Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1247: Manor

The mobile phone I currently use is dedicated for seminars, and both its signal and function are very limited. However, because there are also shares in the seminar, the Internet ball occupies a large proportion, so I am not John Bull was surprised that he could make a call. On the other hand, even if it is possible to intervene, the instability of the call still makes me feel that under normal circumstances, even a network ball cannot intervene too much in the current situation. I don’t know if this is a deliberate delusion made by the cyberball, or if it is true, but in any case, I can’t actively contact John Bull and others. In most cases, I can only deal with the current environment alone. It is an indisputable fact.

According to John Bull’s tone, the Torchlight, as an important part of the torchlight, cannot have an upright identity and get involved in the current research of the seminar. From this, it can be judged that the internal components of the invaders in the seminar have formed a state of mutual restraint, and both parties have enough patience to suppress large-scale actions to indirectly influence and wait for the formation of "paradise". I feel that this kind of relative stability in hostilities will not be easily broken unless there is enough obvious evidence to prove that the current situation has completely fallen to one side. And like me, people who can use some of their identities to move in the mental hospital in a more direct way are naturally commendable.

To put it hard, my current status is not only useful to many people in cyber games-I am not only the adopted son of Dr. Ruan Li, but also her patient; I am both The invaders of the doomsday illusion also have the mental patients in this repeater world. Multiple identities give me more leeway in the current ambiguous situation. till this moment. The only ones who really have only maliciousness towards me are the Doomsday Truth and the Nazis. Whether it is the 51st District, or the lone mystery expert like Father Edward, they all hinted at the intention of cooperation. Of course, after my behavior showed a certain tendency, they used a way of "guidance" and "utilization" instead of direct face-to-face, head-on negotiations with me.

My position will not change, but. My actions and purpose, in the eyes of others, should be fickle and ambiguous. I think they have great scruples about contact with me.

From the perspective of the doomsday fantasy. My appearance is also an extraordinary event. I believe that so far, no one can be sure why there are two "high rivers". Probably there were many clues in another Gao Chuan before I recovered, but we must connect these clues. It is impossible to do without the perspective of the reality of the hospital. And I also believe that Seishi and Dorothy should not be against other people in the Doomsday Fantasyland. Speaking of the reality of the hospital, their concerns must be similar to the fact that "Gao Chuan" cannot tell the reality of the hospital.

In the eyes of these people, I am such an identity of unknown origin, high skill, and quite easy to move. I am not sure. Whether he has been promoted to Level 4 Magic Weave Envoy has been widely exposed. But this possibility is very high. Just as far as Father Edward is concerned, I don't think so. He can keep this secret strictly. On the contrary, if he uses my intelligence to make transactions with various forces, it is easier to understand the situation.

I really don’t know what my weight is, but I know very well that I am not without weight, and I must also occupy an important position in the plans of all parties. Maybe I don't understand what their plan is, and whether my actions have had any impact, but I know very well that I am definitely not "just doing what I want to do." So far, what I have encountered in this peninsula, and even earlier, is actually a certain kind of "guidance" formed by the cross-influence of the various forces after the game has played against each other. They may not get all the benefits from me, but they must have gained part of the benefits, and this is something I cannot stop. It is completely impossible to "do only things that are beneficial to oneself" and completely eliminate the enemy's plan.

They guide the occurrence of mysterious events, and I am a participant appointed by them. Any influence I bring, whether positive or negative, should also be under their estimation. However, on the other hand, they cannot completely limit my own influence, but can only try to correct the unfavorable side and expand the side that is good for me in the aftermath caused by my participation in the incident. In the process, it is inevitable to have a game with other forces.

This is a very complicated situation. Apart from not actively generating mysterious events, I am not very different from them. It is neither a flag nor a flag bearer, but a necessary component in a macro situation. Just because it is necessary, it has an advantage.

Yes, the "necessary" advantage. From this point of view, without my participation-whether purposeful or purposeless, whether accidental or inevitable-they would not be able to complete their plan.

The most important benefit that this advantage brings to me is not to use my own participation or not to bargain, because regardless of my own wishes, the situation in this game cannot keep me out of the way. My plan also prevents me from being completely outside. The advantage is that my actions are relatively freer and less restrictive. To a certain extent, the biggest is unscrupulous, but the other party cannot entangle all the power to target me alone, and must also consider what I am. Representative of Asian feelings and whispers.

To put it simply, as long as I am still active, Asia is safe. Whisperers are weak, but they are also scrupulous.

My activities in Europe and America are themselves a kind of umbrella. Most people with ulterior motives have to focus on where I am. Although I am only one person, it is as if I am walking in the center of the stage, and no matter who the lights are assigned to, there will be a conspicuous beam of light shining on me, so that others cannot completely ignore it.

Yes, I know that many important mysterious events have occurred in places that I cannot observe, and these mysterious events have also had a huge impact. But I don't know the true face of those mysterious events, let alone the impact, because I am not the protagonist in those mysterious events. but. It’s okay, doesn’t it? Because, even if I just pass by these events, I will tilt them.

