but at least it won't make you a madman.

Become a madman a long time ago, or, I would rather be a madman, but also to pursue the ultimate real person hidden in the darkness and despair. There will be no compromise, even if in the end they can't distinguish themselves, see for themselves Those "truths" that have arrived are true in the end. Or it is still false, or it is an illusion that I have delusioned. Just like me.

I didn't know it for a long time. How much of all that I have experienced is real and how much is an illusion. What you see with your eyes, what you touch with your skin, what you hear with your ears and what you hear from your nose, you hear from others. What I put together from fragmentary clues may be false. In theory, as long as there are enough clues, the truth can be pieced together, but the question is, how many clues are needed? At least, I have never obtained enough clues to piece together "make myself very convinced that this is the truth", and I no longer feel that I can get so many clues.

For me, everything is hidden in the fog, and only half of the scale is exposed by accident, and the half of the scale is absolutely impossible for people to imagine what it will be like after the fog is completely broken. The so-called "hospital reality" and the so-called "doomsday illusion" are nothing more than relative environments. In my mind, there is no basis for independent existence of the two, so I cannot be sure that one of them is absolute. reality.

If it must be said that there is something that can be used as a reference to determine the absolute truth, then there is only "Jiang". I once assumed that even "Jiang" is just my own illusion, but this assumption is too crazy, it will subvert the foundation of me, so I abandoned it.

So, no matter what Fu Jiang does, I will not be surprised, nor will I stop it, because even if she does not have this self-knowledge, I also know that she is a manifestation of "Jiang". "Jiang" is something I cannot understand. Therefore, I will make assumptions and guesses, but I will not really try to understand its essence and behavior. , To do what you should do.

So, although I hope to introduce Fu Jiang to Dr. Nguyen Li, Sakuya and Bajing, since Fu Jiang has other ideas, I have no objection. When Dr. Ruan Li returned home at the same time as usual, I was alone and greeted as usual, as if I had never left. However, Dr. Ruan Li is not so easy to pass. In this repeater world, the past "Gaochuan" has a history of serious mental illness, and that past will inevitably become the past of me now, and it was dozens of days before. I also did a lot of examinations in Dr. Ruan Li’s clinic during my getting along with each other, and none of them can prove that I have become a “normal child”. Now that he has been missing for a week, although Dr. Ruan Li didn't lose his temper, he was absolutely sure that I was sick again.

Because of a mental problem, I went to Europe for some reason and got married. This is a "sounds right" reason. That night, Sakuya and Bajing came to me, but they were immediately persuaded by Dr. Ruan Li: "I didn't want to tell you, but I always felt that if some things were said too clearly, it would prevent Ah Chuan from returning to a normal society. However, His current problem is a bit serious, and I don’t want you to feel embarrassed because you don’t know."

"What's wrong with Achuan?" Sakuya was a little anxious. She looked at me. I was separated from them by a gap in the door. In the narrow gap, I saw their faces-Dr. Ruan Li did not He tied me up, but forced me not to leave her study, and I knew very well that this order and my choice were a kind of psychological test. The answer to this test is actually not fixed, because the factors that determine the answer are very complicated. Regarding the current environment, state, and Dr. Ruan Li’s past observations, only Dr. Ruan Li knows it. Every movement of mine will be in the questionnaire in her mind which standard is mentally ill. And this standard will become the basis for the following observations, questions, judgments and treatments.

If you change to another patient. In fact, it is difficult to be like me, clearly aware that I am being used with a strong and targeted method. "Try not to let the mental patient know that he is undergoing mental observation and treatment" is the treatment plan of Dr. Ruan Li This is an extremely important part of the process, but in reality, it is impossible to achieve this level perfectly, in the questioning and observation links. Patients who are extremely anxious by shouting "I am not sick" have also encountered many cases. However, in general, the treatment behavior designed by Dr. Ruan Li will try to keep the patient from being restricted by the idea that he is mentally ill.

Just. When faced with a patient who "knows that he has a serious mental illness" like me, those conventional methods will lose their effect, and even continued use will have extremely bad consequences. Therefore, in response to my situation, Dr. Ruan Li also has another plan.

Now, I was persuaded to stay in the room, and the door of the room opened a gap, allowing me to vaguely see the conversation. Hearing the content of the conversation, as well as the content of Dr. Nguyen Li’s conversation itself, plus "I have been with Dr. Nguyen Li for many years. Knowing the psychology and understanding the usefulness of these arrangements to a certain extent" are all designed for my situation. The scene coming out. Although I have studied psychology by myself and have applied psychology knowledge on many occasions in the past, but. Dr. Ruan Li is the real expert, I can't judge at all. What kind of effect she wants to achieve through such a scene arrangement, I have judged, and I can't be confident that it is really the most suitable answer. Therefore, it is impossible to take the initiative to deceive doctors like those mental patients with high intelligence.

