Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1723: Dream Story II

I was lying on the hospital bed with restraint straps from my neck to ankles. Even when I was going to the window, Dr. Ruan Li did not loosen these restraints. She didn't seem to mean anything like this. . Liewen????????? She looked at me with a calm and compassionate and loving look, and touched me, while Fu Jiang was sitting next to her, but she seemed to be unable to see her .

"This is a dream, you need to wake up." Dr. Ruan Li said to me.

But how do I wake up? Isn’t she the core part of the Las Vegas repeater that made me dream? I felt tired when I started thinking about these things, and there was an impulse that prevented me from continuing to think, and made me feel that there is nothing wrong with staying here. I still clearly remember that just a while ago, I used the power of the Las Vegas repeater to send power from the moon to the earth. Of course, not to the earth in this repeater world, but in the doomsday fantasy. The earth-I helped the other me, even if his plan is to the left with me, but I still feel that he is also "Gaochuan", the same as me.

What else was born after that, I don’t remember clearly. The interference of the Las Vegas repeater on the World Line will inevitably be resisted and attacked by other repeaters. I can guess that there is already in the doomsday fantasy. The repeaters are in a state of mutual involvement, maintaining the operation of a certain world line with this dynamic game. The Las Vegas repeater does not use my power. I occupies this repeater, but I am not the owner of this repeater. The key to determining how to operate is with Dr. Ruan Li in front of me. However, I also don't know how she operates the repeater.

How many connections does the Dr. Ruan Li I saw in this dream have with Dr. Ruan Li, who is the core component of the repeater? I have many unclear points. I want to think, but the intense fatigue and inertia make me unable to think deeply, and even want to give up thinking. I was immersed in this ward. Dr. Ruan Li and Fu Jiang were here. They made me feel calm and let me not care that I was such a seriously ill patient.

"A Chuan, you must wake up, you have more things to do." Dr. Ruan Li said to me for the second time.

"I know, I know, I just... want to stay a little longer. With you..." My eyes turned to Fu Jiang, and there was an extremely strong emotion in my heart. I knew that it was more than just love," You Jiang. Hey, Jiang, are you okay? I think I haven't seen you for a long time."

Doctor Ruan Li didn't speak, she seemed to have never heard me, she just stroked my cheek quietly-no, I think, I want her to treat me as tenderly as my mother.

"In fact, we have always been together." Tomi Jiang leaned forward slightly, and his full boobs, which he never tire of, were like flesh-colored jelly, showing part of it from the tight neckline. Her hand reached under the sheet, inserted into my patient's gown, and slid gently and slowly. The temperature from her palm seemed to be real. No, based on my understanding of Fu Jiang, I don't think she is just a dream character in this dream. The mystery of her existence is the more I know it, as she said, she has always been by my side, but I don't always observe her existence.

She is more like a dream than anyone in the doomsday illusion, but I just think she is real.

She is the ultimate weapon 999, and also my wife, Jiang.

"For a while, I didn't feel you. You always leave me when the most important time." When I said this, I suddenly realized that I was complaining.

"You can, I am by your side, in your soul." Fu Jiang's hand slid up my thigh and came to my chest. She suddenly switched positions with Dr. Ruan Li. . Dr. Ruan Li stared at me from the position in front of Phu Jiang, while Dr. Ruan Li stroked me in the position of Dr. Ruan Li. All this is natural and peaceful, as if it were like this in the first place.

Fu Jiang’s voice is like whispering in my ear: "You can feel me better, as long as we are one..." Her voice is full of sentiment, like a warm wine, People feel slightly drunk before they taste it.

"If you have always been in my soul, then we have always been one." I was immersed in her smell, her voice, her touch, her temperature, her softness and hardness. Her chest is rubbing against my chest. Her eyes are not the scary crimson like Mae, but the fascinating burgundy red. The crystal clear red reflects my face, very fuzzy, look. You can still see the outline without an expression.

