Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1258: Original death

Saya virus is extremely difficult to deal with. Its most terrifying power lies in its strong corrosiveness and alienation. In the past apocalyptic illusion, this type of virus has already existed. At that time, the Mar Jones family was in order to complete the Heavenly Gate Project. , The virus spread throughout the town, and it was incurable at the time. △￠four△￠five△￠中△￠text, in that battle, even the powerful Mageweave messengers could not completely resist the erosion of this virus. The damage to our team at that time was far more than that of wizards. The head-to-head confrontation. At that time, it is no longer known whether Father Edward already existed and whether he was also serving the Mar Jones family at that time. Even if it is called a doomsday illusion, it is called "illusion" from the cognition of the observers of the hospital reality, but no matter from the perspective of the hospital reality or the perspective of the doom illusion itself, no one can use the perspective of God Examine the existence and changes of the entire doomsday illusion. Even in the reality of the hospital, it becomes the "center", and it is generally impossible to connect the illusion and the "familiarity" of the hospital observation.

Individual observations are extremely limited to the world they live in. Even if more people are gathered, there is an upper limit to the range of observations and intelligence collection that can be achieved. This upper limit comes from the limit of being a person. , Even through the use of tools, the observation perspective can be changed, but the tools themselves are also limited by the limits of human beings. Therefore, in any case, humans cannot observe and recognize anything from the most complete perspective in theory. .

I know this very well and accept it. I don't know if Father Edward is like the File and others, running through every doomsday illusion that I have experienced. It is such an important and special role. But the Saya virus is indeed such a special and important existence. It existed in the past, it exists now, and it will still exist no matter how the doomsday illusion changes. This existence. It originally means its particularity, which means that it not only in the doomsday illusion, but also from other worlds and other observation angles, it represents a very special and important meaning.

So it is very powerful.

I think. There are not many people who can understand the Saya virus better than me. It is manifested as a tangible substance, and most people who come into contact with it will probably think that "alienation of flesh and blood" is its most essential manifestation, but I don't think so. In my observations and cognition, Saya virus is not just a physical manifestation of the phenomenon of flesh and blood alienation. More importantly, it is a kind of "mystery". Even though the process of flesh and blood alienation is manifested in a material state, the source of this alienation is not a material state.

Let the flesh and blood reproduce on the inorganic matter, or let the inorganic matter show the characteristics of flesh and blood, it is not difficult to do from the perspective of science fiction. It seems to follow some kind of bizarre physical change, but just change the angle of observation to look at it. On the contrary, it feels that its strong corrosive power and vigorous vitality are not biological and physical phenomena.

I don’t know how Father Edward created this kind of thing, or how the Saya virus was born, and it was born in someone’s hands. In fact, it also represents a deep meaning that encompasses the truth. In my opinion, no matter from the perspective of the hospital reality or the perspective of the doomsday illusion, so far, there are no people and organizations. Find out how to really eliminate it.

To put it simply, after eliminating the theoretical high degree of "Jiang" and "virus", the Saya virus is something that has no nemesis. It cannot be eradicated. Even Father Edward himself may be able to control it. It reproduces, but I am afraid there is no way to destroy it. This is an existence that cannot really stop its spread once it is released.

If there is no "Jiang" power, I don't think I can eliminate all the Saya virus. But fortunately, the Saya virus in front of us is only a part of "Saya", and it is a nightmare here.

Similarly, because the Saya virus appeared in the "Nightmare", it can prove my previous thoughts. Even in the doomsday fantasy, the Saya virus is definitely not a material virus. And the end of the growth of the huge organism Saya that will eventually be formed is definitely not limited to the physical state.

Saya virus like this is very similar to the "demon" that we often see in the past.

In the world that I can observe, there were many amazing things at first, but now, I don’t feel new anymore, because, after studying its existence and the phenomena that it causes, there are not too many unique things anymore. place. I vaguely feel that every thing that contains "mystery" has something in common in nature. They are not unique, nor are they unique. They must have a source that includes all specificities and changes.

