Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1270: The Fall of Angels

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When Mitsui Tsukao and others left, their expressions were still a little tranced. The seminar trip that should have been very happy, not only encountered inexplicable attacks, but also frightened along the way. In the end, Dr. Ruan Li told me that this seminar was invited. It has no purpose at all. If you don't know these things, you can open your heart to play at least before the matter comes, but if you are told, you can't treat it as nothing at all. It is also because Dr. Ruan Li has always given people the impression of being trustworthy and disdain to lie. Therefore, when she clearly told everyone that part of the seminar was shady, no one doubted Dr. Ruan Li, nor did she think it was. Just kidding, except for the initial surprise, I soon believed it. Of course, there is no need for Dr. Ruan Li to lie. What she saw was so bad that she couldn't help but voluntarily or not. According to the action style of the Doomsday Shinrikyo, the so-called "dispose of" hints can be thought of as bad as possible.

I think they might feel betrayed at this time, but it’s hard to say how strong this feeling is. Although Dr. Ruan Li’s performance has left a deep impression on people, she His identity and conversation will also add points to the relationship, but after all, everyone has not known each other for a long time, and it is hard to say how strong a sense of trust is. Moreover, being able to accept this fact so easily, and not showing too much excitement when questioning the situation, such a mental state must be due to psychological defenses in advance.

Neither Dr. Ruan Li nor I worry about the performance of the three. The people who can be invited to the seminar are basically people who are expected to be able to withstand this pressure in terms of ability and mentality. Instead, I think they should be grateful for their luck. When an event is bound to happen, there is a gap in intelligence between knowing the inside information and not knowing the inside information. It may work at critical moments.

Even if it's just a nodding acquaintance, I don't want these three people to be "processed." Even with the participation of Dr. Ruan Li, the subsequent research. There is no guarantee at all.

"Are the driver and the person in charge also members of the Doomsday Prayer?" I asked, looking at the back of the three people leaving.

"None of them." Dr. Ruan Li said, "Although I accepted the invitation. Moreover, on the surface, the whole study is also very suitable for my needs, but it is not me who is in charge of the overall situation. I was only invited The researcher I assisted was only one researcher. For the sake of confidentiality and security, the entire research was split into many parts, and I was only responsible for a few of the parts that I am best at."

"Need confidentiality?" I asked.

"As I said before, if the starting point of the action is to prevent the end, it is easy to die by bad luck. Although it sounds a bit mysterious, it has been proven by other experts and it seems to be a tendency. The sexual macro adjustment mechanism is working. The specific theory is very troublesome, and it is a cross-border conclusion. I don’t quite understand it, but too many examples in the past have proved that there is indeed a prerequisite for encountering bad luck, and even the degree can be. Classification. This is not an accident at all." Dr. Ruan Li said: "So, all the research of Doomsday Truth is disassembled. People with different attitudes are gathered together to participate in the same research, and then disperse bad luck. However, although doing so, it does prove to be able to resist bad luck based on the collected values, but it is also because there are too many people with different ideas and attitudes, and when some opinions are divided, it appears Some troubles that people don’t want to see... even if preventive measures are taken. But the intensity of the conflict is often unexpected."

"Someone died? In the process of research?" I couldn't help asking. Unexpectedly, in a seemingly like-minded study, the struggle has become so fierce. It is indeed a desperate situation. Originally, everyone was able to gather together precisely because they had to rely on the power of others. When all parties are taking action against the "end of the world" situation, they also hope that they can produce results to prove their correctness. However, even in the face of external pressures, the internal conflicts have not been eliminated, and even if they are serious enough, will they kill their companions?

"Whenever research involves the end of the world, it will inevitably involve white Claudia." Dr. Ruan Li said: "However, the process of studying white Claudia will be quite unpleasant, just like white Claudia deliberately created such a situation-if it is conscious, then counterattack against our behavior is inevitable? So, if possible, it is necessary to hide the thoughts deeply."

"Say it now, is it okay?" I said.