"Deeper, deeper, just like when we just decided to be together. Full of enthusiasm, full of love, full of **..." Fu Jiang said: "You enter me deeply, and I will deeply Entering you, the more you stare at me, the more I stare at you. Sensibility and reason melt in the evening sun, leaving you and my emotions like magma, like gold, shining in the sun. I still remember what you said, your expression, the touch of your skin..." As she said, she unbuttoned the patient's gown one by one, letting my body be exposed in front of her eyes, she was like a treat Touched like a treasure, licked with his tongue, and rubbed his skin against the skin, "Look, you are very hot, you are eager, and I am the same. I have always stayed there, in your deepest memory."

"Love? Or fear?" I asked subconsciously, the deepest memory, is it love or fear?

"Both of them." Fu Jiang climbed onto my bed and sat on my body, and just beside the bed, Dr. Ruan Li remained motionless. Except for the emotion in her eyes, no information was conveyed from her sitting posture. , It seemed that she couldn't see Fu Jiang, but just stared at me. Unexpectedly, I didn't feel any uneasiness, no rejection or shyness, I seemed to melt in Fu Jiang's embrace.

Tomie opened her clothes and squirmed slightly, and I felt that I had entered her body. That feeling was not intense at first, like ripples gently swaying on the surface of the water, the ripples gathered into waves, and the waves began to surging, turning from a hot spring into magma. I feel that I am melting, my body, my soul, and everything about myself are melting in Fu Jiang's body. I can't tell if this is comfortable or uncomfortable. It is just a strong feeling. It is a sense of touch, an emotion, and the sum of all perceptions. It turns into a bonfire, burns my existence to ashes, and gives me birth in the ashes.

I only know that I am not dead. No matter how strong the feeling is, it can only make me feel the existence of myself more strongly, just like this self is beyond the shackles of existence, floating in the absence of light. But not in the dark void. It can also make me feel her existence strongly, and how strong the feeling of bonding makes me feel her existence.

"Look, I'm right here, right inside you, Achuan, no matter what you give birth to, don't forget." Fujiang is like surging magma, wriggling in a complicated and intense way. I can't see her anymore. I just think she has become something else, so huge, and completely swallowed me up, I am in her, so I can't see her in full. Only her voice penetrated all these feelings, like a burning iron stamped in my heart.

I'm here, I'm here, I'm here, I'm here... never anywhere, and never go anywhere.

"Jiang!" I couldn't stand it anymore and yelled loudly.

I obviously didn't close my eyes, but I felt like I opened my eyes suddenly. I couldn't help gasping, shaking my body vigorously. My body is ****, but it is still tied to the hospital bed, and there is no change in the ward in front of me, but Fu Jiang is gone, only Dr. Ruan Li uses the same calm, compassion, gentleness and love as always. Stared at me with his eyes.

"What's wrong? Achuan, have you had a nightmare?" she asked.

"No, no...nothing." I said, "It's not a nightmare."

"...a lie." She affirmed: "I see fear in your eyes.

"Fujiang is here." I paused and decided to say honestly: "We did it once, how could it be fear?"

"Fu Jiang? No, there is no Fu Jiang." Dr. Ruan Li emphasized once again: "There has never been a Fu Jiang, maybe you have a spring dream? But I can't read it wrong, there is only fear in your eyes, if you are in a dream I only get fear when I love with the one I love. It’s not a dream."

"Ruan...Mom, I love her." I also emphasized.

"Really? I think you are already ill...the feelings are too strong, and you can't distinguish between love and fear." Dr. Ruan Li suddenly came up, between our eyes Less than ten centimeters, "you know? Too deep love and too deep horror are chaotic. Until now, I don’t want to talk about Fu Jiang, but you must be clear, A Chuan, love and fear should be There are limits. It is like water in a measuring cup. Everyone has different measuring cups, but if the limit is exceeded, it will cause terrible things."

She was very serious, and I couldn't help nodding. She just sat back in the chair again.

