Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1419: Isolated person
A monster like Novsky is not an easy enemy. I'm sure that although it was once oppressed by me and beaten into a mess, the attack intensity at the time was still not enough to make him. Completely collapse the real dragon fairy emperor. [Think about it conversely, since this "son of destiny" is a monster created by the power of the repeater in the 51st area, it is the ultimate weapon against other mysterious organizations, and it carries a critical mission, which is definitely not the case. Get killed easily. Moreover, if my overload state is "no loss at all", it may be able to add a bit of strength. However, it is not what I think can be improved, and I can continue to improve. The physical trauma is already very obvious.
Even if this is just a nightmare world of consciousness, the blood shed and the heavy load it bears cannot be regarded as illusory things that will disappear after waking up from a dream.
The appearance of other mysterious experts also proved that the confrontation between me and the 51st District was entirely in their observations. As an important part of the plan, the 51st District, which "shoulders heavy responsibilities," even if it appears to be downright, its ability to continue the battle is by no means as exhausted as the one seen in front of them.
What I want to fight against is not an independent and isolated mysterious organization, but a national violent organization with many partners.
There are many reasons for me to stop the violent attack before. Although the battle can be simple, the reason and purpose behind the battle are extremely complicated. I know that I must compromise, and in fact, this is not the first time I have compromised. I know very well that I can act recklessly, but I have to bear the consequences of acting recklessly.
Then, we can only wait. As the rivets said, venting must be modest and more intense. A more critical battle is coming.
I don't have a mysterious organization to which I belong, I am alone. The mystery expert standing quietly on the other side, although most of them are members, they are also a consortium of many mysterious organizations. Only Novsky is left in the 51st district. But there is still a huge organization behind Novsky. The people of Doomsday Shinrikyo are not in harmony with the people here, but they must hide nearby and keep an eye on the progress of the situation here. The only thing like me is Father Edward, who has temporarily separated from Doomsday Shinrikyo, but since he is on that side, it proves that they have some kind of agreement with each other. The relationship managed through the agreement is more consolidated than the friendship between me and John Bull.
I'm not complaining about myself, why don't I develop relationships and form organizations. I know very well that I don't actually need to do those things. I am quite sure. Your own plan can be completed only by yourself, and dragging other people in will not increase or decrease the success rate.
It’s just that my emotions are still human and social, and it’s not easy to be isolated. Even if this is self-seeking, it is what I consider necessary.
The observations for linkage determination are being searched. The overload state gradually decreased to normal, and I wiped the blood from my eyes, nose and ears, physical and mental pain. It swept across the body like a wave. I found a corner, put down my shield and serrated sword, leaned on the rock, ignored the gazes of other mysterious experts, and just rested peacefully. If they think that I am powerless to fight, they can focus on other people who come with me. [Quick update, refreshing website pages, few ads, no pop-ups, I like this kind of website the most, it’s great if you have to praise it.
Unfortunately, I don't think. Their vigilance towards me will change because of my embarrassment at this time.
Marceau, Rivets, and other members of the mysterious organization leaders talk in a low voice. Even if you don't deliberately eavesdrop, you can feel that they are communicating about my previous situation. I think that in the previous battle with Novsky, I am afraid that they have completed the update of the battle data of the fourth-level Mageweave Messenger. In the next battle, if I was still overloaded before, it would be impossible to beat them by surprise.
I once thought that the previous battle might destroy the sacrifice ceremony. I have been hesitating in my heart whether to deliberately destroy the sacrifice ritual. If the magic circle is destroyed, I will not feel sorry, but if it is not destroyed, I do not plan to do more tricks.
The bonfire under the blood moon was blazing. I stared at the five flames and saw countless "Gaochuan" walking to the top of the mountain one by one, walking into the magic circle that was divided by cracks but still functioning perfectly, and finally became Part of the campfire. There is an indescribable feeling that breeds from the bottom of my heart, Emperor Wu Tian. It was not sorrow, nor disappointment, nor any kind of negative emotion, on the contrary, there was a feeling that one's own shackles were being lifted little by little.
If you insist on describing it, it's probably "liberation".
There are too many clues that this deep night is closely related to me. The term "power of liberation" has been repeated many times, but I actually don't fully understand what "power of liberation" is. A power can only be guessed based on the surface meaning of the vocabulary. Any phenomenon that makes me feel close to the concept of "liberation" will be associated with it. However, these associations cannot form a clear outline, and cannot give me a clear understanding of the meaning of the entire deep night and the ultimate essence of the power of liberation in my heart.
In short, what I know is that "The Deepest Night" and "The Power of Liberation" are deeply connected with the reality of the "Hospital Reality". It is possible that someone is dealing with something that is closely related to me. , Conduct some kind of experiment. I remember that my body in the "Hospital Reality" has collapsed. The situation at this time also means that even in the case of change, the hospital reality can still do something about the residue of "Gaochuan".
I don’t have any special thoughts about this. When I was in "Hospital Reality", I already knew that "Gaochuan" had an agreement with the hospital very early, and most of the research and research results afterwards, It's all based on that agreement. The end of the doomsday syndrome patients is very miserable. Without the cooperation of "Takakawa", Sakuya, Hakjing, Marceau, Seiro, and Dorothy will not even be as good as their current state, not to mention the appearance of a fascination center. Super Dorothy, like this, seems to bring a glimmer of change.
