Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1159: Cold, laugh, talk

Although I have thought about what happens sooner or later when everyone meets on the same occasion, Tomoe and Zuochuan will definitely become members of the whisperers, making this newly established mysterious organization plump up. =Top=Point=Fiction ===In the past apocalyptic illusion, everyone stayed together with a network ball. The love back then made me never think about the possibility that everyone present could not talk about it. Even with the addition of Zuo Chuan, he didn't feel anything wrong. However, when Tomoe, Sagawa, and the world of repeaters, Sakuya and Hakkei had a direct intersection in my home, I noticed that the situation did not seem to be as smooth as I had always taken for granted. It is not to say that there is a strong sense of rejection among women, but everyone can feel the stiffness of the atmosphere, perhaps more because the timing and occasion of the intersection between the two sides are completely different from the past. In short, I have a feeling that even if I pretend to be deaf and dumb, I can't solve it.

I think I should clarify the relationship as soon as possible, and then turn the topic back to the whisperer and the current mysterious diffusion phenomenon, but it was interrupted by both sides several times. Sakuya Kazuhiro's eyes had a strong sense of scrutiny, while Tomoe and Sakawa turned a blind eye to the current situation.

"So, Achuan, are you married?" Hakjing finally broke his silence and asked, "Have you got a marriage certificate?" As my true girlfriend in this repeater world, she has no indication of the sudden changes. Showing explosive emotions, her eyes and tone were very flat, but it made me feel like sitting on pins and needles. To be honest, I also think that I have just confirmed my girlfriend relationship with Bajing, and married another "stranger woman" a week later. No matter how I look at it, it makes it difficult for the client to accept... No, I guess, in Bajing’s eyes, I The situation must be very strange. If the eight sceneries have an association with this matter. I'm afraid I won't think it was caused by my "fatigue", but I was "entangled" by some kind of abnormality.

The "mysterious" world I showed them, and Dr. Ruan Li's "mental patient", will further conceal the fact that "I and Fu Jiang really love each other." I'm afraid that I can't win the trust of Sakuya, Bajing, and Dr. Ruan Li if I have nowhere to say anything. In their eyes, Fu Jiang and Zuo Chuan are full of doubts, but these doubts cannot be explained by a "controlled" person like me. However, when I thought that my explanation was not enough to convince them, I suddenly felt a strange feeling.

It suddenly occurred to me that even if Sakiya and Hakkei think that I have been controlled and cannot be trusted, this view is definitely not unreasonable—at least. From my point of view, there is no denying that I have been interfered by Jiang.

Although it is to look at it from a different perspective, to understand the relationship between me and Fujiang, and what happened to each other, in a sense, this kind of "Gao Chuan is in an abnormal situation. It's just that." "Suddenly marrying a strange woman" is not completely untrue. maybe. It is precisely because Sakiya and Hakkei can deeply understand what is called "abnormal" after being exposed to "mystery" that they have the current calm and sharp attitude.

"Yes, Fu Jiang and I were husband and wife a long time ago." I can only bite the bullet and explain: "You have all read my diary, haven't you?"

"Oh, Fujiang... That's the case. No wonder the name sounds familiar." Eight scenic spots nodded, "Isn't that really Achuan your delusion?"

"I have always said that it did happen, don't you believe it?" I asked, "This time. You have seen a lot of abnormal things. My situation is also abnormal. But it’s not special."

"Unfortunately, Achuan, I have always felt that even if there is a mystery, your situation is the most special." Bajing asserted, but she did not explain why she made such a assertion. I think maybe it's just because of our relationship that made her think like this. Bajing is a very stubborn person in her own opinions. I don't think I can persuade her to correct her thoughts. Besides, I don't think her statement is wrong. I must be a special one, because otherwise, all salvation will be a rootless tree with no possibility of success.

"You don't need to be hostile to Fujiang and Zuochuan, they are here to join the Whisperers." I can only change the subject and say with comfort: "The mystery has begun to spread. Maybe we should focus on electronic demons and nightmares. ."

"Have the wedding ceremony been held? Did you get the marriage certificate?" Sakiya repeated the question of the previous eight sceneries again.