"I don't want to scare you. A Chuan, you know, the person I care most about is you." Dr. Ruan Li said softly.

"Mom, I want to tell you too." I looked directly into Dr. Ruan Li's eyes and said, "My love for her is just like my love for you. I don't want to measure it with a limited amount like a measuring cup. "

"I'm glad to hear you say that, but..." Doctor Ruan Li wanted to say something, but he shook his head and didn't say anything. I know that she will only persuade me the same thing over and over again. I didn't feel impatient with this, on the contrary, she cared so much and made me happy.

"Can you unbind me? I want to look around...though in a dream." I changed the subject and asked.

"No, you should wake up." Dr. Ruan Li said seriously, "You can't stay here just because you can see Fujiang."

"I didn't stay in this dream because she was here." I said.

"Really? Why is that?" Dr. Ruan Li asked rhetorically.

"I...I don't know, maybe I'm just tired and want to take a break." I said, "I haven't dreamed for a long time, and I haven't slept so deeply, I don't even know I'm asleep. But, I assure you, mother, I will wake up. Before that, I want to go around here."

"If you can wake up, you can also get up by yourself." Dr. Ruan Li just said: "I didn't tie you, you tied yourself."

"Me?" I looked at my body, the thickest restraint belt that bound my waist and abdomen had disappeared, and my neck was able to move freely, but the restraints on my wrists and ankles had not been untied.

"You may say that you want to go around, but in fact, you just want to stay in the room, this bed." Dr. Ruan Li said calmly: "You have always realized that you are a patient. The patient should rest."

"But I feel like I want to go out." I stopped struggling and fell back to the sheets.

"There is a conflict between human subjective feelings and instinctive feelings. If you cannot unify them, you have no chance of winning on the upcoming battlefield." Dr. Ruan Li said, nodding his forehead, and then Pointing to your heart and saying: "Your here and here must be consistent. You must understand what you desire most in your life. Remember, it is your life as a measure Conditions are not your expectations, your sex, and any moral and philosophical thinking."

"Are you talking about the instinct of life? Mom." After listening to her, I couldn't help but think of Fu Jiang's enthusiasm that swallowed everything and the touch that melted everything. She was gone again, but as long as the aftermath remained, I always feel that she is here. Although I can't see it, I can feel it, just like the instinct of life.

"No, the pursuit of life as a measure is the meeting point between your subjective and objective needs." Dr. Ruan Li said: "You must find this meeting point in order to maintain self-recognition under any conditions. The existence of knowing. Who are you? It is decided, what is the point of fit. And what is the point of fit, also reflects who you are."

"I am Gao Chuan." I said.

"Yes, but even if they are all Gaochuan, Gaochuan is different. You can't deny the difference between personalities." Dr. Ruan Li said.

"No, I deny it." I resolutely said: "I will not refine my self-perception of Gaochuan, this is not my plan~ IndoMTL.com~ will not be affected by how bad my situation is. Change. Gaochuan is Gaochuan, and in the end there will only be one Gaochuan."

"You will die!" Dr. Ruan Li said again.

"Yes, I know. Gaochuan has always had one. I am already a special case, but the special case must disappear." I said firmly and without hesitation: "I will die, I am already dead. , Do you think I will regret it? No, I have never regretted it. That summer, that battle, that timeless pursuit, left many regrets. But I have never regretted it." I did not back down. Looking into the eyes of Dr. Ruan Li, he said: "At that time, I was already dead. I completely burned myself, my sex, my soul. I decided to leave everything to'Gaochuan'. I was Seriously, even now. Mom, Gao Chuan is me, I am Gao Chuan. Although I am dead, as long as Gao Chuan exists, I will always exist. This is inheritance. Because of this, you can see the present I...you don’t need to be sad about this."

"How could it not be sad?" Dr. Ruan Li asked me back.

This is a question I cannot answer.

"As long as Gao Chuan is still there, I will always be in Gao Chuan." I just smiled and comforted her. (To be continued.)