I finally made the choice of "Listen to Dr. Ruan Li's instructions honestly", but through the crack of the door, I collided with Sakiya's eyes from time to time. I also believe that Dr. Ruan Li has been observing the expression changes of Sakuya and Bajing, and there must be a hidden camera in this study to capture my expression changes all the time. And even if it is "no expression" like the Eight Views, it is also meaningful to Dr. Ruan Li, because in psychology, "no expression" is also a way of carrying a lot of information in connection with the environment at the time. Expressions.

"So, the doctor, you mean, Achuan has a mental problem?" Bajing finally spoke.

"Yes, and the problem is very serious." Dr. Ruan Li said.

"Agawa told us about his mental problems. We know that we still have to be friends with him!" Sakiya said anxiously, "It is true that Agawa often says something inexplicable, but he has never hurt him. After passing us, we also believe that he will not do that in the future."

"If the doctor judges that Achuan has been missing for so long before you judge his mental problem... We actually know some of the reasons why he did it." Hakjing said, "I hope we can play a role in your treatment. Assistant, we are his friends, there must be something we can do."

Doctor Ruan Li, as always, with a kind and warm professional smile, said: "You are all right. I do have such thoughts, but not now. A Chuan has a serious mental illness, and I am his attending doctor. He is also his mother. I know your defense of A Chuan, but I also hope that you can trust me. Everything I do is for his good."

"Doctor, it's really because he went to Europe after he disappeared and got married somehow. Did you judge that his mental illness has started to reappear? Based on these conditions, he made the current treatment plan. Is it?" Hakkei repeated very strongly.

Dr. Ruan Li didn't have any extra expressions, smiled and answered Bajing: "No."

Her answer was so concise that even Bajing was surprised, and her emotions were fully expressed on her face.

"A Chuan's condition is very special. It is not enough to judge the specific problem based on the environment and the words he was in when he notified me." Dr. Ruan Li's tone was very soft, not for the two girls at all. Questioning and angry, I think she is really not angry, because this dialogue may be a link full of psychological factors. I don’t even think that Bajing and Sakuya can be so intelligent that they are truly anti-guest and take the initiative in dialogue. Dr. Ruan Li’s knowledge and practical experience are much better than that of female high school students. In conversations involving psychology, it’s simply It is overwhelmingly powerful.

Hakjing seemed to realize this, and opened his mouth several times. But in the end he hesitated, and then said: "Can't we really stay and watch?"

"Yes, not tonight. But. I will not stop you from continuing to be friends with A Chuan in the future. A Chuan needs friends more than anyone." Dr. Ruan Li stroked the heads of the two girls. "Please believe me." I, as a psychologist, an attending doctor and a mother, I will not do things that are meaningless and will have a negative impact on my sick child."

"I see. We trust you, doctor." Hakkei pulled Sakuya for a while. Say goodbye to Dr. Ruan Li: "Can we come to pick A Chuan to school tomorrow?"

"You can come here after class. However, these days, I will help A Chuan ask for leave." Dr. Ruan Li replied, "When will A Chuan go back to school? It needs some observation to decide."

Doctor Ruan Li’s attitude was gentle and firm. Bajing and Sakuya had to accept this result. They looked at me from a distance through the door and said loudly to me: "A Chuan, we will come to see you tomorrow. I left with my schoolbag."

Doctor Ruan Li returned to the study, called up the image data in the computer in front of me, and wrote on a file, and I was sitting on the other side of her desk. This situation made me stupefied, as if I had returned to the "hospital reality" and was being treated by another Dr. Ruan Li. There was silence in the study. Dr. Ruan Li raised his head several times to observe my expression, but did not speak, and the tension of the atmosphere was constantly changing. However, I think the reason for the change. It is completely because of the fluctuations in my own personal emotions and consciousness, which are in the factors that dominate these feelings. Dr. Ruan Li is not the active party. No matter how I respond, it makes no difference to Dr. Ruan Li. All she wants to see is "my reaction".

About thirty minutes or so, Dr. Ruan Li put together the files and said to me with a particularly serious attitude: "A Chuan, we have done these treatments many times, and you must be familiar with it."

"Yes, mother." I replied quietly, as she said, in the "hospital reality", I have accumulated too much experience. However, this does not mean that I can make a targeted response to any next situation-this kind of mental test, there is no fixed question and answer. Through understanding the patient, according to the difference between the past and the present, a truly talented doctor can design many questions around a core. If you feel that, you can analyze the core through these questions in reverse, and then you can also ask questions. If there is a targeted preparation, that is undoubtedly a naive idea. Because, when a skilled psychologist is fully prepared to apply psychological measures to a certain patient, the core of its various problems will be covered by the problem itself, and the only one who can fight against it is " Psychiatric patients deteriorated by psychologists".