"You don't need anything like that." Fu Jiang glanced at the two girls with a squinting gaze, like a lion proclaiming his territory to the same kind with his eyes and aura, "My relationship with Achuan does not require any proof. No approval is required."

"Perhaps, you should openly announce what you did to A Chuan in the week that he disappeared." Bajing still ignored me, just staring at Fu Jiang on the opposite side, and said word by word.

"We have done everything that should be done, and we have done what should not be done." Tomoe raised his legs, shook the can of beer, and said in a tone of showing off to the loser and full of sexual hints: " Little girl, he's all mine from the inside out. Actually, you can see it, don't you? No matter how you explain it, A Chuan doesn't have any testimony meaning to you, right. However, I still want to tell you that everything Ah Chuan does is his volition, such as marrying me, even if the current marriage does not have the legal elements of the secular society."

"Are you showing off?" Bajing's expression was a little gloomy.

"No, I just want to remind you, Eight Views." Fu Jiang called the name "Eight Views" for the first time, or it was the first time in this repeater world to face this girl, "What you see The world I came to was too narrow, it was impossible to truly understand A Chuan, and of course, he could not understand me. Therefore, even if you want to break your head, you cannot understand why A Chuan is with me. Even so, you still have to Face up to the fact: Achuan is mine!"

Sakuya kept her head down and didn't say a word. I was a little worried about her. She was smiling during the chain judgment. This expression was a bit abnormal and scary.

"Ms. Tomie, you have overlooked a fact." Hachijing narrowed his eyes and stared at Fujiang unfailingly: "A Chuan never said that I am not his girlfriend. Is that true? A Chuan." With a stern look that I had never seen before, he came straight over. It makes me feel as if my whole body is being pierced with needles.

But what can I say? It turned out to be what it is now, and it was all caused by my own carelessness. Maybe I should have thought at the beginning that members of the Las Vegas Special Operations Force will eventually enter this world of repeaters, and the relationship I create in this world is bound to be related to all intruders. However, I think back to my choice at that time. The time when I re-encountered Sakuya and the Eight Views, compared to the time when we got along in the past apocalyptic fantasy, the relationship in this world is very short and full of entanglements and contradictions. Even so, it still makes me Feel happy.

Yes, the interaction with Sakiya and Hakjing in this world seems to make up for some regrets in the past. I don't think I should have regrets now. I want to protect this city and protect them who live in this city. It is not only their identities enlarged to the entire doomsday fantasy and the reality of the hospital, but also their desire to protect the world as much as possible-even from the beginning , I know that it is impossible for me to do it, because this repeater world is bound to usher in the end.

Maybe. I just want to fill in my past shortcomings from another angle in this short time of getting along. From this perspective. How selfish I am. However, even for a short time, protect them and let them know how precious they are to me. It's what I want to do.

So, even if there is a substantial relationship with Fujiang that transcends reality, illusion, sex, and will, I will not say "I have nothing to do with the Eight Views".

So, I said, "Yes. Bajing is my girlfriend. Tomoe, just like how much I love you, she is also one of my most important people. Not only Bajing, but also Sakuya , And Marceau, Dorothy, and the color... in my story, you are my wings." I said so seriously, but the original eight sceneries with serious faces and Sakuya with weird smiles, face The expressionless Zuo Chuan and the oppressive Fu Jiang all turned into constipation expressions.

"Can't take it, I can't take it." Fu Jiang's oppressive aura disappeared. She squeezed the beer can and threw it into the trash basket, leaving the sofa, with a strange expression on her face. An expression of pain, "You know? Bajing, A Chuan had said many love words to me in the past, but even though I knew that they were love words, I never felt romantic, let alone numb, but full of sense of disobedience. Although I know He said this from his sincerity, but I just want to say, please don’t say so sincerely so literate."

"At least I'll like 10,000 likes for this." Hakjing said, "It's ruining the atmosphere, do you know? A Chuan. Talking like this makes you look like a mental illness-oh, I forgot, actually You are mentally ill."

What can I say? I can't say anything! Therefore, I was silent, unable to describe my emotions at this time.

