Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1238: Omen

When I returned to the villa, the rain had become very dense, but the sun was still shining, and it was not as gloomy as looking at the outside world in the dock area. ⊙Four ⊙Five ⊙ Chinese ⊙ Wen ¤, however, the rainy season mentioned by the crew also seems to be a sign everywhere. I must prepare for the upcoming "mystery". The anomaly in the log cabin area proves that the "mystery" has begun to flow on this peninsula, the invaders have arrived, and some strange things will inevitably happen afterwards, but I am not sure whether every mysterious event happened on this peninsula. It will involve my plan, and at the same time I am not sure that I can figure out the ins and outs of every mysterious event and the impact it has caused.

Everyone has their own plan, and these complex results are the results of mutual plans that are intertwined with each other and cannot be fully grasped by one of them. Just like the mysterious incident that occurred at the resting point on the way to the peninsula, we were involved in it, but we could only see an incomplete side. Although I learned more information from John Bull later, it was completely impossible to piece together all the information into a complete picture.

A large part of the situation I understand is just my associations, inferences, and guesses.

This is not surprising, any mystery expert may encounter this kind of thing. Even the best mystery expert can only focus on what he sees, and try to speculate and imagine what he doesn't know based on known clues as much as possible. In this case, facing a weird and changeable situation, there is inevitably a feeling of going with the flow, and most deaths happen at this time.

Even seemingly simple mysterious events, when there is enough intelligence, they will continue to be discovered. The impact is definitely not just as simple as what I felt at the time. All of this is like a ripple, after spreading out of my vision, it seems to have been weakened to the extreme, but it may still be spreading, or it may be in a place where I can't see it. Because of this ripple, there are more ripples in the chain. Layers of ripples will eventually lead to a result-for a sufficiently sensitive mysterious expert, this result is the "doom".

What is about to happen on this peninsula will be like this.

My focus is on "paradise", but I want to say what influence "paradise" has on my plan. From my perspective and the recent situation, there is actually not much impact, even the impact of the entire peninsula. It is necessary to accumulate a certain degree, or to say, chain more subsequent situations to the extent of interfering with the monster in the depths of Nightmare Las Vegas, before it becomes a situation that must be faced in the plan. But then again, I have almost foreseen what will happen here. It is bound to increase the impact to that extent.

There is a hypothesis, if here. Can directly interrupt the "ripples" caused by the abnormal changes in the peninsula, then, it will definitely make the plan go more smoothly. However, from my experience, it is completely impossible. There are many perspectives to explain this "can't do". But the simplest and most direct one, you can imagine, regard what happened here and what will happen in the future as a set story. A "script".

Yes, the script. The concept of this script originally emerged from the real world of the hospital. It is an uninterruptible concept that describes the "doomsday process".

And this "script", the plot of the story, has many details that have not been specifically elaborated, but in some important links to promote the "doomsday process", there are already established outlines.

On this peninsula, what will happen, along with the seminar’s research on "paradise", and the constant changes that will occur, and its influence will accumulate in the depths of "Nightmare Las Vegas". The point of "monster" is already doomed.

If you want to interrupt it and violate it, you are actually trying to fight against the "doomsday process", and the "doomsday process" is determined by the "virus", and it is tantamount to directly opposing the "virus". Under this presumption, I don't see any hope for the time being. If it's really that easy, and you can interrupt this link, everything you did in cyberball before should be more successful.

Currently, I cannot defeat the "virus", cannot interrupt the "doomsday process", cannot prevent the chain leading to the "doomsday", and of course cannot stop the abnormal changes that will occur on this peninsula, and may even be impossible It is ensured that when the "Paradise" is produced, it will become a "beneficial" thing as Dr. Ruan Li and others thought.

What I can do is to protect the people I care about from the changes that have been determined to occur. Waiting for the influence of mysterious events that I know and I don't know to reach a critical intensity. Try to mobilize the power of "Jiang" again to wipe out one breath. Based on too much experience, I guessed that "Jiang" would wake up in the face of such a desperate situation. And that situation can also be seen as another confrontation and choice between "virus" and "Jiang".

