Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1489: Story
Dr. Nguyen Li did not report that he was also infected. In most cases, the condition of Doomsday Syndrome starts from the mental level, and the response to physical discomfort is also characterized by common symptoms, and it is easy to be affected. Misjudgment. However, in this hospital that specializes in Doomsday Syndrome, if you want to fool the past, you must take measures from the beginning and face subsequent developments with no luck.
It’s only a matter of time before his own pathological exposure is. However, with some complicated thoughts, Dr. Ruan Li used his authority to individually prescribe the latest inhibitory drugs for himself, and driven by a strong emotion, he will be infected with the disease. It is also listed as an experimental observation object-for Dr. Ruan Li, his mobility comes from such a sensibility, which is really a very fresh experience. Prior to this, she had always believed that she was a very rational psychologist.
There are many factors that make one's sensibility boil and emotional agitation. At first, Dr. Ruan Li analyzed them one by one, but afterwards, he no longer cared about it.
Compared with my own mental state, there are more tasks that must be done, the responsibilities that must be shouldered, the pressure that must be faced, and every minute and every second of one's own are squeezed.
Dr. Ruan Li knows that his research is not the most critical part of the entire research plan of the hospital, but it also has a pivotal position. If you say that your own results can save the world, that is probably a false statement, but if your own results can save the world with other research, it is theoretically established.
In this world, at this moment, most people don't understand what kind of precariousness they are in. The survival of the entire race is in the hands of an unobservable "virus". What kind of a restless reality is this.
The "virus" is active and the infection is expanding, making people feel that the end is imminent. This is the most real feeling of Dr. Ruan Li. She researched day and night, racking her brains, inferring, and imagining. Experiment to prove your own whims, investigate the unthinkable phenomena, and check the existing experimental plan materials for ready-made answers and hints.
Even so. She also didn't feel that her achievements could have any obvious positive use for the current situation.
Doctor Ruan Li is very distressed, but with these pressures and distresses, as well as the all-time doomsday-like illness. But every time she fell asleep, woke up, and was half awake, she felt a little bit that her thinking became clearer and clearer, and a bright light that was far beyond usual flashed in her mind, as if there was a voice speaking to herself. , Although I can't hear it, but this seems to be my own, and it seems to be something else. Always activate the unused part of your brain.
Doctor Ruan Li has read the data recording her research status more than once. She is very convinced that her body is rapidly deteriorating, but the research status is on a weird ascending curve.
"It's almost like...there are two of them working together." Doctor Ruan Li stroked his forehead in distress. How could this be possible? Is it because of the "virus" that you have split your personality? There are also those dreams, although I can't remember them clearly, but I have been studying them in my dreams. I’ve been studying, I’ve been studying...
All the theories that have never been figured out in the past, those that have never been inspired, are because of day-to-day thinking. So it's done in the "dream"? Dr. Ruan Li finds this idea a bit ridiculous. However, when she thinks about the severe doomsday syndrome patients that she sees daily, and the color centers that monitor the changes in the doomsday illusion data and the special channels flowing in it, she is a little less certain. ——Perhaps, when I am dreaming. In fact, when a newly born but not obvious new personality is connected to the doomsday illusion?
In the past, researchers have not been able to understand the specific relationship between doomsday syndrome patients and doomsday fantasy. Although it is certain, personality is still active in the state, and it is like splitting and reproducing, increasing and disappearing. At the same time, and imagine that in this pure state of floating tourists, activities are based on the information fantasy of the doomsday fantasy. However, it is impossible to observe the doomsday illusion directly, nor to experience the feeling in person. Therefore, most of the theory is based on assumptions and data calculations.
Even for patients with doomsday syndrome, it is difficult to determine when they will connect to the doomsday illusion. Moreover, some researchers believe that the various personality splits and hallucinations of patients with doomsday syndrome are all based on the information of doomsday illusion. This hypothesis is also sufficient to explain why most doomsday syndrome patients are getting worse. , The more he falls into hallucinations, pauses, falls into his own collapse, and finally moves completely in a state of floater, based only on the information illusion of the doomsday illusion, but is indifferent to the information stimulus of the real material world he is in.
"Is it because the level of receiving information and feedback information has completely shifted from the real material world? Whether it is personal or physical." Dr. Ruan Li couldn't help thinking: "The body is in the process of collapse. , Becoming more and more insensitive to external information. And the new personality generated by the split personality is connected to the doomsday illusion from the beginning, and it grows up under the stimulation of the doomsday illusion information. Therefore, the personality’s feedback and processing of information is completely based on the doomsday. The illusion is the priority. The activities of the new personality are indeed difficult to be noticed by the master at the beginning of its birth. Then, the speed of the splitting of multiple personalities and the speed of the growth of the personality...because the doomsday illusion is a kind of comprehensive connectivity Is the state of mental activity too active?"
Dr. Ruan Li thought, and came to the operation desk unknowingly. Suddenly, a piercing alarm sounded in his ears, and she was awakened all of a sudden. Before she woke up and looked up at the screen, there was already an awkward sound. This sound can obviously be identified from which experimental device, but what makes her unbelievable is that the device should be sealed. After being separated from the outside, there is a vacuum as an insulating layer. Normally, it is connected. No sound can be heard.
Has that device been working? Doctor Ruan Li's thinking jumped, and he couldn't help but think so again. After that, he suddenly regained consciousness and quickly called up the real-time video of the device. I saw that on the screen, where the human body was originally placed, the traces of those bodies had been completely lost, and only a mass of yellow liquid was left moving violently.
