Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1281: Super Sensitive

I walked in an empty sick building. The rainstorm outside the window, lightning and thunder, the indoor lights seem to be disturbed, flickering from time to time, and the twisted and shaking shadows add a weird and weird atmosphere to the sick building. I thought that there should be more patients here, but I was only placed in a separate ward before. However, after leaving the ward, I finally confirmed that I really seemed to be the only person in this ward. It is precisely because of this that it seems extremely abnormal. What is the reason for placing me in such a place?

When Dr. Ruan Li came to visit me, everything I felt was still normal. It seemed that all the abnormalities started after she left.

I did not encounter any danger, all the seemingly strange feelings are still illusions so far. I looked out from upstairs, there was no scenery that I was familiar with. This strangeness meant that the place I was at this time was quite a distance from the place I had stayed. At the same time, it also made me lose the coordinates for inferring my position. But I can still be sure that this place is still in the Peninsula Mental Hospital.

After several generations of expansion of this mental hospital, especially in the hands of the current owner, Dallas, the scope is too large. Its area not only includes part of the peninsula, but also extends inland. However, I think where I am still located in the peninsula. I have guessed that the area in the nightmare is actually the alienation of the ideological impression of the land of the peninsula, but the existence of the tower proves that although there are many places that can be connected with the scenery of the peninsula, But it is not just the impression of this peninsula. It's in an inexplicable way. Together with the reality of the hospital, and even, its overall shape and internal structure. It is more like a combination of the peninsula and the hospital in reality, the island where the "hospital" is located.

Whether it is the Peninsula Mental Hospital. The “hospital” in the hospital reality is still a nightmare as if the two areas are combined. In terms of the “area”, it gives people a sense of contradiction—from the concept of “island” and “hospital” alone. , It seems very small, but when it is active, there are too many unknown places and unsolved mysteries. I can always find a place that I am not familiar with, which makes people feel that it is too broad.

The actual size of the island where the “hospital” is located in the hospital is not recorded on paper. However, one experience of being condescending in the tower gave me an idea of ​​the “island where the hospital is located” Very intuitive and strong cognition. As for the peninsula where I am now, although there are records of area data, my impression of this data and my direct activities on this peninsula. The intuitive impressions produced are very different.

This peninsula, no. The mental hospital, which only occupies a part of the peninsula, feels much larger than I thought. This is a very weird feeling. Obviously, I am trying to take root in a certain place, focus on it, expand the search area outwards, and gradually understand the whole picture of this mental hospital, but every time some problems arise, I am suddenly surprised. From a familiar location. Airborne to another extremely unfamiliar location without being able to judge. What is the relative position between the two?

I don't know if it is an illusion, but I am looking at the strange scenery outside the window. There is always a feeling that, no matter what, it is impossible to return to the original sick building.

I wandered around the entire sick building, but couldn't find the door to go out. It seemed that there was no normal route to the outside world apart from jumping out of the corridors and windows. In addition, there is neither a second patient nor a doctor or nurse who should exist. There are too many unreasonable places, but it is difficult to explain one by one, and the other is that people start to feel a little numb to these unusual situations. Why is this sick building like this? Why would I be placed here? Too many questions, on the contrary, people do not know where to investigate, and no one can give the answer.

I'm not even sure whether it was exactly this way before Dr. Ruan Li arrived, or it was after Dr. Ruan Li left that it became what it is now for some reason. Of course, Dr. Ruan Li himself was the best answerer, but when I took out my mobile phone, I realized that I couldn't contact anyone at all.

In short, I was completely isolated in this strange ward. There are too many unusual places in the sick building. For ordinary people, it should be a place that makes people scared, helpless and at a loss. But I still calmly accepted this fact, and I didn't feel the slightest violation of my peace. I have encountered many similar and extremely weird environments in the past. Compared with the current situation, those encounters are even full of lethal aggression. However, although there are too many abnormalities in the current sick building, it should be said that it has become It’s a weird place, but it’s not like that at all.

There are no monsters, no supernatural powers, no mysterious aura, and no feeling of being completely trapped. Although there is no door to go out, when I was born with the idea of ​​jumping outside from the windows and corridors, I didn't think it was impossible.

Yes, I am sure that by jumping out of the windows and corridors, you can leave this strange sick building directly, but what good is it for? If you leave here, where can you go? It was raining heavily outside, and I couldn't determine my location. What's more, I didn't have a particular place to go. If there is no definite direction, but just want to leave this sick building and walk around the outside world, what good is it?

Although this sick building is weird, it is the only residence now.

I came to a place like a restaurant, although it was also empty, but the hot food was ready, just like a buffet, placed on a long table, as if to say "just take it and use it" . So, when and who made these meals? Judging from the remaining temperature of the meals, these meals have just been out of the oven, but it seems to prove that the cooks seem to have just left. Then, how did they avoid my search and leave unconsciously? of?

There are countless questions like these, and I began to feel that instead of looking for answers on my own, it's better to wait for someone who knows to visit. I believe. I won't be thrown here all the time, since even the food has been prepared in time, then. Of course someone is paying attention to my every move. Taking ten thousand steps back, I believe Dr. Ruan Li. So I also believe that she let me stay in this place, even if she didn't explain why, it must be out of goodwill.

