Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1279: Department

Doctor Ruan Li has done a lot of research on what kind of situation is "White Claudia", including the description of it in my diary. Of course, she is more inclined to There is nothing wrong with what I have seen. In this repeater world, if local people can perceive "the end of the world", they will be more or less aware of the problem of "White Claudia". What happens when cognitions overlap? For me, there is no answer to this question for the time being. The people around me, Dr. Ruan Li, who is closest to this situation, completely regard us as "mental patients" affected by "White Claudia".

Different from the reality of the hospital, and also different from the doomsday illusion, in this repeater world, "White Claudia" has the meaning of existence, and it is the most representative of the "end of the world" situation. Just like in the doomsday illusion, any "puzzling situation" can be attributed to "fate and mystery"; in the reality of the hospital, any "weird generation" can be regarded as "doomsday syndrome patients due to the influence of the virus." The illusion of "; in this repeater world, any "unusual things" can also be regarded as "apocalyptic phenomena with white Claudia as the core".

These three manifestations have a common feature that causes the source and core of abnormality, weirdness, and contradiction, and they all have a certain degree of "difficult to recognize" and "unsolvable". It can be regarded as "the human beings are inadequate in science and technology and are currently unsolvable≯, w■ww.", or as conceptually "absolutely unsolvable", because in the process from the unfolding to the end of the end, there is no theory or no Enough time to make it "solvable". Assume "if time is enough". Or it is meaningless to assume that "if human theory can be one step closer", it makes people feel anxious and desperate.

I think that Dr. Ruan Li will make previous decisions, as well as changes in attitude, contradictions, and hesitations. It is precisely when she recognizes this situation herself and feels this anxiety and despair firsthand. In order to maintain one's own psychological balance, that kind of performance was achieved. Perhaps, in places I didn't notice, her uneasy mentality also caused her to have an illusion or a wrong judgment for a while. However, her strong resistance to pressure allows her to maintain her image as a mainstay in front of everyone.

This kind of Doctor Ruan Li, I think it is very remarkable. Because, I can feel firsthand how painful it is to try to fight against such a fate in the anxiety of "the end of the world cannot be stopped". It's not the pain, but more importantly, it's mentally hard to bear.

It was in this situation that I was pushed to the front desk by Dr. Ruan Li. When I say that I am willing to help her. I can't look back anymore. Even if she is in this repeater world. A member of the Doomsday Truth Sect, and everything she does will be a factor that promotes the development of the Doomsday Truth Sect.

Obviously the enemy of the Doomsday Truth Sect, the mystery expert who is most unwilling to see the spread of "Paradise", but must personally participate in the research of "Paradise", and may need to assist Dr. Nguyen Li to spread it in the future Come. It is indeed extremely ironic. Although the Doomsday Truth taught by Dr. Ruan Li is not the same as what I have known in the past, and not all of it is negative, it has already demonstrated the characteristics of the cult that I recognize in many details. And is constantly sliding down toward that abyss. I am almost certain that in this world, Doomsday Truth is inevitably going to take the old path, and this kind of change is a macroscopic, as if it is in harmony with the "doomsday", with the hospital reality and the doomsday fantasy. The situation has deep connections with changes. I can feel the doomsday process, or rather, a scripted fateful ending.

Even so, I cannot object to the cooperation between Dr. Nguyen Li and the seminar. Because she was willing to cooperate with the seminar to conduct research on "paradise". The original intention and theory were based on her professionalism and made a decision after analyzing "White Claudia". If she is completely sensible, of course not, but I still believe that if she can think of a better way, or if someone tells her a better way, she will definitely change. However, no one told her that she herself Can't find it.

I think she was lonely before I promised her. She could not prove that she was correct, but she also needed to drift away on this unfalsified road. Therefore, I can't leave her alone and go on like this. Among them, of course, it is not only rational thinking about her own plan, but also the sensibility of wanting to accompany her, witnessing her success or failure, survival or death.

I would not particularly object to one of her proposals, or even make her own claim. Accompanying her, accepting her, watching her, I feel that this is the real and only thing I can do for her.

