Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1161: Closed room
Las Vegas in the nightmare is just like the last time I came in. I don’t feel the slightest change. The large shadows are smeared on the cement and glass, making people not feel the slightest warmth, the original smooth arc The outline is also angular. I was walking on an empty street, all the clocks I saw had stopped, and the sky was always fixed on a cloudy day. Only when the wind blows away the clouds, I can occasionally see the ruins of the city hanging upside down, which seems to be visible. There is something moving in that ruin, but it is not entirely certain. I think something is gestating here, this is the intuition brought by the elongated ghost that I encountered before. However, neither the naked eye nor the chain judgment, or the “silence” of the electronic demon attached to the shadow-I feel it is in the shadow-can't be sure where this intuition is embodied.
The existence of "No Sound" is so obvious that it fully confirms my previous guess that the electronic devil is inextricably linked to this nightmare Las Vegas. However, it seems that no more evidence can be found until the anomaly expands and becomes more obvious.
The whole empty city seems to have only my active life. Even if I walk on the street in an open and fair manner, I have never had the feeling of "shopping". Some of the shops are like a fixed background, and the other part of the shops can be entered and exited, but the contents are also divided into "can be taken away" and "unable to take away". What makes me happy is that the Camel brand cigarettes I like are OK. The kind that I took away, in this nightmare, I can enjoy them as much as I want, and it can also be regarded as in this nightmare that makes my heart cold. The only thing you can entertain yourself.
Dead loneliness brings loneliness and loneliness. The loneliness that doesn't even have the feeling of "foreign objects" is like a vacuum. It makes people's inner emotions boil and swell, and they can't help thinking about some things, especially those negative thoughts, which continuously jump out of their minds, as if they are trying to fill the external "vacuum". This is not a world suitable for ordinary people to live in. I have made this point very clear. Except for the first time entering, this feeling of emotional swelling is a headache. However, it is not so strong that even a trained mysterious expert can't live a normal life. I have been wandering on the empty street for a long time, and I have become accustomed to this feeling. Uncomfortable is uncomfortable, but at least. It's not the first time that the feeling as if the body is about to be broken from the inside.
I hope I can find clues about ghosts here. Unfortunately, until I wake up again, I haven't encountered anything unusual.
I opened my eyes and unconsciously shook my palm a few times. The cigarette I took in my nightmare was no longer in my hand. The sky outside the window was completely dark, and the light of Wanjia’s lights made the light in the bedroom even more bleak. I felt a little bit cold in my body, and then I realized that the window had been damaged by myself. There was only one big hole where I was watching. However, in this season, you won't feel chills in your usual physique. I feel some discomfort. The internal organs seem to be heating up, and this heat seems to be blocked when it radiates from the pores and can only be deposited in the body. The eyes, mouth, and ears were weaker and sluggish than usual, and saliva appeared extra viscous.
This is a rare change. I thought so. When I got up from the bed, the weakness of the limbs was very clear. I think. I am sick. After becoming a Mageweave Messenger, it was the first time to get sick. Even in those days of reality in the hospital, the pain caused by the doomsday syndrome is not the same as it feels at this time. I tried to stand up, but my brain was dizzy, and I couldn't help but retching. I touched my forehead, but I felt colder than usual. I added an extra coat to myself and opened the bedroom door, only to notice the quiet darkness at home. It seems that Dr. Ruan Li has not yet returned. I can't help thinking why, but I am not completely sure that something is happening. On weekdays, Dr. Nguyen Li also returns late, but I don’t think she will allow me to stay at home alone because of mental illness. In particular, I have informed her of the destruction of doors and windows. In her opinion, this is undoubtedly mentally ill and violent.
In her eyes, I have become an aggressive mental patient. Therefore, of course she will not be the same as her previous attitude. I don't think that Dr. Ruan Li can relax and continue working overtime.