In other words, even the malignant results of any mysterious event in ordinary times can be regarded as the active manifestation of the "virus", but in fact, the mysterious event of the general intensity is more likely to be " A certain kind of activity of "virus" has a marginal impact that cannot be cut into the real core.

Only those, very special, strong, high-intensity, desperate, or even sudden changes that make people unable to prepare are more direct manifestations of the "virus". Only then will the existence of "Jiang" be more directly and powerfully reflected.

Then, even if the event and phenomenon that directly reflect the activity of the "virus" is resolved, it may not cause real harm to the "virus". Because the "virus" cannot be directly observed, it is impossible to determine whether the targeted actions of oneself succeeded or failed.

However, under the two-in-one concept, there is also such a relative observation: Although it is impossible to directly determine whether the "virus" has been hit, if the "Jiang" integrated with it becomes active, it can not be considered Has the activity of the "virus" been weakened? When "Jiang" woke up, I executed "Jiang"'s will and used "Jiang"'s power to achieve victory. Can't it also be regarded as "Jiang"'s victory?

I am the person closest to "Jiang". I can completely feel the "virus" by feeling the "Jiang", and negate the "virus" by observing the "Jiang".

An ending that may end the "doomsday" is every world that I can recognize, no matter it is this world. Or the doomsday illusion and the hospital reality only confirm and affirm the existence of "Jiang" and observe it as the "only" in order to deny the existence and influence of the "virus".

Faced with such an unobservable and incomprehensible "virus", I think this is the most likely way to win.

I want to eliminate this "virus" like actual substances, or according to the scientific concepts of "energy" and "matter". It is simply impossible to do it. It is more like a concept, an existence beyond the defined dimensions of science. Human beings are able to escape the cognition of the concepts of "energy" and "material," and only philosophy, consciousness and thinking are left with these mysterious and mysterious powers.

If you want to use this mysterious and mysterious power to really accomplish certain things, you must also have certain prerequisites. And I think I already have these prerequisites, because. My two-in-one hypothesis combines "Jiang" and "Virus". Moreover, "Jiang" is by my side.

The only thing that is uncertain is whether the two-in-one assumption is correct. Only this, the most fundamental point, is that I am least sure, but I must believe it. It is correct.

This may be, for the last time, a plan to use all the "imagination", "judgment" and "choices" I have to complete.

If this fails too. Probably it was my complete failure.

For me, science is already dead. If even philosophy and imagination fail, then how can an enemy that cannot be described by thought be defeated?

It is impossible for humans to defeat such a thing.

It really makes me feel that the "virus" cannot be directly observed or understood, but the reason why there is a chance to overcome it is precisely because of the existence of "Jiang". Regardless of whether that memory is true or not, there is a memory like "I ate Mae who became a patient with doomsday syndrome, and Jiang appeared in the body". In terms of human philosophy, "there is justification for existence", then the existence of this memory that does not know whether it is true or false must be justified.

I believe that, in the memory, the scattered information, Zhenjiang’s prayers before death, and the existence of "Jiang", even if they are different from what I thought, must all imply a meaning, that is : The existence of "virus" exceeds the limit of observation, but it does not exceed the limit of "thought".

Yes, there is nothing beyond the "thinking limit", even if it is "unintelligible", there is still a chance to win. And this victory must start from the "ideological" aspect. The idea of ​​"two in one" and "real aspect" is just such an attempt, and it is also my current "thinking limit".

It’s good to analyze it as a “dream”; it’s good to use relative concepts to lock and deny another existence through an existing existence; it’s good to use a phenomenon to combat another phenomenon; use " It’s okay to save everything with "love"; the essence is the same-crazy, unbelievable, I earnestly believe and execute, in the eyes of others, I am an out-and-out mental patient

Even so, I have no other choice. Because, so far, I am the only one who does not look at all of this from the scientific concepts of "energy", "data", and "matter". Only I got the hint of "Jiang", only I thought of these, and only I would seriously believe in these and implement them seriously. Only I will look at what has happened and what is happening from such a crazy angle.