"Gao Chuan..." Dr. Ruan Li almost forgot the question he was thinking about, just staring at the abnormal movement that appeared on the screen.
The installation in that installation is all the so-called "Gaochuan copy", specially designed by her deceased instructor to complete the experiment of "The Deepest Night". The purpose of this experiment was originally to activate the inactive factors in the "Gaochuan Duplicate". In order to try to find the part that can adapt to this erosion after being eroded by the "virus"-"If you are lucky, you can find some antibody samples, maybe" the instructor expects this in the plan.
After the teacher's death, this plan was taken over by Dr. Ruan Li. Although I added my own ideas, the plan remained largely unchanged. However, although the collapse of the Gaochuan replica was expected, it has always remained calm. Like a quiet lake, such a violent internal movement phenomenon is produced on its own. So what happened?
It's Gaochuan? Each copy of Gaochuan, its body is another doomsday syndrome patient, but it is implanted with the factor of Gaochuan. If they will produce some unexpected changes, the first thing to consider is indeed the part of the "Gaochuan" factor. With this in mind, Dr. Ruan Li has subconsciously opened the Gaochuan data record from the past to the present, and automatically matched the data observed under intense exercise at this time.
On the screen. The intuitive graphics composed of complex data squirm like an amoeba, giving people an extremely strong feeling that they are trying to find overlapping points.
"It's ridiculous...Such a stable structure is reversing?" Dr. Ruan Li's eyes widened: "Gao Chuan's body is being reconstructed!?"
She couldn't be more clear. In this hospital, everyone who is familiar with it knows that the patient who becomes a patient is only a physical death, but his personality activities are still going on, that is, although there is no brain. However, only on the level of consciousness, these patients are still alive unless they lose their original color. Turning into a puddle of colorless water, this kind of conscious activity will completely lose the support of the basis of material existence and disappear completely.
The same goes for Gao Chuan. Gao Chuan's personality is not dead, and even Gao Chuan's personality is splitting and multiplying like other doomsday patients.
If the structure is reversed. If Gao Chuan’s body was reconstructed--
"Gao Chuan will be resurrected? Through a copy of Gao Chuan?" Dr. Ruan Li couldn't help but wiped the sweat on her forehead. She only felt that her forehead was getting hotter and hotter, "No, no, ordinary people's factors and microstructure are impossible. With such a large degree of erosiveness, most of the factors of the Gaochuan replicator are still the original factors of the patient. However, Gaochuan is special, has a completely different adaptability to the'virus' from other patients, and has been making drug preparations. Indefinitely, some factors have undergone mutations and have been assimilated into extremely corrosive factors. If the Deep Night Plan is activated, it is that part of the factor..."
What constitutes Gao Chuan's new body is not a "human" factor, but a more powerful new factor. Therefore, even if Gao Chuan is resurrected, it is no longer a theoretical "human", but a temporary new humanoid life.
No, wait. Firstly, to stimulate the mind from sex, and then through vigorous activities on the spiritual level, it will reversely affect the biological state and promote both sides. This is……?
Doctor Ruan Li thought of the name: Human Completion Project.
Gao Chuan was originally the direct implementation target of the Human Completion Plan. He was regarded as a failure because of his physical death. However, that seemingly irreversible failure will become an opportunity for the success of the plan?
No, wait and see.
Dr. Ruan Li finally calmed down, she thought for a while, and picked up the phone of Dr. Ande's special line.
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The successor of the story, and how the contact between Dr. Ande and Dr. Ruan Li will affect the research of the human replenishment plan, did not continue in the diary. When I closed the diary, I was still guessing the ending of the story. In fact, I don't remember when I wrote this content in the diary. Moreover, if I regard these content as a mere fabrication of a story, it actually deviates from my original purpose of writing the diary. I thought about writing my adventures as novels a long time ago. However, in terms of content, I am more inclined to restore most of my experiences and experiences and record my thoughts at the time, rather than leaning towards storytelling. . The method of narrating other people’s stories from a third-person perspective is somewhat repellent, because I cannot accurately observe and restore those people’s experiences.
But what if these content are not just fabricated stories? Perhaps, when I was unable to observe the "hospital reality" from a conscious and subjective perspective, there was still such a power, a certain existence pinned in the depths of my own existence. For example, "Jiang" observed these "hospital reality". What about "don't know"? What if the "I" who wrote these things is not the self who can recognize myself at this time?
Is there any way to prove that these "stories I don't know" are real things that happened and are happening now?
Do you really treat this part of the story as "what happened in reality"?
For these issues~IndoMTL.com~ I don't have an accurate view at all.
Even, I have a strange feeling about this diary, which contains many "stories I don't know". Its existence is like telling me that I don’t know myself — not knowing myself is a natural answer for most people, but their ignorance is not the same as what I feel at this time. Understand, there are some essential differences that I can't tell myself.
Just looking at the story, and analyzing the "I" as one of the characters and the storyteller from time to time through the storyline is actually full of artistic processing-however, change the concept and assume this "I" "It's not the character processed by art, but the self I don't know. It will give me a very strong sense of horror, making me feel like "I am so strange to myself that I have reached this level." .
Analyzed from the past behavior of Dr. Ruan Li in this world and the actual behavior of Dr. Ruan Li in the hospital in the story, the two have a deep connection, and this connection has been confirmed by me in the past. However, it is mostly confirmed by the way "Dr. Ruan Li in the repeater world is a projection of Dr. Ruan Li in the hospital reality". Moreover, from this projection hypothesis, Dr. Ruan Li, who had imagined the reality of the hospital, was also infected with the doomsday syndrome (to be continued.)