So, what is going on in this quiet darkness? The heat in the body made my thinking become less clear and rapid, and my instincts seemed to become sluggish, but the experience made me wonder in the "abnormal" direction. I can't feel the existence of any living things. Perhaps in the eyes of ordinary people, this also means that there is no danger. However, I still returned to the bedroom and took out the electrician's knife from the drawer. After that, I opened the door of each room, took a circle in the kitchen, and inspected any places that might not be right. I feel weak, but I know very well that this weakness lies only in physical sensations, which really gives me the "mystery" that is beyond the ordinary lethality, and it is still functioning normally. In the case of normal speed sweeping, the weakness of the physique and the dullness of thinking will not become a decisive interference, because I will get enough time due to speed.
The slightly worse situation is that my weakness at this time is caused by some malicious mysterious attack. It tries to use this negative state to directly weaken my body. However, "Jiang" is in my body. In the body, I am quite sure that the "weakness" that I feel now is actually very superficial. Once this force continues to penetrate, it will trigger the "Jiang" power. From a certain perspective, if the enemy is trying to use this form of attack to defeat me, it is a death-seeking behavior.
So, although I felt very uncomfortable and increased my alertness, I never felt that it was a big problem. The interlocking decision has been turned on, and the act of patrolling the room can be considered a cover-up, because, in fact, I don’t need to observe directly with the naked eye to grasp the physical activities in every corner of the house.
The current abnormality that seems normal makes me think of the ghosts that appeared in the morning. The negative state at this time is very similar to the feeling at that time, but it is much more serious. I felt a sudden intense heat in the corners of my eyes and nostrils. I wiped it with my hand, and it really bleeds. I can imagine how horrible my image is at this time, because. Immediately afterwards, even the earholes began to heat up, and something came out, without checking, I also knew that it must be blood-the appearance of bleeding from seven holes, it must be very miserable. However, even this time. I still don’t think I’m going to die because. I believe in "Jiang", and because of "Jiang" I believe that I will never die here.
It feels so real, I can’t be sure. Is the abnormal situation happening to me now an illusion, but even the illusion, for ordinary people, is an extremely scary and maddening situation. Because it is a malicious attack, even an illusion. There is also a high fatality rate-for example, if people think that they have been injured so severely, they will actually have corresponding injuries. If you think you are dead, you will die completely. This kind of mystery is not uncommon in occultism.
I deliberately went to the mirror in the kitchen to see how I look now. For ordinary people, it should be the act of seeking a dead end. In occultism, the act of looking in the mirror has always been a horrible introduction. However, this act of death. I don't know how many times I have done it. Against the backdrop of the bustling night view outside the window, the darkness inside the house is deeper, and it is almost impossible to confirm the outline of the object with the naked eye. This is also very abnormal, because the outside light is so bright that some light will enter the house. Don't let the darkness sink to this point. The various problems in the details made me more and more sure that now I am in some kind of abnormal environment, and even, I may not actually wake up from the "nightmare".
In other words, I am still dreaming.
I'm not so sure, because the feeling of physical discomfort is too strong, but it masks more perceptions. Or maybe the enemy uses this method to make people unable to realize that they are dreaming, so as to achieve the effect of killing people in their dreams. Is this anomaly caused by that ghost? I think so, but if this is the case, it means that the ghost's strength has been improved by leaps and bounds in a short day. This speed is a bit scary. Assuming that under the trend of "mysterious" proliferation, every person who enters a nightmare will bring out something similar to a ghost, and cannot eliminate it in the first time. Then, as time goes by, these things The number and power of the will become quite astonishing.
I wiped the mirror vigorously, and there was a layer of wet mist on the mirror surface. Although it was in a dark environment, it was unexpectedly clear. This is naturally an abnormal phenomenon. As soon as this layer of fog was wiped off, it immediately re-covered it, making people feel that no matter how they wipe it, they can’t be wiped clean, as if there is some malice in the dark, making people unable to see themselves through the mirror - at this time, The sense of abnormality lurking in the darkness becomes particularly strong, as at this moment, people suddenly realize that there is something full of malicious but inexplicable existence in the darkness.
I am not an ordinary person, and naturally I will not be surprised. For mystery experts, this sudden increase in malice is not a rare experience. The dirty mirror seems to be a hint. Ordinary people may use this phenomenon as a clue to break through bad luck after several turns and a strong horror of survival. However, for mystery experts, this is possible. It's a clue, but it's not something to be dealt with very urgently, because rash actions may cause even bigger exceptions. It is not impossible that smashing a mirror at this time will trigger a trap. In many occult works, there are stories about mirrors: because of fear, the protagonist smashes the abnormal mirror at the first time, but I didn't expect that the mirror itself was a seal, but instead released something worse—another self made up of viciousness—and ended up on the spot.