From this perspective alone, I can be regarded as a kind of "bias", it's just. The "bias" I caused is different from those of Torchlight. It will not derail the overall development, but will inevitably allow people to get some of the benefits they expect.

I don't know much about the "deviation" of Torchlight, but. Most of the rumors appear in the form of "runaway", "no profit" and "both losers", which is a rather negative situation. Therefore, although Torchlight is a strong and established organization, it is often not seen by others. After all, no one expects that everything he has prepared will be super unfolded in a way that he completely unexpected. It ends up in a bad end. Even the people of Torchlight themselves cannot really avoid the influence of this "deviation". If everyone is unlucky, they often can't escape.

Because of this, the mysterious Torchlight with such evil "deviations" is only a powerful old organization, not the strongest mysterious organization. It is clearly an emerging organization's cyberball. However, it has come from behind in terms of reputation and scale.

Now, John Bull's vague contact. It made me have to come into contact with these "deviations" like **** sticks.

I am not a hidden character, since John Bull deliberately mentioned that the light of the torch has interfered. It means that even if I don't take the initiative to contact them, they will come to the door.

In this case, because I do not actively create mysterious events, but passively wait for the mysterious events to come to my door, so I am doing nothing at the moment and decided to actively contact them. This is not a question of which choice is objectively beneficial, but merely a subjective personal decision.

After all, the research of the seminar is placed on us patients, and only the work of testing drugs is left. I couldn't see the whole research process, and even if I saw it, I couldn't see why from that kind of theory.

I have determined my goal:

With the protection of Dr. Nguyen Li and Marceau as the core, we will try to interfere with the nightmare situation and try to influence the work of the seminar from the perspective of the nightmare. Dr. Ruan Li used my diary and communication with me to judge the impact of the new drug, and he should be more concerned about the impact of the new drug on me. The results obtained after the diagnosis and treatment will be fed back to the research and further It has an impact in itself. In such a chain, the changes in the nightmare, the things that happened in the nightmare, what I saw, the actions I took, and the impact I caused, will all become very important enough to affect Dr. Ruan Li, And then indirectly affect the factors of research work.

Compared with this kind of influence, I don't have the position and ability to directly interfere in the operation of mental hospitals, patient conditions and even research itself in reality.

To protect Dr. Nguyen Li and Marceau, we must first determine where they are. The chain decision has already told me that Marceau is not in this ward, and that Dr. Ruan Li will spend more time in his office and a secret research base. I need to find these places. Of course, it is more convenient to get relevant information from my mouth. This is also one of the reasons why I took the initiative to contact the Torchlight.

I am not opposed to trading with them and being used by them in the process. Because the "deviation" of the torchlight itself is mysterious, which means that things tend not to change in the way everyone expects. Since they are here, any "utilization" and "guidance" will deteriorate.

Actually, in this kind of anticipation, to complete the protection that I want is also contradictory-although I have a plan, "bias" is of course possible, and it will have an effect in my plan. Let me not be able to accomplish what I want to do.

Yes, the worst possibility is that everyone, including me, cannot predict the results of the Peninsula Mental Hospital and the seminar. The only reason that makes me feel that I have more opportunities than others. It still lies in the particularity of "Jiang".

Because there is "Jiang", I can expect something. Because there is "Jiang", I can take the initiative to contact dangerous and abnormal "deviations". Because of "Jiang", I can imagine the craziest Plan, and ignore the rationality and the science. In front of "Jiang", God and philosophy are dead, and science is like dregs. However, in the body of "Jiang". However, there are some phenomena that are in line with the mystical and scientific theories known as "chaos".

Any thinking is ridiculous, but I can’t help but think. This is a painful paradox, and I have to split them. In the dark abyss, find a way to a happy ending. Human thinking and imagination cannot exceed the limits of being a human being. Therefore, we can only use the limits of thinking and imagination as much as possible. With that kind of madness, to get a result.

I believe that as a human being, I am limited to myself, as crazy as I can imagine. It must be tolerated by "Jiang" who surpasses the limit of "human". The impossibility of "people" is possible for "Jiang".

Yes, to me, the current "Jiang" is such a concept, such a trump card.

I have repeatedly strengthened my thoughts, because if I don’t do this. Like everyone else, I think this is a delusion and give up completely. Human endurance also has its limits. Even mystery experts will collapse when the things they face exceed their own limits.

As a "Gaochuan", as a person who dreams of becoming a hero, I can never collapse.

I stepped out of the ward without attracting anyone's attention. Because the ward is full of patients. There are no administrators from the hospital at all, and the management here seems to be very relaxed at the moment. No one maintains order, and no one guards the gate. Even more, I didn't see the camera. I did not deliberately search for it, but my experience was enough to allow me to find the location where the camera is easy to arrange in the first time, and if I did not find it, I can only explain that they did not install a monitor, or they used a more advanced camera. Hidden method. But in any case, I feel that this approach is not to "interfere in the actions of patients at all times", but to maintain a "intervention if necessary, and let it develop in peacetime." "Attitude.

