Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1235: 3 Izukao
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Quick-sweeping can make me get out of a certain range at a speed that ordinary people can't reach, even if I go around the world directly, as long as there is a suitable speed to refer to the target, it will not take too much time. :Top:Point:'Novel 3w.wx.o From this point of view, I have gained freedom in time, and with the power of the magic quark, I will not be restricted by any normal geographic area. However, even if it is a quick sweep, there are places where it is impossible to travel freely. Just as walking in the general sense can only travel to and from the world of material form, walking consciously is only effective for the world of ideology. In theory, based on the essence of the doomsday illusion, everything has a unified foundation, and based on this foundation, anything In theory, power can be omnipotent. From this perspective, the mystery closest to "almighty" is undoubtedly the mystery presented in ideology. However, things that can be done in theory, to the extent that can be achieved, cannot be done in practice.
This kind of reality can only approach the theory infinitely, but cannot reach the theoretical value. In my understanding, it is determined by the nature of the composition of the final fantasy.
No matter how much mystery people show in the doomsday illusion, or use the terrible mystery to make themselves "non-human", but these people and non-humans, all mystery and normal, constitute their The basic element of existence is still attributed to doomsday syndrome, or in other words, a "virus". Any existence, in terms of survival mechanism, will not deliberately create a situation that poses a threat to its own survival, unless this threat can promote the growth of its own survival mechanism from another level. To put it simply, the "virus" will not create an environment that is completely harmful to oneself and is not beneficial. Based on this conclusion, we can understand the doomsday syndrome and the doomsday illusion. And any situation born from it cannot pose a threat to the "virus". Assuming that the theoretically achievable height in the doomsday illusion is the degree that the "virus" can do, then. If the actual situation cannot reach this theoretical value, it becomes a matter of course.
However, I also don’t think that all these things derived from the “virus” are only good for the “virus” and are completely prophesied. As far as I can understand the "survival mechanism", a completely beneficial and non-changing environment does not conform to the principle of the survival mechanism. For any existence that wants to grow, some stimulating changes are also necessary. Even if this kind of change poses a certain degree of threat to one's own survival, however, there are still situations in which you do not want to be threatened subjectively. Therefore, the harmful situation of "not actively creating" appears, but the survival mechanism is from a deeper level. Instinctively, subconsciously creates "stimulus".
My perception of "virus". I got it from Dr. Ender and others, however. From the very beginning, the "virus" in everyone's mouth was not a virus in the conventional sense. They tried to use a broad concept of virus to define an existence that they did not understand at all, or even could not observe. Therefore, it is limited to the concept of "virus". It is very narrow to recognize the existence of doomsday syndrome and doomsday illusion. It's just that if you don't do this, you won't be able to understand it at all. because. It is just such a thing. It is barely defined by the concept of "virus", but it may be far beyond the existence of this concept. Therefore, at the beginning, everyone trying to study it is like an ant, working tirelessly on a plane. Crawling, even so, still tries to transcend the dimensional limitations of perspective and thinking to touch higher possibilities.
The basis for this is still the theory that I know.
Using the so-called "survival mechanism" that you can understand to forcefully explain all the situations caused by the "virus" is a last resort behavior, and it is also the beginning of the first attempt to understand the "virus". But at the same time, we must be soberly aware that although this behavior is necessary, the results obtained may be wrong.
From the events I have experienced, the most serious case of this error was the failure of the "serum" production, which subsequently caused the collapse of Sakiya, Hakkei, Marceau, Seishi, and Dorothy. However, on the other hand, without these errors, it is impossible to recognize these errors and truly understand the environment in which they exist, recognize the "virus", and create a "serum", it would be impossible to achieve.
I am not here to describe how miserable I have been, nor to prove how powerful the "virus" is, nor to wash away the mistakes that people have made in this process of trying to recognize the "virus" . Human outlook on life, morality, and world outlook are part of the human survival mechanism and are the coordination of human society and personality. The so-called wrong and right, from this level, are whether it violates the understanding and the overall coordination, precisely because those behaviors involve survival mechanisms, so right and wrong can be distinguished. Doing something wrong will pose a threat to one's own survival, whether the threat comes from the "moral law" generated by human commonness or the "retaliation" brought about by individuality, it is the same.
What I describe here, is my own cognition of human beings and the act of trying to recognize the "virus" based on human cognition, whether it is "right" or "wrong". In this process, everything I personally experienced is "illusory" or "real". Although it is important, it is not the most important before I really die.
Because "Gaochuan" did not die, so everything that "Gaochuan" did, the unimaginable thoughts, encounters, and decisions, did not violate the "survival mechanism"-this is also certain.
Even so, these thoughts, encounters, decisions, and actions, whether mysterious or non-mysterious, cannot be without limits.
Theoretically, the height of the "virus" is this limit. When the "virus" can be truly recognized, it is probably the time to reach this limit. However, from a level that I can understand, it is impossible for a "virus" to allow me to reach this limit. It also means that patients with doomsday syndrome will never be able to pose a threat to the “virus”, nor can they rely on themselves to create something that threatens the “virus”. So, if "serum" is possible, but it is not produced by the doomsday syndrome patient himself, then. How will it be born?
