Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1326: Marceau the Crosser

readx; Fragments are flying in the heavy rain. In the perception of the fourth-level magic pattern, the temporary data hedging phenomenon that was still emitting violent fluctuations is rapidly weakening. A familiar and unfamiliar girl suddenly appeared in a place where there was no one. She was wearing a colorful dress and a scarlet umbrella, as if she had been standing there all the time, only then was noticed.

The girl's appearance, body shape and dress give me a strong sense of sight, but I can't specifically relate to which image in my memory. Even so, it can't make me wonder. That strong instinct was talking to me, let me know her name: Ma.

The current Ma is like the most familiar stranger. It is a bit similar to the Ma I saw in the past, but has a very clear sense of difference, so that it is different from the previous one in Nightmare Las Vegas. She also has many differences. The changes in her body are just like a friend when she was a child. After many years of going abroad, when she meets by chance, her hazy memory forms a huge contrast with reality.

"Ma?" I asked myself this, but I am willing to believe the intuitive answer, "It is indeed Ma."

Although the Ma in front of me is different from each of her in my memory, I don’t know how many weird things I have encountered, which happened to those people I know in this doomsday fantasy. The difference is even more difficult to describe in words. Although some people are largely unchanged, there are also many people whose personalities and fortunes are quite different from their past cognitions. I have always believed that my observations are one-sided, and I cannot truly and completely recognize a person. Therefore, even if the Ma in front of me gives me a different feeling from the past, I don’t think I should treat her as a stranger. people.

Even if it is me, even Gaochuan, there will be differences between different Gaochuan, but the overall situation can still be called Gaochuan. Isn't it?

Has Ma become bigger or smaller? As far as body is concerned, she is younger than before and closer to the age of Ma in reality in the hospital. But it gives people the feeling that it is extraordinarily mature. However, no matter what changes, Ma is Ma, regardless of the difference in appearance, body, attire, temperament and personality. But in essence, there must also be the essence of being a "Ma". It's like I'm different from other Gaochuan, but it's still Gaochuan.

"Ma!" My mind calmed down, and I stared at the girl in front of me. At this time, I really hope that all my kindness can be expressed in my eyes, so that she who is looking at me can directly ask my heart and understand who I am now. But on the other hand, Ma now has changed a lot, what happened to her. It's not what I know, and what she is thinking, I can't understand it anymore. There is only one thing that I have always believed firmly, and that is, she is still my relative.

"It’s been gone for several days, Achuan." Ma’s performance was too calm, which was different from the two previous encounters with her and the nightmare Las Vegas. "I don’t know how to express it. This surging emotion in my heart."

"...Don't you think that your clothes and the way you speak are very secondary?" I was silent for a moment. Can't help but talk about it.

During the judging observation, Ma's face changed slightly, and the look in her eyes also took on a different flavor.

"Take Dr. Ruan Li out of here. Achuan." Ma said, "I can't give you this repeater." She paused, and added: "Let it to you now."

I don't think her words have deep meaning.

"The me now?" I repeated it once, guessing at the secret behind her words, because Ma didn't seem to want to reveal it to me at all. One thing is certain, she said she didn't plan to give me the repeater, which was very serious. This at least shows. She knows my purpose, and at the same time, for some reason, she has a completely different view of the world she is in from other aborigines, and she also has the willingness to seize the repeater.

The current Ma gives people a strong sense of awkwardness, as if she no longer belongs to this world. What she said did not stand from the standpoint of being an aboriginal in this world, and her vision was not limited to this repeater. I think maybe it was John Bull who said something to her, but on the other hand, To accept the saying that "one's own world is just an illusion" is not something normal people can do.

Yes, Ma’s words gave me the feeling that she also came from outside this repeater world.

"How much do you know?" I couldn't help but ask.

"Ma knows, I know all." Ma replied. And this answer once again gave me an awkward feeling.

"Do you know the outside world?" I asked for confirmation.

"Because Ma also exists in the outside world." Ma's voice calmed down again, and her calm once again brought me an inorganic texture full of instant sense. It should be said that it is the indifference of a machine, or it is clear. Have emotions, but exclude all emotions, and understand things in a rational pace? In short, this calm and blunt feeling is not a normal person, or even the crazy mental illness she has shown in the past.

"The Mar of the outside world..." I seem to think of something, "Mar of the Internet ball? You and her... will this happen?" The possibility I thought of is the most so far The situation that surprised me. However, if it really happens in front of your eyes, it doesn't feel abrupt, because although I am puzzled, in theory, it is very likely to happen.

"You who are in this world, are you unified with the Ma of the network ball?"

"It is not a unity, because from the beginning, there was only one Ma." Ma replied.

"So that's it." I was a little surprised: "Is this one of the network ball plans? Use you to connect the London repeater and the Las Vegas repeater?"

"To be specific, it is a very complicated operation. My connection with this repeater requires a lot of arrangement before connecting. Even with the most thorough arrangement, there is only a 20 out of the chance. But , As long as the connection is completed, becoming a mare is a natural thing." Mare replied calmly.

"Because Ma is alone." I finally understood what she meant. The Ma of the Doomsday Realm Cyberball and the Ma in the repeater world seem to live in different worlds, with different personalities and thoughts of different encounters, but just like me and the other Gaochuan are Gaochuan, Ma will not be because of these differences. , And there is a fundamental difference. Even from the perspective of the reality of the hospital, there is a different Ma in the doomsday illusion. It's all just part of Ma's broken personality. This point is also used for the two persons and Bajing.