The functionality of the mirror allows it to evolve into a special concept in occultism, and the mysterious phenomenon triggered by this concept is divided into two obvious opposites. Whether it is to illuminate the truth or the illusion, whether to illuminate the possibility of survival, or to illuminate the trap of death, no one can be sure before it actually happens. Unless, you can know the origin of this mirror in advance and confirm its state at this time. But most of the time, the anomalies caused by mirrors are classified into the types of urban legends, and the mirrors that cause anomalies are mostly ordinary mirrors that seem to be nothing special in normal days.
From the perspective of mysticism, ordinary mirrors become horrible when they are contaminated with evil thoughts. certainly. For mystery experts, this kind of generalization can only be used as a reference. The actual situation can continue to be refined to a heinous level.
Therefore, the best way is to "determine whether the mirror is abnormal, and not deal with this abnormality first", but to wait for more abnormalities to occur, directly collide with the mysterious maliciousness, and infer this mysteriousness through details Characteristics. Consider again the problem of mirrors. Although this method is not insured every time, at least in terms of probability. It's still very applicable-if you make a mistake, then you have to pray for luck. For the mystery expert, luck is never ethereal, because. Being able to continue to survive the anomaly will definitely feel its elusive power from all kinds of sinister states and from the experience of surviving near death.
I am also a mystery expert, and my coping methods are not very different. I no longer pay attention to this mirror, and focus on the scenery outside the window. This is also a simple way of thinking. Most of the mysterious powers that cause abnormalities have the limit of interference. Abnormal from the current house condition. It can be inferred that the current anomaly is either hallucinatory or domain-specific, but. Either way, when the observation range is expanded, the conditions of the outside world will often become clues for further judgment. Because, since mysterious powers usually have limits, anomalies also have limits, then. The greater the range of interference, the harder it will be. The situation reflected from this is that the farther the range, the more unreal the anomaly produced.
Assuming that the current situation is caused by ghosts, I have always suspected that the brightly lit night scene outside the window is actually fake, or if the night scene outside the window is normal, then , I only need to leave the house to get rid of the abnormal state at this time, because the other party must limit the mystery to this room.
Of course, there are many possibilities that do not conform to this inference, but I don’t think that ghosts can increase their own power beyond speculation in a single day.
Therefore, in various response plans, it does not really matter whether the current situation is a dream or a more practical abnormality. Because the culprit causing the anomaly must have a limited power, and to infer this limit through details, for a mystery expert, it is as simple and natural as eating.
I wiped the blood flowing out of the corner of my eyes, and the amount of blood flowing out of the five senses is amazing. It is a physique of an ordinary person, which is much faster than the speed of suicide by cutting the wrist. However, I am not at all There is no feeling of becoming weaker due to blood loss. The discomfort of the body has been maintained within a certain limit and is very stable. However, because of this, it has become one of the evidences for judging the current degree of abnormality. Obviously, the power that cannot make people "more weaker" is the degree of improvisation.
My mood was very calm. I wiped the corner of my eyes and continued to look out of the window. Because of the bloodshot eyes, the exterior scene became blurred. The bustling lights were like halos rendered by special effects, buildings and streets. And pedestrians, it also seems to be obscured in large chunks, the sounds that can be heard by the ears are very noisy, and it is impossible to distinguish human voices, car sounds and other sounds. It feels like the world outside the window, like a coffee with milk, which exudes a bitter, slightly sweet and beautiful taste in the stirring, which is completely opposite to the feeling inside the house. This kind of strong contrast makes people want to jump out right away—reminiscent of the destruction of the windows when I dealt with ghosts in the morning.
An abnormality that is too strong will induce people who do not know the reason to act according to their own instinct and common sense to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages. However, many people die because of this.
