Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1164: Invisible friends

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My sudden waking up made it impossible for Dr. Ruan Li to sleep at ease. With her insistence, after entering the middle of the night, we still had a test. After my persuasion, Dr. Ruan Li returned to the bedroom to rest. There are also work, lack of adequate rest, or distraction in other places, which may cause errors in diagnosis and treatment. I also went back to my bedroom, and after waking up from the serial nightmare, I was not sleepy at all. I re-analyzed the information brought by Sakuya and Hakjing, although I don't think there will be more gains. The appearance of the nightmare represents the official proliferation of "mystery" on the stage. The clues that can be actually captured should appear in the next few days, and during the week when I went to the ruling bureau, this proliferation phenomenon should be Still invisible. Surveilling the campus and the student union, most of the information obtained does not deviate from the normal political category, although there are some "mysterious" signs that seem to imply something, but it is not enough to outline a specific outline in my mind.

The anomaly brought about by "mystery", most of the time, only when people are actually harmed will they be known in the form of "rumors". It is almost impossible to prevent them in advance. In other words, even if you don't want to, you must wait for the victim to appear before you can really interfere in this mysterious incident. In my adventure career, the mystery encountered was not even as “fresh” as it is now. More, it has existed for several years, decades, or even hundreds of years, and has harmed countless people during this period of time. The "mystery".

I think. Now the "mystery" spreading in this city and even the whole world is like a kind of origin. And before these "mysteries" actually cause substantial harm, it is simply a waste of effort to spend too much energy to guess it. I hope to reduce the number of victims, but I have to admit that it is impossible for me to prevent the occurrence of victims, and even to avoid the increase of victims. One must also expect the first victim to appear, and more. It appears as an individual.

Once many "mysteries" cause harm, even if it is the first time, they often do not involve only one person. I hope it only hurts one person, and then it exposes its traces. It's naive enough to think of being dealt with by others to avoid more people being harmed.

I don’t want "mystery" to spread in this city, or in an uncontrollable way, but I know very well that if all this is arranged, then. Under the catalysis of the efforts of all parties, once an outbreak occurs, it is likely that it will no longer be controlled. In other words. In this world that has never been "mysterious" before, once the "mystery" appears, its mystery will reach the level of the outside world at a terrifying speed, which is almost equivalent to condensing the evolution of the outside world for decades and hundreds of years to Within a short year.

Yes. It only takes a year at most, and there will be a "mystery" that exceeds the level of the third-level magic pattern messenger. I think so. This is based on the local inhabitants of this world, not the invaders. For the invaders, the mystery of this world is already close to its peak. What can suppress the "mystery" is naturally a more powerful "mystery". A world without a "mystery" must be very deep and terrifying inside.

After entering this world, what should be done to truly reach the core of the repeater and destroy or usurp it? I don’t have a detailed plan, nor do I have enough intelligence. However, both the Doomsday Truth cult should know this How to do it. I joined the Special Operations Force in Las Vegas just to gain a better identity to take advantage of their plans. I alone can't do anything, so I don't need to do anything deliberately. No matter how long the Nazis have been preparing and what kind of conspiracy they have, the Doomsday Truth Sect can never fight back. I just need to wait, and the road will naturally appear in front of me as time goes by.

When I set foot on that path, both the Nazis, the Doomsday Sect, will become enemies. Apart from "Jiang", no one can be my helper. No matter how I manage power in this world, I can't help me at that time, and everything I have protected will likely be pushed into the cliff of doom by my actions. So, everything I do now, such as trying to protect this city, is at the beginning, and I don’t expect any return. On the contrary, if I cultivate outstanding mystery experts in the proliferation of "mystery" in order to protect this city, they will also become my enemies in the future, in order to avoid apocalyptic, in order to protect more people, And crusade against me.

Even so, I am still doing something like this.

