Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1205: Insinuation diagnosis

During the day, Fujiang and Zuochuan will come to school after Jiaoye and Bajing, but in fact, there is nothing particularly important to do. Most of the time, they just gather together, chat, and analyze intelligence. Whether it’s watching TV, it’s a fairly peaceful daily routine. The city is basically under the surveillance of whisperers, although there is no guarantee to prevent &;mystery&; from happening, nor can all &;mystery&; Putting it in observation, but from the perspective of the overall changes in the city, the changes brought about by the mysterious proliferation are quite gentle.It is shown in the police data that the vicious crime rate does not have a large-scale upward trend, and people walking at night. From time to time, we will not encounter inexplicable enemies that cannot be measured by common sense, and events triggered by mysterious forces.

When weirdness spreads in the city, urban rumors will also rise. When these rumors are heard and believed by many people, they tend to accelerate the spreading of weirdness. The two complement each other by observing people's speech and local news. The tabloids can easily detect the direction of the wind from various details. With the mysterious spread, some rumors have begun to appear in this city. Most. Because of this, it can be concluded that the entire city is under the control of the whisperer. For the time being, there is no strange story better than the whisperer's limelight, and naturally there is no mystery that makes these strange stories.

Although these calms are probably only on the surface? Long? Wind? Literature&;//cwx&;target=&;_blank&;>cwx, I don’t know how many conspiracies and weirdness are brewing in the interior, and, this time It will not last forever, but after experiencing the mysterious events that followed, I still enjoyed such a peaceful time. Especially that night, the thoughts that grew like weeds in my mind were finally sorted out. Later, the calmness of thinking seemed to bring me back to the time when I was just exposed to the mystery. I felt a little lazy, like a calm feeling of greed, even so. I still insist on every night, at home. After everyone fell asleep, I took a night tour with Fu Jiang. Sometimes Zuo Chuan would be with the two of us, but she always seemed to have a lot of things to be busy with, and she often couldn't bear the appearance of me and Fu Jiang doing nothing. She was very mysterious. The impact of proliferation is very sad. This is not to say that I am laissez-faire, but that she is more &;conscientious&; in terms of attitude and actions than me.

The tranquility of this city. It can't bring Zuo Chuan's peace of mind, but to keep herself busy, it seems to make her feel at ease. I think she needs the diagnosis and treatment of Dr. Ruan Li more than I am now. Ye and Bajing are ordinary people. Most of the time, they have no other use besides bringing school intelligence. They have encountered mysteries. They are also full of curiosity about the mystery. However, having motivation does not mean They can be successful, especially when it comes to mysterious issues. Their little understanding of the mystery makes them unable to grasp the most important things. In Zuochuan's words, it is half a bucket of water, but I don't mind that they have always been Half a bucket of water. As an ordinary person, it is often extremely dangerous to mix with mysterious events, but in this world, people are always in widespread danger. What is the danger. Is it more serious than the arrival of the end? And the two presumably, Female teachers and female foremen seem to be more useful based on their own experiences, especially after the two used the adjusted electronic demon summoning program and became electronic demon messengers, just in terms of strength, they already have the ability to solve mysterious events. Ability. However, using the electronic demon summoning program to gain power, which one is more secure than being an ordinary person all the time? I think it is the latter, especially after seeing the monsters in the depths of Nightmare Las Vegas. I feel so.

The electronic demon messenger has been growing, especially in the Las Vegas area. This growth rate is particularly terrible. Because it has attracted the attention of government departments, most of the news about Las Vegas has been blocked. Even so, there are more and more rumors about &;Electronic Devil&; and &;Nightmare&; and many ordinary people who have not been exposed to these factors begin to shake. The government departments are naturally extremely vigilant about this and have also adopted Various measures to confirm the truth, try to use strength to weave a new order, and also have more substantive contacts with governments in this environment. I am not interested in their actions, but I don't think they will fail. Unless the Nazis and Doomsday Shinrikyo teach everyone brainwashing, it will not be possible to prevent the infiltration of government departments. Cyberball has extraordinary experience in this area.