There is such a kind in both occultism and philosophy, which contains the source of everything. Precisely because of the existence of this source, everything that flows and evolves from this source seems to be diverse, but in fact, it is not as complicated and unique as it seems on the surface. People call this source a variety of titles, but no matter which one it is, it contains an "ultimate meaning." Trying to reach and understand this "ultimate meaning" is the existential meaning of mysticism and philosophy. From this perspective, occultism and philosophy are the same, but they are opposite to science.

Since the birth of science, the meaning of its existence is not to understand or reach other meanings, but to analyze existence itself. Yes, not to understand the meaning of existence, but to analyze existence itself. It is precisely because of this that, no matter the past or the present, it is only a supplement to the other half of occultism and philosophy. Scientists believe in religion, study mystery and philosophy, which is the process of trying to develop from analyzing existence to searching for the meaning of being.

I have realized that, in fact, from the time I first encountered the "mystery", to now I have completely fallen into the "mystery", and this is the same process. And this process is not special. Whether it is in hospital reality or doomsday illusion, whether it is the world that can be imagined, illusion, and even the reality that can be really touched, such a process of change, there have been many before me. People have experienced it, and after me, more people will experience it.

I think I am unique, and I have no doubt so far. However, I have also realized that this is just an emotional expression.

Perceptual thinks that he is unique. And rationality realizes that it is not like this. For human beings, this kind of performance itself does not possess particularity. If within a limited scope, the observed particularity of oneself is placed in a larger scope, this particularity will be reduced proportionally. So. Assuming that your observation range is far enough, or in other words, when it is infinitely far away, will your particularity be reduced to approximately zero? I have thought about such a problem.

But now, the only answer we can get is: the limitations of human beings absolutely exist, so the hypothesis does not hold.

Yes, although human beings always hope that they can continue to grow and broaden their horizons. In the end, it reached the level of omniscience and omnipotence, so science, mysticism, and philosophy appeared. From the perspective of mysticism and philosophy, it is to reach the ultimate meaning and return to the source of everything, and science is just a big ship that carries them. But think about it the other way around. When human beings define "infinite", "omnipotent" and "omnipotent", it does not mean that. Human beings have already determined their own limits. Are they "limited", "incompetent" and "ignorant"?

Humans have limitations. This is something that humans knew at first, but didn't want to admit it anyway.

Then, when humans start to think, they don’t want to admit it anyway. I must also admit that I became a "Fool who made God laugh."

In this process, everything that can be observed, thought, and recognized. None of them have particularity, nor are they true in the true absolute sense.

Because of this realization, I found peace. Although, I am still struggling, trying to protect some people, save some people, do everything that others seem to be hypocritical, and to fulfill the mission that others may think it is. However, the origin of these behaviors is not that I think I can do everything, but that I admit that I am limited and not special.

I just found the meaning within my own limitations and the determined observation range.

It is true that, to get rid of this limitation, and assuming that the observation range can be expanded indefinitely, my particularity will be infinitely close to zero, and what I do at this time is meaningless. However, this assumption does not hold.

Because, I am a human being, I have the limit of being a person, and I recognize this limit and face it squarely.

But the existence of "Jiang" and "Virus" has surpassed this limit. When I attach my own existence to it, I break the limit of being a person from the perspective of thinking.

Yes, things that cannot be done from a scientific point of view can be done from the perspective of occult and philosophy. What can't be done within the scope of human beings, as long as there is an inhuman fulcrum, it becomes a matter of course.

As a human, Gao Chuan, no matter what, there are things that he cannot do. However, Gao Chuan, who is no longer a human, can do things for granted that Gao Chuan cannot do anyway.

Because of this, the Saya virus observed by Gao Chuan, who is a human, is invincible. However, in the face of Gao Chuan who is not human, the Saya virus is nothing more than that.

The me who owns "Jiang" and the me who loves "Jiang" can see through everything. This is my trump card.

