Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1231: Warning
It’s unbelievable. The seemingly normal people around me are mental patients, and the "resort" I am in is an in-house facility of a mental hospital. ∷4∷5∷zhong∷text ¢£, and during Dr. Ruan Li’s observation, I lost my memory for three days. I am not suspicious of Dr. Ruan Li, but there is no sense of reality. If I really lose my memory, what have I done in the past three days? No, it should be said that before the consciousness of this "I" was awake, what kind of behavior did the "Gao Chuan" of this body do under Dr. Ruan Li's eyelids? I guessed that it must be an act that made them feel that my condition had become serious.
Anyway, the current doctor Ruan Li didn't mean to let me review the action record during that time. I asked about the situation of the fitness coaches and others, and only got the answer "they and other experts are still conducting seminar activities normally", but the meaning between the lines, I can hear it, it has been determined that they have been seen to a certain extent. As a "mental patient". The seminar was very affirmed that everything we encountered at the time was proved by White Claudia. If we only look at it from the perspective of "mystery", the existence of White Claudia will be compared with "Jiang" and "Jiang". "Virus" is not a mistake. However, the seminar did not recognize all of this from such a far-reaching perspective, but simply linked "White Claudia" with "illusion."
Under the influence of White Claudia, some experts have seen the "illusion", and this "illusion" will continue to deepen over time, although it will not affect their lives in a short period of time, but This kind of hazard lurks down, and one day it will explode, eventually causing extremely bad results to oneself and others. They live in "illusions". This "illusion" is an "illusion" based on the immediate situation of reality. At the same time, it also interacts with the "illusion" of others. People who are not affected by Claudia cannot know for sure whether they are all What kind of "illusion" is being produced immediately. therefore. It is necessary to use the psychedelic "paradise" made by "White Claudia".
In the current situation, although it is possible to roughly describe the world in the patient’s brain through conversation, it is not intuitive enough compared with personal experience, and it is impossible to measure the magnitude of the harm, and even this "illusion" cannot be passed. To the extent of this, to assess the way and pace of the end of the world. For Dr. Ruan Li and others. The only thing confirmed now is that the hallucinations caused by "White Claudia" are the precursors and performances of the end.
If you are more strict, you may not be able to say the term "end of the world", because the situation that caused the entire world to collapse from the material and non-material level, and the situation that "all human beings are dead". It is not the same as the day, but "the end of the world" is said. It is not proposed from the population such as Dr. Ruan Li, but a tendency derived from the formulas of physicists and mathematicians.
Even so, even if "the end of the world" is not the end of the world, but only the end of mankind, the influence brought by the white Claudia. Both are worthy of attention.
Nowadays, the reason why the internal disagreements of the Doomsday Truth Sect have not completely burst out is precisely because, whether it is derived by mathematicians or physicists, it is caused by the existence of White Claudia. The tendency of "the end of the world" that has appeared was derived from Dr. Ruan Li. The unfolding of the "doomsday of mankind" caused by the white Claudia as the main reason has caused a huge threat to mankind itself.
At the level of rationality, the end of mankind is certainly not worth mentioning compared to the end of the world. However, in terms of sensibility, the end of mankind far exceeds the end of the world.
No matter which kind of cognition is, it is based on the cognition that "the process of doomsday has already begun and it is inevitable for humans to avoid".
Therefore, even if they don’t recognize each other's cognition, there are already many conflicts between the doomsday theory derived using mathematical formulas and physical models and the doomsday theory centered on the "White Claudius Illusion". There are also many disputes over which argument should be tilted for the only resources on the road to saving the world.
But as far as the current situation is concerned, cooperation between the two parties is still necessary.
Because of this, even if the previous events were really mixed with internal contradictions in the Doomsday Truth, Dr. Ruan Li and others will remain silent.
I think I can understand that for Dr. Ruan Li and others, no matter how the situation changes, the core task is to first study the "paradise" in their theories, which has a huge effect. In contrast, the means is not important, and concessions in some aspects are acceptable. And everyone who comes to participate in the seminar will inevitably be affected by such an action plan.
Although when things happen, they feel that the seminar’s response is slow, or they feel that their energy shouldn’t just be the way they feel on the spot, but afterwards, when talking to Dr. Ruan Li, they can learn from her In the obscure attitude and hint, the seminar's choice in controlling the overall situation was noticed.
Everything they do, whether it is good or bad for the victims, is just to complete the "paradise", and then use the "paradise" as the basis to promote their own salvation plan, nothing more.
It's cold and cruel, but unless there is an effective method, they will only do what they want.
Because, at this time, the criterion for judging "success or failure" does not exist until the real "success or failure" arrives.
In the past, the so-called saving the world and saving mankind seemed to be a kind of magnified rhetoric. In fact, the end of the world and the end of mankind did not exist, and in these so-called "saving" processes, people did All of this, and the people who did those things, are nothing but replaceable screws.
In the true sense, facing an "doom" to save the world, this is the first time in human history.
Because it is the first time, everyone doesn't know how to do it right, and only acts with their own ideas.