The world is changing, and people are consciously or unconsciously catering to such changes. In Europe and America, the turbulence at the level of such social movements is more intense than that of Asia. However, Asia, especially the Central Duchy, is also inevitably affected. Involved in the whirlpool. Of course, with my understanding of the direction of this world, no matter for whatever reason, actively or passively, to adapt to this turbulent environment, most people cannot escape the tragic ending and decide themselves. Whether they can survive is not based on people's own abilities and behaviors, but only depends on the existence of &; Jiang&; and &; Virus that they cannot recognize. The huge gap in existence allows one to recognize the world. Everything the protagonist's humans do and think will become meaningless.

This is a pessimistic perspective, but it is also a more realistic perspective than optimism. The doomsday illusion, no matter how many times the reincarnation is reorganized, has never escaped the fiddling of &;script&; people's lives here, no matter it is Good or bad, there is only one result in the end. Doomsday truth, in this world, is real, and it is closer than anywhere else.

I have always felt pain and sorrow for this, and I was entangled by all kinds of bad and even worse thoughts and feelings that were born from it, but now I have peace. After the nightmare of that night, It seems that I have figured out everything, and naturally use a daily attitude to face these obvious positives. [,! ] In a world of collapse, it’s like, I feel that this collapse is part of daily life. This change in mentality is a bit abrupt. Compared with the past self, it seems to be the same, but there are many subtle differences. At least, I have always been able to confirm that my past self would definitely think that my attitude was incorrect at this time. However, now I do not have a sense of rejection because of &;incorrect&;.

This kind of calm, like the daily life, the attitude towards the end of the day, but it does not interfere with the whisperer’s series of plans. I will still patrol the city at night in order to try to save something. I also know what I have done. Everything is useless work, but the idea of ​​&;stop this useless work&; has never arisen. I rationally analyze what I do and feel like I am doing everyday things in my daily life, such as students going to school. , Eat three meals a day, even if you don’t think about why, you will do it. Even when you are doing it, you rarely think deeply about why you want to do it. Because, thinking about these daily routines will The thoughts and principles involved in all sorts of things are so complicated that people don’t know where they should go, and what more in-depth knowledge will be involved. Knowledge that I can’t understand. Yes, because &; troublesome It makes people dizzy &;. For ordinary people, even if they spend their entire life studying, they will not get a final and perfect conclusion, let alone this conclusion, so they don’t think deeply.

As long as you know &;Students should go to school&;,&;It is better to eat three meals a day&; these conclusive things. Then follow it naturally and act, it is enough. Doing so may not let Life is better, but if you don’t do this, you can’t be sure that it will be better. It tends to be worse, isn’t it?

Probably, my attitude is like this when dealing with the existence of &; Jiang&;, dealing with the problems of the doomsday, and the various situations derived from it.

Of course, I will tell Dr. Ruan Li of such psychological changes. I analyzed, thought and summarized, and it took a whole day. After Dr. Ruan Li reviewed this report, during another night’s psychological diagnosis and treatment, Tell me in a very heavy tone: This is not a manifestation of my condition improving, but whether it will make my mental state worse, and it will take longer to observe. However, one thing is very certain, my psychology The data has produced a huge amount of change, and in her past research experience, the result of this change is often not good.

&;Maybe you don’t remember, A Chuan.&;Doctor Ruan Li stared at me and said: &;This level of psychological mutation has happened to you twice in the past.&;She stretched out two roots. Put one finger away, and say: &; The first time, it was the first time when you showed a tendency to be severely mentally ill. That is the dividing line between you as a mildly mentally patient and a severely mentally patient. You are almost overnight This transition was completed in time, as if a certain string in my mind finally broke. &; When she said this, I couldn't help but give birth. Because, her description is just like what I know about &;Gaochuan&; in the reality of the hospital. In reality in the hospital, some things happened to Gao Chuan.

I am still silent, just like a gloomy patient facing a doctor who announced bad results. I think my mood should be gloomy, because whether it is what Dr. Ruan Li said or those that are faintly mapped, It is not a happy situation. But in fact, I confirm that my mood swings have not changed at all, and they are calm and full of weirdness.

