Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1267: Same fire

After Dr. Hawke withdrew from the research team, he did not withdraw from the front line of the research. It was just that his research could not receive the highest priority support. 『』After that, he disappeared from the sight of everyone, and even lost his whereabouts, which are some situations that make people feel suspicious. During the period, there were a lot of speculations, and some storms were indeed set off, but under Dr. Ender's powerful wrist, the contradiction caused by Dr. Hawke gradually subsided. Then, after another period of time, Dr. Hawke seemed to have been forgotten. However, suddenly one day, he had a deeper relationship with him, and even in cooperation, the researchers who naturally had the advantage of the alliance, and even replaced the Ann. Dr. De, got his gift-better inhibitors and various drugs for "Gaochuan".

These drugs, along with the pathological changes of "Gaochuan", are constantly updated with extremely high synchronization efficiency. In other words, without Dr. Hawke's research results, research on "viruses" may take a big step backwards.

However, such an important Doctor Hawke was suddenly confirmed dead. Just as he disappeared suddenly, his death was also caught off guard. Although everyone knows that everyone in the hospital can get sick and become a new doomsday patient who can't get effective treatment and die. They have also seen their colleagues die in an outbreak with no symptoms. However, Dr. Hawke's identity and contributions still made his death feel a heavier blow.

Doctor Hawke was obviously prepared, and he revealed where he was hiding. That is a place that deviates from the core of the hospital, but of course it has tight guards and extremely high-end equipment. It is a very complete research room, which can be seen at a glance. Suffice it to say for sure that he can't do it alone. The hospital reduced its investment in his experiments, but apparently there were others who provided him with sufficient resources to satisfy his research. When I saw this research room with my own eyes. Dr. Ruan Li has already confirmed that there is an organization of lurkers intervening.

Dr. Ander and other researchers were not too surprised by the high-end and completeness of the laboratory. Instead, they were quite calm. Their anxiety did not come from the research environment here, but it also proved that they were actually The situation inside the hospital has long been psychologically prepared. Those inhibitors and modulated drugs provided by Dr. Hawke. It is absolutely impossible to complete it in the absence of a research environment.

Indeed, the most important thing now is not who is supporting Dr. Hawke, but what Dr. Hawke left behind and what he did.

The air-conditioning has been turned on in the basement research room. When Dr. Ruan Li and others entered, the room had dropped to minus degrees Celsius, and the surfaces of many instruments and counters were frosted. Dr. Hawke's body was suspended in a transparent container like a coffin. It is completely covered by the pale yellow solution, just like a specimen. The lower body has melted, and most of the upper body is in a semi-melted state. The pipelines that should have been inserted all over the body, also because there is most of the falling solution, only a small part is still connected to his upper body and head. Although I have seen many patients with doomsday syndrome collapse, but. The identity of Dr. Hawke still makes his death uncomfortable.

The researchers whispered to each other to discuss whether Dr. Hawke’s body should be taken out. Another group of people, including Dr. Nguyen Li, began to check the various instruments, drugs and data in the research room. The situation of Dr. Hawke was clear. Just a failed experiment. Perhaps Dr. Hawke has carried out an in-depth examination of himself, and also prepares medicine for himself according to his own situation. But he failed to recover himself in the end. Even so, the data obtained in these experiments based on his own experience is indeed quite precious.

After Dr. Hawke’s death, someone must take over his research. This is a matter that everyone has already made clear. After all, before a truly effective serum can be produced, inhibitors and modulated drugs are still aimed at "viruses." "One of the few means.

Dr. Ruan Li turned on the computer, checked the information left by Dr. Hawke, and looked through the records of the experiments he had done, as well as the list of various drugs. Dr. Hawke organized these materials in an orderly manner, as if he had already figured out who would take over his research after he died. After seeing these materials, Dr. Ruan Li also felt that, He is the successor of Dr. Hawke.

Dr. Ande is of course in favor of Dr. Nguyen Li, although the research concepts and routes of the two parties are inconsistent, she has repeatedly restricted her from participating in her research team. But Dr. Ande certainly knows the talent of Dr. Ruan Li and her relationship with Dr. Hawke. In his opinion, the research lines of the two masters and apprentices have many things in common. The reason why the two of them conducted independent research is more because after the failure of Dr. Hawke, they disappeared without a word, instead of seeking to talk to him. The joint of the student of Dr. Nguyen Li.