"I just say it occasionally, it should be okay...I think." Dr. Ruan Li said, "At least, when the tissue absorbs new blood, it will inevitably be said to others. I want to hold it together. It is very necessary for the group to clarify the general direction of the group’s activities. Earlier, in fact, the Doomsday Truth Sect did not accept researchers with inconsistent ideas. However, because the attitude was too clear, it was It’s like encountering bad luck. Every time there are some accidents, which cause terrible consequences. Because the loss of personnel is too heavy, it is necessary to absorb people who are not so professional, and their personality is not conducive to collaboration, and even people with diametrically opposite ideas and attitudes. "

It turns out that it is precisely because of impureness that the Doomsday Truth in this world is more likely to develop toward the Doomsday Truth that I am familiar with. With reference to the Doomsday Truth Church in the Doomsday Fantasy, it can almost be concluded that the rapid deterioration of the Doomsday Truth Church known to Dr. Ruan Li is a necessity. It is the environment that forced this organization to change, but it can also be considered that all the factors related to the end of the world have had an impact on it long before the establishment of the doomsday truth sect.

"The organization is becoming more and more dangerous. Even so, it is still the organization with the most knowledge of White Claudia and the end of the world, and the organization with the strongest theory and technology." Ruan Dr. Li said: "This is one of the reasons why I finally decided to bring you here."

I looked around, and the interlocking judgement outlined the image with a radius of 50 meters, with many seemingly inconsistent outlines, giving people a feeling of being surrounded and being watched.

"We have been under surveillance?" I asked.

"Except for my room." Dr. Ruan Li said, she didn't seem to want to talk about this topic. I think it's probably because this kind of thing can't be undone even if you know it. Dr. Ruan Li changed the subject. Said to me, "Where do you want to go today? The scenery here is not bad. If you want to relax, take advantage of this and wait for the research to start. Even if you are prepared, accidents are inevitable. She uses a kind of as if Speaking to the usual tone of "accidents". Can I think that. Even the mysterious events that occurred at the rest point are in her usual habit?

"No. I don't have much where I want to go." I tell the truth.

"Then, I will reorganize the general situation of Claudia White for you." Dr. Ruan Li said, "Although I don't know when you will forget the conversation during this period, but as long as you are willing , It doesn't matter if I say it several times." She said so, her eyes looking at me with exhaustion and persistence.

I didn't refuse, so I spent a whole afternoon. We all stayed in the room, sorting out the information about Claudia White that Dr. Ruan Li had collected so far. Both the intelligence and the fortune teller mentioned that someone was planting and collecting white Claudia at the time of the mysterious time, but the situation about the subject of the activity was very vague. Now it seems that it is not groundless. Although it is easy to judge that it is an act of the Doomsday Truth cult, there is a deviation between what they call the "Doomsday Truth cult" and the "Doomsday Truth cult" of this world.

Although this deviation is probably due to the illusion of "different positions", I still can't help but think of Torchlight, a mysterious organization that believes in deviations.

In the past. From this point of view, the deviation of the torchlight is subjective, that is to say. Although the effect is not produced by the will of the torch light, it is because the torch light exists that will bring that kind of deviation. But now it seems more like the deviation has always existed, but it will always be attached to the torchlight.

If you are alone in a single world, look at other worlds, what you see, and the connections and contradictions in your understanding. It is extremely complicated. It does not mean that when thinking about these worlds as real. Can alleviate the contradiction. Why did things become like this? What caused it, and how did it change during the period? these questions. Most of it is impossible for me to unravel.

The only thing I can do is to remember what I can know. However, in Dr. Ruan Li's opinion, this seemingly easy behavior has failed many times.

The appearance of white Claudia is very vague in my impression. Although I always feel that I am familiar with this thing, I cannot describe its appearance in detail. Dr. Ruan Li saved part of the white Claudia here, but even if we all look at the same thing, we have different perceptions of the appearance of this thing. Dr. Ruan Li seems to have had experience for a long time and asked me in advance. Describe what I saw, and then let me listen to her description. As a result, the difference is quite obvious.

In the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li—she described earlier—White Claudia is a plant that looks like alfalfa (also called clover, four-leaf clover), of course, in fact , It has been proved that it is not a real plant, but only in a form observable by the human eye, which conforms to the definition of a plant. Under the unobservable quantum state, as well as theoretical mathematics and physical inference, it is something else.