Besides, because the situation here is so weird, I believe even more that there must be someone. Or there will be some further changes, so that what I have to face is as if the current situation of being banned and isolated has changed.

I don't need to be unusual, just a little patience is enough. On the contrary, if you try to find it forcibly, there will be some mistakes, leading to the possibility of wasting more time and energy.

The reason why I was placed in this place, no matter from which point of view, is by no means aimless—with such thoughts. After filling my stomach, I returned to my ward. The sudden burst of consciousness information makes me a little tired. Although this kind of exhaustion no longer makes the body unable to move, and all the abilities possessed by the magic pattern messenger can be used, it still makes people unconsciously want to rest.

In my mind, those thoughts involving the "truth" are rolling around for a while, it seems to completely reject other "truths" that I have imagined and guessed, and become the only one. . I want to say whether I am wary of this and whether I am really willing to accept it. Not always, but I also did not make more rejection. After all, this "truth" is among the "truths" I have so far. Nature has a kind of fit with me—it may not be ultimately correct, but when I assume that it is ultimately correct, I am not surprised and repulsive.

In other words, compared with the "hospital reality", this "truth" is only for me, it is the most adaptable so far, although it is also a very bad possibility.

On the other hand, I am also guessing that since this "truth" was spliced ​​by myself from the sudden burst of memory information, does it also imply that it actually also reflects my subconscious Some of the circumstances?

However, no matter how I feel about this "truth", whether it is ultimately correct, it is useless in my current situation. There is neither a good influence nor a bad influence for the time being. No, if it is because of the emergence of this "truth", I have to be in a weak state and be isolated in this isolated ward, then that would be considered a bad influence.

I don't want to continue thinking about this "truth". Once I start thinking, my thinking will be unconsciously taken in the direction represented by this "truth". The moment this "truth" appeared, I realized that it was difficult for me to get rid of its influence.

I lay on the bed, trying not to think about anything, but I don't know why, my left eye suddenly started to twitch. This convulsion itself, and the pain it brings, are so strong that people can't wait to dig out their eyeballs, but to me, they are so familiar. In the past, such changes have always stemmed from the activity of "Jiang". Because of familiarity, because of habit, so there is not much surprise. I just covered my left eye, feeling its twitching and beating, looking for the existence of "Jiang" from the pain like the waves. It seems that at this time, I can feel its existence more clearly than usual, feel that it is in my body, in my soul, as if I can touch it as long as I "think".

However, so far, this feeling has remained at the level of an illusion, and has not actually been reflected.

In this familiar and painful convulsion, I closed my eyes, and gradually, a strange feeling emerged from the bottom of my heart. Falling in the dark is not a novel feeling. When I am dreaming, when I am in a coma, and even when I am unconscious again and again, I often feel this way when I show it on the conscious level. However, this kind of fall is often the result. There is no feeling of "bottoming". Often during the fall, I would wake up suddenly for various reasons, and the feeling of this fall would often only remain in my memory in a purely "nightmare" way.

However, this time is different. It seems that the past fall is a direct continuation. After so many long "falls", I finally feel an end point.

Yes, I fell in the dark, unable to think too deeply, and I didn't completely lose consciousness, but everything was hazy, even so. I still dimly felt an end point below. It doesn't seem appropriate to say that it is the "end point", I just think it. Your "falling" will stop at that position, as to whether you will continue to fall afterwards. But he can't judge at all.

However, even though it seems to be accessible in tens of seconds in terms of perception, how long did it actually take? It is impossible to judge at all, the dim perception, the dark vision, and the concepts of distance and time are all like paste. Sticky and fuzzy. I'm still falling. The end point that feels close at hand is like a curve that is infinitely close to the horizontal axis. It is clearly infinitely close, but it can't really be reached.

I suddenly felt that my body was breathing, but there was another strange feeling that I was breathing, not the body I knew well.

I feel like my body. It was like being thrown into a centrifuge, shattered in the huge stirring, but felt no pain. It is not because of this stirring that other negative feelings are produced. Not only the body, there is not much feeling, even the consciousness, there is no sign of being sober at all.

After that, I felt a familiar breath, as if I heard someone talking, it was also a very familiar voice. But this sense of familiarity is not complete, it's like seeing a seemingly familiar one. But strangers who have never actually met. It also seemed to have a sense of sight, I felt this scene. It seems to have happened at some time in the past.

My consciousness is not so clear, I just feel it vaguely. The speed of the "falling" is slowing down, and it seems that there is some power to support himself from below. In the darkness, I seem to see a darker silhouette. It is not a human form, but it makes me feel strongly that it exists. It is like ink, flowing downwards. From the feel, it is huge enough, and the overall volume seems to fill the bottom.

When it touched below, I suddenly felt my body loose when I was still falling. The "end point" that lifted me suddenly disappeared, and my fall returned to a normal state. In the rush of falling, my consciousness once again regained clarity in an instant. I sat up reflexively, only to notice that I was sweating profusely, and the things that happened before were once again transformed into memories of a "nightmare".