&;The second time.&;Doctor Ruan Li puts away the second finger: &;It was when we performed the last experimental therapy. Your mental problem is the same as most mental patients, when it first appeared It is quite mild, and only has one type of disease. However, when your mental problem suddenly breaks out and becomes severe, multiple complications occur. From the observation record, before the experimental treatment, the There are as many as thirty-five kinds of overt psychosis in your body, as well as invisible symptoms that are difficult to confirm. There are so many complications that normal treatment is impossible. &; Dr. Ruan Li said here, it seems I was humorous. I pressed the pen cap and pulled it off. After repeated several times, I continued to say: &; So, I decided to do the opposite. A Chuan, you know, not all mental illnesses are right. Daily life causes problems, and even if it causes problems, there are differences in degree. Therefore, I decided to guide a mental illness that is the most obvious and strongest, but has a relatively small impact on daily life, to suppress other mental symptoms. Let you at least look normal on the surface. And this is a method that does not treat the symptoms or the root cause. The treatment is only implemented to allow you to live in the same state as a normal person, and it will not improve your essence. Mental problems.&;Speaking of this, she paused and said:&;Maybe, it will only make the condition worse...what on earth. At the time, it was an unknown number that could not be confirmed.&;

&;Mom, do you mean that my current changes are related to the treatment at the time?&; I faintly feel that Dr. Ruan Li is implying such a statement.

Doctor Ruan Li's expression suddenly became depressed like never before. As if he lost all his strength, he leaned back on the chair and said: &;Yes, I think this is true. The treatment at the time, indeed The expected results have been achieved. Your behavior in daily life is not much different from that of ordinary people. However, I have never been able to confirm. Whether this improvement is superficial or more in-depth. It is leading your behavior. In the depths of the spirit, there is a kind of change happening. I know it will happen, but I am not sure how it changed and what it will eventually become until it becomes dominant. This time is extremely long. It lasted three times. Years. Now, your situation. Let me know the results of this change.&;

&;But this is not necessarily bad, is it? Mom.&; I calmly stared at her.[,! ], I know, this is just the observations and observations made by Dr. Ruan Li of this repeater world on &;Gaochuan&; which is limited to this world, it is full of limitations in itself. If you contact the hospital The actual situation is rather an allusive description of some profound changes.

&;Yes. But experience tells me that the probability of something bad is very high.&;Doctor Ruan Li avoided my gaze, as if he was ashamed,&;Do you remember that the original experimental therapy was What kind of mental illness is the core?&;

&;Don’t remember.&; I said. I was treated at that time. It was not my current self.

&;Cognitive Impairment.&; Dr. Ruan Li said, &; In more detail, it is the personality split in cognitive impairment, and in more detail, it is an attempt to perform a controllable personality split. I think In your head, use a fixed template to guide the split of personality. This also means that every time you split the personality, it is like a template created. However, for some complicated reasons, these personalities will have details. However, the overall outline does not make people feel the difference in behavior, even if they feel it, they will only be considered as a normal change.&;

When Dr. Ruan Li said this, he fell silent again, and I did not speak, because she obviously hadn’t finished her words, and she didn’t think she needed my questions. Dr. Ruan Li just wanted to say everything. It's like venting the pressure in her heart. As a psychologist, she is naturally under psychological pressure. I feel that at this time, she should act as a listener. And the templated personality split she said, It also gave me a very strong sense of sight, probably because it made me think of &; Gao Chuan&;'s personality rotation and the parallel personality at this moment.

