Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1881: Missionary
Humanoid, multi-legged, crawling, keen perceptual system, mass production, super-hard shell, information coordination with a secure network...These characteristics can be found on the surface of the wreck. At this moment, if these fragmented wrecks were pieced together, more than a hundred individuals could be made up. These self-propelled weapons of the ruling bureau, which are usually called "security guards" or "dead soldiers", are also tricky in the eyes of most mystery experts. Once they become established, even the third-level Mageweave messengers often need to evade.
However, they were completely destroyed on this huge elevator group and the circular platform with a diameter of one kilometer. There is no gunpowder smoke, and the light that flickers at the distant zenith is as usual, like stars, and traces of battle can be seen everywhere, but only empty and solitude are left. Except for the entrance facilities of the elevator group, there is no ups and downs on the platform. The traces of the battle are 100 meters away from these facilities. Anyone who witnesses the scene can realize that these at least a hundred security guards, even Even if the enemy's defense line failed to break through, it was destroyed as if cutting wheat.
This person who easily defeated the security guards, as always, is dressed as a priest of the Doomsday Truth cult. His forehead is already full of wrinkles, and his hair is already gray. On his face, his facial features are still hard, making people unable to find anything decadent and weak. sign. The full spirit, full of pity, as if chewing bitter tea, but the strength that was completely unmoved by the bitter taste, is all exposed in his eyes, so that anyone who looks at these eyes can send Respect is born from the bottom of my heart. People who know him call him "Father Edward", however, no one can be sure of his real name.
His past is like being buried in a congested grocery store. If it is not carefully cleaned up, it cannot be excavated.
As a member of the three messengers of the Witch Vv, who betrayed the Doomsday Sect of the Mar Jones family, but still belonged to the Doomsday Sect without a doubt, Father Edward's life is undoubtedly more colorful than ordinary people, even though In the group of mystery experts, not many people can compare. What he has done has a huge influence on the world. Even people who don't know him will inevitably be affected by his influence, and many confusing and painful things will happen.
From the perspective of "unpleasant", Father Edward is undoubtedly successful. He firmly believes that he loves the world, but at the same time, the definition of "love" does not conform to the common sense of the world. He uses his own cognition and perspective to redefine and define what he observes to perfect his philosophy.
Asceticism, suffering, the distorted pain of all things-these words that transcend the biological sensory system and sublimate to a conceptual nature, he has always been implemented in his words and deeds, and flows from himself to everyone he relieves. Mind. Some people describe him as a "sage", but this "sage" is obviously extremely unfriendly to anyone who needs a happy life, and to anyone in pain, looking up to his existence is like Get relief.
Fr Edward has always been committed to feeling the pain of himself and others. In his own words, when he first saw the world, he was filled with despair, grief, madness and pain in the world. Shocked, and in the days when he was growing up, he had never really seen anything without pain.
This world is a terrible hell. Therefore, when the flames of the doomsday begin to burn the world, it is not a bad thing. However, as Father Edward goes further and further amidst all kinds of mysterious events, the more he feels like this: The reason why this world is **** is not because it is full of despair, madness and pain, but when it ends, it will not get better. The doomsday can destroy this world, but it cannot save it. A new world is born after it is destroyed. It will never be heaven, it will still be another hell.
People living in this world, people born in the new world, people who died in the old world, always live in a **** that goes back and forth, time cannot change anything, pain always exists, and the joy of life It's just a seasoning that makes the taste of pain deeper.
Therefore, Father Edward always looked at the world with pity. He knew that he could not save anyone, because he could not even save himself. In this world composed of despair, madness, and pain, only the end can win an instant of peace at the gap between the destruction of the old world and the birth of the new world. Rather, when this world exists, even the "doom" that everyone fears can be regarded as beautiful.
Edward often thinks about the pain that people who are based in this world have already experienced, and will inevitably experience in the future, to think about how to make people get real happiness from pain. For him, suffering is no longer a perceptual vocabulary, nor is it a unavoidable embodiment in the concept, but an objective fact. In his philosophy, any behavior that avoids or ignores these existing pains is absolutely not correct.
During the great pain, change the self who sees it as pain. When people can not regard their own pain as suffering, even in such a painful world, they can definitely live in heaven. This simple idea became the key core of Father Edward's philosophy of asceticism, and it has been running through his subsequent thoughts.
No matter who is nurtured in the Doomsday Truth Sect, or if you leave the Doomsday Truth of the Mar Jones family, join the New Century Gospel of Witch vv, and become one of the three messengers, all the actions of Father Edward always have a strong purpose. , He did not make these actions for pleasure, to preach the truth of the end, or to show his strength to the world, and to try to change the world.
His purpose is to follow the mission of a priest—to teach ideas.
Yes, not to preach the truth, but to impart ideas. It is not to try to make people believe in anything, but to reveal a terrible fact to the world: since birth, all people are unlucky and surrounded by pain, and everything that makes people feel happy and peaceful is nothing but pain. It's just an illusion caused by oppression.
Fr. Edward's actions did not make him a big success, but it is not a failure. He does not have the self-confidence that "I will succeed", nor can he predict whether his choice is correct. When he thinks it is better to do this, he will do it and become one of the three messengers of the witch vv. It is not so much to be subdued by the most powerful consciousness walker in human history, as it is to implement his own philosophy. It’s just a deal.