Am I not the same? Not only me, but all the "Gaochuan" and the friends of Gaochuan can only rely on their own judgment and act according to their own ideas.
Such me. There is no position to condemn Dr. Ruan Li and others.
"Mom?" I said.
"What? A Chuan." Doctor Ruan Li's tone became soft.
"If I don't know if I'm correct..." I didn't finish.
"Then believe that you are right. If you don't, you don't even have the courage to act." Dr. Ruan Li said, just like I thought, she just asked strangely: "Why are you at this time? Still What about asking this? In your diary, in the adventures you thought you had personally experienced, didn't you always carry out this idea? Now you think you have done something wrong? Achuan."
"No, it's just..." I paused and said to her: "I just want some encouragement, some recognition."
Doctor Ruan Li was silent for a moment, and a gentle voice came from the earpiece: "Whether it is reality or illusion. You must work hard and believe in yourself. A Chuan, you must believe, and hope is in your own hands, regardless of Is it in your hands."
"...I know, mother." I replied so happily, tears slipping down quietly.
Some heavy dirt in my heart seems to have been washed away by these tears.
I hung up the phone. I was a little worried about the fitness coach and others, but from the attitude of Dr. Ruan Li. Although they were suspected and made bad judgments, they were not in any danger for the time being. Most other experts are in this situation, and they probably don't know or grasp their future destiny, but before that decisive moment arrives. They also have choices and hope-as long as the seminar has not started, hope exists.
I don’t know if I can help them in the future, but one thing is certain. Even in the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li, the attack in the 51st District was just an illusion, but if I hadn’t stayed at that time, more people would have died in that attack-Dr. Ruan Li The deaths of several experts have been confirmed over there, and the cause of their deaths was due to hallucinations that caused physiological abnormalities. As far as the result of "death" is concerned, it doesn't make any difference whether or not it is really a weird attack.
Doctor Ruan Li and I have different observations of the same mysterious event, but to a large extent, we have kept the results synchronized.
From this perspective, I think I made the right judgment at the time of the incident.
As for, after the end of the incident, I somehow became a patient who "lost three days of memory", so it didn't matter much.
I can talk soberly now, and Dr. Ruan Li is also happy in peace.
So, what should we do now?
Although in Dr. Ruan Li’s observations, I was a mental patient who had just returned to normal, but for me, I have always been in this state of mind, and there has been no change.
I don't remember who I encountered, what happened during the three days I was sent to the mental hospital, and why I returned to the facilities of the nature reserve.
In my own sense, I have just dealt with a mysterious incident. However, the situation that I have to face has indeed changed a lot.
For example, I have to deal with a group of mental patients now, even if I have not yet discovered where they are, they are mentally and mentally ill. However, the neighbors are indeed a little weird, not for their behavior, but just a feeling.
"Hey, little boy." The boy lying on the sofa over there was being driven into the bathroom by the girl who had just taken a shower, so he asked me: "Would you like to be together?"
I rightly refused. One of the boys had a regretful expression on his face.
Suddenly they took off in the living room, causing the two girls to laugh and curse. I just watched calmly. Until the boys left, I said to the two girls who were about to talk to me: "Do you know where this is?"
The two girls immediately stared at me with weird eyes, as if I had said something silly.
"Isn't this a resort?" The shorter girl said, "Didn't your parents tell you?" I carefully observed their expressions and thought they really thought so, but obviously, their perceptions , There is a huge discrepancy with the news of Dr. Ruan Li. And I think this is not because of their "mental abnormalities", but because they do look at the situation around them with a naive idea.
"Are you from outside?" I asked again.
The girl frowned and said, "Aren't you?"
The girl next to her spoke in a low voice. But there is no concealing effect: "Like them, are you locals?"
"Didn't he say it before, did he follow the family to attend some psychology seminar?" The shorter girl also said in the same volume.
However, their words reveal very important information.
"The three..." I glanced at the direction of the bathroom, and said to the two female college students: "Are you a local? Are you invited by them?"
The taller and plumper girl gave me a sly look and whispered to her companion: "Have you heard? It seems pretty innocent. Still a boy**?"
The slightly shorter girl showed a somewhat embarrassed expression, squeezed her chest hard, and gave her a fierce look. But the companion was not afraid at all, made a laugh for a while, and then said: "Well, the vacation is boring, so I found a free travel opportunity on the Internet." The implication is that the three boys communicated with the two on the Internet. Said to entertain them for free in the local area. He promised Barabara's conditions again, so they mixed up like this. However, the two girls also made a lot of preparations for this trip, so no more in-depth exchanges have been conducted so far. Looking at their expressions, it seemed that they planned to use the three boys as triumphs from beginning to end.
I don't know. What they say is true or false, if they are mental patients. Of course, you can also think that they have delusions. However, I am more inclined. They do not know the situation here, nor have they learned in detail about the situation of the three boys. They are all foreigners.
