Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1232: Disclosure

The news of Dr. Ruan Li should not be wrong, but whether all the people in the same room are mental patients is temporarily uncertain. ∷4∷5∷zhong∷text⊙, the existing information is easy to misunderstand, but I still said that. The two girls were at a loss. They were dubious. I understand that they spend more time with people around them. If there is something wrong, it should have been noticed long ago. Although they were not harmed, my reminder made them have to think about this possibility.

I observe the subtle changes in their expressions and catch their thoughts. However, the reason for mentioning these things with them is just to give them a psychological preparation in their hearts, and not to use them to do something.

They are just ordinary people, they can't do anything.

Even, I must remain vigilant about their mental state. They tell their stories in an orderly manner, but this does not mean that they are their real experiences. I have seen many mental patients, and even myself, in the eyes of others, is a mental patient with severe symptoms. I fully understand what the so-called "self-belief is true but not true in the eyes of others" is really going on.

I'm not trying to instigate the relationship between this group of people. I trust the information from Dr. Nguyen Li very much, and based on this trust, I made this decision.

However, today's judgments and actions contain strong subjectivity and intuition. I am not sure that every warning I made was correct. In order to allow them to judge more autonomously, I told them the fact that I was a mental patient.

A boy who claimed to be a mentally ill boy claimed that everyone around him was mentally ill-it would be ridiculous that this situation is normal, but this is the choice that two girls must face. They have to be under the influence of this information. . Decide what you do.

It is not necessary to observe them, but I can do it.

At least until dawn, no one will be sent from the hospital. In fact, there is not enough manpower for night shifts in mental hospitals. Out-of-towners rarely come to work locally, and the locals are deeply grudged by the past of the mental hospital, even. Because of the non-disclosure of the research project, the staff must also be strictly reviewed, so it is not just an individual who can get a job opportunity. These circumstances were all told by Dr. Ruan Li. Even if the experts selected during the seminar were unable to participate in the research of "Paradise", they would be recruited as staff members of this mental hospital.

Most of the experts who came to participate in the seminar will work in this mental hospital, even if they are judged to have been affected by White Claudia. As long as the degree of influence is above a certain qualifying line, they will be hired. After all, not all jobs in the mental hospital are related to White Claudia, and some normal research and external appearances also require manpower to maintain. If they are below the qualifying line, the situation they face may be even worse.

I now hope that fitness coaches and others can at least get the opportunity to be regular employees in a mental hospital.

This is not a question of whether the hired person is willing. It lies in the people who have been invited. There is no room for bargaining in front of the seminar. The Doomsday Truth Sect has always been very tough. Whether their ideas are to promote the doomsday or restore the doomsday, they are all implemented by a coercive method.

I cannot prevent the birth of "Paradise". Under the inertia of the doomsday process, this drug will be manufactured in other places that I don't know, even if it is not studied here. That being the case, I prefer to experience this scene personally and watch how it has become the kind of "paradise" I was familiar with in the past.

If possible, I certainly want the "paradise" that Dr. Ruan Li hopes to be born, rather than the "paradise" that I have known in the past.

Although the name is the same. But the two are completely opposite in terms of their own expectations.

One is drugs, the other is hope to save the world.

I have vaguely sensed that the wheels of the doomsday process are coming far away, walking on a planned road, and according to past experience, probably my behavior may become a driving force for it to speed up. A factor in this path. Just like, in the past doomsday illusion, whether or not to participate in the mysterious event with the mood to stop the doomsday, most of the results that you can get in the end will make people feel that what you do is actually promoting The development of the doomsday.

This kind of feeling makes people feel extremely frustrated. There are many mysterious experts with tenacious wills and good wishes. In the end, they can't bear it. This kind of result that runs counter to their original intentions makes people feel desperate. It is not a disappearance. Death is a person who has been alienated into Doomsday Truth.

To a large extent, I think the world will develop according to this law.

How desperate this is. Obviously think that you should do something, you can do something, your own efforts will definitely get the right results, and your moral behavior will also get the best return, but in reality, no matter what you do, you will only get the right results. Closer to the dark abyss.

Even so, no matter the past or the present, there are still people who recognize this but have not given up their efforts and struggles. There are constant withdrawals, deaths, and betrayals in the cybersphere, and sometimes it even makes people feel that it has faded away, but it has always existed. The world I have observed, no matter whether it is real or illusory, no matter where it is, there are indeed such a group of people trying to redeem the worst possible.

This is very important.

Seeing them and realizing their thoughts and actions is an indispensable source of motivation for me.

My particularity is only that it makes me feel more likely to succeed than them. But it must be wrong to say that there is only me as the savior in this world, or that people who want to protect something in the process of doomsday.

Perhaps, among the people I saved, among the people I reminded and warned about, there are such people who survived mysterious events because of my actions. Even if they cannot completely get rid of the "mysterious" threat, they will try to take a fluke mentality and try to redeem certain things that are on the verge of collapse. And before they fell into despair, what they did would definitely save more people like them before.