Dr. Ender didn't know what Dr. Hawke was thinking at the time. At that time, although he could not receive the highest priority support, his research was still optimistic by many people, and it was still sustainable, and even after obtaining the results of the inhibitor, a second research team could be established. But he still chose the realization of escaping from people, obtaining results alone in seclusion, and unconditionally making it available to the research team.

Dr. Ender has a complicated mind, and he cannot give an absolutely rational evaluation of what Dr. Hawke has done. But after seeing what Dr. Hawke left behind, he also acquiesced to Dr. Ruan Li to inherit the research of this contradictory researcher. Of course, it depends on whether Dr. Ruan Li is willing.

The researcher used a professional instrument to test the environment in the research room and confirmed the tightness of all deliberate items before re-adjusting the indoor air-conditioning to warm the room temperature. After confirming safety again, the fully sealed helmet of the chemical protective suit was taken off. It is really difficult to work with this kind of protective clothing. What's more, everyone understands that putting on chemical protective clothing is no longer any use, at best it is just a little psychological comfort. The "virus" has long been lurking in everyone's body, and, in the research so far, it has never been found that there is a certain unique inducement that will cause the "virus" to burst out suddenly. In other words, when the "virus" will occur is simply uncertain.

"How? Dr. Ruan Li." Dr. Ande walked over to Dr. Ruan Li,

Dr. Ruan Li called up a list and said to Dr. Ander: "Inhibitors, preparations, and various by-products derived from them. I can't find anything more novel. I reserve my opinion. "

"What about the Gaochuan clone?" Dr. Ender looked at a list of branch plans on the screen.

"He didn't keep anything. What he provided to the hospital was in his experiments. He got a certain perfect product." Dr. Ruan Li's expression was very cold.

"In other words, he has reached his limit?" Dr. Ender narrowed his eyes and then sighed again. "Doctor Ruan Li, you know what we need now. We must have someone follow Dr. Hawke's Direction, and you are the most promising one."

"I always think. Dr. Hawke's research is going in the wrong direction." Dr. Ruan Li's voice is not very calm, "The human body's own immune system cannot resist the virus."

"But, we need inhibitors." Dr. Ender's voice became tough, "You know, the hospital did not produce better results, and it is not sure when the results can be produced. Nowadays, inhibitors are the most effective. A good answer, maybe it is not the right answer, but at least it can stop those people’s mouths at this stage. We can study as we wish in the hospital, precisely because someone supports our research. And we must give the supporters confidence. "

"Even if these confidences are false?" Dr. Ruan Li asked rhetorically.

"What do you mean?" Dr. Ande said, "Dr. Ruan Li, there is no naive person who can enter the hospital."

"...Yes." Dr. Ruan Li also sighed and said, "Even false confidence, in such a situation, it is better than nothing."

"We are not only researchers, but also doctors." Dr. Ender said: "We want to treat all human beings, not specific individuals. But no matter what the target is. Keep the other person in a good state of mind. It is helpful to find hope. A patient who is desperate for himself. The probability of being saved is 50% lower than that of a patient who is hopeful for himself. Dr. Ruan Li, if you agree with this sentence, then , Please take over Dr. Hawke’s legacy. Maybe you don’t like his methods and don’t agree with his ideas. And Dr. Hawke’s research seems to have reached his limit. And the person who can break this limit, I Think of it as you. Even if Dr. Hawke is wrong, it is impossible to reach the right end, it is a kind of poison. We have to continue to make this kind of poison, so that everyone can drink poison to quench their thirst." At this point, he paused. Said: "What's more, before the final results come out, no one can be sure whether Dr. Hawke is right or wrong. Is there really no emotional factor in your accusation? Think about it, Ruan Li Doctor, are you really sure that when you look at Dr. Hawke, there is really no prejudice? Did you really overthrow his theory completely theoretically? The results you have achieved are compared with those of Dr. Hawke. , Which one is the most effective at the moment?"