My left eye no longer twitches, however, the strange experience brought by the whole process is deeply in my mind.

What the **** is that?

I asked myself, but in any case, the answer is inseparable from "Jiang".

Obviously, this experience is not the same as any mysterious experience produced by "Jiang" in the past. The "falling" that seems to have reached a stage, and the "falling" that penetrates this stage, seem to imply something. There is also that illusion, full of instant sense of sight, and it hasn't faded until I wake up at this time.

Without warning, from my mind, I suddenly jumped out of the body Gao Chuan in the doomsday fantasy London, and the feeling of familiarity and danger generated by the network ball base when I first recovered. I unconsciously connected the previous dream experience with this unintentional memory. All this is not conscious. When I realized why I did it, I did it.

And, directly to the previous experience, gave an answer: Omi.

Specific circumstances, such as the detailed information of Omi, and even how it relates to the previous experience, are unclear and illogical. But it is such an answer, such a name.

The name "Omi" has a huge amount of information to me, but the information is also vague and cannot be processed logically. Everything about this name is just an impression, and various speculations generated by combining this impression as the name suggests. However, from the perspective of mystery experts, even if there is no direct evidence, these are like intuitions, as if hints, sudden associations and vague answers, but they are worthy of trust and must be taken seriously.

To put it simply, all seemingly whim, flashing, or inexplicable thoughts, no matter how unreliable, flawed and unverifiable in logical thinking, but as long as they occur, they must be It makes sense. There must be something in the places you don't understand, don't understand, don't know, and can't observe, which has something to do with these thoughts. Even for a longer period of time in the future, he will have something to do with himself.

The name "Omi" is not so strange to say how unfamiliar it is. But to say it is very familiar, it makes me feel not so sure. The name itself, as well as the impression surrounding it, naturally associates with "Jiang". But it seems to be somewhat different from Fu Jiang and Zhen Jiang. This difference is not completely unfamiliar. It has a certain degree of similarity with the difference between Alien Youjiang and other humanoid rivers, but it is also not completely the same.

The only certainty is that "Omi" and "Jiang" are related. Even if it exists in a human form, it cannot be viewed from a human perspective. Moreover, as the name "Omi" gradually became deeper in my mind, I seemed to think of more things. Some of these things have specific content, and some are just nouns at most.

Omi Trap, the final weapon Dorothy, the London repeater, the Three Pillar Ceremony, etc... all seem to be the situation in London. So I couldn't help but wonder whether the previous nightmare would be related to the situation of the body Gaochuan. No, it should be said that when I came up with this idea, I had already determined that it must have something to do with the situation of the prosthetic body Gao Chuan in London.

There is also an Omi similar to the Alien Youjiang on the Gaochuan side of the Yi body, and some things have happened around the two.

On the other hand, when I confirmed this idea, I came up with another idea: When I can’t observe the "jiang", the observation of Omi by Takakawa can also be regarded as " Gaochuan's observation of "Jiang"? It is precisely because the observations still exist that there is no more direct encounter with the "virus" on the side where Fujiang has been away for so long, such as the final weapon attack.

In any case, the previous nightmare seems to imply that even if there is a repeater separation, I, "Jiang", Omi, and Gaochuan, who should have been the only Gaochuan in this doomsday fantasy, have been maintained. Some kind of deep connection.

I am not surprised by the connection between myself and another Gaochuan. From the beginning, I did not think that we were two independent individuals. On the other hand, I also thought that the other Gaochuan kept the same idea as me. The commonality of being a "Gaochuan" is stronger and closer to the essence than the "individuality" of personality differences. If you want to describe it, it’s like different branches growing from a tree trunk. Maybe the branches will be cut off, but they will be reborn. Maybe they have different directions and shapes~IndoMTL.com~ but they are all part of the same tree. And only by looking at it from a holistic perspective, it is a living tree, not just an inanimate branch.

The information of the past "Gao Chuan" inherited by the Yi body Gao Chuan has become the soil for my recovery, and my recovery will inevitably also carry his information.

The deep-seated connection between us is the basis for us to become one, and ultimately there is only one "Gaochuan". However, the relationship between Omi and "Jiang" does not seem to be that simple. Just at this moment, in terms of the hazy feeling, the connection between the humanoid rivers such as Tomie, Zhenjiang, and Zuojiang and the "Jiang", the connection between the alienated Youjiang and the "Jiang", and the connection between Omi and the "Jiang" are three types. Different situations. The difference between the alienation of Youjiang’s feeling is caused by the “virus”; while Omi’s feeling does not seem to be the influence of the “virus”, but it reminds me directly of Super Dorothy and the color center. Possibility to make hands and feet.

Omi? Omi trap? Is the man-made existence close to "Jiang" set as a trap against "Jiang"? But, even if it is Super Dorothy and the color center, and has been planning for a long time, is it really possible to "create an existence close to "Jiang"?

I think that if Omi was born under this kind of thinking, then Dorothy and Shise will definitely be in big trouble. (To be continued)