I am running, dodge, counterattack, hack and kill, but more importantly, I adjust the height of thinking from the perspective of thinking. In the face of the Saya virus that already exists in the "nightmare", it is meaningless to only focus on the existence of the Saya virus at this time, and it is absolutely impossible to win. The Flesh-Winged Knights alienated by flesh and blood control all objects and things that have been alienated by flesh and blood in an unknown area, and their existence is higher than the limit of being a human being. The limitations of human beings determine that it is absolutely impossible to defeat such an opponent and to perceive oneself from a human perspective. The only choice left is to flee in a hurry.

However, because it is a nightmare of ideology, no, even if it is not when dreaming, if you can perceive the world from the perspective of the spiritual world, you can do inhuman things. It is not that it has broken the limits of being a human being, but, to a certain extent, it is no longer a human being.

You don't need to know and understand what "Jiang" and "virus" are, just feel it and recognize it, even if you just subconsciously accept the alienation caused by it, you can have a chance of winning.

Because it is a human, it cannot defeat a monster, so it is not a human, so it can defeat a monster. Isn't it taken for granted? In the world of consciousness, recognize the limits of being human, find the fulcrum of non-human, and become non-human through the perspective of thinking and philosophy, so the limit of human naturally does not exist. Isn’t it a matter of course?

The seemingly materialized world is completely observable from the perspective of ideology, to believe, to understand, and to actually achieve it. Then, the above method can be used wherever you are, isn't it a matter of course?

I thought so, did it. This is me fighting mystery. The "mystery" that I realized in the struggle to and fro. From the perspective of the magic thread messenger, the chain judgment is only the limit of talents, and the quick-grabbing superpower is not my own characteristic, but only the characteristic determined by the magic thread, because even the concept of "faster than consciousness" is more powerful. , Maybe it also contains my essential side. That's why it was awarded, however. It is by no means my most essential thing.

Only, my thoughts are what I realize and can best represent my own essence.

I, Gao Chuan, am a fool who is mocked by God. And this is my original "mystery".

Form the cornerstone of my thoughts. The "Jiang" who guides the formation of thoughts is my ultimate trump card.

I spent a minute in the fight, once again a complete integration of thoughts, this may be a kind of exaltation. Or maybe it's just a distortion, or just a change, but it doesn't matter what it is. I can feel that at the moment of completion, although the seal on the forehead exists, it is already weak, and the power of the magic veins flows through the body like magma.

A feeling, an intuition beyond human imagination, transformed into something more substantial in a way that is inexplicable, incomprehensible, unreasonable, but bearable, attached to my every action superior.

So, when I hit the alienated Winged Knight again, his wounds no longer healed.

I no longer think about how fast and fast it can be. I just wield the blade in the Mercedes-Benz, and the Winged Knight has no power to fight back. In other words, since the other party can't "react" anyway, then, how fast is it, and what's the point? Since intuition knows the opponent's state, the opponent's position, and the opponent's weakness, then what is the point of investigating the extent to which the linkage determination can be observed?

Just knowing one thing is enough. I am faster and stronger. In front of my attack, all its dodge, defense and self-healing are meaningless. The rest is just Mercedes, swinging a knife——

Behead!

I didn't have any ideas. When the knife light cut through the darkness again, I knew that it was a proof of a clean break. The opponent that was beheaded, no matter what it was, its meaning was nothing but death.

I crossed the Winged Knight, turned my back to him and stopped. I don't need to look back to know that it has been cut in half from it, and the alienated body is dying out a little bit. Not only the Winged Knights, but even within this range, all the things that have been alienated by the Saya virus are already turning into flying ashes.

Because it was not the winged knight that killed the sword, but the Saya virus.

Two parts of the Winged Knight’s body fell to the ground, and the fresh blood that was born as a human is flowing out of the body continuously. It has become a weird one, and he who has become a human again, is now welcoming him as a human. Death. Even so, the "mystery" involved still made him stare at me and wriggle his lips.

He couldn't make a sound, but his voice came to my mind again, letting me know that he was talking to me.