I want to save them, but I will destroy them at the end, and this destruction is the beginning of the final salvation. I found that this cycle is also the experience of the protagonists of tragedies and villains in many legends, and I can't help but give birth to an inexplicable and strange emotion. My adventure, my choice, and the path that I will eventually embark on, have deviated too far from the beautiful dreams that I had when I first came into contact with the "mystery".

I turned off the monitor and listened to the breathing in the next bedroom in the dark. In fact, I can't hear the sound, because the soundproofing of the room is very good, but the chain judgement uses the method of material movement to describe the "sound" in my mind. It took a long time for Dr. Ruan Li to really fall asleep. I know that she is very worried about my situation and does not want to send me to those isolated mental hospitals. This requires me not to hurt other people, but she is on me. What I saw were all negative things, full of destructive power and delusions. Probably, it is difficult for Dr. Ruan Li to imagine how a high school student can destroy the specially reinforced doors and windows in that way. And it is this kind of unimaginable and incomprehensible that makes people feel particularly worried and fearful.

She is just a psychiatrist. In the world in her eyes, personal power is very small, so small that one can expect but it is difficult to believe in miracles. I think that although she has repeatedly emphasized that I will get better, her treatment will definitely take effect. However, in fact, she herself is not as confident as she said. But this is Dr. Ruan Li, who I want to protect.

So. Even if it would go against her ideas, I still have to do some things, those things that she can't want me to do.

"I wish you a good dream, Dr. Ruan Li." I "looked" at her falling asleep across the wall, and smiled slightly. Drag out the toolbox from under the bed, take out the equipment and coat inside. Hang on one by one.

As soon as I walked out of the bedroom, the quick sweep was already unfolded. The invisible high-speed passage runs through the main hall, spreading from the balcony to the distance. I am like a Swift, like an elf, galloping under the night sky. Jumping, from the high and low roof of the building, overlooking the lights of the city. The most prosperous place is undoubtedly the direction of the city center, and in other places, even if the lights are not completely extinguished, they are shrouded in the sleepy silence, making those lights seem lonely. Within a moment, I already saw the figure under the street lamp.

Fu Jiang hugs his arm. Leaning against the light pole, sleep soundly. A corset in the style of a gym suit, and a sleeveless jacket in the style of a waistcoat. Before I arrived, she had opened her eyes and looked over. However, before her eyes focused, I was already beside her. Although she still hasn't retracted her gaze in that direction, I feel that she has actually grasped my position by feeling.

"It's a familiar taste. How long have we not returned to this city? Achuan." Fu Jiang said.

"Long time." Because of the change of the world. On the contrary, it makes it difficult to determine a linear time standard. I can only describe this period of time through my feelings-the days of the first meeting between distance and Fujiang. A long, long time has passed. The memory of that year has faded, and the people of the past have also changed their appearance. If there is no change at all, there are probably only things like "Jiang" and "Virus".

Fu Jiang is still the old Fu Jiang, and I also hope that I have never changed, but in fact, I don't know whether I have changed too much in Fu Jiang's eyes. However, no matter whether I have changed or not, my feelings for her are real, and I have not wavered from the beginning. I am very convinced of this.

"Where are we going tonight? We haven't dated for a long time." Fu Jiang took my hand and said.

"I don't know." I have no idea, because we really haven't had a normal date in the past. I don't even know which places are suitable for dating in this city, especially at this time. part. The days I spent with Fu Jiang were always surrounded by danger and killing. Even in the occasional peaceful time, there were many abnormalities happening, which made it difficult for people to think about what a normal date would look like.

This night, this world, this city, is also restless. The anomaly may have been unfolded in a certain corner, but compared to those days in the past, this night is undoubtedly more of a normal night. Fu Jiang seemed to feel fresh about this atmosphere. She was in a good mood, and her whole body exuded a kind of fresh vitality. She took my arm, walked through the shadows, and walked through unmanned streets, occasionally when the car lights were on, which would attract her attention, and then we watched the car swiftly passing by.

