Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1609: The death of a robin

How can we defeat destiny? How can we judge the victory over fate? Gao Chuan doesn't really understand this kind of philosophical question. He feels that before doing this kind of thing, he must first have a definition of "destiny." If the enemy set by a female officer for herself is not only Doomsday Shinrikyo and the Nazis, but also the fate of pushing the entire world to the end of the day, or narrowing the scope, it is "the trajectory of fate she can observe that she cares about." "Then, why can she be sure that if she acts at this moment, she has a chance to achieve her goals?

Because I felt there was a chance, and I felt that there might be no chance again in the future, so I acted like a last-ditch fight-if the female officer's motives were this way, then Gao Chuan thought he was understandable. If it is said that the female officer did not consider the issue of opportunity at all, but just happened to be driven by a strong impulse to take action at this very moment. Then Gao Chuan must consider whether there is some mystery already acting on her.

Gao Chuan admitted that a female officer has a very strong opportunity and willingness to act, and also has the ability to act, but her goal, and the observation that confirms the achievement of the goal, is extremely uncertain, as if hiding in the fog. Generally, it does not have a detailed and clear outline. Gao Chuan believes that a person who is calm and reasonable will never behave in this way. Then, no matter how calm and reasonable the female officer in front of him is, Gao Chuan feels that he has reason to believe that the female officer is no longer in a place that can be called. I am in a calm and rational state.

Once the prophet has a strong ability to act, then he will always do something jaw-dropping. This conclusion abounds in the impression left by Gao Chuan in the past. It is not Gao Chuan who thinks so, many mystery experts think so, and some have even suggested it, in most cases. A prophet is only good for the world as a prophet, not an executor.

However, the situation in front of Gao Chuan at this time. It is already very clear: a prophet has the ability to walk consciously. She also possesses other mysterious powers that are currently unclear, and she has already begun to implement her long-awaited plan. It is not what she wants to do, but what she has already done. In a strong and decisive way, she forcibly represents the will of others and takes the initiative to escalate the battle. However, she is not sure that doing so by herself will get a successful result. . Instead, you must wait for the feedback of the result after you have done it, and allow yourself to observe the result alive, in order to determine whether the result is successful in a way that is difficult for others to know.

Meaning that, in fact, everything she is doing now, whether it is to make the situation look better or make it look worse, cannot be sure whether it will promote the result she wants-on this premise Next, she still decided to follow her own plan.

Unless you kill her. Otherwise I can't convince her, but even kill her. It does not necessarily make the situation better.

Gao Chuan believes that he can't come up with the best of both worlds, and he is certain that even if he does it according to his own ideas, he will not necessarily get better results. The reason for opposing the female officer is not because the female officer forcibly represents the will of others, nor is it because she does not think that what she has done will cause bad changes in the result. And only because, he believes, under the premise that the result of "this ship will sink. Most people on this ship will die", what the female officer did is superfluous.

Even if she doesn't. It doesn't mean that the planned goal cannot be achieved, even if she does. It will not help much to achieve the planned goals. Therefore, her behavior at this time, in fact, has almost no effect on the plan's goals.

However, it was this action that had little effect on the planned goal, but it actually forcibly interfered with the consciousness of most people in the ship, and put them in a situation where "If you die, the murderer may not be the enemy, but your own person." "The situation. Although, no matter whether the murderer is the enemy or his own person, he cannot change the result of "this ship will sink and most people will die". However, Gao Chuan still believes that this kind of question like "who killed the robin" is very important on the premise that the death result remains unchanged.

However, this importance cannot be passed on to the hearts of female officers. Gao Chuan is very clear that whether what he thinks is important is objectively important, and whether it is also important in the minds of others. In fact, it cannot be equated.

Gao Chuan feels that the key to being unable to stop the female officer and not letting her stop this kind of action according to her own ideas is that, perhaps in a certain place in her heart, the opposition to the female officer's behavior is actually not as good as her own. When the subjective emotions are so strong. I am becoming more complicated, and my judgment of one thing is no longer the simple subtraction that was completely dominated by the brain and hardware in the past. The influence of one's subconsciousness on the surface consciousness is becoming more and more intense with the passage of time.

This makes him do some things that vaguely make him think he shouldn't be done, and when he opposes some things, he feels that he is not so contradictory. These contradictions have been haunting him. However, what he saw was that the decisions he made in this contradiction pushed him into the position of a hero.

"Mr. Gao Chuan, just as you think." The female officer seemed to see through Gao Chuan's silence and said: "Although you insist on opposing me, deep in your heart, you really think that what I did It makes no sense at all? It is totally wrong? If your will is the same, then I will be stopped by you at the time of the assembly-but since you did not act then, why bother to waste your tongue afterwards What? Of course, I am not laughing at you. Although you are not the same as the decisive image I imagined, you are more human."

Gao Chuan buried his face in his palm, rubbed it hard, and said, "I have to think about it."

"Whatever you want, before you die, you have enough time to think." The female officer smiled again, "But I must remind you, Mr. Gao Chuan, your time may be longer than the other people on this ship There are more, but not endless. The huge, terrifying and desperate destiny has already come, and it may come sooner than you think."

"I didn't think how fast it will be, because I know the suddenness of its arrival better than you." Gao Chuan said. He stood up and left the female officer's room.