Isn’t it expected that the mental integration device and the personality preservation device will play a central role in such a situation? It is also Gao Chuan, including me, that this effect is expected. One of the reasons why they are doing their best to collect these two mysterious objects in this doomsday illusion.

The repeater is transformed from the night of Valpus. Its core essence is the spiritual integration device. This is something that has been noticed a long time ago. And before me, Gao Chuan had already completed the collection of two personality preservation devices, which can be guessed further. Netball has studied the personality preservation device and holds the real thing. So, it is not surprising that "Ma", which has been transformed into the control core of the London repeater, can access the mental integration device and the personality preservation device at the same time, and use the characteristics of the two to complete the integration of its own existence.

Conversely, when I understood what the "ma" in front of me was, apart from the initial surprise, there was only a lot of joy. Because. Ma in front of him has proved with real examples that Gao Chuan's past guesses and the direction he has been working on are correct. Ma's success also indicates the success of Sakuya and Hakkei. From the perspective of the hospital's reality, the girl whose personality was broken due to the deterioration of her condition and fell into a doomsday illusion will be able to return to her original state under the action of the mental integration device and the personality preservation device. No, not just as it is. Everything they experience in the doomsday illusion will become their intuition, experience, and memory, and let them grow in a short period of time that ordinary people can't achieve.

Just from the corner of Matsaya and Hakkei. I don't think the change in Ma is a bad thing, on the contrary, her presence makes me see the light of hope. Because for this person, it is not enough to just eliminate the "virus" and restore the body to normal. The damage to their personalities and spirits is more serious than that of Seiye and me. Therefore, if you want them to truly "recover", they must be mentally and personally remedied. And this kind of remedy is something that Gao Chuan has been considering in the past.

"Really?" I couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief. The joy from the bottom of my heart made my whole body relaxed. Although Ma in front of me may have said these things to me from a hostile position, what she is concerned about at this time is probably just as she said, it is me, Gaochuan who is standing here. But what does that matter? Even if she is regarded as an enemy, even if she knows a lot of things, and agrees more with the plan on the other side of the relationship, I never feel that this is a kind of betrayal.

Yes, from the beginning, I would not blame them for this kind of thing, and ask them why they weren't on my side. I know very well how obtrusive and strange my existence is, and the close relationship with "Jiang" will not be recognized, which is also natural. I am like a ghost crawling out of the grave, and Gao Chuan, in the doomsday fantasy London, is the only Gao Chuan that would have existed.

A new personality will be born after the death of a Gaochuan personality, and there will not be two personalities at the same time, and there will be two Gaochuan in the doomsday fantasy because of the existence of two personalities at the same time-if not " The power of "Jiang" should be like this. And all the plans in the past were made based on this situation, and it is impossible to make fundamental changes just because of my existence. What's more, there are still huge doubts about my existence for them.

I don’t hold any denial about my existence. I don’t think that I have been resurrected from the dead, and the self that already exists here "should not exist." However, I will not go because I think so. To deny that they think I "should not exist" is a mistake, it should not be, and a betrayal.

In the final analysis, the reason why I don't deny my existence is because of them-I, as Gao Chuan, also want to save them. If I can save them if I don't exist, I don't think I will hesitate. If the plan based on Gao Chuan's normal personality replacement can achieve ultimate success, and they can be saved, I will accept it calmly. However, it is precisely because, as Gao Chuan, I participated in that plan and kept thinking about how likely it is to succeed in that kind of plan, and what kind of background is it based on that I must accept that kind of plan. Therefore, I am quite sure. , That is not a truly perfect plan. On the contrary, despite the efforts of several generations of Gaochuan Super Dorothy and Super Series, the theory on which it is based is not absolutely correct, and the limits that it can reach are inherently limited. sex. With things like "viruses", the probability of success is really low.

That’s why I have to implement, think about and specify the plan with my own understanding. Perhaps my plan is also imperfect, and it is even more ridiculous in their eyes. However, if there is no such plan, ~IndoMTL.com~ The plan implemented by Super Dorothy and Super Relations, once it fails, it will be a complete failure, and there will be no chance. That must be extremely desperate.

I've always thought about it this way, so it doesn't matter if you stand on the opposite side, not recognized by them, or even regarded as enemies by them.

"I, I won't just give up like this." Faced with Ma's request, I just smiled calmly, "Ma, you must understand that even if you don't admit it, I am Gaochuan. I think that's it. , Another thing I can’t be clear about. I’m not someone’s, nor is it a ghost crawling out of memory because of twisted power. I’m Gao Chuan, who grew up in the doomsday illusion that you don’t know, the fastest Gao Chuan, the top student of China. If you want to stop me—"I show my long sword," then defeat me and kill me. But if in your plan, I still have a little use, then continue this conversation, thinking It is meaningless to rely solely on the advantage of tongue."

"So it turns out that I was impolite. Sure enough, Achuan is Achuan. It's totally impossible to just talk with your mouth." The scarlet umbrella in Ma's hand began to rotate, as if turning on the switch of the will to fight. The malicious and crazy breath that violates her expression, but is very familiar, flows out like mud, as if even the rain has been dyed black (to be continued.)

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