Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1383: Despair erodes
I have been walking along the mountain road, and the ashes are scattered on the windbreaker and hood, but only a thin layer is attached. More parts will volatilize into a gray mist in a very short time. However, since I just When I woke up, the gray mist that filled this area no longer thickened. Where did the theoretically accumulated gray fog due to the fall of the ashes go? According to common sense, it is of course consumed by certain mysterious phenomena. However, the scope of these ashes and fog covers the entire peninsula in the nightmare. If the fog that occurs in my place does not increase, it is common, then, this This mysterious phenomenon that consumes gray fog is bound to be huge and profound.
The ability of the four-level magic pattern can control the aftermath of the temporary data hedging phenomenon to a certain extent, and the mysterious phenomenon that occurs in the entire nightmare environment is of course also a temporary data hedging phenomenon, and its scale is also certain A huge aftermath will be formed, which will then be sensed by the fourth-level magic lines. If the mysterious phenomenon has a core location, then, following this induction, it is of course possible to lock the exact position.
I think that my series of intuitions based on the current situation is likely to be a manifestation of this kind of "lock-in". With my naked eyes, I can’t distinguish the specific event, nor can I observe the flow of the gray mist. However, if I am the fourth-level magicweave messenger, even if the hunter’s seal is still working, it must still be subtly generated. Effect.
I galloped in a swift state, not deliberately avoiding the weirdness that appeared along the way. There are a lot of new weirdness, but after leaving the place where they were originally located, they can be vaguely noticed that their distribution is still regular. It is not just generated in the "place where the ashes accumulate the most", it seems that there is also a kind of "no". Produced in the right way" restriction.
was laid and excavated. On mountain trails full of artificial atmosphere, the most common one is still the original type of weirdness. And farther away, although it was obscured by gray fog. You can still feel the strong aura produced by the gathering of the new born weirdness. They do not seem to be close to the "right road".
However, whether it is the new weird or the old weird. In addition to the differences in appearance, it is difficult to judge which party is weirder, which party is more mysterious, and which party is more aggressive in nature or other characteristics. Even if there is a deep research on the occult, it is generally impossible to judge this kind of thing. As far as I can imagine, the reasons for these new weirdness are actually quite complicated. Whether it is the actions of a mysterious organization that invaded the nightmare, or simply a change in the deepest night. Even the interference of the behind-the-scenes hand that I am familiar with, and so on, individually mentioned that it is the primary cause of the current change, can not let me relieved.
Nowadays, the organizations, people, and non-humans involved in the deepest night have become too complex, and their relevance even spans this Las Vegas repeater, doomsday fantasy and hospital reality. More likely, it is a unique existence such as the color center, exerting influence and interference from the "root" method. The change in the whole situation is completely unimaginable. Never in a grasp.
My thinking can not bring me the slightest change in the situation, but can only make me sure. In the process of plan implementation, what level of opponents need to be dealt with.
First of all, the three most direct enemies, the Doomsday Sect, the Nazis, and the 51st District, each have the support of "repeaters" and monsters such as "ultimate weapons". The direct combat power to participate in the war.
In addition to the seemingly ineffective network ball, the "Marceau" of the repeater controller has also appeared in secret. It is not yet sure whether to join the "Super Dorothy". And I have to imagine that it has begun to interfere with the situation as the "color center."
and I am alone.
Only in terms of quantity. The pressure on me has always been great. Even if the quality is relatively high, if you don't rely on the power of "Jiang". And just as the identity of the fourth-level magic pattern messenger, this kind of pressure does not necessarily show any signs of diminishing.
Why do I have to do this? Why must we save those people? Does this salvation make sense? If you turn a blind eye, does it have no effect on the plan you want to implement? To be more direct, I must answer this question deep in my heart: Does everything I do make sense? Does it contribute to the determined plan itself? Or is it that such a perceptual act is actually just pulling one's hind legs?
Everyone facing pressure will inevitably ask themselves the reasons for the pressure, and I am no exception.
Even, every moment, such questions will sound in my heart.
When I kill the weird; when the weird surrounds me; when the ashes fall and the gray mist is angry; when there is no progress and get stuck in the situation; when I see the results of my own efforts, its The impact is actually not as good as expected.
These problems will become more and more serious, more and more confusing, frustrating and even desperate.
However, when I face those poor people who are totally unaware and just indifferent to bear the inevitable despair, when I talk to them, I talk to them about stories about themselves, those limitations I can't completely ignore them when they are aware of their own worldview.
In fact, if you think about it carefully, even if you give up the entire gathering place, wait until the nightmare monster in the depths of Las Vegas arrives, and then gather with other mysterious organization "monsters" to kill that guy, and then one by one. Solving the remaining monsters of the other mysterious organizations-this kind of frontal rigidity, relying on the power of "Jiang" to kill all possible and impossible opponents, is undoubtedly crude, straightforward and simple.
Any extra actions besides that will lead to more complicated chaining, which in turn will produce more unexpected results, and ultimately make the execution of the plan more variable.
Anyway, as long as I control this Las Vegas repeater, as long as I master this Las Vegas repeater before everything in this world is destroyed, then, in this relay Before the "doomsday" of the computer world arrives, it should be possible to adjust it?
As long as you really control the repeater, you can do whatever you want with the repeater world-this kind of thought has been interfering with my judgment of everything.