Fr Edward knows very well that his philosophical thinking, which he regards as an act of salvation, will not only be rejected by the ignorant world, but even the doomsday truth cult of the Mal Jones family will not be able to accommodate it. I am a lonely missionary. I naturally stand on the opposite side of any intelligent life with my own philosophical thoughts. Even the disciples I cultivated, who regard them as their own godchildren, are also growing up, proving that they will stand On other positions.
Fr Edward looked around all national powers and mysterious organizations, and the only place that could accept him and give him the opportunity to expand his preaching was the Gospel of the New Century—though the Big Three split from the original doomsday truth sect. In one of the names, there is a vocabulary full of religious flavors such as "gospel", but the philosophical thoughts within the organization are blank, and it is not stable and messy.
Although the name of the organization has a religious flavor, it is not a religion at all, and it cannot even be regarded as a normally developed organization. It is like a disc of loose sand, pinched into a whole piece by a huge force. When this force disappears, it will collapse into the original loose sand. And the power that squeezed it into a whole piece is the one who may be the strongest conscious walker in human history. She looks like a girl dressed in Gothic style, but she doesn’t know how long she has survived. She is obviously a human, but she is so strong that she can always be killed. The witch vv, who is regarded as a monster, is one of the three who founded Doomsday Shinrikyo.
The New Century Gospel itself is a fertile soil for practicing ideas, and with the help of the power of the witch vv, it is more possible to preach directly from the collective subconscious level of mankind in a transcendent way. This is the important reason why Father Edward, who is not seen by others and his companions, cannot have a powerful weapon such as a repeater, and has no time to establish his own order, and finally become the Three Messengers.
Since the world cannot be changed, then change the world; if the world must be a painful hell, then let people understand the meaning of pain, accept the pain, draw strength from the pain, and get a little bit in the end. sublimation. With such ambitious beliefs, Father Edward expects that before the end of the day, he can use the power of the witch vv to imprint this way of saving the world from the collective subconsciousness of mankind in everyone's heart.
If you want to start from the human collective subconscious and let everyone subconsciously embark on the path of "ascetic", the greatest strength and the greatest obstacle are those forces that can interfere with the human collective subconscious. Repeaters are naturally powerful and powerful. It is conspicuous, but not only repeaters can interfere with the human collective subconscious. Among these interfering forces, the influence of the witch vv is amazing as a human individual, but it does not have the upper hand relative to the interfering forces as a whole.
Fr Edward knows very well how difficult it is to rely on the power of the witch vv to complete his plan, but he really only found this way. He is ready to fail in the confrontation, but he doesn't think he will be overthrown by these visible difficulties. He has always believed that the things that really make him fail are not those that are known, but must come from the unknown mystery.
He has been waiting for the unknown mystery to come, and he is quite sure that it will come. And now, he finally has a clearer sense of this unknown mystery than in the past. Father Edward was sitting in the corner of the entrance facility of the elevator group. Right in front of him, the security guards who had turned into wreckage could not even make him breathe. In the battle for the Las Vegas repeater, he sublimated the six-six-six-six into nine-nine-nine disguise, faced the danger of a life of nine deaths, and fought against the mystery of the final weapon level. He had seen that most mystery experts could not resist. Compared with these experiences, the security guards are both low-level and rigid.
The attacks of these security guards were like air in Father Edward’s eyes. His whim made him feel that something more terrifying than these security guards was happening in a corner that he could not observe. . What followed was the unique induction between the three messengers and the witch vv: some soul-trembling information is transmitted in the nervous system, turning into a **** wind, turning into a sound like unheard. His whisper, turned into a vision is a hazy illusion. At that moment, Father Edward only felt the illusion, as if suddenly had a nightmare that he did not remember, and only cold sweat was left after waking up.
So, he knew that although the powerful forces in the past did not fail him in the true sense~IndoMTL.com~ However, he had always had a hunch that he would inevitably come to him, the extremely dangerous unknown. The mystery finally appeared.
Father Edward was not sure what level of this unknown mystery he felt compared to other people. However, as far as oneself is concerned, it is the enemy of fate, like the only inevitable turning point in the elusive fate, and the only existence that only brings fear and despair from the feeling.
Fr Edward tasted the sudden fear in his heart. He felt that his mind was so clear that even the impact of repeaters hitting each other could not take away this clearness. It is precisely because of the clarity that I feel particularly scared. It is an unknown thing that I can't grasp its secret even in the most awake state. I don't know where it will come from, and when and where it will destroy itself.
I will die—all thinking in Father Edward's mind is occupied by this cognition. For a moment, he couldn't think of what he should do or what to do. The source of the crisis was too vague, even if he had a premonition, he couldn't judge its state. This unknown mystery even made him feel that it must be the witch vv that had also encountered an accident. Although it can be inferred from this that the thing that will kill oneself comes from the human collective subconscious, but it is also something in the human collective subconscious, so when it really appears in front of oneself, there is no way to deal with it. Explore and judge.
Fr Edward immediately cut off the idea of using the power of nine or nine disguised forms to penetrate into the collective subconscious of mankind. Even the witch vv can't conquer something in the collective subconscious mind of mankind. If he goes, he will only be caught in a trap.
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