After the female officer left Gaochuan, she also started a new round of operations. She doesn't think this conversation is boring. It makes no sense, but instead. Precisely because Gao Chuan has an extremely heavy weight in her heart, any exchange can be regarded as an observation and trial of Gao Chuan's current state. Just as when I was in bed with him, when I was chatting with him, when I forcibly formed a tactical cooperation and self-renewal committee in front of him...

The female officer has done all she can to investigate and research Gao Chuan, and believes that in all the mysterious events involving him, he played an important role far beyond the imagination of others at the time-even if it is not the protagonist. It also has an influence that reaches or exceeds the protagonist of the event at the time. Including Gao Chuan himself, the concept and cognition of this influence remain at a very shallow level.

Although the female officer could not come up with absolute evidence, with the research of Gao Chuan, she increasingly believes that if the world is regarded as a complex mechanism as a whole, then Gao Chuan may be only one of many hubs, but this The existence of a hub. But it indirectly determines the existence of other hubs.

Then, here comes the problem.

Why is Gao Chuan so influential even if he is not the protagonist?

Look into this question carefully. The female officer vaguely saw some clues, and when she pursued it, she felt a huge, dark, crazy and desperate thing, entrenched in the dark. It is like the so-called "destiny", as if it is the origin of the "end of the world". She was frightened and ran away, almost thinking that she could not survive, but. She still survived, but she felt it all the time. The crazy and desperate thing has been watching itself, looming on itself. There is no way to escape. It was at that time that her target of battle changed. And this change, in her hindsight, is also a favorable proof of Gao Chuan's influence.

The female officer wants to tell this kind of thing to others, but once this kind of thing is told in words, it will gradually deviate from what she wants to express due to the limitations of the meaning of the word and others’ understanding of the meaning of the word s things. As a result, she began to understand that what she knew could not be carried by words and words, and she could not let others do their best to help herself by confessing what she knew. I was already isolated and helpless, what I felt, found, and observed had become my own darkness and despair.

After understanding how bad his situation is, this kind of recognition is like a whetstone, making the female officer's will become harder and sharper.

Female officers will not sit and wait for death. So she set foot on this boat. While observing Gao Chuan, she was also trying to minimize Gao Chuan's observation of herself. Gao Chuan's actions and dialogues, in the eyes of the female officer, are just like the signals he had accidentally leaked. No, it should be said that Gao Chuan's own existence is actually an extremely large signal source, which is radiating thousands of times as ordinary people wait for it all the time. The impact of his every action is almost decisive. Therefore, when he does nothing, the impact of this inaction is also decisive.

The female officer wanted to know what impact Gao Chuan did and did not do in this plan. She turned on the computer, activated the self-built event model, and entered the data she had collected, although she knew very well that the situation that this model could simulate still had a huge deviation from the actual situation. However, she must do something so that she can maintain a strong will and not be overwhelmed by the horror and desperate future that only she can feel.

At this time, the female officer is very clear that every action she takes is no longer a purely impact on the outside world, but more importantly, it will all have an impact on her own psychological state-in finding other people’s Before a problem, she must first make sure that she does not have a problem.

Gao Chuan returned to his room along the passage where the atmosphere changed drastically. The eerie and strange aura along the way seemed to be brewing more acute and heavy destruction, which made people feel uneasy. The feeling that "something worse will happen" will involuntarily breed from the bottom of my heart. No matter how you refute, find many reasons, or change your perspective, it will not be weakened by half.

The book titled "Mind Copy" disappeared. It is indeed gone. Even if he ignored the confirmation of the brain and hardware, and went through the room by himself, he couldn't find the book. Gao Chuan lay back on the bed and forced his brain hardware to put himself in a dormant state. He felt that he had a lot to do, but he couldn't figure out what he should do. The fatigue came to his heart, he didn't want to think of anything at all. I just want to rest quietly for a while.

The prosthetic body will not fatigue, but unfortunately, the soul will. Even the joy of being a hero cannot offset this fatigue. Joy, confusion, contradictions and troubles, and more emotions, even if they are entangled, will not disappear because of one party. In more cases, they go their own way, making people feel self-complex ~ IndoMTL.com ~ Gao Chuan's brain and his body are silent together.

Before falling into the darkness of ignorance, he thought this way. When he woke up, he might understand what he should do.

The big ship is drifting in the fog, even if the captain is still there, he thinks he can’t give more accurate instructions than the automatic navigation system, because there is no reference, no sun, no moon, no stars, and insufficient visibility outside the ship. In an environment where he couldn't see anything except sea water at fifty meters, he didn't even know where he was. The map in the automatic navigation system marked the ship’s coordinates. However, in such a weird environment, how much correctness of the coordinates is left is questionable.

The captain has a general understanding of what happened on the ship. The crew was not involved and still obeyed his instructions. This was undoubtedly the only situation that made him feel a little relieved in this bad situation that he thought. There is a very conspicuous gap between the four groups of Gaochuan, a few people, the crew, and the Tactical Cooperation and Self-Renewal Committee with female officers at the core. Moreover, in the eyes of the captain, this gap will become bigger and bigger, and There is no opportunity to bridge.

This is probably a change that no one can know in advance before sailing. (To be continued.)