Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1283: Question

Some things are happening in the Peninsula Psychiatric Hospital. Although we can't confirm all the details, in general, all kinds of dangerous and abnormal situations are happening, which is completely expected by everyone. △￠four△￠five△￠中△￠文∈↗, people who really don’t understand why this happened, or don’t understand what direction things will go in, are only those who simply look at the world with normal eyes Ordinary people. On this peninsula, there are more than just seminars and mysterious organizations. Whether it is a patient, an expert, or people who come to this peninsula with other purposes, there is no shortage of people who are still simply living as ordinary people in the wave of mystification.

However, in terms of the scope of activities, I don't have much intersection with these ordinary people. Throughout my life, the life after being exposed to the "mystery", the things I experienced and the people with whom I interacted, are completely different from those before the "mystery". With the passage of time, I do not miss the life of ordinary people, but dealing with "mysteries", facing those unexpected situations that are unthinkable and unimaginable to ordinary people, I feel that it shouldn't be that kind of sudden situation, I no longer feel new , Excitement and yearning. After all the torrents receded, all that was left was peace. In peace, to think, to experience darkness and helplessness, to feel the fate of hopeless things, the psychology began to become abnormal, the spirit was tortured, and the soul was tempered and tempered. Become weird, but still have to look for hope in such a transformation.

I still haven't given up my original dream. Even if that dream is too ideal, innocent and extremely remote, and there are countless voices telling oneself that it cannot be done, the facts are also proving that oneself always fails. Even so. Still did not give up, in my heart, there is still a yearning for that dream.

In countless sufferings, tortures, confusions and failures, I also told myself countless times that I want to be a hero.

Obviously also countless times. Tell yourself that you can no longer become a hero. If you can save someone, you can only save the people you love. Even so, in the silent thinking, the voice from the heart still said to himself: I want to be a hero.

Want, but not available. Although it is not available, it has never given up on this idea-from the perspective of occultism. This is the source of pain, the beginning of self-torture, and the sign of falling into hell.

But--

But,

I never regretted it.

Although it was painful, I didn't feel that I should change my attitude at the time and have a better way. See to solve the problem. Maybe, in the eyes of others. My choice was never the best, not even good, nor correct, but now I finally understand why I didn't do it at the time. Just because it was my choice, not the choice of other people, but I was thinking and judging good or bad and correct. Instead of other people thinking, judging good or bad and correct. Therefore, the results of other people's thinking and judgment are meaningless to me. What they think and judge is good, bad, and correct, all of them are theirs, they reap theirs, and carry their own. Their victory and success, their failure and pain, have nothing to do with me.

And what I have to bear is inevitably, and the only thing I need to bear is the various results brought about by my own thinking and judgment.

In these days, my thinking is telling me that although people inevitably have commonalities between people, and these commonalities are needed to maintain their own survival and development, at the same time, as an individual , How strong is the individuality and independence of a person. In the complex and intertwined sociality, there is a kind of "loneliness", which may be regarded as shameful by some people, but it does exist. Through "thinking", it exists extremely strongly in the fear of the unknown.

"Jiang" is here, in "thinking", in the fear of the unknown, in the unsolvable confusion, in the isolated loneliness as an individual. In knowledge, judgment, fear, confusion and loneliness, its existence is felt and confirmed.

In philosophical terms-it really is like a specter of thinking.

This is true of "Jiang", and of course the same is true of "Virus".

In the world of matter and energy, things that cannot be observed are placed in a world composed only of thinking and philosophy, but they become clear.

If science is only narrowly focused and only focuses on things that "physically exist" in the conventional sense, then it must be unable to catch the "jiang" and "virus".

I thought so, and suddenly felt that someone patted the shoulder. I suddenly woke up, knowing that I couldn't help but fall into thinking again. I suddenly had a thought: Is this involuntary thinking a morbid state, or is it "Jiang" talking to me?

"Sorry, I just lost my mind." I said to the teenager who was forcibly suppressing the divergent thinking and didn't know when to come by.

This boy is a mysterious expert in this repeater world who can really use the power of Level 3 magic lines. His apparent age is a bit older than his actual age. At this age, I can't help but think of myself in the past. But of course I know that I and him are still different. The previous self-introduction made me know that this young man awakened a super "genius" when he was in the second-level magic pattern.

Among the Mageweave messengers I deal with, like me, when I was promoted to the third level of Mageweave, the mediocre "superpower" was forcibly developed by Mageweave, but there are very few, perhaps because of me. Mediocre, under normal circumstances, their own ability is not enough to face those high-intensity mysterious events. Therefore, they are all going to solve easier incidents and deal with simpler tasks. Of course, these people who are on the front line and facing super-powerful enemies must be "geniuses" and "masters" of the same level.

The reason why I got involved is only because the "speed-grabbing" super power that I forcibly developed by the magic pattern is a bit over-spec in terms of mystery and performance. And I can roughly give a reason why there is such an over-spec ability.

The super power developed by the magic pattern, or in other words, the super power forcibly imparted, has nothing to do with the characteristics of the user, therefore. What my "quick sweep" symbolizes and represents, of course, is not the characteristic of my Gaochuan. So, in my body, the reason that really gave me this superpower is not because of the existence of "Jiang"?

Because of the power of "Jiang", in many complicated situations. Can make a different performance.