Doctor Ruan Li is lying, deceiving people, and using some inhumane methods for some extremely unlikely experiments, these situations have been faintly on her body, showing signs. I can smell the coldness and cruelty hidden in her calm, dominant conversation, and the maliciousness in the deeper, it is a frightening, rotten taste. Especially during the journey of this seminar, when I was stationed in the villa, after I got my answer, this kind of taste became more and more intense. It made me think of the crow, the black life, representing the unknown, eating rot, but still Some religious meanings are as indispensable as theorems. If they are missing, they will make the world work badly.

The horror of Dr. Ruan Li is deeply embedded in her mid-stream attitude. I don’t know if the people who come into contact with her at close range, such as Mitsui Tsukao, fitness coaches and fortune-tellers, feel it. In my feelings, although this horror is scary, it also makes people feel at ease and calm, as if it is reflecting what she once said: I used the image of her that I felt to shape" Jiang".

After she said something like this, it may be a psychological factor. In short, I see more and more similarities between her and "Jiang". To be more precise, she is similar to the human form "Jiang", but extremely It's big enough to distinguish the difference, but it can't be completely felt. There is nothing to do with each other, just like, from the "Jiang" and from the characteristics of the human-shaped Jiang, each cut out a small piece, and then pieced it together to form Doctor Ruan Li.

However. This kind of description, on the contrary, makes me feel particularly contradictory when I think of Zhenjiang.

If in this repeater world, Dr. Ruan Li is such an existence closely related to "Jiang", then, in the reality of the hospital, she should also maintain harmony with "Jiang" in terms of identity and background. Some connections, and researchers who only regard her as a "virus" are still not enough. and. In reality in the hospital, Dr. Ruan Li and "Zhen Jiang" are completely two people.

No, if you think about it that way. What does "Zhenjiang" in the hospital actually look like? I suddenly remembered that I had created an impression of the "dead Zhenjiang" from the "illusion of suspected memory" and the description of "Zhen Jiang" in the data. Moreover, what cannot be refuted is this shaping. There must be my influence on the impression of the mental patient Mae in the doomsday illusion. Even if it is kept in the hospital. The files on "Zhenjiang" are also very rudimentary.

In this way, in my memory, the "most real", "dead", and "deeply in love". What is the appearance of Mae who "eaten by Takakawa" and "entrust Sakiya and others"? And how many ingredients are there in this appearance, there is really no doubt about it?

I was a little surprised. However, no one can answer a dead person to the question that he has thought of, how can he leave the most vivid and true posture in the memory of a mental patient? How to confirm it? In reality in the hospital, even the photos of the dead Zhenjiang are old and blurry.

I looked at Dr. Ruan Li, and couldn’t help thinking, could it be that when I was in the hospital reality, it appeared in my hallucinations, in my memory, the image of the dead Zhenjiang, because I subconsciously used the hospital reality The image of Dr. Ruan Li makes up for those ambiguities?

In the hospital reality, there is no detailed record of Gao Chuan’s memory of the life in the orphanage in the past and the tragedy that occurred after being infected with the "virus". This memory is in the form of hallucinations and associations after seeing crude materials. , To complete the puzzle in my mind. In fact, it is impossible for the hospital to fully grasp the situation at the time, because it was specifically mentioned in the information that when their people arrived, the orphanage had been completely burned down, and many people were burned to death. Say, Sakiya and I may be the last survivors. As for "Did Takakawa ate Mae", there is also no detailed record of the situation. It is just an attitude when people mention the events of the year. It seems a bit ambiguous consensus.

Even when Dr. Ruan Li expressed his stance, he often did not specify that this kind of "eating the true river" is actually a real biological behavior, or an allusive psychological behavior. When interpreting the existence of "crow quark", it focuses on the analysis of psychological mapping.

Yes, in the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li, the "crow" is the most representative mental image of me as a patient.

However, at this moment, in my sense, it is Dr. Ruan Li, who is getting closer and closer to the image of a "crow".

