Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1569: You Anzi

Youjiang is once again in front of me, just like the previous few times, on a straight line trajectory that is bound to collide. This is a mysterious premise, as long as it is in a fast-sweeping state, it can’t deviate from this trajectory. status. [Sogou, 360, soso search for classics|dicts|fiction free download novel] Even so, I still think that this time and the previous few times must be different. I encountered the same situation before. It was so incapable for me. It was a dead end, and the danger was so dangerous that I could barely resist it. No matter how others look at it, I think it is a "miracle", no matter what. Situation to avoid. However, the difference between this time and the past few times is that I was propelled by the power of swift speed, and Mercedes-Benz was on this inevitable trajectory, but it was my own choice.

I chose this method to complete the final battle, and it is the result of my repeated thinking-whether the result is correct or not is very important, but before the result comes out, the process is also very important .

I have thought about why Youjiang gave me his arm just to verify something she was thinking about? Or in other words, what else does she mean under the words she and I said? Although there are many possibilities, since the opponent is defined as a "monster" and is standing in a hostile position, then it is extremely inappropriate to treat such behavior as potential good intentions. When dealing with people, the thoughts expressed in the language and actions of the other party are sometimes very complicated, and sometimes under the surface of maliciousness, they do contain some well-intentioned thoughts.

However, as the "monster" himself said, it is ridiculous to speculate about the "monster" from a human perspective and thoughts. Similarly, raising the complexity of humans to the complexity of monsters is a human way of thinking, but the answer from this way of thinking will only be an answer full of humanity, not a confrontation. The "correct" answer when the monster is. Precisely because in this process of thinking, the complexity of human nature is wrong. So, what about the simplicity of human nature? Maybe in simple things, the commonality between humans and monsters will inevitably appear, I think so. Because. In a battlefield where this person and monster are present at the same time and can be observed by the other party, it can be assumed that both parties are in the same system and the same living environment, and there is no commonality at all. It shouldn't exist.

Human thinking will inevitably proceed from the perspective of human nature. In other words, human nature determines how people think, and determines the outline and scope of human thinking. It is a model, how big and what it looks like, It determines the scope and trend of people's thinking. Suppose that people and monsters must be incompatible with each other. There are certain commonalities, but this commonality is not considered to be established from a "complex" point of view, so we can only imagine it from a "pure" point of view.

What You Jiang said before, "I can observe her and I can no longer be regarded as a human, but I only think of her as a human, so I observe her as a person", I don’t really care. In such a complex and magnificent adventure, in the battle between life and death, in the endless darkness, madness, horror and despair. Although I continue to think about whether I am a human or a monster, whether I am a normal person or a mental patient, and I have been struggling to find a correct answer, but in fact. I don't care much about the answer anymore. In the past, I was extremely eager to find this answer, but in the process of thinking, I felt "a life without an answer".

In this world, there really is a life journey that "does not have an affirmative, definite, and absolute answer". In this journey, you can see questions everywhere. When you try to answer, you will find that seemingly simple things are more complex and changeable than you know. Your own knowledge is far from enough, your own The brain power is far from enough, and my own vision is far from enough. These kinds of deficiencies are objective, and they are absolutely irreparable. As a result, everything that happened on my body and my side was like a pile of mysteries and a mess. Although I was holding a line and thought I could find the end of this line, I would find that the end was located at a deep level. Deep, no matter what, you can't reach the darkness with your best effort, and you seem to see its outline, but you are not sure that it is what it really looks like.

Such a life journey-no, or in other words, when you feel that your life is such a situation, what kind of emotions will you have? I think it is also a good choice not to pursue it. However, if you can’t do it yourself, you are being driven by instinct, emotion, sensibility, reason, or something that you think is meaningful, as well as some reasons you think you can’t give up. What kind of mood do you feel when you know that there will never be a result that you want to be absolutely correct?

I know this mood, I chose how to face it. People will say that the result is important, but don’t forget the process, and in some cases, the process is also very important, and many famous sayings are born from this. However, only knowing these sentences, these philosophies, these are determined by the vocabulary. The constructed sentence is completely meaningless. If you can't regard it as a part of yourself, to accept and implement it, the meaning expressed by all words and sentences will not become the real meaning that is beneficial to you.

In this seemingly short journey, but in fact it is extremely long, I still can't see the end of the journey, what I have really learned and gained are the things that are often said.

Because my thinking does not have an absolutely correct result, maybe it has, but it will not appear in front of me. Therefore, getting used to and accepting the "thinking process" is the most important point. Very important. Maybe I'm a human, maybe I'm a monster, maybe I'm normal, but the world I'm in is a little bit unsuitable for me, maybe I'm a mental patient, everything is my imagination, but all this is "after thinking It is possible to draw a conclusion", not the result that has been before me. Since my thinking is fruitless, none of these conclusions are the truth. Since the truth will never appear in front of me, then it is just a mirror image.

In contrast, in the process, those will definitely produce results, and the results that are about to be produced or those that have already been produced are clearly graspable.