If I think about it this way, a new force will rise deep in my heart, making me feel tired. Get a kind of comfort.

Yes, I don’t know what is true, and I’m not sure whether my thoughts are correct or whether my actions will get the rewards I want. Can I really save someone, or is it in vain? However, since I can persist until now, it proves. There must be something in this, which I firmly believe in, and it is worth sticking to.

It's definitely not wrong to want to protect something or save something. And no matter what the consequences will be for others, it must be correct for oneself.

I observed what happened before my eyes. And what is about to happen. I draw strength from observations, and I try to influence the observed results.

Maybe everything I did. In the observation of those dark eyes, it is nothing but an established destiny, a long-completed story line, a useless attempt, a tangled wandering. No matter what you do, it is not out of my will. And only the will is arranged, and everything done is only to promote the development of an established doomsday plot, not to jump out of the entire story frame. Therefore, it doesn't make any sense to me.

Even so. I will never go on strike. Of course, this kind of thinking may be "set". However, assuming that there is no such "set", I also believe that I will have this kind of idea. will.

No matter free or not, doomed or not, I believe that I am such a Gaochuan.

I also believe that any other Gaochuan also has this kind of thought and this kind of mood.

Even if everything is doomed, I have to witness it with my own eyes and feel it myself.

I watched the two girls, their expressions were cloudy and uncertain, and they repeatedly looked at the TV and outside the window with intent. The lights in the middle of the night made the figures on the windows look like ghosts. The sound of the water in the bathroom stopped, like a signal, making the bodies of the two girls tense slightly. I know that my own words have had a profound impact on them.

Perhaps, the three boys are not mental patients, they just borrowed this place to date them, but the negative impact of the term "mental illness" is enough to dispel the interest of normal people.

When the three boys turned out from behind the door together, they saw the two girls staring at them all the time, probably because the girls' eyes were too strong, and they were surprised and embarrassed.

"What's wrong?" one of them broke the silence and asked.

"This is a mental hospital, isn't it?" The slightly taller girl raised her voice, making people feel dissatisfied and angry.

"Jing, mental hospital?" The boys looked at each other a few times, and laughed a little, "What are you talking about?"

Seeing what they look like, I think the answer has come out. However, their performance has reduced the possibility that they are also mental patients. Although mental patients do not always look crazy and crazy, just like myself, when normal, I also look like a normal person. However, the mental patient can always find something wrong, it is "like a normal person", not a "normal person".

"I listen..." The shorter girl looked at me and seemed to think about my name. "The kid said, this is the scope of the mental hospital. These wooden houses are provided for mental patients to live in."

"Stop kidding, okay." One of the boys opened his hand, "We have been here for so long, so there is nothing wrong with it."

"There is no problem, it does not mean that it is correct!" The taller girl sighed, "It's incredible. You even used the mentally ill room to date a girl."

The boys glanced at each other, with a dull expression, as if they didn't plan to insist anymore. Even I can see that the two girls didn't say anything, but in appearance they completely believed in the saying that "this is a mental hospital".

"Aren't you guys living here?" The shorter girl asked with false eyes, but I don't think she thinks that these three boys are mentally ill, and she is only verbally attacking They just vent their resentment.

"Please! We are not the protagonists of Leaping the Cuckoo's Asylum." A boy rolled his eyes, not going to stand still, and opened the refrigerator to get a beer. He sat back on the sofa. The two girls did not refuse, but changed positions and sat on the same row of sofas as me. The other two boys gathered when they saw someone taking the lead.

Finally, our group is divided into two sides, face to face like a showdown.

In fact. I think both parties know well, whether to break up or continue in the future depends on each other's negotiations. I think that although the truth has been revealed to some extent, the two girls are a little bold and may continue to stay here.

"Well, we admit that this is the resort area of ​​the mental hospital..." The boy modified a little. "But, don't you find it very exciting and pleasant? Look at the people here, life is no different from normal people. If it weren't for someone to leak the secret, you wouldn't notice it." With that, he stared at me. At a glance, blame me for breaking their good deeds.

I think they might be saying in their hearts: just don't bring this kid back.

"Not at all. You know? We almost freaked out!" The taller girl said so, but she didn't feel what she said at all. She cocked Erlang's legs. Picking your nails is like bargaining.

What does she want? Just a warning to the boys? It's not just the boys, I don't know too much.

"This is an apology, right?" the shorter girl said as a reminder.

"Ah, yes...yes." A boy said, "I'm very sorry that I deceived you." The other two boys looked unhappy. Did not speak.

"Is it enough just to apologize?" The taller girl said, "You hurt our feelings! We believed you so much at the beginning, and you promised you so much. The result? Your guarantee is like this. It's like farting! You were going to deceive us from the beginning. When we were a group of stupid women, we wouldn't do anything even if things happened, right? I tell you. This is endless! I have already contacted this child's family. You guys. Do you know who his mother is? Do you know the villa area at the pier? Where they live now."

The boys were a little stunned, took a look at me, and tentatively said: "The villa area has not been opened yet..."