I withdrew my sight. The inside of the house feels like it is not as vague as the outside. Observing things with this bleeding facial features will make people feel that everything outside the house is normal, because the "wounded facial features" should be like that. . However, I feel that all this is just to conceal the inconsistency of the location. The blur may be caused by the "mystery" of the current abnormality to the limit, or it may be a deliberate trap, but no matter which kind, staying in the house is instead best choice. Because, in the room, no matter how strong the negative state on the body is, but it can be more clearly perceived, this kind of "clearness" is the most important.
In the occult, the word "clear" has a very positive meaning and is often an abnormal breakthrough. Clarity is a better state than normal, a proof of order, an aesthetic power, and the limit of "knowledge". At any time, it is correct to look for "clearness".
So, although the room is dark, the objects can only be seen in general outlines, full of disharmony, and the details are full of abnormalities, but as long as people feel more "clear" than other environments, that is the best choose.
I went back to the main hall, and judging from the fact that the window holes in the bedroom had not been dealt with, the main entrance that was destroyed by Fujiang should have not been repaired either. However, I tugged, but there was a feeling that the door panel was fixed in the space. This feeling once again reminded me of the situation when I dealt with ghosts. I am almost certain of my guess.
I looked at the cat's eye on the door, only to see that outside the door, there was also an eye staring in front of the cat's eye. Although I can only see the eyes and cannot see the appearance of the owner of the eyes, the gaze of this eye brings me a strong sense of disharmony-like standing outside the door and staring into the house through the cat's eyes .
Clearly I am standing in the house. However, that eye made me feel that I was actually standing outside the house and saw something unusual behind me inside the house.
I suddenly turned my head and opened my eyes suddenly. Then——
I suddenly realized that I was lying on the bed, staring at the familiar ceiling.
I turned my head and looked at the window, and saw that the window hole had been sealed with wooden boards, there were traces of someone coming in in the bedroom, and the computer was turned on, making a buzzing sound. I got out of bed, opened the door, and heard the sound of cooking from the kitchen. The clock was pointing to half past six in the evening. I slept for a full afternoon. On the frosted glass separating the dining room and the kitchen, there is a female silhouette shaking, and it is Doctor Ruan Li in it. My heart calmed down. It turned out that the dark and silent room before was still a nightmare, but when I peeked into the cat’s eyes, I suddenly realized that the figure behind me must have some meaning-it was haunting me before. Ghost? I think so, but it is a lot different from when it appeared in the morning.
I didn't think too much. Anomalies always appear. Now that the "mystery" spreads, aren't all the things that happened before are normal? At least, I think so. So, as usual, I walked into the kitchen with the appearance of just waking up, said hello to Dr. Ruan Li, and went into the bathroom to clean up.
During dinner, Dr. Ruan Li couldn’t help but say a few more words about the destruction of windows and doors. I knew very well that she was not blaming me for destroying things, because for an “aggressive mental illness”, according to Common sense is totally meaningless to criticize. Even in the law, mental patients are excluded from the applicable provisions of ordinary people. Right or wrong in common sense has become very vague for mental patients~IndoMTL.com~. Blame and punish are to let people know that they are making mistakes. However, this kind of behavior is not for mental patients. It is meaningful because, no matter how to blame and punish, it will only make them afraid, but can not make them truly understand that their behavior is "wrong". It is not that mental patients lack common sense, but that their common sense may not be universal, or the factors that make up common sense are not universal from the beginning-the worst of course is that these factors are not universal at all. Actual existence, in other words, is an illusion.
In the test report of Dr. Ruan Li, my situation is the worst kind. I think, in fact, she can't judge, when the doors and windows of her home are damaged, what are the factors that cause this kind of impulse? Of course, from my perspective, I am not impulsive, and it is not all my destruction.
The reason why Dr. Ruan Li said a few more words about this matter is just that I can remember that "doors and windows should not be destroyed", so that some damage can be slowed in the subsequent illness. Of course, from the attitude of Dr. Ruan Li, "Doors and windows should not be destroyed" and "it is wrong to destroy doors and windows" are two different things. As for why the doors and windows should not be destroyed, Dr. Ruan Li often does not explain to the mental patient, because these explanations inevitably involve common sense, and this common sense is meaningless to the mental patient. Even with this, this explanation will become It is meaningless, boring, and even makes the mental state of the mental patient worse. (To be continued)()