So, this monster in Youjiang, for some reason, communicate with me. And when doing all sorts of seemingly unbelievable behaviors, I regard them as the results, and examine these results with the simple eyes of "may have something in common with monsters." So, came to such a judgment-all her behavior. Putting it on me is all "malicious".

There is no such thing as thinking about me, or using a malicious mask to cover up goodwill, but pure, innocent. Clear malice, this malice is directed at me, but it is not that she is an evil person, but that this is the way of her existence. For me, these malice is just "Let's go with the flow." ”, “Of course”, “naturally” correct behavior. It's like a "virus" that can damage the human body and make people sick, precisely because it can cause such a bad situation for humans. Therefore, people use the word "virus" to describe it.

I think Youjiang is such a thing. It is not good or bad, but to me, it must be malicious.

A malicious behavior will not result in a good intention. Youjiang's right hand is indeed full of power. I have experienced it firsthand. I seem to be able to control it and make it my own power. If you trust your intuition, then just use this power. Sensual, intuitive. I have always relied on instinctive judgment in the past, and I have never missed it, and I have always insisted that I am an emotional creature. However, only this time. The decision I made is contrary to intuition, feeling, sensibility, and instinct-malicious things will not bring goodwill results, because this is very important, because this is a simple, pure and rational logic, so , I must repeat it again. I rationally don’t think that the right hand transplanted to me seems to fit in with "Jiang" so that I feel "not too bad". It really looks like such a good thing. Let yourself seize the key to victory.

Compared with this, I have more complex reasons and complex emotions, as well as the trust that exists in these reasons and emotions.

Because of that trust, that emotion, and the reasons that have allowed me to persist until now, I used the right hand. It has nothing to do with how strong this right hand is, and it has nothing to do with how well it fits with "Jiang". , Has nothing to do with my intuition, sensibility and instinct that it is the key to victory.

As a result, I was much more sober. The thoughts surging in my mind like a torrent rushed in a direction completely out of my control, but I still felt refreshed a lot, because I remembered it again, as if I had been silent in my thoughts for a long time. Sakuya, Bajing and the others remembered Dr. Ruan Li who seemed to have already fought and left the battlefield in his own way.

Yes, Dr. Ruan Li.

The reason why I chose this right hand as a breakthrough point for victory is not because of the right hand itself, not because of the relationship between "Jiang" and Youjiang, but because I believe in Dr. Ruan Li and believe that her battle is not over yet. Just as she tried her best to heal me every time when I was sick, just like fighting in her own way when facing the end of the day. This time, before the truly decisive result arrives, when I am facing life and death, she will definitely exist somewhere. No, it should be said that she will show her existence in her own unique way—— Regardless of whether she is dead or not.

I trust Dr. Ruan Li so much, so even if the transplantation of the right hand is purely malicious in my judgment, it doesn’t matter. On the other hand, because it is malicious and will not bring good results, this is what The introduction of Dr. Ruan Li's "appearance".

I am like a moth fighting a fire. I jumped into it even though I knew it was a trap, but it was the most decisive and sensible action I felt. I have no doubt that on this straight track of inevitable collision, Youjiang, who is approaching sharply, is on the right hand.

In the observation of others, how fast did the collision between I and Youjiang happen? One thousandth of a second? One ten thousandth of a second? One hundred thousandth of a second? In my eyes, even in a fast-sweeping state, it is no longer possible to observe Youjiang's movements as slow motion as before. Because, in my own observations, my movements are also at a slow speed similar to Youjiang—just as if I have an eye that can observe from a third-party perspective, at the last moment when I collided with Youjiang. The series of behaviors can be seen clearly.

Youjiang’s left hand and my right hand slid towards each other along the same trajectory. Although I was on the line faster, I still couldn’t hit her body before she raised her hand. My right hand has been stretched out, and her left hand is still bent at the elbow, at an angle that cannot be fully exerted on the structure of the human body~IndoMTL.com~ However, Youjiang does not depend on his human form. In this human form Perhaps there is no normal human body under the outer appearance. So, when she actually grabbed my fist, I couldn't feel that I could go further.

So, the fourth-level magic pattern was created, and the sharp blades placed on the hand armor bounced and shot straight away at this extremely close distance. Youjiang did not resist, or in other words, did not need to resist, these curved or linear sharp blades penetrated her body in a moment, even hit her forehead, and was forcibly embedded in it.

Youjiang did not die, but did not resist, which also meant that there was something more important to her-this human figure with a blade inserted into her body was distorted in my field of vision and turned into a different look. It looks like a human, but it is definitely not human. I can't describe what it looks like. Although I saw it, it is difficult to describe in words. In short, the outline will definitely not make people mistaken for a human. Its entire body is so gloomy, not flesh and blood, nor other matter, but the gloom itself, a phenomenon where a certain power is observed. It seems to be the most mysterious and most fascinating in the background of the universe. It is also puzzling. The existence of the unknown body is the "mystery" itself. Even so, it is only incomprehensible and unclear, rather than illusory.

The blade inserted into its body was swallowed by its body before the new round of shooting began. (To be continued.)