I sat down opposite them and stared at them seriously. The two female college students showed embarrassed expressions. Although they quickly showed indifferent expressions, their movements had already converged. At this time, I said to them seriously: "You may not know. There is only one resort area on this peninsula, on the side of the river. We boarded the island from the pier over there and lived in a villa in that resort area. It’s the developer of this peninsula who entertains us. The entire peninsula’s tourism plan is contracted by him. I just got my mother’s notice that there are indeed no other resorts here, even if we live now. The villa area has not yet officially opened. Do you understand what I mean?"
The two female college students didn't care much at first, but then they couldn't help but stare at each other. They hesitate a little, it should be my age, it makes it difficult for them to believe what I said, and what I revealed was not too clear. Ordinary people rarely have this kind of encounter, and I understand their confusion and suspicion.
I continued to say to them: "Except for those of us who were invited by the developer, there are places where people can live on the entire peninsula. One is a facility in a nature reserve, and the other is a mental hospital."
Step by step hinting to this, the shorter girl swallowed her saliva, glanced at her companion, and said to me: "Are you kidding me?"
"No." I said with certainty. Because of my apparent age, I always need to show a firmer attitude to make the other person feel sincere and truthful.
"What do you mean, where we live is actually a mental hospital?" The taller girl was dubious, glanced around, with a frightened expression. She also seemed to think that the decorations and accessories around were really weird. -But, I think, although these are weird, they still belong to the scope of normal decoration.
"Yes." I nodded earnestly, and said to them: "I doubted it at first, but my mother told me something. That's it. This mental hospital is newly expanded, and the scope includes this forest. District, but for some reasons, fences and signs were not installed."
"What?" The girls were a little unbelievable. They carefully glanced out the window and said: "You mean... it's all outside?"
"Yes, we live in the place where the mental patient lives." After the previous preparation, I opened up and said: "I suspect that the only two of you here are normal people."
The two girls showed expressions of crying and laughing, but soon their faces froze. They stared at me, and one of them repeated what I said: "Only the two of us?"
"Yes." I smiled and said to them: "I am also a mental patient. I came with my mother to prepare to stay in the psychiatric hospital here. At the same time, my mother is also a psychiatrist. This is the psychology seminar. Participants of the meeting. So, you really don’t need to doubt. About the seminar, you can ask about the facility staff in the nature reserve. Moreover, the participants have been participating in activities in the mental hospital here."
The two girls glanced at each other, looked at me seriously, opened their mouths several times, and finally said: "It's incredible." Their voices and expressions don’t know how to face this situation. . Perhaps because of the impact, they were still hesitating and couldn't really believe everything they heard from me.
I can understand. As long as they have time, of course they can go to verify it by themselves. I just plan to plant a seed in their hearts to prevent them from being caught off guard when something really happens.
"Then, those three..." The two girls lowered their voices and pointed to the bathroom.
"I don't know, I can only say that this is a mental hospital, not a resort." I opened my hands and said, "As for those three, are they mental patients or just locals who want to borrow land? I’m not very clear about picking up girls. However, I’m sure that our neighbors are a little weird, and they may be really mentally ill."
The complexions of the two female college students changed again, as if thinking of something, they said to me: "You said before that you are also a mental patient? Come here for treatment?"
"Yeah." I nodded and said, "Even so, I think it's better for you to believe me."
"A mentally ill boy is telling me that everyone around me is mentally ill." The taller girl pressed her forehead and said weakly, "Am I dreaming?"
"There is not necessarily a danger. I just remind you." I said, "There is always nothing wrong with being careful, right?"
"I don't think you are a mental patient." The shorter girl said.
"That's because you didn't see my illness." I said.
"What's wrong with you?" she asked, a bit sharp.
"Secret." I raised my index finger and pressed it lightly on my lips.
I can never tell them that there are symptoms of split personality and delusions in their medical records.
"It's really hard for me to believe it. However, I also think that there is something wrong with the people outside." The taller girl said, "But if you say that the three are mental patients, you can't tell at all. Isn't it? ?" She asked her companion next to her.
"We also stayed together for three days." The slightly shorter girl seemed to want to ask about my condition, but still held back, "Assuming this is really a mental hospital, they should also be normal people. I borrowed it. This place. After all, it looks like a resort..." When she said that, I felt that in her heart, the idea of "this is a mental hospital" had taken root.
"Moreover, even if you are a mental patient, it shouldn't be a dangerous patient, right?" The slightly taller girl said, "I have also read some psychology. Not all mental patients are murderers in TV dramas. ~IndoMTL.com~Of course." I nodded and said, "My mother is a psychologist. I know this too well."
"Since the hospital has not installed fences and signs, it should be because it lives here and is not a dangerous patient. It is just a minor mental illness, so it has created a place to relax and carry out natural activities. Therapy?" The shorter girl guessed.
I don’t know if they have noticed it. All they say is based on the premise that they have listened to the saying that "this is a mental hospital, surrounded by a group of mental patients."
"It's possible." I don't know the specific situation, but I think it's of course not that simple. It's just that they don't say that, lest they make them too nervous.
They need to pay attention, but if they are too nervous, they are not in a good state.
"But, maybe it's not so good, right?" The taller girl hesitated for a while, and said so.
The shorter girl and I understand what she means, but neither can give an affirmative answer. (To be continued...)