Any other ideas have their executors. And only this idea, and only myself is the executor. If I don't do it, no one will do it. If I think this way, I will lose the possibilities on my side.

Can't doubt. You can continue to think, but you cannot doubt. Whether it is right or wrong, it must be judged by the "final result".

Once you doubt before the "final result" comes out, then everything based on your thoughts will collapse, will collapse, and all your previous efforts will become meaningless.

I stood in the rain for a long time, affirming myself again and again, encouraging myself, bit by bit, to get rid of all the hesitation and hesitation in my heart, just like cleaning up weeds. Don't let any vicious birth of "doubt". It is difficult, but I am used to it. When I meditate, half of it is really thinking, but the other half is like this, constantly adjusting and consolidating everything I believe. at this point. When reviewing the contents of the diary, it can be clearly seen.

The car has left and no trace is seen anymore, so I adjusted my mind and knocked on the door of the room. After a while, I heard Dr. Ruan Li's response.

"Achuan?" As she said, she opened the door.

The cohabiting experts stayed in the nature reserve to participate in the seminar. Dr. Ruan Li does not actually participate in most activities, so what exactly did she do during these hours? How did you get through it? I am not very clear. It can only be affirmed that it is absolutely impossible for Dr. Ruan Li to do nothing, just specialize in theoretical books and data reports. The reason why she came here is to use the resources of the seminar to transform the theories and ideas she has researched into more practical results.

Experiment is essential. However, I am not sure. When and where is she. And who did these experiments.

For the three days I lost, with sufficient theory, data and resources, and a sample completed "inadvertently", I can believe that the entire experiment is progressing very quickly. The seminar gives experts the time, from the three days declared at the time of the invitation. The extension to one week, I think, also implies that with the participation of Dr. Ruan Li, the seminar will only take up to seven days. Can complete the "paradise".

Now, half of the time has passed. According to the normal process that I envisioned, I and other patients will also participate in the research and development of "Paradise". However, because three days have been lost, it is completely unclear. what happened. I can't believe in the "normal" in the eyes of other people, because ordinary people and even Doctor Ruan Li cannot observe what has happened from a "mysterious" perspective.

"Didn't you say that the hospital will send someone to pick you up?" Although Dr. Ruan Li said so, he didn't mean to exclude me from coming back. "However, you can come back by yourself to prove that you have no problems." /

"Mom, I want to know what happened in these three days." I said to her.

Dr. Ruan Li stared at me for a long time, before shaking his head, motioned me to follow her room, and said: "Come in and talk about it."

Her room hasn't changed much from the beginning, there is no more book, and there is no sign of aggravated work. However, I don't believe that it will be the case. After I sat down, Dr. Ruan Li threw a towel to wipe my hair, and poured me a cup of hot milk coffee.

"Your diary." She sat across from me, lit a cigarette, and said directly.

I took the diary directly from my arms and handed it to her. She looked at it for almost half an hour, very seriously, frowning from time to time as she thought about it.

"I didn't expect it." After putting down the diary, Dr. Ruan Li said to me: "The diary was completely interrupted for three days."

I know exactly what she means. What has become a habit will not be interrupted for no reason. In the past, even if I didn't know it, I would write a diary. And this time, the three days I lost were not mentioned in the diary at all. However, after thinking about it, I am still not sure, this is really an unusual situation. After all, the content of a diary is like a novel story. There are a lot of things that have been taken in one stroke, and there are many things that have not been written down.

Replace the memory of those three days. This time I wrote in my diary about another Gaochuan in the doomsday fantasy. And such content was not uncommon in the past.

