Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1331: Mae’s three people two

Meeting Mitsui Tsukao and others here was not entirely unexpected. They linked up the known details. There was nothing strange about their encounters and actions. After experiencing these kinds of things, it is only natural for them to have doubts about anyone. Even so, being able to see them alive, even if they are suspicious of me, made me feel sincerely happy.

Compared with Mitsui Tsukao's hesitation, the fortuneteller watched more calmly, and the fitness coach's performance was more emotional, which was also very consistent with their respective personalities.

The fitness coach is very emotional. Although we used to act together and can be called companions, in fact, the friendship between us in the past, under normal circumstances, may get a hug, but it will never be so strong .

Probably because of their constant pressure, they were finally released. I also know this kind of emotion. I don't need to guard against my past companions, or even treat them as being malicious towards me. I am indeed a happy thing.

I feel that the kindness I released was clearly accepted by them. I call them "friends". It's not against my intentions, nor is it a polite language, and I don't have any dark thoughts. Just because they are friends, is it not normal to meet after experiencing many dangers and rush to give a hug?

I understand so. He didn't avoid the chest pressing against his face, and also gave the fitness trainer a strong hug.

"Let me in." I said in a dull voice.

The fitness trainer let me go. The rain had already wetted her hair, sliding down her face, and her eyes were as moist as her face.

"It's been a long time, Gao Chuan." She just said that.

I picked up the long knife and made all three of them care a little, but still acquiesced. They took me to the living room and locked the door again. The lightning exploded outside the window, making the living room white. But then it was engulfed by the shadows. No one turned on the light, as if they were afraid. Something was found by the light, compared with such fear. It seems that darkness is more reassuring.

Before, they only turned on the lights in the room, which seemed to have no ulterior motives. I don't quite understand, but it doesn't matter, they will explain.

In the living room. The woman shrinking in the corner raised her head, her gaze was like a predator in the dark night, her eyes were clearly dark and dark, but they seemed to glow in the dark, allowing people to see clearly. Even these eyes occupied all her sense of existence. From that deep gaze once again, I felt the familiar and terrifying viciousness from the bottom of my heart. There is nothing wrong, it is indeed Zhenjiang. The viciousness hidden in the beautiful humanoid body is the characteristic of all humanoid rivers that I have seen, which is unique to the "true river".

"Jiang." I walked to her in full view. I don't care why she is here, because she can appear in any situation, and may disappear in any situation, "should" and "should not" are in her body, meaningless. She appeared as Zhenjiang, and there was never a pattern. as for me. Her appearance itself meant some information, but for me, she returned to me. This is what I need, all the meaning.

"Achuan, Achuan, Achuan, Achuan, Achuan..." she muttered. Laughing like a madman. Even so, she looked at me as if she was looking at something else. Her gaze began to fade, as if she was caught in some kind of hysteria. And this is exactly what I am familiar with, her appearance.

"Do you know?" The fortuneteller intervened and said doubtfully: "Is it a friend? She is a strange and dangerous mental patient. Gao Chuan, you seem to be sane, it's best to stay away from her."

"Sense?" I asked back, but then smiled, "She is my wife."

Yes, Mae is my wife, not only Mae, but almost all of the humanoid rivers appearing are my wife. This is simply because "Jiang" is its true essence.

The long-lost reunion of the people I like will surely make life incredibly joyful, more exciting than ever. It’s been quite a while since the appearance of Zhenjiang last time, and it’s been quite a while since Fujiang left. However, when I saw Zhenjiang again, there was no such huge emotional fluctuation.

Whether it is Zhenjiang, Fujiang or Zuojiang, their appearance and disappearance have inevitable reasons that I can't understand. Even their own way of existence is a mystery to me. But no matter when the humanoid Jiang appears or disappears, "Jiang" is in my body, but this will not change.

From this perspective, "Jiang" has never left me, and of course they have never left me.

After experiencing so many mysterious events, the disappearance of the humanoid river, in my opinion, the biggest impact is that the "Jiang" can no longer be directly observed. The inability to observe the "Jiang" means that the "Jiang" cannot be defined. When the human-shaped river disappears, the "Jiang" will become an indescribable and incomprehensible thing outside the mind. On the other hand, the form of the humanoid Jiang itself, even if it is still a "monster", will have a part of the nature of "human". In my opinion, it is precisely because it possesses a certain degree of humanity, which can be to some extent , Is recognized and understood by people, so the form of humanoid river can be established.