"Remember the psychology seminar held here? The group was invited, and his mother was one of them." The shorter girl said furiously: "They were invited by the local developer to start the seminar. Activities, and the developer is also the owner of the mental hospital. You can imagine what kind of situation this mental hospital is like-everyone's eyes are focused on here!"

The boys were shocked and shocked. They didn't seem to have expected it so deeply. In fact, I think that the two girls just fooled them again without fear, and continued to increase their bargaining chips.

"Really?" The boys looked at me.

I nodded and said nothing.

A boy hugged his head with a dejected look. They seemed to really feel that it was really not easy to solve things like this. However, the other boy was not so worried, shrugged, and asked the girls: "Come on, we have been together for so long, don't you believe you will make things too big. You don't want to get in trouble, do you? I accepted our invitation, but if it is considered to be a mistake, you are also part of it. Besides, even if it is discovered, it is nothing."

"It's nothing? Do you want to be in the newspaper? Then go back to school and be pointed? I can't afford the shame of dating a group of mental patients." The tall girl said coldly.

"So, what do you want?" The boy opened his hands and said, "You know, we paid for this date."

"What happened to you? Everything here is ready-made. You just took things without telling them. You took things from the mentally ill and said they belonged to you." The shorter girl sneered.

"Okay, okay, stop arguing." Another boy said: "What should I do, let's talk about it."

"First of all, I hope I can leave here soon and leave tomorrow." The tall girl said.

"Playing in the surrounding towns, the expenses are all paid by you." The slightly shorter girl said, "You said that you want to entertain, just do it once."

The boy looked at each other, hesitated, then whispered softly, discussing the cost. They seemed to really want to go further with the two girls, so they readily agreed: "However, you can't live in a hotel, you can live in our house. How?" They looked at the two girls provocatively.

The tall girl smiled disdainfully and said: "Take care of your crotch, otherwise I will squeeze it all."

She seemed to agree, but when I looked at the eyes of the shorter girl, her gaze flickered a little and seemed to have other plans.

Speaking of things, the atmosphere gradually eased. The boys were a little embarrassed, and soon left and returned to the room. After they left, the two girls looked at each other and smiled, as if a conspiracy had succeeded. It makes me feel that they are not simply planning to go to the boys' home.

"Thank you so much." The tall boy gave me a strong hug: "Otherwise, we will really be kept in the dark. If nothing bad happens and never know, it doesn't matter. But if something happens , I learned the secret in the end, I must be very uncomfortable, maybe there will be some danger."

"Thank you." The shorter girl also said: "I hate being cheated."

"So, what are you going to do?" I asked.

The two girls laughed without speaking. However, I think, the most is to tease the boys and make them regret it.

"Let's sleep in our room tonight." The tall girl suggested, without waiting for my answer, she took me back to their room.

Their rooms also have a lot of weird decorations. At this time, we couldn't help but talk about the topic of "the owner of this house, the mental patient, what kind of person is it?" When I thought that these strange decorations were all collected by the mental patient, instead of being shaped like this in the first place, I couldn't help but feel a strange feeling. They put on their pajamas and didn't care at all. They just watched as if they really thought of me as a child, but in fact, my appearance age was also a high school student, and they were not much worse than college students.

Their pajamas are mature and **** styles. After the translucent fabric, you can vaguely see the underwear. Even so, the two did not conceal their movements. However, when lying on the bed, I couldn't sleep for a long time.

This is the room for the mentally ill, and there are a group of mentally ill people outside the house-thinking of this kind of thing, I also feel that it is absolutely difficult for ordinary people to maintain a calm state of mind.

Before, they specially checked the locking of the doors and windows.

"Why are you alone in that building?" the shorter girl asked me.

"I don't know. I have amnesia." I said, "Mom sent me to a mental hospital three days ago. It seems that I did something. I ran into that building and when I woke up, I touched Here you are."

The tall girl turned over with interest, looked at me and said: "Are you really a mental patient?"

"Hmm." I said without disguising.

"What are we doing?" The shorter girl patted her forehead and sighed: "We haven't found the truth for so long~IndoMTL.com~. In the end, a mentally ill kid exposed everything."

However, she laughed out loud again for a while and said: "Maybe it will be the most interesting thing in my life. Hey, you can make your mother accommodating, let us see what this mental hospital is like. Does it work? The psychology seminar your mother attended will definitely have activities in the psychiatric hospital, right?"

"Yes, you want to stay? This is not a good idea." Because there are a bunch of lunatics here.

However, I couldn't tell the truth about what I knew, because it was too ridiculous in the eyes of ordinary people, and it was regarded as nonsense for me, a mental patient.

"Well, although I was a little worried at the beginning, but now that I think about it, it is quite exciting, and I have never seen a real mental hospital." The tall girl said.

"It's not interesting." I said.

But they seemed to be more interested as they talked, and they began to persuade me to get the qualification to watch the seminar. There must be nothing wrong at the seminar, but I don’t think that their whim decision is correct. So pretended to sleep. (To be continued...)