"...the original death...you are...the doomsday agent...how is it possible..."

I didn't answer, because there was no doubt about this voice. He seemed to understand in his own way the reason why he died in this peculiar way. And his understanding does not make any sense to me. Because that is the "reality" that only belongs to him.

I looked around at the darkness around me. In the embellishment of the fire candles, flying ash rose up like snow flakes and was absorbed by the magic pattern. After that, I felt tired and confused. The thoughts that had been organized before, the height, order and structure of those thoughts collapsed like building blocks. At first I imagined and started thinking, as if there was a transparent wall standing there, and when there was only a blank in my mind, I could breathe. After a long while, I didn't even understand what I was thinking of.

However, it is an indisputable fact that the weird surroundings have been swept away. And the seal on the forehead still exists, and the feeling of restriction is as clear as before.

I took a break, returned the long knife to its sheath, and moved on to find the way to the upper level. The surrounding scenes are constantly changing, but there are no objects from when they first came to the second floor, and the furnishings and patterns are also very different. The only similarities are the patterns and objects that represent the "eyes", the runes that represent blood, a large number of corpses, and the brightness entirely composed of candles. The heavy and rough masonry is both gloomy and damp. In many places, I saw the corpses of more doomsday truth cult wizards as I expected. They are uniquely dressed and easy to identify. Although there are traces of fierce fighting on their bodies, the place where they are located has not been destroyed on a large scale. Moreover, their method of death is not just a kind of erosion by foreign bodies.

On the contrary, judging from the traces of death, many people didn't even do a good job at the moment they were attacked. Ten of them did not respond. The scars on the body were ridiculous. Compared to being attacked by outsiders, it was more like the gray fog spell of the Doomsday Truth Sect wizard, which caused fatal damage.

Of course, it is not just the doomsday truth cult wizards who left the bodies, but the injuries of others are not much different from these dead wizards. In my opinion, whether it is a wizard or not, the murderer who kills them has the presence of a wizard. In this place, Father Edward did not use the Saya virus again, and the area where I fought before seemed to be the only place in this area that was eroded by the Saya virus.

Just judging from the corpses and the traces of the battle, there are many doubts about the battles that took place here. With whom did the wizards of the Doomsday Shinrikyo sect, other mysterious organizations that came here, and Father Edward fight again? Of course they have fought with each other, but the biggest casualty seems to be the other side that is different from them, and that side also has the doomsday truth wizards and some mysterious experts in terms of personnel composition, only in terms of numbers. , Falling to an absolute disadvantage, judging only from combat power, this mysterious and unidentified party seems to be stronger.

Doomsday Shinrikyo and other mysterious organizations have split after entering the tower? I can only infer that, although this answer seems a little absurd, but other than that, I can't find a better explanation.

But ~IndoMTL.com~ In any case, even if it is split and betrayed, the mysterious organization has not stopped because of this. They have broken through this level and have already moved to a higher place. The corpses left by their battles are the best beacon. They were sniped all the way, fighting and retreating, not only to fight against the betrayers, but also to be distracted by a lot of weirdness and traps. The reason why I can walk so securely and safely is only because the people who took the first step have cleaned up almost all the most dangerous things here, and of course, they have also taken away any valuable things.

It seems that everything that is hostile is constantly converging towards these people's routes. Those people are like a torch that attracts moths in the dark. They found the entrance to the upper level at a huge price.

I stopped under a huge revolving stone ladder and went up. There was a ladder with a ring radius of 20 to 30 meters, leading to a place where I didn't know how high it was. On the steps, corpses, scars and blood spots were also left. When you came to this place, you could gradually find the corpses of several attackers who were suspected of betrayal among the corpses. The location, posture and expression of their deaths made people feel a desperate madness. It is precisely because there are people from the Doomsday Truth Sect among them that people feel puzzled.

Members of the Doomsday Sect, never show such an expression. Maybe their thoughts and actions are crazy, but they believe in the truth of the last days, they have never been this kind of desperate madness. (To be continued...)