When Ningyogo disappears, the mystery I have to face is that it is truly unpredictable and unpredictable, and it is even possible to encounter monsters such as the "ultimate weapon" at any time. Even if there is no movement on the surface, I must consider the possibility of a crisis that is difficult to fight with my current ability.

In one sentence, the disappearance of the Ningyo River indicates a huge threat, unknown maliciousness, compared to the situation where the Ningyo River can be observed, the harsh environment and the viciousness of various uncertain factors Development must be increased by at least ten times.

Such a huge pressure, of course, will not give people any sense of security.

Although I have become a fourth-level magicweave messenger, I still feel that, like those vulnerable people, I need enough security. The appearance of Mae gave me a great sense of security.

Yes, I try to be strong, or maybe in the eyes of others, I am strong enough, but I still know exactly how fragile I am. No matter how many times the personality can be reborn in the doomsday illusion. How strong the ability can grow, and there is still a "hospital reality" that cannot be determined whether it is real or illusory, reminding me that I am just a fragile doomsday syndrome patient.

If you have not been to the "Hospital Reality". This feeling of fragility probably won't exist. The situation of "hospital reality", the information released, and the theories that can be understood from the perspective of hospital reality all have a strong sense of existence. I can't ignore it at all, and just treat all of it as a pure nightmare.

I still remember my initial mentality when I entered the "Hospital Reality". It was a cautious suspicion, using a negative perspective to verify that the world is real, or it was just a reality created by some enemies deliberately for prisoners. Illusion. After entering the "Hospital Reality" for a long time, I thought that I was not completely killed by the "Final Weapon", but was in a state of dying. Captured by Doomsday Shinrikyo. The other party cast me into a realistic illusion, with the intention of brainwashing me and turning me into their believer.

And the various conditions of the "hospital reality", even if it appears now, there are many places that conform to the theory of the "doomsday truth", even if there are differences, it can be regarded as a precursor of the "doomsday truth" budding.

In that kind of "hospital reality", I experienced an exploration until death. However, when we find clues, it seems we can go further. He fell ill and died. When it recovers again, it has already arrived in today's doomsday illusion.

All this is like a reincarnation again.

In this reincarnation, only "Jiang" and "Doomsday" run through everything. It's like everything is centered on it, extending to a wider place.

Think about it carefully, although from the perspective of "hospital reality", the concept of "virus" has priority over the concept of "Jiang". However, from the perspective of the "doomsday fantasy", the concept of "Jiang" takes precedence. It was once before the "virus", and the concept of "virus" just didn't exist in the "doomsday illusion", or in other words, it was invisible. The concept of "Jiang" in "Doomsday Illusion" was not clear before the appearance of the humanoid Jiang. On the other hand, when I realized the existence of "Jiang", it was not what I knew, and there was no "Jiang" name.

In the doomsday illusion where I was born, the existence of "virus" and "Jiang" has the highest priority, and the concept is extremely clear. There are only two "final weapons" and "doomsday". And the core, the most powerful mystery, has always revolved around these two concepts-because the doomsday exists, the final weapon appears, and because the final weapon exists, the arrival of the doomsday becomes extremely clear.

The so-called "Jiang" originally referred to the code-named "Jiang", but in fact it was the "Final Weapon 999". It is a doomsday weapon completed by the Doomsday Shinrikyo with the technology of ruling the bureau. It was originally attributable to the "Doomsday Truth" and possessed a number of plural personalities that are still indeterminate. The personality that appeared in front of me for the first time was called "Fu Jiang".

If you use your own experience to record the changes in the concept linearly, then the above is the original concept of "Jiang".

All the following, including the existence of "virus", "Doomsday Illusion" is not as a different space, but as the existence of a huge spiritual world, the establishment of an indescribable foreign body like "Jiang", and even Sakiya and The cognition of the complex identities of Bajing and others, etc., in this linear record are all completed on the basis of this initial concept.

In my eyes, the name "Gaochuan" originally only pointed to my personality. Sakuya and Hakkei also exist as a single entity, and they don't have such a complicated background as they are today.

The first me, the first world I observed, was a world that seemed very complicated, but actually very simple.

Now, the world I observe has become dizzy, and it is even impossible to distinguish the real from the illusory. It is too complicated, and it makes it difficult to find the most essential observation point.

In the past, I never thought that the world I observed would expand to this extent.