And I am not a psychologist. Even if I know I am a mental patient, I can study psychology in a targeted manner. There are too many external and internal factors that prevent me from becoming a real An expert in psychology in the sense. And the doctor Ruan Li in front of me is undoubtedly talented by nature, and he worked very hard the day after tomorrow. He put all his career energy in this line, and he has extremely rich clinical experience, and he is unique. expert.

A vain attempt to conceal myself will only make myself more vulnerable, and I have no reason to conceal myself in front of Dr. Ruan Li. Even if I subjectively do not think that everything I encountered when involved in the toilet talk is not a mental illusion-this is imaginable for me personally, but I will not take the initiative to admit it. After all, this is not just about the toilet. Strange talk about this incident, once it is denied, its consequences will be chained to a larger level, for example: everything I have experienced from the past to the present is just illusion. This conclusion, as long as I think about it subconsciously, makes me feel full of terrible destructive power, and I would rather not think about it.

Yes, even what I have encountered is real things. Dr. Ruan Li is just an ordinary person, so he has no experience with "mystery". I still need the help of Dr. Ruan Li because I am a mental patient. On the spiritual level, there is no distinction between "mystery" and "daily".

In the end, I chose to start with the strange talk about the toilet. After that, I told Dr. Ruan Li about the things I experienced. Even when facing Sakiya and Bajing, I didn't say it in such detail. I have a "previous history" with Dr. Ruan Li. The situation of the "doomsday illusion" and my adventures in the past apocalyptic illusions, as well as everything encountered in the "hospital reality", are all based on the "past diary". It’s recorded in the file, and this file is copied by Dr. Ruan Li. At this moment, she is in front of me, calling out the copy of the file, referring to this "black history", and going to Learn about the "phantom story" I'm telling now.

With me as the center, what happened, in the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li, is the proof that I have a serious mental illness. She studied the story I described, not because she believed in this story, but because she believed that she could assess my mental changes during the "onset" from the setting, structure, context and development of this story. . With the aid of past medical history data and the latest psychiatric diagnosis information, I can assess my current mental state to determine which type of treatment I need and whether it can be put back into the society-I am in the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li , Has always been a "severely mentally ill patient with aggressiveness", even if she did not leak the information out, it gave me the opportunity to live and study normally.

The former is her responsibility to the treating doctor, and the latter is her love for herself as a foster mother—I think so.

It took me about three hours to roughly tell a new story about the strange talk about the toilet, and then was asked by Dr. Ruan Li about the details she wanted to hear, including the subtlest psychological changes at a certain moment in my mouth—that came out of my mouth. Yes, it was naturally very subjective, and I had indeed been thinking about these things all the time-Dr. Ruan Li was very clear about these things, and that was what she needed. In the process of my recounting, Dr. Ruan Li put great emphasis on rationality and storytelling. In other words, from the beginning of my recounting, there was no opportunity for "additional explanations". At the same time of telling, it is organized into a "straight and straightforward novel, but with high and low waves in structure". Although, when I made a phone call in that European city, I gave a general explanation, but this face-to-face communication is undoubtedly more demanding. I have always felt that this is a very difficult thing. I often have to pause and organize what I want to say. Fortunately, Dr. Ruan Li doesn't mind me doing this, but rather encourages me to say it.

Dr. Ruan Li believes that ~IndoMTL.com~ this "storytelling" method is itself a very targeted mental treatment process. Being able to organize a story, tell it in an orderly manner, and have a story. It can prove that a person’s thinking ability is functionally normal and qualified in performance. While telling a story, it is organized and story-telling. It can also easily allow the listener to analyze the narrator’s mental state more clearly from the content-where is the negative? Where is the positive? What about negative and positive transformations? Because a storyteller who creates on the spot and has a sensibility, and the story he tells is "his personal experience", it is impossible to completely stand on the perspective of a completely rational third party and combine his own consciousness with Emotional changes are completely covered up, and in the process of alienating the story, it is also a way to re-examine yourself, get rid of the interference of the seemingly positive or negative emotional thinking at the time of the story, and understand in a "more authentic state" Correct yourself.

This type of treatment is called "self-correction method" by Dr. Ruan Li. It has very strict requirements not only for the storyteller itself, but also for the story itself. For the story, there is a key prerequisite before being organized and narrative, that is, "temporary creation". This story cannot be prepared and refined, but should be instant-formed. For doctors implementing this treatment method, one of the most important qualities is to distinguish clearly whether the story the patient is telling is a "temporary creation", or "prepared", or "prepared but pretending to be a temporary creation". It is a temporary creation". To be continued