At these times, there is always very little conversation. I don’t even know what kind of topic to look for to arouse her interest. In the past, we always talked about abnormalities and battle-related things, and thought this was Of course-but now, I want to say something else, like the topic of normal couples. However, what normal things would Fu Jiang be interested in? She seems to be interested in everything, but I feel that her interest in these things is not as strong as she has shown. It's like, because there are no great things, so ordinary ones can barely be used.

Fujiang is not an ordinary woman. In the past apocalyptic fantasy, when she first met her, she was already the "final weapon". Her every move, no matter how many female styles there are, their essence is completely different. From the point of view of the purpose of the Doomsday Truth Sect to manufacture the "ultimate weapon", it is to promote the doomsday. This fundamentally eliminates the various attributes related to the "normal people's daily life".

Because it’s hard to expect a person who likes human society and daily life, and can experience fun from it, to destroy the world, isn’t it? As the "ultimate weapon", it has no sense of normality and daily life, and does not have normal human emotional cognition and ethical thinking. This should be the most basic condition. Those in the comics are full of humanity, or, eventually, the killing weapons that will awaken humanity and regret their own destiny. All are just a form of human-oriented artistic expression. A cult that truly regards the end of the world as its truth will never create such contradictions.

From this perspective, Fu Jiang does not actually generate emotions because of "dating" itself. Because only people need dating. Nor would she be interested in dating a normal person, because she is not a normal person, or even a person at all.

So, when she mentioned the word "dating". I am very troubled because... Dating with people can also use human stories as a reference, but dating with non-humans. What can be used as a reference?

In the end, I couldn't find any topics other than "the past", "abnormal", "combat" and "sex". I think back to the memories that this city has left me, and tell Fu Jiang these ambiguous and ambiguous things from childhood as stories. At this time, the troubles and embarrassments at the beginning are also in my feelings. Become interesting. Of course, even Fujiang looks interested. I also don't know if she really finds it interesting. However, I will only talk about these things. When these things were finished, we held hands next to each other, walking slowly in silence. However, I don't think this silence is sad at all. On the contrary, this silent atmosphere makes me not want to break. It's quiet, like in the hot summer. Sank into the bottom of the pool, watching the light seeping from the water surface, clear and warm.

It was also at this time that I felt as if I could touch her inside through Fu Jiang's body temperature and the softness of her skin-it was just a feeling. In fact, I couldn't do it at all.

I think back to the days I spent with Fu Jiang, and there was almost no love like this. During this period of time in the past, we were probably in bed*. We were always going to sleep. After waking up, it was all kinds of "mysterious" exercises, investigations and battles. If there is no progress after nightfall, then continue* , Sleep, and then another cycle. That is work, mission, and life. Excluding the irritating, diverse and dangerous abnormalities caused by "mystery" is actually very monotonous. However, the excitement of the mysterious event occupies most of the time of every day, so I can't take a breath of lazy air.

This night, the distance I traveled is a very special part of my time with Fu Jiang. I believe that I will remember it until the end of the end.

This night, nothing happened. In the middle of the night, I went to rent houses in Fujiang and Zuochuan. It was a residential area only ten minutes away from the home of Dr. Ruan Li and I. When Zuo Chuan and John Niu arrived here, they had already set a one-year lease. The small apartment with two bedrooms and one living room has not been well decorated. The owner of the house has heard that he has already settled in other provinces. The lease is through an intermediary. Some electrical appliances were purchased by Zuo Chuan and John Niu during their stay.

I stayed in Fujiang and Zuochuan’s rooms, and there were still no normal topics. I talked about this repeater, serial nightmares and ghosts, and then it was *. He didn't return to his home until the fifth clock. Dr. Ruan Li is still sleeping. I don't think she wakes up, so it shouldn't be clear that I left all night.

When the day comes again, I still can't sleep. I heard the sound of Dr. Ruan Li getting up, until she started to work in the kitchen, I opened the door to go out to wash, pretending to have just woken up. While we were having breakfast, Dr. Ruan Li once again told me to take medicine on time and not to go outside. Today she will notify the decoration company to repair the doors and windows, but she is a little worried about whether I will get sick while the decoration workers are working. , She always felt that once I became ill again, I would attack ordinary people. Dr. Ruan Li believes that I have common sense of morality. What she is worried about is that my hallucinations will make it difficult for me to distinguish the reality.