"It is not understood like this." Dr. Ruan Li seemed to see my thoughts and shook his head without further explanation.

The air was a little dull. After a while, Dr. Ruan Li seemed to make up his mind: "Don't take those medicines. I will prepare new medicines for you."

"Medicine?" I asked.

"Oh, forget, you don't have the memory of those three days." Doctor Ruan Li paused and explained: "All the patients in the routine consultation, when receiving the diagnosis and treatment of the wild experts, the actual treatment course and plan, It was decided by the seminar. Achuan, you also know that during our research project, there are many by-products. Anything you think is useful will be used by you. However, because it is an experimental drug, it is theoretically one time. In fact, in actual use, it is very likely that there will be less than ideal results."

"In other words, my situation is a less than ideal result?" I confirmed.

"I think so." Dr. Ruan Li said, "Although other people may not think so, I still stick to my own opinions. Therefore, A Chuan, you should not take those medicines for now."

"Where is Marceau? Are they still taking that drug?" I asked again.

"They all responded very well." Dr. Ruan Li nodded, "It just doesn't work for you." She said that, she frowned again.

"How is the progress of the paradise?" I asked, "Is it the same as my mother thought?"

"That's a secret." Dr. Ruan Li shook his head, and couldn't see any answer from his expression. "What we need is not a paradise produced by accident, but a paradise that can be produced in batches. It must be like a cold medicine. It can be effective for most people."

"Isn't there a sample?" I asked again.

"The samples are too harmful." Dr. Ruan Li said: "That's not the paradise we want."

"Everyone thinks so?" I said.

Doctor Ruan Li frowned again, seeming to be a little distressed: "No, some people think that the path is correct, so they propose to improve the sample. I personally think that the research route and philosophy indicated by the sample It’s wrong. It’s impossible to get the right result along the wrong route."

"Will they let us drink such a paradise?" I said.

"Maybe." Dr. Ruan Li's eyes sharpened, "I will stop them as much as possible." After that, he comforted me with a gentle voice: "Don't be afraid, A Chuan, I still have some face, even if The seminar finally decided to choose their route, and I can at least prevent you from becoming their test product. The drugs you take are all controlled by me."

"Where is Marceau? Mom, I care about her." I said.

"Marceau is the same." Dr. Ruan Li said without hesitation. She shook her diary and said to me: "She is a very important role in your story, which actually means, even You have never seen each other, but the connection between you does exist. White Claudia will not connect two absolutely unrelated people."

Listening to her, I suddenly felt relieved.

After coming out of Dr. Ruan Li’s room, although I still don’t know exactly what happened to me in the past three days, I have already got a general impression of the general situation of the seminar. Just as I thought, the research on "Paradise" has entered a stage of divergence. And I think that the "paradise" that is different from the expectations of Dr. Ruan Li and others has actually entered the research agenda, and even started. This also means that, in any case, that kind of "paradise" full of malignancy will definitely appear, and then, when the research process and research results come out, there will be many abnormal and dangerous situations around the "clinical experiment". .

Except for internal disagreements and already foreseeable storms, the situation in the entire mental hospital still seems to be calm.

In the afternoon, Dr. Ruan Li was going to send me back to the mental hospital in person~IndoMTL.com~. When I left, she had already contacted the hospital.

My luggage has already been taken into the mental hospital, and there is no trace of life in the villa area. Dr. Ruan Li opened a new room for me to take a break, and the diary was returned to me. After that, she clung to her footsteps and drove out of the villa area. Now I am the only one left.

I was sitting by the window sill, watching the fine rain outside the window. The clouds were getting thicker and the sunlight was gradually fading.

Heavier rain is about to start.

I can’t help thinking, apart from the log cabin area and the office building in the nature reserve, is there anything that has changed? And when, where, and how will the changes that will inevitably occur next?

Thinking about this, I suddenly felt a little sleepy.

The next moment, I felt that I was falling.

It's the feeling of "starting to have a nightmare" again. (To be continued...)