Doctor Ruan Li and Mitsui Tsukao were talking about the "murderer". Although they had a rest, everyone still could not completely get rid of the mysterious incident at the rest point, which brought them spiritual shock. And pressure. It was Mitsui Tsukao himself. He was very excited. In any case, even if it was dangerous and the probability was low, he wanted to find out the idea of ​​the murderer.

However, the content and rhythm of the conversation have always been in the hands of Dr. Ruan Li. Her calm, meaningful tone is like a crow standing on a telephone pole, looking at every pedestrian passing by under her, her gaze seems to be cast from another world, full of This mysterious attraction makes the atmosphere look a little unusual.

Doctor Ruan Li's voice is very hypnotic, especially, she is especially good at this way of hypnotic guidance, so that it seems to be branded in instinct. I have already smelled a weird smell, but listening to her conversation with Mitsui Tsukao and others, I felt it at all. In my opinion, it is a weird scene.

The topic inevitably leans towards "White Claudia".

"In any case, the murderer always needs White Claudia." Dr. Ruan Li said: "Coincidentally, according to my investigation, White Claudia originated here in the proven history. Yes. The mental hospital we are going to visit was a monastery a long time ago, and the white Claudia was in the process of the establishment and destruction of the monastery. It has a special significance. I heard that it is often found in nearby places. Some cultural relics have painted flowers that are very similar to white Claudia."

"You mean, we just need to wait and see?" Mitsui Tsukao seemed to think he had the point. "Psychologically. White Claudia played a central role in the murderer’s success, so, He will inevitably have done many investigations on the situation of Claudia White, and will even have some deep feelings."

The statement of Dr. Ruan Li weakened the relationship between himself and the seminar, but strengthened the relationship between this so-called "murderer" and the local area. If you follow this line, you might discover the secrets of the seminar.

But what does she think about the issue of "murderer"? Is it really as she said. Is there really such a "murderer" lurking in the journey team? If so, who would it be? These questions, from the perspective of the doomsday illusion, are difficult to withstand scrutiny. That mysterious incident, in the information I got, was not caused by a certain murderer, but was the result of the interaction of several mysterious forces. However, in the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li. The "mystery" factor does not exist. Well, it can be inferred. Compared with the explanation of "the interaction of several forces", of course, it is more like the intensification of the internal differences in the Doomsday Truth cult, which has resulted in the "murderer", which is more "reasonable and reasonable."

Regardless of whether the "murderer" exists or is a person, it will be involved in the end. Of course it is the doomsday truth teaching itself. Because, Doomsday Shinrikyo is the most active researcher on Claudia White.

To look at the same thing from different angles, the differences can be so big that it is hard to imagine.

However, no matter how you look at this seminar. It is already certain that the doomsday truth sect is one of the protagonists and occupies the leading position. From the perspective of the doomsday illusion, it is also one of the sponsors of the seminar, and the expectation of the seminar itself is quite "just", and the extremeness of the means should probably be normal. Then, the elements of Doomsday Truth in the seminar will become more obscure under the background.

In this way, Dallas, which may not be exactly the same as the seminar’s research, has instead emerged more and more clear, the color of the doomsday truth that I am familiar with. Reminiscent of his identity in the "Hospital Reality", it is a bit surprising that he should play such a role here. I began to feel that this Mr. Dallas who acted together in the "Hospital Reality" in the past is not just a simple identity of a "journalist". His motives for looking for **** and Dorothy, as well as the timing of finding me, were not as simple and accidental as they were at the time.

He is obviously connected with those "lurkers" who oppose the "hospital" and Dr. Ender. The so-called "lurkers", to put it bluntly, are some spies, and they can easily think of what they will do. Dallas has a relationship with these people, and now it seems that it is not "involved in ignorance." Perhaps he has been one of them long ago, and he is still a senior.

I think of the clues I planted before my death in "Hospital Reality" and the disappearance of Dallas... When I go back, I will definitely see it again.

Focusing on the situation of "White Claudia" and "Paradise", Dr. Ruan Li uses words to hide the truth deeply, but because it still reveals the taste of the truth, it can also make people Deep in such an explanation.