Her worries are not without a target. In past cases, mental patients treated ordinary people as monsters, and regarded others’ normal behaviors as malicious aggressive behaviors, instead of hitting them to death. It is a rare case. Patients with dangerous aggressive psychosis, their ideological and moral concepts may not be too different from ordinary people, but only in the way that external changes are fed back to their minds, which are different from ordinary people, and the same behavior The standards will cause huge differences in response because of these differences.

"Don't worry, I promise you that I won't do anything to them, even if they emptied everything in the room." I said.

"No, if they really load things into the car, I think you can do it." Dr. Ruan Li's attitude finally eased a little, and he said with a joke.

"I have friends who will come over. If I do bad things, they won’t just ignore it." What I said is naturally Fujiang and Zuochuan, because the abnormal situation is not obvious yet, so, Maybe they will get bored.

"Friends? At school?" Dr. Ruan Li asked, "You said before that you were married abroad..." At this point, her expression is a little weird. I can understand that if her child is inexplicable Missing, a week later, a sudden call, saying that he was married abroad, would be like this expression.

"Well, she will come too." I said, "Do you want to see her?"

"Of course." Dr. Ruan Li was a little excited, and when he put down the tableware, he used a little force, "Of course I want to see her!" After speaking, he looked at me with a skeptical look, and said hesitantly: " Is it an "invisible friend"?"

The so-called "invisible friend" is a type that is also quite common in mental cases. Simply put, it is a character created by the patient’s hallucinations. It may be the patient’s "friend" or "family". It can also be anything that fits the patient's heart. Moreover, although it is a "friend", the impact on the patient cannot be positive. In the hallucinations that can only be seen by the patient, it may not necessarily play a positive role. What is more, it may not be a human being, but Reflected in the form of "harmful monsters". There are many mental patients who feel that they are being chased by a cruel guy, as if they will be hurt by it as soon as they stop. In the eyes of normal people, this mental patient is just running around like crazy.

Of course, Tomoe and Zuochuan are not such "invisible friends".

Although I said so, I think that unless Dr. Ruan Li sees Fu Jiang and Zuo Chuan with his own eyes, this suspicion will disappear. However, I am more worried that my friend is an "invisible friend" than I have made a bad friend. It really fits the style of a psychologist.

"I see, I will let them stay for dinner." I promised Dr. Ruan Li to keep them.

Doctor Ruan Li was a little worried~IndoMTL.com~ But she went to the clinic as usual. She also considered taking me with her, but her job is not to stay in the clinic all day. On the contrary, she goes out more frequently, and she thinks that I should not go to those places of work. Dr. Ruan Li doesn’t often hide her whereabouts. She has been a consultant for a mental hospital on the outskirts of the city for three years. On the surface, this mental hospital is only responsible for dealing with Alzheimer’s and is not capable of attack. Sexual patients, but in fact, there are also sentenced aggressive mental patients who will be transferred here. After staying here for a week or two or three days, they will be transferred to other mental hospitals that specialize in this type of patient.

This week or two or three days is the time for Dr. Ruan Li to conduct clinical teaching. The students receiving her teaching training include university psychology students, as well as local and foreign police personnel. Dr. Ruan Li's work is very busy, but she is also very respected. Her knowledge and experience are not only internationally renowned, but also have actually helped many people. In this city, she is also a big figure with a good face.

This kind of Doctor Ruan Li, since he is unwilling to take me to her place of work, there must be a strict basis for it. However, to a certain extent, I hope she can take me to work, because, I am not sure, the initial abnormality in this city will be like the strange talk about the toilet. It will happen to ordinary people, or even mental patients. Will all be affected, or is it more likely that mental patients will be affected first? (To be continued)()