However, no matter how much I yearn for a simple world, when the world becomes complicated in the observation of the self, it is difficult to go back to the past.

When recording my own experience as an adventure novel, I occasionally think like this: Is the current self really caught in the enemy's trap? Is it possible that the world has always seemed to be simple, but only my observations have become complicated and at a loss because of the intentional guidance of certain enemies?

But. Then I gave up this kind of thinking, because while it would deny the suffering caused by the complex world, it would also deny what once existed in the complex world. Those beautiful things.

I have to act in accordance with the current worldview, there is no doubt about it.

And the humanoid river, including "Zhenjiang", as the object of direct observation of "Jiang", has meaning to me not only in the simple world of the past.

On the other hand. Although its concept and meaning of existence have always become more complex, but at the same time, it has become more and more important. It has completely surpassed the original concept and meaning of the "final weapon 999" and has become a kind of observational world and Own, the most basic and core reference.

There is only one thing, and it has not changed. It still runs through everything I have experienced, and it is an object that I cannot give up. Even if "she" becomes "it". I still love.

"Mae" is my wife. Her abnormality and irrationality further interpret her essence-human beings cannot understand her, so she is regarded as a mental patient.

The former is my explanation of the relationship between myself and Mae, while the latter is my attempt to understand her, but I can’t tell others like this, because other people cannot accept it without my experience. Such an understanding.

My answer made the three of Mitsui Tsukao a little bit astonished. But in retrospect, it was another awkward expression, as if there were many emotions and thoughts, but because it was too complicated. It is difficult to describe with expressions and words.

"Wife?" the fitness trainer repeated, sighing, did not say anything, just shrugged to the other two.

I didn't lie, when they obviously didn't believe it. Their eyes seemed to be looking at a young mental patient who had fallen into delusion. but. I don't have any irritation at the look in my eyes, because it is normal to look at me this way. On the contrary, because they think I am abnormal, they are relatively normal. Precisely because I know that I am not normal, I still have common sense and can still distinguish what is normal and abnormal.

In order to distinguish between "normal" and "abnormal", a person must first have standards for distinguishing. This standard varies from person to person in theory, but in reality, it must be recognized by the most people as "common sense". Under such a premise, "the mental patient thinks that he is normal, and others are not normal" is not true and meaningless, because the common sense of mental patients is not the common sense recognized by the most people. Such common sense is common in humans. In society, it cannot be used as a criterion for judging "normal" and "abnormal".

All monsters, the common sense they possess, are definitely not common sense recognized by the majority of people, and the criteria for judging things are often not accepted by the majority. It is a "minority" and thus is regarded as Something lonely and fragile.

In all works, monsters are always lonely, will be crusaded, and eventually knocked down. Unless they have common sense recognized by most people, they will be "charming", "human", and thus be "charmed" and "human." liberation".

These works will make people not afraid of monsters, but in fact, if real monsters exist, they will definitely not be as people think.

After all, people look at monsters based on human common sense, and human common sense is "superior in number" and reflects social consciousness.

Therefore, human beings do not know how powerful the monsters that completely violate the theorem of "superior in number" in the true sense are.

As the person closest to such a monster, he understands better than most people how powerful it is.

Even so, I still don't want to be a monster, just because my physiology may no longer belong to human beings, but my human nature and common sense still meet the standards of human society.

I can understand Mitsui Tsukao's strange emotions and all their small movements.

"Anyway--" Mitsui Tsukao wanted to make a round~IndoMTL.com~ But after starting, he didn't seem to know how to go on. He just sighed and sat on the sofa as if The bones were all taken out. They really encountered a situation that made them at a loss, and now they have not made up their minds about what to do next, and what to say to me.

The fortuneteller turned out from the kitchen, threw me a towel, and entered the room again, planning to get me a set of dry clothes.

"Sorry, there is no water here." The fitness instructor said, "We can't do it even if we want to take a hot bath. It's really uncomfortable."

"Why are you here?" I asked as I wiped my hair with a towel.

"Where else can I go if I don't stay here?" Mitsui Tsukao said with a sullen face, "We escaped. Those people would not let us go. If it weren't for Mae, it would have been long ago. Finished playing."

"So—"I glanced at this Mitsui Tsukao, then turned my eyes to the fortune-teller who walked out of the room, and the fitness trainer who was sitting across from him, "You can tell me carefully, what have you encountered? Did things become like this?" (To be continued.)