Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1451: I am not me
I woke up from the haziness, still having a perception of "I", and did not lose any memory, as if the previous death was just an illusion, but now I am really the me of the past? I examine the activities of my limbs and brain, and feel the smell in the air. Under the blood moon, gusts of wind howled, or piercing or roaring waves followed by waves, the earth was trembling, and flying sand and rocks slapped on the body. Even if this body is covered in armor, it does not weaken the perception of the external environment, as if this armor is the outermost skin.
The crimson and black textures are interlaced, and the armor is drawn into a complicated and industrial-looking pattern. The texture of the armor is not metal, but more like an organic carapace, giving people a very hard feeling. If you insist on saying something similar, of course, it is the elementary life hidden in the ruins of the ruling bureau. However, I don't feel that I have become an elementary life. Maybe I should say that my current self is like a shell of an imitation elementary life.
What is the difference between me now and me in the past? I... really merged with the dark Raven Knight? When these doubts appeared, there was another question. When I was thinking at this time, was it my past self or Carmen thinking? Or is it the dark Raven Knight thinking? This question has just appeared, there is an answer: only 4√ is "I" thinking.
I am still me, but I am not the Gao Chuan from the past, nor the dark Raven Rider. Human cells continue to metabolize, and they almost become new cells from head to toe every once in a while, and the accumulation of memory and experience will also change ideologies such as personality, spirit, and psychology. There is such a scientific hypothesis that since the human body will be renewed once due to metabolism within a period of time, the human consciousness will also change due to various factors, then. Compared with the self in the past, the self formed by the combination of the two can be regarded as a completely different person?
I am not interested in this scientific hypothesis. From the supervisory and perceptual point of view, the self I admit is of course the current self. However, because of this, I cannot say whether the "Gaochuan" represented by the present self and the past self are the same. If not, then, am I a continuation of the past or a complete change of the past?
The only thing I can be sure of. I also think that the only fact that makes sense to me is the subjective perception of "I am still Gaochuan", and that's all. Even if there is any theory that can prove that I and the past me are two different beings at all, I don't think those theories have any meaning. On the contrary, since I think I am Gaochuan, it means. The assumptions and choices made by me in the past are correct.
The current me is the correct result.
The dark Raven Knight disappeared. The complicated pattern that encompassed heaven and earth disappeared. As soon as I opened my eyes, I was in a wasteland, where the hills were originally undulating, trees and vegetation, and there are many man-made buildings, but now the top of the hill has been flattened. The earth cracked, the rocks rolled, the vegetation turned into ashes, leaving only huge heat and the aftertaste of burning floating in the air, and gray mist surging below the knees. These real feelings. They all gave me a feeling of returning to reality from a nightmare. I seemed to be in a trance, and in that trance time, I was no longer the me who was in the past in various senses, but I was still Gao Chuan. , Still have to face this incredible battle.
"I'm back." I whispered.
No one here listens to my whispers, but I am not saying this to anyone.
Suddenly, the shock wave tore through the air, whipping up the hurricane, and scraping the ground three feet. Those large and small debris sputtered in the direction of the wind like bullets. When it was said that it was too late, it was already near me and hit me. They seemed to have found a target for venting, and they poured all their power on me.
But I don't have any feeling of being hit, as if it hit me, not the powerful shock wave, nor those big and small hard objects, but just clumps of cotton and smoke.
I stretched my hand forward and swung it slightly, and the airflow became disordered, and the dust and smoke in front of me seemed to be torn apart by a huge force, presenting the scene ahead.
The Moon God is roaring, and the black water is like a stormy sea, and is shattered by an invisible force. One figure jumped into the air, while the other figure shot from a distance, and in the blink of an eye, it plunged into the ground next to me, sinking a human-shaped hole. The cracks on the ground intensified again, and the place where the air was torn was as if the scene was cut by a series of gaps. There is a very strong smell of blood, and looking around the smell, only more corpses can be seen. That belongs to the mystery experts.
Under the blood moon, there are not a few people still standing on the ground like me at this time.
In the perception of diffusion, the chain judgement outlines the mysterious experts in hiding. There are more than a dozen people. John Bull, Connector and Anna are also alive.
Although I don’t know how long I have been in a trance, it’s great that I haven’t been wiped out yet.
It seems that I am not late.
It seems that everyone's attention is drawn by the fierce battle, and even those who are hiding cannot take their eyes away from the center of the battlefield. Although the battle scene over there is extremely vast, there are not many people and monsters participating. The Moon God is still raging, and the hands of several mystery experts seem to be unable to suppress it anymore. Compared to the huge volume of the Moon God, those who use different mysteries are like mosquitoes. If the Moon God has human rights Emotional feelings will definitely not tire of it. People who can live to the present seem to have a certain degree of resistance to the erosion of the Moon God's consciousness. I don't know how they did it, but the facts have proved that they each have the capital to survive.
However, facing the Moon God imprisoned in the peninsula's cage, these mystery experts still did not reveal the slightest possibility that it would make people feel that he was bound to win. To put it bluntly, they did not show their core effectiveness in the battle against the Moon God. I think, if it were not for Sitianyuan Kayako to act as the main attack, their existence would be dispensable? However, even Sitianin Kayako did not have the upper hand in this battle.