No matter how miserable "Gao Chuan" is in the eyes of other people, it is like experimenting with a guinea mouse, and it will be played with after death. But for "Gaochuan" itself, even from my perspective, it is already the best result. My enemy is the "virus" first, and then it may be the "hospital" because of the "virus". Therefore, even a dark and powerful institution like the "Hospital" has to compromise on the "Gaochuan" to a certain extent.
The death of "Gao Chuan" has nothing to do with the "Hospital". On the contrary, it is most wanted to let the special experimental subject "Kao Chuan" survive. Probably it is the "hospital" itself. To a certain extent, what the hospital has done to "Gaochuan" can be regarded as a trial and analysis of "virus", but. Even if "Gaochuan" and "Hospital" cooperate sincerely, so far none of them can really talk about successful results.
Maybe, the actual situation in the hospital is also very frustrating. "Virus" is not an object to be negotiated, and it is not a special case that only exists in a few people. The meaning of the term "virus" inherently includes infectiousness, and among the various difficulties that hospitals face, there is a problem of time.
How did the "virus" spread? In what form does it exist in the human body? What is the law of its active and quiet periods? It then expands to a more terrifying question: Are people all over the world facing the threat of a "virus"? And under what circumstances will such a threat suddenly erupt? When it broke out. Do people have corresponding means?
Unfortunately, the answers to these questions, even in the "hospital", could not be found. so. Everyone must prepare for the worst: human beings all over the world have no resistance to the "virus" and will become patients with doomsday syndrome at the moment the "virus" breaks out, even those in the "hospital" who are studying the virus. Experts, the sources of funds that support the "hospitals" are no exception.
For patients, hospitals are powerful. It's like a dark cage, but. The hospital itself is also in the same huge despair, precarious.
The end of the world. For the "hospital reality", it is not far away.
So, what the "hospital" can achieve is not only to satisfy the conspiracy of certain people, the interests of certain groups and the like, but it really involves the safety of human beings all over the world. From this perspective, what Dr. Ruan Li and others are doing in the repeater world at the moment and what happened on this peninsula also corresponds to the situation that the "hospital reality" is about to face.
From the hospital reality to the doomsday fantasy, from the doomsday fantasy to the repeater world, and from the repeater world back to the hospital reality, there is a very complex and very close relationship between what is happening, Jianao Zhutian . It's like a net, bringing together the world I can observe.
If you want to analyze these complicated relationships, sort them out, and solve them one by one, I think it's impossible to do it in the remaining time. If you want to get rid of the end of the world, you can only use decapitation tactics, and use the same tactics as surprise attacks to remove the root cause. This is the essence of my plan. It's easy to say, but it's difficult to do it. Because the opponent is not something that knows the bottom line, but something that is incomprehensible, unimaginable, and beyond human intelligence. All the information about it that is inferred based on one's own experience is superficial. What's more frightening is that it is possible that "everyone feels, experiences, and observes everything" is entirely driven by this opponent.
How can we make a beheading blow to such an opponent? This is the goal to be aimed at in every link of my plan. Every step of the plan must bring me closer to this opponent. When I get close enough to it, I must also hold a weapon that can affect it before I can let it go.
And how to judge whether the plan has really brought you close to this unpredictable enemy, and whether you already have weapons that can affect it? There is no specific and detailed method of judging, and it depends entirely on my own feelings. As for whether my feelings are worth relying on, I only answer subjectively-since I am special, my feelings should be more acute and accurate than any doomsday patient, right?
My plan is not specific to a certain event, but lies in my own feelings. "I think it can be done this way", "I feel that I am closer", "I think it's better to do this in the handling of this matter", etc., completely subjective and emotional, to promote each of my own action.
From a utilitarian point of view, I actually don’t need to care about the outcome of a certain event. Whether it’s a good or a bad result, it’s enough to make me feel "good for the plan" in terms of perceptual and intuition. It's just that, with my sensibility and intuition as my motivation and direction indicator, of course, it is impossible to completely rationally look at the quality of each result. Therefore, I am very aware of the level of contradiction that I am trying to do things that make other people seem crazy and do no good.
By the standards of human behavior, being isolated means failure. As a fourth-level magicweave messenger, I am not superior in terms of ability. Probably in the eyes of normal people, it is the right way to maintain a "helpful" relationship with more people. However, in my perceptual intuition, there are many "can be helped" choices, which are actually wrong. On the contrary, I have fallen into such an embarrassed and isolated situation. It may not be right, but it is not wrong.
I hugged my knees~IndoMTL.com~ I watched the bonfire, watching the alienated "Gaochuan", one after another became part of the bonfire, the huge and emotional thoughts were like infused with flame retardant. Becomes swift and scorching hot. In this state, I can always feel more clearly than usual, whether what I have done so far is "promoting the plan" or "regressing the plan".
All of my choices and actions are not all promoting the progress of the plan, and there are also parts that hinder the plan. However, the progress of the promotion is greater than the progress of the hindrance. Generally speaking, the plan is still moving forward. I must admit that I like this feeling. Compared with the uncomfortable feelings of being isolated as a spoiler by others, it is not worth mentioning.
At the same time, I don't think that my mentality at this time is completely unknown. I am not a real psychologist, but there are real psychologists over there who can infer the mental state of the other person based on the "smell" that a person exudes and his behavior.
I am isolated and, at the same time, transparent to others. I was understood, but because I was analyzed clearly, I was wary. These mystery experts did not think that I was mysterious and became hostile out of the mentality of preventing accidents, but because they knew that I was the enemy, so they became hostile.