"Do we still need to remove or burn all the white Claudia?" The fortune-teller sighed, "I really hope it doesn't grow in much place."

"No need. If you want to find a large number of white Claudia, you must enter the mental hospital." Dr. Ruan Li said.

"If something like that happens in a mental hospital, wouldn't it be worse? The fitness coach said.

"On the contrary, in order to ensure the safety of the mental hospital, the precautionary measures are also the best." Mitsuizukao said: "Ms. Ruan meant to wait until the murderer throws himself in the urn, right? But since The murderer also followed. It is very likely that he wants to get the support of the seminar. I think that the seminar will not reject the results that can be seen."

"Why do you think the seminar is here for this event?" Dr. Ruan Li asked, "The seminar on Claudia White is the earliest and has always been the largest. No. It’s just because you don’t want to do evil, not because you don’t have the ability. People who can make something out of white Claudia as raw materials are definitely not the only murderers. On the outside, perhaps the murderer’s ability is to make people. Amazing, by then, he can only be regarded as a little kid in this seminar. Assuming that you catch this person, then the possibility of passing the final review will be greater."

When Dr. Ruan Li said so, he made the three of Mitsui Tsukao look at me without an appointment. One of them said: "I remember, it was written in Gao Chuan’s diary that White Claudia was a man named Doomsday Shinrikyo. A specialty of the cult organization, then, is there any necessary connection between the Doomsday Shinrikyo and this seminar?"

"Of course, but this is something you only need to understand after you become official companions." Dr. Ruan Li took a cocktail from the passing waiter, and said: "We must first focus on the white gram On Laudia, research as much as possible to ensure that the intelligence we have is not inferior to the murderer. As long as we are not affected by the white Claudia, we can ensure our own safety when facing the enemy’s psychedelic drugs. ."

Everyone thinks this is the truth when you say the high-sounding words. Since the enemy will definitely take action around "White Claudia", it is still noncommittal to study whether the seminar of "White Claudia" will be happy. At least, from the researcher's point of view, it is of course impossible to hope that other people are also peeping at the research objects in their fancy.

Mitsui Tsukao seemed to feel that he had sorted out his clues, and the expression on his face couldn't help but relax, as if he completely acquiesced to what Dr. Ruan Li said.

"Any information about Claudia White?" the fitness instructor asked.

As if by magic, Dr. Ruan Li put three disks in the open palms of the crowd: "This is what I can find as much as possible, more detailed information, the seminar refused to release."

Mitsui Tsukao took the disk, took another bite of barbecue, and said goodbye to us: "I want to go back to the room to see these materials."

No one stopped him. After Mitsui Tsukao left, the fitness instructor and the fortuneteller also left one after another. They seemed to be caught with curiosity, and they walked back to the villa with joy. But as far as I'm concerned, I don't think that Claudia's profile is so attractive.

"Is it appropriate to evoke their attention to White Claudia without mentioning the end of the world?" I asked Dr. Ruan Li, "White Claudia affects people, doesn't it? "

"What we need is an expert who will not be affected by White Claudia. No, it should be said that it will not be affected by this degree of relief ~IndoMTL.com~." Dr. Ruan Li said: "So, letting them contact White Claudia is the best way to verify it."

"It's like verifying that eating arsenic will not kill you, and how much you eat will lead to death. You only need to eat a little bit of arsenic to feel like this?" I said, "It's a primitive and cruel way. "

"Because we don't have a better way." Dr. Ruan Li said, "Even if the situation of the end of the world cannot be separated from the influence of White Claudia, they will not believe it at all. Instead, they will pay attention. Focus on other places that are not in line with our research topics, or even contradictory places. There is not much time, and we cannot tolerate this happening."

"So, how serious was that explanation when you talked about the mysterious incident that night? Mom." I asked.

"It must have something to do with White Claudia. This is certain." Dr. Ruan Li said calmly: "But, is the murderer one or several? What is the identity? What is the ins and outs of the incident? It’s not an easy question to answer. However, I don’t think it is the result of personal behavior."

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