This is a very interesting question. I am trying to answer this question that I can understand. This answer itself is what I am doing. For many people who may read the stories I have recorded afterwards, these diaries are probably It is difficult to understand that "Gaochuan" clearly has many opportunities. Rely on your own mystery to break through various difficulties, and make the situation more favorable in one go.
The answer is actually very simple--because that is what the reader thinks is beneficial to "Gaochuan", but what "Gaochuan" can do is not what "Gaochuan" thinks is correct, should be done, and can be done To the thing.
Me. As Gao Chuan, the recorder of this story, naturally knows this very well. My story will cause many people to fall into incomprehensible chaos, but I always think that I am very clear-headed. Know what you are doing and what is going on. It seems that I can do it, but I can't do it in fact.
I consider myself a mental patient. But this is not because my thinking is confused, but because what I am facing has exceeded the limit of thinking, and I try to touch this limit. I am a human being, there is no doubt about that. My limit, first of all, is the limit of human beings. From the human point of view, any scientific and philosophical thoughts, materialism and idealism, are confined to the limits of human beings at this moment. And as a human being I. But trying to go beyond this limit, use a new perspective to observe an unobservable thing. This contradiction is the cause of my mental illness.
As a human being, reason tells me that I actually don’t need to do this. However, as a "Gao Chuan", sensibility told me that I had to do this for a reason. This reason also proves that I am still confined to the scope of human beings. If I were not a human being, I would not do these things because of my sensibility.
I am a mental patient, but I am not a mental patient in a narrow sense that normal people can understand.
The choice I made may not be the best in the eyes of others, but from the perspective of my mental patient, it should be correct. From the perspective of a mysterious expert confined to the doomsday illusion, it should also conform to the survival mechanism.
I didn't choose to use quick sweep, and immediately took away the people around me.
There are naturally many reasons for this, whether it is from the perspective of the hospital reality or just from the perspective of the repeater world, there are reasons that can be found. This is a judgment based on extremely complex considerations. However, it is also instinctive at the same time, as if without thinking. It's like knowing instinctively whether what you have done is really helpful to the situation you are facing.
After making this choice, looking back, you can also find all kinds of proofs to prove that this choice is correct. However, because there are too many, it is impossible to record them one by one.
For example: Whether it is an abnormal space formed by an inherent enchantment, or another type of temporary data hedging space, as long as it is a temporary data hedging space, it is often lenient entry and strict exit. How do you leave? There are many restrictions on it. In the end, the speed sweep is only the phenomenon of speed. However, the limitation set by the temporary data hedging space on the “leave” is probably not affected by the concept of “speed”.
If we regard this area heavily besieged by the gray fog as a temporary data hedge space, we can't be sure of course. A quick sweep will definitely bring us to a safe place. On the contrary, it may fall into some traps arising from the concept of "speed". From this perspective, it is a very dangerous behavior to personally verify whether there are such traps. If you add the three of Dr. Ruan Li, it is like taking someone to a minefield.
Although I am confident that I will be fine even in the worst case, but under such conditions, it must be very difficult, or even impossible, to protect the three Dr. Ruan Li. Things.
Maybe someone will condemn me afterwards, saying that I thought too much and missed the opportunity. But here is the problem. In a mysterious and strange environment, with all kinds of choices, can I hold the idea of "possibly successful" and decide with myself to protect without knowing the success rate. People, go to the unknown danger?
I couldn't do it, so I had to give up my biggest advantage on the surface, and just stay with the three of Dr. Ruan Li at the pace of a normal person and do what normal people would do.
The three of Dr. Ruan Li. It's really just to explain the current strange situation in the way of ordinary people, and try various actions for help. Many attempts have failed. The mobile phone has a signal, but the tone has been blind. We began to collect combustibles and raised a beacon on the roof. In this ancient way, we notified other survivors who might exist and where we were.
Even so, no one can fully believe that someone will respond. This is just a better way to do it than not to do it. We light a beacon, not only expecting those survivors who don’t know when or where they disappeared can respond. Also waiting, the murderer who caused this strange situation will appear in front of us with a more direct attitude.
I feel that this place is full of "mystery", and everything weird is "mystery" at work. Although I don't know. Why are the four of them like "the last survivors", but. Since the other party allowed us to survive in a state of ignorance, the reason may also be related to the "mystery".
I don’t think we survived because of the murderer’s mistakes. This idea. With the support of other people, whether "mystery" is at work or not, taking Dr. Ruan Li as an example, she firmly denies it. In her opinion. Although the scene was full of weirdness and coincidences, it seemed that there was some incredible force that had contributed to all this, but it was just the murderer who was making doubts. This murderer, in her opinion, is more likely to be a group of people with great mobilization power. They are deliberately deliberate, cooperating with climate factors, and have spent so much time creating the current situation and they must have something to ask for. The reason why they and others have survived is precisely because they and others are also very meaningful to what they are asking for. .
"I don't think I have anything special, can I be let alone." The fitness coach said very bluntly: "My research is also not of that great value. I am very aware of this. ."
"I'm just a fortuneteller who uses psychology to eat." The fortuneteller said.