To explore the psychology of some people, it is not always necessary to directly talk face-to-face with the other person. Some conclusions can be drawn only from observation and arrangement. I don’t think how advanced my psychological level is. However, I will still act with my own observation and understanding, instead of doubting what I have judged for the first time because of my “inadequate level of psychology”. thing.

Therefore, I have always felt that I am a person who is more capable of action than judgment.

The rain is very fine. Standing outside, within a minute, the flimsy patient suit will be thoroughly wetted. The occupant room in the sick building cannot be opened, and the uninhabited place cannot find anything that can be used. I can only go through the rain curtain with my bare hands and move in the direction where the outline of the building can be seen from the upper floor.

According to the information I have obtained, the mental hospital has been transformed many times. The existing area is the largest in history, and most of it maintains a relatively primitive scenery. However, from the two areas that I have consciously reached: the wooden house area and the ward where I am at this time, the distance between the internal buildings of the mental hospital is too far apart. Although I judged that the sick building I was in was a more core area than the wooden house area, it was still several hundred meters away from other faintly visible buildings. In addition, the forest road and the **** were different from each other. It gives people a strong sense of isolation.

It's like dividing different patients into different areas, and using distance to keep them a relatively closed life without being interfered by the environment of other areas is like using psychology one by one, cleverly separating them. The "environmental warehouse" opened.

The patients in the ward I am currently in must be different from the patients in the cabin area. Although they should all be mental patients, in terms of their pathological tendencies, one side is this side, and the other side is the other side.

I was divided into this side, and probably had a certain purpose, but if the patients in the ward did not come out and could not let me observe closely, it would be difficult for me to find the commonality.

I don’t know much about the overall structure of the mental hospital, so although I plan to go to other areas, it is difficult to judge what kind of place I am going to, and what functions it will perform in the entire mental hospital sex. And I'm also trying to connect the environment along the way to the environment in the nightmare. Although I said that, I did the same, but what I saw along the way could not be connected with the place I passed in the nightmare. stand up.

This mental hospital is really too big.

However, on the other hand, I heard that it is still in a state of personnel adjustment, so the manpower is even scarce than in the past. In my opinion, the number of employees in this psychiatric hospital is generally not enough to meet the current operating conditions. I am also wondering whether this scarcity of manpower is a kind of superficial situation that the seminar can create, or it is the result of the various forces in the doomsday illusion.

There was an abnormality in the wooden house area, and an abnormality also appeared in the ward I was in. These auras make me feel that an abnormality is spreading in a psychiatric hospital. Because, even if I see more anomalies on my way to other areas, I won’t be surprised.

The same is true of the facts. Everything is normal if you are close to the man-made right roads. However, walking on these roads and looking at the diversions, corners and depths that have become more blurred in the rain will produce an unnatural feel. In the dark forest, walking alone will inevitably produce all kinds of illusions, as well as the association of frightening oneself, and then generate great fear, but that kind of fear, and the unnatural feeling at this time, Is completely different.

Now, the hidden feelings in those diversions, corners and depths, as well as the emotions of danger and fear, have a more substantial sense.

The difference between each other is like the illusion of what is really ambushing, and feeling that there is something ambushing.

I walked all the way, and the unknown, malicious sense of abnormality followed me all the way, or appeared beside me from time to time. I felt their peeping, and subconsciously felt that they would not immediately pounce on them at this time. There is an obvious, sensory dividing line that separates me from them.

The woods are making abnormal noises in the sound of rain. It was not the sound of leaves and plants being beaten by raindrops. With the thickening of the clouds and the passing of the evening, the light dimmed and the abnormalities became more active. I had to light the lanterns. The style of these lanterns resembled the small town where our party settled before arriving on the peninsula. The lanterns used for special customs and rituals seemed to contain a lot of stories and metaphors behind them, just like A black fairy tale specially used to scare children.

Actually, I have never understood why I, who had escaped from hospital, were placed in such a slack management ward. However, for the moment, slack management ~IndoMTL.com~ is indeed beneficial to me.

Because I need to observe the environment, I didn't use Quick Sweep, just step by step, and approached the building that was vaguely visible before. In the rain curtain, it is like a ferocious cement behemoth. The closer you get to it, the more intense the sense of abnormality that pervades all directions. The style of the building itself is like trying to imitate the castle, but due to engineering problems, it turned into an unfinished building. Finally, according to the structure of the unfinished building, the design was re-adjusted, and the construction was completed, leaving an ugly appearance. Appearance.

There are a total of four floors, except for the first floor, which is an entrance that extends out of the steps, and each floor upwards has a large terrace that extends out. The entrance is surrounded by a weedy courtyard, and outside is a circle of wooden fences. The front entrance of the front yard is also a very rudimentary arched door. The house number on it is quite scribbled, some of which fall off and can’t be seen clearly. You can only guess and feel the meaning of it. It's roughly the slogan "xx Manor will serve you wholeheartedly". It is this slogan that makes me feel that this place was not originally the site of a mental hospital, but was included after the expansion of the hospital.

However, the mental hospital did not repair the building itself. On the outside, it looked worse than the ward I was in.

I looked at this place, and when my gaze fell on a window nailed with wooden boards, it lit up, and it seemed that someone was moving. (To be continued)