"Good second, Agawa." Sakuya also stood up, his face flushed, "The shame is too high, Agawa. It's shameful."

"Sure enough, it's better to keep this kind of plot in the novel and the movie." Zuo Chuan nodded intently.

I really don’t know what expression I should use to face them who are saying this. So just smile, right?

However, the previous aggressive dialogue and the tense atmosphere all disappeared before such a change. I celebrated this result a little bit psychologically, and I didn't expect that if I seriously said what was in my heart, it would have such an effect.

"Well, Agawa is a mental patient. We shouldn't ask him more." Hachijing looked at Sakiya, patted his forehead and sighed, Sakiya nodded quickly, his eyes still looking at me seemed to remain There is a feeling of "the heart has lingering palpitations".

"That's it for the time being? Ms. Tomi." Hakjing looked at Tomi and Zuo Chuan again. "And Ms. Zuo Chuan, you seem to have any thoughts about my A Chuan."

"You are like an old hen who protects the baby. Miss Bajing." Zuo Chuan smiled slightly, but his words were extremely sharp. In normal times, I always feel that the Eight Views will re-start the war, but at this time, the Eight Views have an indifferent expression.

"Whatever you say. Achuan is the man I like." Bajing said, "Although he is a mental patient."

"Yeah." Sakiya nodded desperately behind Hakkei. Then, Fu Jiang and Zuo Chuan both looked at me with pitying eyes. I don't have any special emotions, but I am particularly embarrassed to be seen, but I don't know what is so embarrassing. Although Fujiang and Bajing both said harsher words. However, I think what they said is nothing embarrassing. Perhaps Fu Jiang really felt that my way of expressing love was not good enough, but it was not my fault. Moreover, I also think that this criticism is acceptable in a pragmatic manner. Bajing said that I was a mental patient. This is also true. I do suffer from a very serious mental illness, and I am a patient with doomsday syndrome on the verge of death.

So, it was said that it actually existed, but it was accepted by myself. What is so embarrassing about yourself? I feel a little weird about my mood swings. The human heart is really strange and abnormal, and it will suddenly make people feel that they don't know themselves at all. And you want to know yourself better and know others better, that's why a discipline like psychology was born, right? Psychology is really broad and profound. Dr. Ruan Li, who can become an expert in psychology, is really worthy of admiration.

This is a daily, but not very daily experience. I once again deeply realized how far I was from the "psychologist".

"Anyway, let's do it first, let's talk about the whisperer first." I quickly turned the subject away, "Right. Did you guys have lunch?"

"I'm going to cook." Hachijing said, stood up, and entered the kitchen as if he were in his own home. Zuo Chuan also stood up and said to her: "I'll help."

"So, everyone came here without eating?" I looked at Tomoe and Sakiya. Fu Jiang had a "don't care" expression on his face. Feel free to "hmm". Sakuya seemed a little embarrassed. She held back for a while before asking: "Achuan, you said you had a nightmare before?"

"Well, a nightmare. A nightmare in the true sense." I tried to eliminate the inconspicuous atmosphere in the air and said in as serious a tone as possible.

Sakiya was a little confused, but Tomie became serious. She and I have experienced many anomalies caused by "nightmares". The most impressive thing is probably the one in the past apocalypse against the Mal Jones family. Event. At least, to me, that incident was particularly special.

I recounted the nightmare city and the long and thin ghosts that only appeared before. Of course, habitually, I used a lot of storytelling methods. Sakiya was frightened after watching horror movies, but thought To continue to understand what follows, Fu Jiang focused more on the details of the scene at that time and kept asking questions several times. Although the mysterious organization of Whisperers was established, Sakiya in this repeater world is still an ordinary girl. Although she has been exposed to some abnormalities, she still has a very shallow awareness of "mystery". Most of the time, understanding mysterious events is like listening to weird stories. Of course, she certainly does not want these weird things to happen to her, and I see worry in her face. I know, she is worried about me. The plot of "Nightmare mapped to reality" has not rarely appeared in literary works, and it has never been a good ending.