White flowers with fine hairs, no flowers, delicate and fragile, it seems that when the wind blows, the petals will rise from the stem. However, it is actually very tough. When an adult pulls it hard, it will feel considerable resistance. It is theoretically impossible to be blown away like a dandelion.

"Although it is invisible to the human eye, under the microscope, you can see extremely complex pipes spreading under the epidermis of petals and rhizomes. These pipes carry liquid, but...not just ordinary water." Ruan Dr. Li paused here and said: "White Claudia is actually a man-eating plant in the usual sense. Under certain circumstances, it will take root in humans and **** blood, or use secretions to Human tissues melt into blood-like juice, which is then absorbed."

This kind of thing is not worthy of surprise. Although I have not really seen it, there are still memories of "blood red flowers" in my impressions. Obviously it was such a pure name as White Claudia, but it appeared with the corpse. I am afraid that in the opinion of Dr. Ruan Li, the "demon plants" described in my diary, which are different from the current white Claudia, are the settings extended from her description.

"Under certain circumstances?" I asked.

"For the time being, the summary requirements are not met. However, from the data, it usually occurs when the mood of people who have hallucinations fluctuates sharply." Dr. Ruan Li said: "This change is coming to us. Look. It is very obvious, but the person in the hallucinations is completely unaware. This kind of violent fluctuation of emotions is very contagious. So far, the record is that the entire city is a person, within a minute. Inside, I fell into that emotion. Then..." Doctor Ruan Li's expression was solemn, "They all have blood-red white Claudia growing on them. Moreover, we can't prove it at all. Those white Claudia are one It was already on them at the beginning. Some people infer that the white Claudia’s seeds are floating in the air like dust, but after sampling the air at the scene, no similar components were observed. Finally, Still through theoretical mathematics and physical models, from the quantum state level, it is proved that this is indeed possible."

"Does the way of existence, growth and diffusion basically have to be proved in terms of quantum states?" I was a little pondered.

"In fact, even through theoretical formula calculations, it can be proved that their way of existence is different from what people think. However, the quantum physics we recognize is also limited by our vision and recognition. Know it. It’s full of limited theories.” Dr. Ruan Li said: “I don’t think that using quantum states to measure white Claudia, what you see is its true face, but this is our knowledge and Vision, the only way we can confirm its existence."

"In other words, it may be more complicated than the form that quantum theory can describe?" I said, thinking. Isn't this very similar to the "virus" described in "Hospital Reality"?

"Yes." Dr. Ruan Li seemed to see through my thoughts and said, "The'virus' described in your diary. It is probably the sublimation of the cognitive form of White Claudia. But,' "Virus" does not exist. What exists is "White Claudia"."

I didn't argue with her, but I couldn't help thinking in my heart, is the "white Claudia" she knows really the prototype of "virus" and "Jiang"? Maybe it's because I look forward to the existence of "Jiang" in my heart, so I can't just deny the existence of "virus", so I can't agree with the term "prototype" either. If there is a certain relationship among "White Claudia", "Virus" and "Jiang", I think it should not be the relationship between "prototype" and "imagination", but a more real relationship.

For example: White Claudia will breed "virus" and "Jiang"? Such thoughts flashed through my mind. However, in that vague idea, the term "inoculation" is still not very correct. Moreover, it is not appropriate to put such an idea in the "hospital reality" and "doomsday fantasy".

Of course, I am also very aware that this kind of thinking is more mixed with my own subjective factors.

"You haven't described White Claudia in the reality of the hospital, but I think it still exists, but it has become another image." Dr. Ruan Li said, "In my opinion, The "virus" in the hospital reality, the "Jiang" in the doomsday fantasy, and the "white Claudia" in reality actually refer to the same thing. You know, if you start from this point of view, what will be derived Conclusion?"

I am silent.

Doctor Ruan Li stared at me for a long time, and said: "This means that in the reality of your hospital, you can't find'Jiang'; in the doomsday fantasy, you can't find'virus'. At this moment, You can’t find the other two. But even if you can’t find them, you can still feel them, because they are always by your side, they are just different images of the same thing. And this is your illusion more and more One of the keys to getting deep into the bone marrow. In fact, you have already realized it. That’s why the story concludes that'virus' and'Jiang' are two in one. But in fact, it really needs to be described in such a religious language. , It’s actually a trinity."