Dr. Nguyen Li did not answer, nor could she answer. She clearly opposed Dr. Hawke’s mentality, although Dr. Hawke was her mentor at some stage in the past, and she was also the most popular with Dr. Hawke in terms of talent. The expected disciple, but in the end she still voted against the vote to determine the fate of Dr. Hawke. Of course there are differences in ideas, but she does have no evidence to prove that Dr. Hawke is completely wrong. On the contrary, many of the results she has achieved so far rely on Dr. Hawke's ideas and data. In short, in the eyes of others, Dr. Ruan Li probably betrayed the mentor and stole the results of the mentor for himself. Dr. Ruan Li’s status in the hospital is delicate and his image is not good in the eyes of others, and not many people are willing to speak for her. There are also reasons for this.

Even so, Dr. Ruan Li never compromised. Whether the betrayal in the past was motivated by reason or sensibility, or whether some negative aspects of human nature were playing a major role, it is now meaningless. Dr. Hawke is dead, and the research on "viruses" has lost a big help. Therefore, someone needs to take over these studies, not to continue the idea, but to continue the hope.

Dr. Ruan Li silently looked at these complex and huge databases. She could see every effort and every failure of Dr. Hawke. However, this man never lost hope and never thought that he was The path is wrong. He is stubborn, and she is as stubborn as him.

Am I ready? Continuing a study that I think is wrong is not to prove that I am correct, nor is it to commemorate someone. It is to allow people's hope, a hope that they believe to be false, to continue. This is a seemingly noble goal, but it needs to go against all my own efforts so far. Dr. Ruan Li asked herself, she knew very well. What a tremendous pressure this is.

The resistance, betrayal, and hard work in the past will be completely meaningless when I take over Dr. Hawke’s research.

Doctor Ender just looked at her quietly, waiting for her to make a decision. If possible, he hopes that Dr. Ruan Li can take over Dr. Hawke’s research, preferably on a voluntary basis. It is true that there are many outstanding experts in various fields in the hospital, and there are also many professionals who have won more honors than Dr. Ruan Li for their past achievements. But Dr. Ande still favors Dr. Ruan Li, this is a kind of rational and emotional intuition.

Doctor Ruan Li pressed her forehead, an unprecedented dizziness, which made her hallucinate. She seemed to see that Dr. Hawke's phantom was still walking between these instruments, recording data with a computer, paper and pen, and he flipped through theoretical books, thinking hard. From time to time, they danced with excitement, like a child who found candy. He is crazy. He is calm, he is troubled, he is happy, all of this seems to be concentrated in this short, dizzy moment.

Doctor Ruan Li felt that in such an illusion. There is a huge force pushing myself, allowing my soul to walk into the scene, as it did in the past, following Dr. Hawke to observe the samples and calculate the data. Analyze the theory, think hard about various possibilities, filter out the most possible part, and conduct experiments. Then, Dr. Hawke fell down, and he would put his body into the transparent container like a coffin according to his instructions, and according to the original plan, he would inject directional and quantitative various preparations and turn on the machine. Record data. Dr. Hawke's body just dissolved in the solution.

Unconsciously, Dr. Ruan Li felt that the corners of his eyes were moist. The next moment, the hallucinations disappeared and the dizziness disappeared. Dr. Ruan Li's field of vision returned to this cold research room. However, along with the illusion, the burning power generated in the body still remains in every cell.

Yes, I decided. Dr. Ruan Li said to Dr. Ande: "I understand, I will take over Dr. Hawke's research."

Doctor Ender smiled.

One night and one busy day, the hospital transferred all the transferable data from Dr. Hawke’s underground laboratory to Dr. Ruan Li’s computer. The hospital opened an additional laboratory for her, and Dr. Hawke's body, as well as some experimental subjects, were also transferred to this laboratory. Compared with Dr. Hawke's underground laboratory, the research environment of this laboratory is not much better, but it is indeed owned by Dr. Ruan Li. In addition, not all of Dr. Hawke’s legacy was handed over to Dr. Nguyen Li for research. The hospital separated another team and allocated more resources to it. This team is relatively independent from Dr. Nguyen Li. Of the two teams.

In spite of this, Dr. Ruan Li did not feel any emotions.

