Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1373: Warm Corpse II
?? When I was still in the Central Duchy, I also took Fu Jiang home. In the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li, "Fu Jiang" was like a ghost that only I could see. ∽↗∽↗, I did not expect that this time Zhenjiang used cancerous reproduction to erode the secret of the mysterious expert "Mushishi", and then showed Fujiang. Such Fujiang's image in the monitoring equipment would be in such a form.
—corpse.
A scene like makes people shudder at the first thought. For normal people, it is absolutely weird to interact with the corpse as their relatives and lovers. I don't remember that in the past, Fujiang, which existed in this form, was the same as it is now when it was observed in the surveillance pictures, it was just the corpse of an eroded person. However, none of the people we were with at the time did not seem to have too many doubts.
Is it just because of the influence of Dr. Ruan Li? Is this observational rejection of Fu Jiang’s existence only in the body of Dr. Ruan Li?
Another possibility is that I really have a mental problem, or that Fu Jiang really just appeared by my side in a spiritual image-but it is also difficult for me to accept. The one who has been by his side and affectionate with him is only a corpse.
From the past to the present, I have been exposed to many weird and extraordinary situations. However, seeing the surveillance video played by Dr. Ruan Li still makes me feel a little uncomfortable.
"I have processed the body of the female patient, do you want to confirm it?" Dr. Ruan Li calmly said to me, "But if there is really something special-that body is being processed At the time, it was very warm and the internal organs were fresh, except for the brain waves. Cell activity and organ functioning have not stopped. Therefore, if the brain waves have not completely disappeared, it may be regarded as a vegetable."
"Warm corpse..." I looked away from the screen, and couldn't help squeezing my palm, as if there was still something left there. The feeling of Fu Jiang **.
" Before this post-mortem examination of this female patient named Crasset Ben Mitterrand, all the records showed that although her condition was serious, there was nothing too special about her. However, her The corpse is not the same as the corpses of other patients.” Dr. Ruan Li seemed to be considering the words, “Perhaps, during your contact with her, the interaction on the spiritual level contributed to her physical changes. For the'Human Completion Project', it is a very important sample. I think that the emergence of'Fujie' is the key point before and after the change. I want to confirm whether Krasset was alive or dead when you saw Fujiang. ?"
"...Fujiang only appeared after she died." I was silent for a moment, and then I answered.
"Really?" Doctor Ruan Li was also silent for a while. "Where is Zhenjiang? In the diary you recorded, Zhenjiang and Fujiang are connected more closely than Zuojiang, and the probability of the two appearing one after the other is very high. This time, Zhenjiang also appeared. Right?"
"Yes. Mae killed Crasset and invaded her **** before turning into Tomie." I answered calmly.
"Well, this process...maybe you don’t remember. But, A Chuan, you actually recorded it in your diary. The situation is often like this: Jin Jiang is the beginning of the abnormality, and Fu Jiang is the abnormal situation is determined. The result afterwards.” Dr. Ruan Li said as he took out a small notebook from his pocket. The notebook is full of notes and bookmarks. The cover is full of strong personal style, and you can see that it is a personal item at a glance. She seemed to record everything she thought was important in this notebook. Turning it over at this time, she quickly found what she wanted to confirm.
"Yes, although the original record is Tomoe, but counting the subsequent records, the number of times that Mae appears alone is about the same as the number of times Tomoe appears alone. The probability of the two appearing in succession is as high as 90%. ... What is puzzling is Zuo Jiang. Compared with the connection between Zhen Jiang and Fu Jiang, her appearance and disappearance seem a bit isolated." Dr. Ruan Li muttered to herself, "Actually, I prefer, Zhenjiang and Fujiang really represent the psychological bias towards abnormal performance, while Zuojiang expresses a kind of longing and longing more, it is Achuan, your desire for motherhood, and your imagination of ideal women. If it is true In this way, Zuo Jiang is actually your favorite image, and your pursuit of Zhen Jiang and Fu Jiang..."
She raised her eyes to look at me, and said bluntly: "You are ill, that is why you have a desire for Mae and Tomie."
"I thought mom would say that my desire for Zhenjiang and Fujiang proves that I am a pervert." I hugged my head. Although Dr. Ruan Li analyzed my heart in this way, I was a little restless, but, This does not mean that I think what she said is correct. However, whether right or wrong, such an expression is equally embarrassing.
"No. The logical order is important. Mae is already dead, and the Mae and Tomie you see now are all illusions based on your mental illness. You don’t want them, but They were born when you were sick.” Dr. Ruan Li emphasized: “In the final analysis, your spirit is inherently unstable. When I found you, your mental state was already showing some bad signs. .Perhaps, Zhenjiang’s death was just a trigger, not the cause of the initial illness."
"Mom, what do you mean. Actually before Zhen Jiang..." I don't know much about the "Death of Zhen Jiang" mentioned by Dr. Ruan Li at this time, even though I became "this repeater world" The only Gaochuan", but he does not have too deep memory of "the memory that Gaochuan of the repeater world should have", and the "past" that may exist in itself exists in a form of "dimmed impression". of.
So, in this repeater world, how exactly did Zhen Jiang die? What happened during that period? I only said "Ah, there was such a thing after Dr. Ruan Li mentioned it." , But I can’t remember the specific situation.