At this time I woke up. The scene observed was more lively than earlier, and more mysterious experts have begun to join the frontal battlefield. However, it is still the 51st district that is responsible for the main offensive task, and the weakness of the 51st district has not improved. I don't think it was only the situation of Sitianyuan Kayako facing the Moon God at first. It's all the arrogance and mistakes of the 51st district. The son of Destiny Novsky did not end from the beginning of the battle, precisely because the 51st District was wary of every mysterious organization here, and this wariness was not unreasonable and unreasonable.
The current situation is exactly a kind of balance on the scene that has been re-reached after more people have left the field. In addition to the containment of the Moon God on the verge of collapse, on the other side, there is also a battle group that interacts with offensive and defensive forces at extremely high speeds. In my observations, Novsky, the son of Destiny in the 51st District, has teamed up with the repeater Marceau, and their enemy is the Alienated Youjiang. The speed of their team is extremely fast. Those who can participate in the battle are all guys who have expertise in speed improvement and speed limitation. Even so, it is Novsky and Marceau that can pray for the central role.
Novsky and the repeater Marceau are undoubtedly powerful, but when confronting Alien Youjiang, other mysterious experts still need to be involved in the surroundings, so that they slightly seem to be fighting Alien Youjiang. There are contacts. I think. Everyone who sees this scene can refer to it. Feeling the power of Alienated Youjiang has not yet reached the end. Although I feel that alienating Youjiang and Moon God are both easy to do, just from the scene, the cooperation of the mysterious organizations of the various parties is still very effective. They may not know what the appearance of Alien Youjiang has to do with the Moon God, but they separate the two. One by one, this tactical idea was still very clear, and it was executed very thoroughly.
In less than a second, the chain judgment that has undergone tremendous changes has imprinted the situation within the observation range into my mind. When I started parsing. I feel that my thinking is clearer and faster than ever before. I suddenly realized that the biggest difference between my thinking at this time and the past is that I did not subconsciously distinguish between objective and rational information and subjective perceptual information. Intuitively become a structure, as long as you follow this structure, you can get a conjecture and an answer.
For me, the current self is more complete and stronger than the past self. This concept is natural and natural. From another perspective, the current me is exactly the result of the plan that I have been implementing in the past. When I existed at this time, it also proved that the past I succeeded in completing this part of the plan. And I woke up from a trance, maybe it was something that Alien Youjiang didn't expect. If that's the case, then how much I appear will surprise her.
If the past me didn't have such thoughts and choices, the present me would not appear, but in fact, few people will have similar thoughts and behaviors similar to the past me.
I think my past self is really amazing.
"...So, in the past, the plan that I could not complete, now it is up to me to continue." I spread my hands, and a gorgeous sheathed long knife appeared in my palm. At the same time, a lot of gray Fog and ashes swarmed over, as if it was because they contributed themselves that this weapon took shape.
The mystery that I am using at this time comes from the instinct of the fourth-level magic pattern or the electronic demon night crow quark, I can no longer tell, because using this power is like instinct. The texture on this armor seems to be a huge fourth-level magic pattern, but in appearance, it is more like a dark crow rider as the main body.
I can feel that on the peninsula at this time, the data hedging is so frequent and so violent, that part of the release is like a surging river. And his own body is accepting this power like a bottomless pit, and no one except me is absorbing this power.
Under the observation of the chain judgment, the human figure that hit the ground next to him has disappeared, only a large amount of black water travels through the ground, digging a huge underground channel, and gushing out of the cracks in the ground, changing again Go back to the figure of Sitianyuan Kayako. When the entanglement path of Youjiang, Novsky, Marceau and others was alienated, black water spurted up immediately, drawing everyone into it with an overwhelming aura.
Alien Youjiang, Novsky, and Marceau did not waver in the face of this sudden attack, but the faces of other mystery experts were not very good, but if you have time to scold Sitianyuan Jiayu, it’s better. Take time to avoid. However, the eruption range of black water is so huge that almost no one can make an effective response in the first place.
Some people may think that this kind of offensive that does not distinguish between us and the enemy is stupid, but in my opinion, it is very reasonable. Sitianyuan Kayako and the 51st District were not good friends of the mysterious organizations of the parties from the beginning. In the past, allowing the 51st District to act was not a reasonable humility. There are conflicts of interests between the two sides. Looking at the 51st districts of other mysterious organizations from a national perspective, what seemingly stupid behaviors will actually have great political intentions.
Just like now, as long as this wave of black water engulfed everyone, the only people who could escape were probably Alien Youjiang, Novsky and Marceau. The Moon God is indeed precarious, but perhaps from the perspective of Sitianyuan Kayako, the precariousness over there is the best result.
On this battlefield ~IndoMTL.com~ there is no longer a view of the overall situation that is beneficial to everyone, and some are just based on their own position.
Just as Heishui was about to engulf this group of people including Alienated Youjiang, my swift sweep had already begun. When the invisible high-speed passage passed by everyone, I had already reached them. At the moment when the world pauses, spanning thousands of meters, jumping from the ground into the air, and then falling from the air to the ground, I don’t know in the eyes of these people, how my actions are expressed at this time, but, But I can understand from their slowly contracting pupils, maybe they just felt my movement, and they didn't even react instinctively.
Apart from me, the only ones who can still be active at this moment are indeed Luna, Alien Youjiang, Novsky, Sitianin Gayako and Marceau, but even these five People have also begun to show considerable differences in the speed of relative movement, which seems to imply their respective adaptability to my speed at this time.
Because their speed of action is different, and at this moment, they are all under me, so even if they join hands, it is impossible to stop my action at this moment. Moreover, they are enemies fighting each other, not friends in cooperation. (To be continued...)
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