&;A Chuan, for a long time, your psychological growth, from a certain point of view, is actually fake, and it is not linear.&;Doctor Ruan Li said:&;Your growth is only used A templated personality replaced the previous templated personality. Because of the uncontrollable nuances between the templates, the illusion of growth was created. Whether it is the shaping of the template, the time of split personality and the time of replacement, all through drugs And hypnosis and other treatment methods, maintain a fairly rigorous process. &; She finished speaking in one breath, staring at me, as if wanting to see something from my face, but my mood has been very calm, it seems this Calm, let her breathe a sigh of relief. She squeezed the bridge of her nose, and said a little tiredly: &;This is your situation. In fact, you knew it a long time ago, but you just forgot, probably the body's own self-protection function is at work. However, for the present plan, I decided to tell you these things, but this is not to harm you. Do you believe me? Achuan.&;

&;I have always believed in you, Mom.&; I smiled at her because, I think, smiling is the best answer to her. I have never blamed her, there is no reason to do that. Suppose. I have not come, so the past "Gao Chuan" of this world will definitely not blame Dr. Ruan Li for this.

&;Thanks...thank you.&;Dr. Ruan Li's mental state was much weaker than usual on this night. She pressed her hands on her face, as if crying but didn't want people to see it.

&; I think your current change is due to the experimental therapy at that time, the subtle variation of the controllable personality split reached a certain extreme, and at the same time, the high suppression of concurrent psychosis was caused. Rebound. Simply put, it means that the personality template has been modified by your underlying psychopathy. This modification is to relieve stress and achieve a dynamic balance of plural psychopathy. So far, it was when I performed experimental therapy for you. Just predict it. The problem is that the modified personality template is the result of multiple mental illnesses, and it will inevitably be reflected in your behavior. You must know, Achuan, those plurals that have been deliberately suppressed Psychosis is a terrible thing. &; Dr. Ruan Li is also sad to emphasize here: &;At least worse than split personality.&;

Although Dr. Ruan Li feels that everything is going to be bad, as far as I am concerned, apart from the abnormal calm of my mentality and thinking, it did not interfere with my actions. I did not kill people at will, I didn't talk nonsense like a madman. I think this calm attitude should be able to dispel her worries one after another. I follow Dr. Ruan Li's statement every day, take medicine regularly, except in the middle of the night, I rarely go out during the day. .Because, there is no need to do that worrying thing at all.

The transaction between John Bull and me requires me to travel to Europe as soon as possible to find clues to the Doomsday Shinrikyo Church and try to interfere with their actions. Of course, the party will also fully share this information and provide logistical support. The agreed time at that time was to depart three days later. However, my mental changes made the trip have to be delayed again. It won't cause social problems, otherwise, Dr. Ruan Li probably won't let me go out. According to her, I am like an unconfirmed package that may contain a time bomb. It is not at all. It is clear that the common sense of the common sense of attack will be triggered by what factors. Although the mental patient's murder does not hold ordinary people legally responsible, Dr. Ruan Li does not want me to be thrown into a mental hospital, put on a restraint suit, and detained in Xiaohei. In the house. I don’t even want innocent people to lose their lives because of my actions.

Human society in this world has been turbulent, but it has not yet expanded to completely subvert the original order and concepts. It is very immoral and illegal to let mental patients who may threaten the lives of others to go out at will. .

Doctor Ruan Li will not let me go out at will. If I avoid her and leave, there will be many problems that may not cause problems for my actions, but it will cause trouble to the other party. I cannot ignore these problems. I Keep calm inside, which also means that I will not go against my own will. [,! ] Doing things. I didn’t mention to Dr. Ruan Li that I was going to Europe, but the whisperer was ready inside. Kou Ye and Bajing still have to go to school, and I don’t have the ability to deal with mystery. Of course I can’t run around casually, the city Some operations of the headquarters require manpower to maintain. Although John Bull said that some cyberball members in the team will assist, but in order to coordinate the action, it still needs a strong enough whisperer member to lead the mainland affairs, and its candidate has also been decided by Zuo Chuan. Responsible, female teacher and female foreman as deputy. Fu Jiang alone will be with me.

Then, on the fourth day, Dr. Ruan Li was invited by a certain psychology field to participate in a more private seminar, the destination is in Europe. For many reasons, she could not shirk, nor could she I left it at home, and she felt that this was a very dangerous behavior. Even if Jiao Ye and Bajing live at home, she can rest assured, but if she feels that she is not there, I will mess around. /