White Claudia, Virus, and Jiang are actually the trinity—this is Dr. Ruan Li's most basic explanation of the content in my diary in combination with the reality she perceives. However, in my opinion, it is even more enlightening: if we say that the worlds I have experienced are all aspects of reality, they all represent reality. From the perspective of this repeater world, the real posture is "White Claudia", and "Virus" and "Jiang" are nothing but hallucinations caused by the former. So, can it be considered. From the perspective of the reality of the hospital, the "virus" is the truth, and the "White Claudia" and "Jiang" are the hallucinations; the same. Standing in the doomsday illusion, does "Jiang" really exist?

But. In this hypothesis, there is a situation that needs to be explained. If "Jiang" is real in the doomsday illusion, and "Virus" and "White Claudia" are both illusions, then I will be killed by the final weapon, and white What happened to the proliferation of Claudia’s "Paradise"? If "White Claudia" does not exist. So, how is the "paradise" produced? If the "virus" did not exist, what happened to the final weapon that was exactly the same as Zhen Jiang's attack on me?

Starting from these questions, I feel that only one exists, and the other two are both the "illusory" hospital reality and the world of repeaters, which are more unreal than the doomsday illusion.

The Trinity has created a more complicated situation than in the past. I feel that I should not try to understand the causes and consequences and the problems caused. And focus on the meaning of the "Trinity" itself.

The meaning, to me, is very simple: the Trinity. Although the observed shapes are different from different sides, it is indeed the only one that can interfere differently on different sides at the same time. And isn't this form the theoretical height that Super Gaochuan wants to achieve?

The question is whether the will of "White Claudia," "Virus," and "Jiang" are the only ones in different interventions. If it is just similar to the degree of "personality split", isn't it the same as the current "Gaochuan"? And if the will of the three is unique. It makes people feel different, only the angle of observation is different. So, the views of Super Color and Super Dorothy in the hospital's reality are correct: "Jiang" is "virus".

That's it. I hope that "Jiang" can replace the idea of ​​"virus", isn't it naive? Because nothing can be replaced at all, and nothing can be replaced.

My actions against the "virus", even from the point of view of "Jiang", are nothing more than errors in my understanding, and the action is still directed at "Jiang" itself.

I feel confused and painful. Once I accept the setting of "every world is an aspect of reality" and "Trinity", the past actions and propositions will show obvious flaws and mistakes. Is it impossible for a person to look at everything that is full of contradictions from a comprehensive and true perspective?

Maybe, it is precisely because of the contradictions in my vision, thinking and behavior that caused the disappearance of "Jiang" under certain circumstances? Because I deny it under another observation angle, but no matter how I perceive it from the observation angle, it is actually unique. So, when I reject the "virus", will the "Jiang" I expected disappear before my eyes? Then, it only appeared in front of my eyes in the form of a "virus".

Thinking of this, I suddenly felt that my heart was filled with sorrow. As a result, are the views of Super Color and Super Dorothy the closest to the real situation?

However, I cannot express this confusion on my face. I don't want Dr. Ruan Li to know what I really think, because I know that I can't change her mind at all, and I don't want to fully explain her perception.

Moreover, even the hypothesis of "Trinity" makes me realize that my past may be full of errors. However, it is not without the right decision.

If you can observe the completely real Super Gaochuan, and always observe the "Trinity" as "Jiang", what will happen?

For now~IndoMTL.com~ I can't keep the "Jiang", even if it is the observation of Ningyojiang, the separation from Fujiang and the others is inevitable. However, after becoming a super Gaochuan, maybe you can do it?

In any case, this is a very tempting idea.

I want to let her stay by her side in a more tangible form that can see, hear, touch, and communicate.

In the occult, this is a ritual of descending **** called "Angel Fall". Similar rituals exist in all cultural regions. Even in science, there is a saying of "reducing the dimension". Its original intent is to reduce the high-level existence that transcends its own existence and cannot be directly seen to the low-level level where oneself is.

To complete this ritual, the act of "observation" itself is the core, but in order to complete the first step of "observation", trying to find ways to temporarily upgrade yourself is also very common in the description of rituals in occult .

What I want to do, although it is not a step-by-step occult, but the principle is the same. (To be continued)

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