"Then, it may be aimed at me and Achuan." Dr. Ruan Li said, "Achuan's condition is very special, and I am also working with some people to study his condition."
"But, with a mental patient and targeted treatment, what can make the other party so fanciful?" the fitness trainer asked rhetorically.
"We don't know. If we know, we can understand our own situation." Dr. Ruan Li said: "However, the current situation can only be explained by this reason."
"From the perspective of occultism, the corresponding reason can be found." I interjected. However, Dr. Ruan Li, who did not believe in the mysterious existence, would naturally ignore it.
The fortuneteller said jokingly: "For example, someone wants you, or the two of you, to be a living sacrifice?" Although it is a joke, I think it is possible to get close to the truth.
Although it is a strange murder scene on the surface, it can be understood as a situation that "isolates us alone". If it is a sacrifice ritual requirement, and the living sacrifices are isolated separately, other clearings can also make sense.
However, soon someone broke this joking guess. I had already patrolled and confirmed that there were no living people in the hotel. Someone broke the door and ran downstairs in one breath, yelling "fire." Immediately afterwards, the figure looked towards us, he was stunned when it was obvious, and then he yelled at us.
"What are you doing?" The thick fog blurred his outline, but his panic and anger can still be seen from his behavior, as if he was being teased, "Are you going to burn this place?" ?"
"Who is he?" The fitness trainer looked at us in surprise, "Isn't there no people living inside?"
The fortune-teller also looked at each other, and Dr. Ruan Li said, "Just ask him."
"Something has happened." I shouted to the people downstairs, "Come on, we won't let it burn here, we're just waiting for you people to come over." Yes, although not quite and expected It’s the same, but it’s a good result that someone gathered because of the flames.
The people downstairs hesitated, but still climbed up to the roof, not swiftly, once again giving us an initial impression. This is a person who is not very good at sports. When he gets closer, everyone has no special thoughts when he sees the thin figure clearly. No matter how you look at this person, he is just a thin man. If he fights against each other, he is still talking about whether he can beat the fitness coach.
"It's you." The fortuneteller seemed to know the person, who was also an expert in psychology who was invited by the seminar. Although I don't know all the passengers in the bus, I generally have a certain impression of their appearance.
"It's you?" The visitor was also surprised, "Why did you come to this place? And—" He glanced at the beacon. In order not to ignite the entire hotel, we built an inner pool to prevent the fire from spreading. Measures. He should have realized that except for the smoke, it is basically safe.
"Did you just say that there was a fire?" Dr. Ruan Li suddenly asked: "We made a fire in this place. Can you feel it if you stay in the room?"
"Before that, where did you hide inside? We have never been able to find anyone else." The fitness coach also intervened, because such a person suddenly ran out. Based on what we know, It's really a very strange situation.
"You seem to..." This thin man has escaped the initial panic and consternation. Through observation, he seems to have realized something, "A little bit, you seem to have encountered something wrong? Me too. However, the situation we encountered seems to be different?"
We looked at each other and we all agreed with this statement. Facing a psychologist who can calm down and think about the current situation is more advantageous than encountering a panicked and uncomfortable person. So, the fortune-teller told the man what had happened to us, and the man listened patiently, and then began to tell what happened to him until there was no more.
Everyone soon realized that the strange situation they encountered was not exactly the same.
This man is called Mitsui Tsukao. Although he is a characteristic of the name of the 11th district of the Central Duchy, his nationality is Canadian. Mitsuizukao’s principal position is an employee of a pharmaceutical factory, who is specially assigned to relevant hospitals and clinics to record the utility data of the manufacturer’s clinical drugs. Psychology is only a personal hobby, and there is no formal paper release, and he has no work on his own. What dissatisfaction. Because of his self-study in psychology, he is also well-known in the private circle of some psychologists, and this part of the circle happens to involve seminars, so he was also invited. Of course, no one cares much about these personal circumstances.
More importantly, is his previous experience. Just as we were caught in a mystery before we knew it ~IndoMTL.com~ encountered the murder scene, Mitsuizukao also encountered a weird situation: he was drinking with someone not long ago, and went to the toilet halfway, but in the bathroom Li felt that the atmosphere was abnormal. His statement was that "the surroundings were suddenly quiet and scary", which was roughly the same as what we encountered. But then, driven by this strange atmosphere, he returned to the four-person sharing. When the other three people were gone, the air became hot. Soon, he saw the scene where the fire was engulfing the entire building. After that, it was the scene where he rushed out in a panic.
Although at first glance, it might make people think that other people also noticed the fire and ran out early, but the actual situation cannot be the case. At least, if there is an emergency, someone should call him. And the fire he experienced at that time seemed to have been burning for a long time, and before that, all the signs and noise that should have occurred were gone.
It's almost as if there was some kind of power, but he was left alone at the scene of the fire.
"Have you not seen anyone else?" Dr. Ruan Li confirmed again.
"Yes, I'm not blind." Mitsui Tsukao scratched his head in distress and looked at the dense fog around. "What the **** is going on? Could it be that the beacon you lit didn't burn you, but just burned me Burn it?" (To be continued...)