"In other words, do you think that more people will have this nightmare, and then bring out similar monsters from that weird city?" Fu Jiang said, "Some things must happen, even , It has to happen many times and has a certain degree of influence before there are clues to explore the truth. The monster’s existence and attack methods are very strange, you want to stop it, you can only pray that it will not look for it before killing you New prey. And, since you had this nightmare in this city, the nightmare will probably sweep the city soon. I think even if it wasn’t last night, there will be a bigger nightmare phenomenon tonight. , It’s impossible for you to prevent monsters from coming out. However, as long as these monsters start to spread, the users of electronic demons will naturally become more."

"I don't think that I can stop the spread of mystery in this city, but I can't let it spread in a vicious way." I said very seriously.

"It's meaningless in the end, you know, Achuan." Tomi Jiang looked at me with meaningful eyes.

"But this is what I want to do. Ajiang." I replied, "I don't think it is meaningless... At least, it has a very important meaning to me. Even if the end is inevitable. , I also hope that this city will be destroyed in the end. The people I love and you I love can live to the last moment."

Sakiya doesn’t seem to understand what I’m talking about. It’s not surprising. If you can, I hope that they sleeping in the sealed iron room can sleep until the iron room is chipped open. Faced with that terrible and desperate choice, until I smashed the iron house...or, died together.

"Don't be afraid." Sakiya suddenly hugged me and murmured, "Even if it is the end of the world, we can't be separated. I'm always by your side, Agawa. So don't be afraid. "

Sakiya said to me "Don't be afraid", but it made me more aware that I have always been scared. Even though I have done a lot of courage and have done many things, I have never given up struggling. However, that kind of right The destiny of inevitable destruction and the unpredictable unknown are still full of fear, and the possibility of "no way to save the one you love" is also full of fear. I really want to really think about it, accepting what Dr. Ruan Li said, and turning this even a little hope into a world set off by despair, as a world created by my own mental patient. However, I dare not put this choice on the gambling scale. I cannot prove that it is the only truth. Therefore, I can only choose to continue thinking and struggling under this heavy pressure and fear.

"Don't be afraid..." Sakiya hugged me tightly, and I realized that, in fact, I was shaking. I thought about a lot of things, but at the end of these thoughts, it never made me relaxed. And even if you have the idea of ​​"I think too much", I can't stop myself from thinking like this. I think back to myself in the past, and compared with my current self, I realize that I was so innocent back then, and because of my innocence, I got many pieces of happiness. However, if you want to get the last happiness, it is impossible to search from the "past". I am a patient with doomsday syndrome. This kind of thinking that is much more frequent than ordinary people is also a feature of the condition. Many patients will go crazy in this thinking.

Thinking brings despair and fear, and instinct can also feel the oppression and abnormality caused by the "virus". Personality is split and mutated in the process. Can you resist this uncontrollable and deepen your thinking, personality, and consciousness? And the deterioration of mood, maybe it is the core difference between me and other doomsday patients~IndoMTL.com~ I just feel that it is compared with the incomparable sense of fear brought by "Jiang" and "Virus" When I got up, the current despair and fear were just by-products, so I took it naturally. However, to take it naturally and ignore it does not mean that it does not exist. Perhaps Sakiya really saw through, the weakness hidden in this tempered body and will. Sakiya like this is really sensitive, and I hope that this sensitivity will not hurt her.

"Since Achuan wants to do it, then do it." Fu Jiang drank a can of beer again and said, "Anyway, we don't have a ready-made action plan, do we? No matter how we do it, we will only It’s just a response to fate.” In the past, this kind of statement is basically the opinion of most mysterious experts, “No matter what you do, even the behavior predicted by the prophet, it is only a link in the doomsday process.” This kind of pessimism, In fact, in the doomsday illusion where I was born, it has become popular. Many newcomers, including me, are vaguely aware of this in the mysterious events that continue to strike. Even if it is a momentary victory to refute, in that extremely real feeling, it is powerless, not to mention that the mystery expert is a group of people who trust intuition extremely.

However, Fu Jiang at this time only made me feel the malice from "Jiang" and "virus" even further. (To be continued...)