Neither joy nor sadness. When she decided to take over Dr. Hawke's research, she understood what she had given up, what she had lost, and what kind of power she was willing to give up, lose those, and gain the current research rights. It is a kind of power that comes from the soul, it is the transmission of the previous feelings between teachers and students, and it also comes from one's own stubbornness and hope for the future.

The hallucinations in Dr. Hawke’s research room made Dr. Ruan Li feel that he had never left this mentor.

Although, it was just an illusion.

Dr. Ruan Li is also very clear that because of the hallucinations, it is possible that the "virus" in his body is already ready to move. Perhaps in the near future, he will be like Dr. Hawke. , Became a patient with doomsday syndrome, stepping into the footsteps of "doing experiments on oneself and dying".

However, such unknownness still cannot stop her. Dr. Ruan Li felt that now he was like a piece of ice in his heart, and flames were burning in the ice. The flame cannot melt the ice, but it keeps burning, releasing heat all the time. This heat has made myself sober like never before.

She entered the corridor, and the sound of footsteps recalled in the deserted corridor. She felt the weight of the books and reports in the box in her right hand. She yanked the door of the research room open and put the box on the table, and behind her came the sound of the laboratory door closing automatically. She lifted the frame on the bridge of her nose, unlocked the lock of the box, and lifted the lid of the box forcefully.

These books and reports are things that will need her to conquer and conquer for a long time in the future. What flows inside is not the cold and rigid words and values, but the most in a medical field, and it can't give a correct result, but they are indeed the "hope" needed by people at this time.

In the following three days, Dr. Ruan Li did not conduct any research, and was completely immersed in these theoretical books and experimental reports. There were also many diaries left by Dr. Hawke. Obviously he had already anticipated this day. Be prepared from the beginning. In his diary, he wrote down his own conjectures, his own hallucinations, and what he felt came from the erosion of the "virus". In his description, "virus" is no longer a virus in the conventional sense, but a life called "Jiang", a kind of indescribable, almost helpless existence at a high latitude, all that he has experienced , A large part of it is like the illusion created by him after being corroded by the "virus". However, when he was sober, he didn't mind marking this part of the fantasy, and afterwards, left a lot of speculations to describe this phenomenon, including various self-made words.

Dr. Hawke's experimental experience has completely exceeded normal scientific experiments, and has gradually tended to a philosophical and mysterious conjecture. Even Dr. Hawke was aware of this change. However, neither Dr. Hawke nor Dr. Ruan Li felt that such a change was abnormal. On the contrary, this is normal, in line with the changes in the mental state of patients with doomsday syndrome.

In his diary, Dr. Hawke repeatedly expressed regret and regret to "Gao Chuan" because he could not fulfill his promise with this boy in his lifetime. When "Gao Chuan" agreed to participate in the initial research as an experimental subject, Dr. Hawke promised him in his own name that he would definitely find a cure.

Maybe others will not care about this verbal agreement, or they will think that it is just a method for patients~IndoMTL.com~ However, Dr. Hawke is serious. He is indeed in his diary, I wrote down my serious and persistent mood. However, I have to admit that the "virus" is the most helpless opponent he has encountered.

For the final part of the plan to turn himself into the experimental body in the late stage of the doomsday syndrome, Dr. Hawke did not leave too many procedures, and Dr. Ruan Li did not think that everything he saw in the hallucinations , Is the truth. However, in the diary, Dr. Hawke did mention some clues, some of which were unique terms that attracted the attention of Dr. Ruan Li.

As Dr. Ruan Li knows, Dr. Hawke is still trying to liberate the human body’s strongest immunity, while adapting to the “virus”, while stimulating the disease through drugs to promote natural resistance. Dr. Hawke knows that Dr. Ender’s research has also borrowed his research results. Some of them are directly reflected in the inhibitory effect, while the other part is reflected in the "Gaochuan copy".

The so-called "Gaochuan Duplicate" is not simply extracting the genes of "Gaochuan" from stem cells to produce individuals that are almost the same as those of "Gaochuan". Instead, through some means, special substances extracted from the body of "Gaochuan" are used to make medicine, and these drugs are then used to modulate other patients, so that these patients can obtain a certain degree of similarity to the disease of "Gaochuan". Then analyze these weak and similar places one by one. (To be continued..)u