However, the cautious mind of being a mystery expert. And I have to ask: if I control the repeater, can I really do whatever I want with the repeater world today? If this is the case, the Nazis should be more powerful. And if the Nazis for some reason. And can't do whatever you want, then. What are my own advantages that can make me do better than the Nazis?
To take a step back, if I can really control the repeater, and the "doomsday process" that has appeared in the repeater world can be interfered by manipulating the repeater, and ultimately prevented. Then, zoom in to the entire "doomsday illusion" itself, and the "doomsday" that has always plagued people, is it also to prevent it in a similar way? However. All the situations I have seen so far are against this.
"Doom" no matter where it is, whether it is the hospital reality, the doomsday fantasy or the repeater world, is like a huge and complex trajectory of destiny, a result that will eventually arrive—whatever anyone does Regardless of its original intention, the impact of its specific behavior is only to promote the arrival of this result.
As a result, everyone’s behavior nowadays. Will be included in the fate of "promoting the end." And suppose I can defeat all the enemies and finally seize this Las Vegas repeater, this "capture" itself. It will also become the cause of this repeater world to accelerate to the end.
This hypothesis is terrible, and once made countless mystery experts despair of their existence. If it is an ordinary person, because they have not personally experienced this kind of omen, this hypothesis can be regarded as "nonsense" or "negative thinking" and discarded. However, every time mystery experts experience a mysterious event, they will feel this symptom very strongly, and many of the situations they encounter seem to prove this hypothesis.
Under this assumption. Any "doing something" is "malignant", and "doing nothing" will not change anything. In the end, the "malignant" cannot be changed, for anyone who has a good idea. This is despair. And this kind of experience is one of the reasons why many mystery experts finally switch to "Doomsday Truth".
When I look at myself, I can always realize that this sense of despair has a stronger impact than ever before. Perhaps, the enemy who really prevents me from doing what makes me unable to escape from the complicated thinking labyrinth is not a specific mysterious organization or individual, but this sense of despair.
If you are just a type of "just look at your eyes", it would be fine. I thought about that once.
Complicated thinking and negative answers will not make me feel nothing, because as long as there is a little gap in my heart, I will immediately be filled with deep despair and fear.
I instinctively swung a long knife to kill all the weirdness that was visible before me. The motivation to wield a weapon is not only to want to do something, to cross the heart of despair and fear, but also to be driven by the terrible future that oneself envisions. It seems that as long as you stop, it means that you will be overtaken by despair and fear.
On the mountain road I passed, the weird was beheaded and then reappeared. The number of them has not decreased, just left behind by me. After slaying the last weird standing in front of him, the wooden stakes that distinguished the cemetery from the surrounding land were already in sight. I walked up and paused in front of the wooden stakes. Here, I can already see those pieces of tombstones that are slanted or upright or collapsed-the gray fog here is particularly stagnant, but the recent tombstones Above, the name of the deceased "Gaochuan" is very conspicuous.
I hesitated a little and came here by instinct. However, upon arriving at the actual location, there was a sudden urge to "don't want to continue" haunting me.
I walked aside and looked back at the gathering place at the foot of the mountain. From here, I could see the misty panorama. Although the outline of the building became faint, I could still feel the calm and depressive atmosphere inside. It is this atmosphere that gives me greater courage. The self-question that was constantly entangled in the heart disappeared, and all the thoughts about "worth and unworthy", all the feelings about "destiny and despair", gradually faded at this moment.
I don’t know when I will hesitate again, and will produce the kind of despair of forced thinking, but now, at least I can step into the cemetery of "Gaochuan".
I stepped over the wooden stake that was the "line of demarcation", and the place that was originally obscured by the gray fog seemed to become a little clearer. I suddenly felt someone looking at me. I turned around sensitively and saw a familiar figure standing in front of a tombstone only ten steps away from me. However, I feel that he was actually not there before. He seemed to be coming for me. He looked at these tombstones, and didn't have any taste of sightseers and mourners, but was exploring something. He also seemed to be surprised by the "Gaochuan" name on these tombstones.
In fact, even earlier, people from Doomsday Shinrikyo or the 51st District had already visited this cemetery and dug their graves. I don't know what they took away, and how the corpses that have been buried under these tombstones have become, or whether they are really the corpses of those people, whether there are corpses, or other mysterious things.
But no matter what they take, I can be sure that they will come back.
Because of course, the altar on the top of the mountain cannot be just a "inexplicable and useless historical heritage", and its existence certainly has a deeper meaning. And to use this meaning to hold some ceremonies has always been the usual method of Doomsday Truth. The 51st district, which cooperates with Doomsday Shinrikyo, wants to launch a huge mysterious phenomenon to pull the nightmare in Las Vegas, and use the "liberation force" of the deep night to liberate the nightmare in Las Vegas. The monster of the place, making good use of every piece of special meaning in this nightmare is the best and necessary choice.
Any expert with a certain level of experience~IndoMTL.com~ can easily get a judgment similar to mine. It became inevitable for them to gather in this area. I will not feel the slightest difference because of seeing familiar people here. On the contrary, if this area is really overlooked, it will be a surprise that people will be caught off guard.
"You changed another image, Converser." I said to the man.
Interviewer, the person who has betrayed the team after me, but I have become an independent executor, and his position is more inclined to the truth of the end. As a powerful consciousness walker, he already has too many records to prove himself, and he does not need to explain why he appeared in this cemetery at this moment.
To be precise, it is the strangest that he does not come.
He just probably came earlier than the others. (To be continued)