"Yes. According to recent research results, your condition was not only long before the erosion of White Claudia, but also before Mae's death. Although it was a few years old, it was not enough. However, I have assumed that you are actually a congenital mentally ill patient.” Dr. Ruan Li looked at me with a painful look, “And this congenital mental illness is due to your genes, nerves and even Certain organs and tissues have congenital and invisible defects. Your mental illness is not caused by experiencing certain things. It is because you are born with a defective body."
Although I don’t think, there is nothing else that can surprise me now. However, when I heard that Dr. Ruan Li made such a judgment, I still couldn't help but grow my mouth.
I want to say something, but I can't think of anything. In my mind, Dr. Ruan Li's conclusion was somewhat ridiculous, but he couldn't laugh at all. Treat it as absurd. But I can't let myself not care about it at all, or assume that it is true, but it makes people feel that maybe there is no such thing at all.
After all, this is just the inside of the Las Vegas repeater in the doomsday illusion. The judgment made by Dr. Ruan Li here...
At this moment, Dr. Ruan Li spoke: "If you don’t take this world as real, then. No matter what I say, you will subconsciously feel repulsive, right? But. If you do this, it can be in your heart. There is a nail left in the depths, so that at a certain moment in the future, if you are very concerned about this moment, the purpose of saying these words to you will be achieved. A person’s knowledge of the world depends to a large extent on What he cares about. What he does not care about, what he wants to have, and what he wants to forget, these factors will shape people's outlook on the world and life. Determine what kind of person he will become. Perhaps, a person will inevitably have to meet He doesn’t want to accept the situation that he doesn’t want to admit, but that instead means that he must first have what he wants to accept and want to admit."
"If I care..." I couldn't help but follow her.
"If you care, then no matter what kind of illusion you will be lost in, you can definitely wake up in this world again. No matter, this world is illusion or reality to you." Dr. Ruan Li Smiling and touching my head, "Because, I know that this world is real. It will not disappear just because you think it is an illusion. What can ruin this world will only be the end, not you , Achuan. You must keep this in mind, if you make a mistake, it will be wasted. Just like those patients...now those in the seminar."
"Are those people...?" I was a little puzzled. Dr. Ruan Li's grasp of the situation seemed to surpass my intelligence and judgment.
"They were influenced by Claudia White and thought that their hallucinations would become real, but in fact, it was Claudia White who was really changing the world, not them who were in the hallucinations. They thought they were themselves The illusion that drives the white Claudia, or can affect the white Claudia, and then affect the doomsday. However, this cognition is precisely the illusion caused by the spiritual erosion of the white Claudia." Ruan Li The doctor gave an invisible wry smile, "Humans will kill themselves because of their own thoughts, but they will not bring about the real end of the world. Humans are far from reaching the point where they can destroy the world, but only physically. For the status of the most senior primate on the planet, they have this illusion. Faced with a white Claudia who can bring doomsday in a real sense, they think that they can be like the past, in a short-term and radical plan. , Unrestrictedly elevated himself to the same position, and then replaced the white Claudia, but this is nothing but the arrogance of being a person."
Dr. Ruan Li said very carefully: "Perhaps, humans can really stop the doomsday, but it is definitely not because humans can defeat the white Claudia. Although the white Claudia brought the doomsday, this The two can be treated separately and must be treated separately, otherwise, humans have no chance of winning."
I was silent for a while, and replied: "It's really complicated."
"Yes, it is so complicated. You have to clarify the clues in the complexity before you can understand what your goal is." Dr. Ruan Li's tone suddenly became a little sad, "But, even if you understand, there are still More difficulties stand in the way. To be honest, A Chuan, I sometimes hope that this world is really just an illusion of you, and then, it only takes one of your thoughts, one prayer, and a kind of psychological change to change. The fate of this world... is very negative, right? But every time the research on White Claudia yields a certain result, I can’t help but think about it."
Dr. Ruan Li’s expression made her look very weak at this moment, from her tall and straight figure. I couldn’t help but hugged her tightly and said, “I don’t know, this kind of thing is good. In fact, I don’t care about what is real and what is just an illusion. The diary I wrote is for me. , Is the most real experience, which constitutes all of me. However, if it is recorded, it means that the situation it involves is painful, and I can also burn it. Without hesitation."
I took a deep breath and continued: "For me, the most important thing is you. I hope you, and even more people, no matter which world you are in, as long as you are You can smile wherever you are, and live peacefully and happily. For this, I can pay all the price I can pay!"
Yes~IndoMTL.com~ Whether it’s the fantasy world or the real world, distinguish between the two and make a choice, so that people on one side are happy, and people on the other side are suffering. To me, it has long been meaningless. Because I have long been unable to distinguish between where is the illusion and where is the reality.
Therefore, I can only choose to let the people on both sides of the scale, those who I love, have the same happiness and the same peace.
That’s why I will pursue the incredible, even unrealistic existence in common sense. Go after the unknown witch, observe the inhuman "Jiang", and confirm the existence of such a "virus" beyond imagination.
Only when these incredible things exist, can they have the power to create incredible results and achieve incredible wishes. But real, ordinary humans, in any case, can't accomplish the real "miracle", can they?
I have to do this. And I am the only Gaochuan who has set foot on this road. At the same time, I also hope that Gao Chuan, Dorothy, and the color who are walking on another more "steady" road can stop me-if I am really wrong, then, at least I hope they are right. However, if they can't stop me, then I can only do my best and can't look back. (To be continued..)u