And the third-level Mageweave Messenger boy in front of him, his magicweave super power, is what sets him apart from others, and he can continue to use his original abilities in this repeater world without needing to be transformed into electronics. The cause of the demon messenger.

The five people who sought my help did not hide their abilities. The ability of this young man is called: Burning out. This ability can "burn" the mysteries of different natures and manifestations. In fact, I don't know whether this "burning" is physical or conceptual. but. As long as the ability is activated, any mysterious power that comes into contact with him will turn into a form similar to "ash" and be used by him.

It sounds powerful, but in fact, there are of course limitations. However, what the restrictions are, of course, will not be disclosed here. If it weren't for the situation at this time, the situation was confused. The future is uncertain and we need to cooperate wholeheartedly. Otherwise, a mystery expert would not tell others about his mystery so easily. Even in the battle and long-term contact, people will gradually learn about their mystery, and then spread it through various channels, and finally be analyzed and archived by others, but he himself will not personally keep his own secrets. Speak to anyone else.

Maintaining mystery is not the basis for the continued existence of mysterious power, but it is a natural result of the influence of the mysterious power itself.

Just like people who recognize science will involuntarily look at problems from a scientific perspective. People with mysterious powers maintain a mysterious posture. The same is also natural.

In our exchanges with these five people, in order to show our sincerity, we released some of our own secrets, but it does not mean that this secret will be fully exposed.

The young man’s magic pattern is super capable of "burning out", even in my feeling, it is not the "real name" in his mind. From the perspective of occultism, it also means "burning out." "It's not the "real name" of this superpower. Thinking about and judging the characteristics of its ability from this name will only produce deviations step by step, and finally get a wrong result.

However, just from his simple description of this superpower, it has already made people feel that the future is boundless-the reason why he can still use power as a third-level magicweave messenger in this repeater is precisely because of " "Electronic Demon Messenger" and "Nightmare" are the mysteries of manifestation, which were "burnt" by this ability in an incomprehensible and unobservable way, and finally turned into "ash", the manifestation of this magic pattern superpower.

The "ash" of the third-level mageweave messenger boy is similar to the "ash" of another mageweave messenger I have ever encountered. Although they are similar in appearance, their essential power is different. The "ash" of this young man is not the wreckage of an ordinary physical object burned out.

Because his age is similar to mine, I have some interest in his origins and abilities. However, although the teenager looks shy, he does not leak in the conversation, giving people a very sophisticated feeling.

"Ten minutes have passed. Unexpectedly, I can really escape the hunt when I come here." Suddenly, the old man with a leg injury said in a surprised tone.

He seemed to be saying that, in fact, they are not simply seeking help. I couldn't help but look at the connector, she shrugged and said: "Keen intuition."

She specifically referred to the young man in the team who was paler than the others, as if he was sick. His power, when introduced, looked like a "talent" that would be developed by a second-level Mageweave messenger, just like my chain judgment, his description was "super keen intuition". The intuition of the mystery expert is extremely keen and often correct, but the intuition of this young man seems to be many times stronger. However, it is difficult to describe how sharp and correct it is in terms of quantified values ​​such as "percent" or "multiple."

"What do you think is the reason why the seminar people did not catch up?" I asked the young man: "Do you think they know that you are here?"

The young man's face paled again, but he quickly replied, "Ah, um. That's it... You need permission to get in and out of here. Those who are hunters are all seminarians, and of course they have to abide by the rules. So, I think they are going to apply for permission."

However, this kind of answer seems a bit difficult for everyone except me.

"It's ridiculous. Obviously in their own backyard, they don't even have permission? Even if they really don't have permission, I don't think those people are easy to talk. If they can't enter, they won't enter." Another woman used complicated Speaking of the tone.

"I don't understand. But I feel that's it." The pale young man scratched his head embarrassedly as he said.

"Isn't it because of the deviation?" the connector asked. In this team, two people are members of the Torchlight, that is, the collaborators of the cyber ball, trying to use their deviating power to interfere with all that is happening here.

"No, maybe the deviation works, but it's not all." The young man seemed to be the person of the torchlight. He shook his head and denied this statement.

"So, there must be something weird here? Why, you need such a high level of authority to get in and out of here. People who know they want to arrest~IndoMTL.com~ just broke in like this, but they still need to apply for permission first. Can you move further?" The old man looked at me: "Mr. Gaochuan, have you found anything?"

"There are a lot of problems." I said calmly, there is nothing to hide, and I told them what I observed in this ward, "The biggest problem seems to me is two, one There is no official'main entrance' leading to the outside. Another point is that there is no one but me here, but now there are five more outsiders of you."

The absence of a "front entrance" has deep implications in occultism. Similarly, "only one person" and "more outsiders" also have some unknown factors. If something weird happens next, these suggestive situations are all factors that must be included in the reference. As experienced mysterious messengers, I think they must understand what I want to say.

"It sounds terrible." The old man laughed dryly. He seemed to think that the situation is a bit bad now. "However, Turner's instincts shouldn't be wrong."

"No, my instincts can only solve targeted problems, but not the problems that come out." Turner, a pale young man, said embarrassedly: "You can avoid hunting when you come here, but , Does not mean that it will not cause more situations. Don’t forget, my ability is also a kind of deviation." (To be continued...)