Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1898: The last door two

Suddenly, the gray mist rolled like boiling water, and the violent fluctuations distorted the contours that loomed in the mist. The changes in the foreground of the eyes and the shock enough to feel made Father Xi Sen suddenly Wake up from the trance of perception and thinking. He didn't feel that he was distracted just now. From the later feelings, he also felt that he had been focusing on the fog-covered area. The high efficiency of the brain hardware allowed him to perform multiple thinking activities at the same time, even In this way, he still felt a sudden awakening. The concept of "the last door" left a very deep impression in his heart, but the process of tracing the impression was as vague as recalling a dream.

Father Xi Sen understood at once that a kind of instinctual fear and intuition was warning himself that the "last door" undoubtedly existed and was isolated by the "last door" That monster also exists. They have always existed, and operated, interfered, influenced, and communicated with an inherent law. The information from the deepest connection between human individuals and human society has been warning each in its own unique way. Man, warns of the most intelligent race "humanity" on this planet.

A monster completely different from human beings has lurked in the depths of the collective subconsciousness of human beings. It is only too deep and too deep to be detected by the surface consciousness of human beings. Distorted information due to its existence, and human beings The original information is so incompatible, but as a foreign object that humans cannot detect and eliminate, humans can only choose to adapt and compromise its existence from the subconscious level. Therefore, the original clear dividing line has widened, just like It is the border between white and black that has changed from a line to a band, and this band is gray. These gray ambiguous, the information from the fusion of human beings and the monster has the most profound impact on mankind. of.

Perhaps...Perhaps, Father Xi Sen could not help but think that all the people who claimed to have found this "monster in the collective subconscious of mankind" before were only aware of the existence of this gray area in the collective subconscious of mankind, and then became conscious. To the root cause of the formation of this gray zone, it is concluded that the "monster in the collective subconsciousness of mankind" must exist, instead of observing this monster in the true sense.

Whether it’s the Doomsday Truth Sect or the powerful conscious walker, the depth of the human collective subconscious that everyone can reach with their best efforts, has not been able to cross the gray area, and the place where the monster in the human collective subconscious is located. , Is deeper than anyone else thinks, so even if anyone realizes that it exists, he can't explore its truth, let alone use its power directly to do something.

However, since it exists, then, one day, there is always a possibility that it will rise from a depth that does not know how deep it is.

The Doomsday Shinrikyo has no ability to grab it from the deepest point. The so-called "calling" of the sacrificial ritual is probably not a compulsory action, but more like luring it, awakening it, and telling it that it has been Can come out. Because it only needs to do such a thing, it is relatively easy and feasible, even if the monster's body is unknown, no one knows how powerful it is.

There is only one problem that the Doomsday Truth Church needs to solve: to attract it, awaken it, and let it float, what kind of bait is a fierce will? Is it the destruction of life? Is it the emotions generated by the human group in a certain environment? Is it a physical change or a spiritual interweaving? But in any case, since it is a "monster in the collective subconscious of mankind", there is a very clear premise that it is closely related to mankind.

There is no doubt that making a fuss about "people" is the right way. Working on individuals, working on many people, and even to the extent that it affects the entire social group of mankind, among these visible choices, the plan from the perspective of "the whole of mankind" should be the most logical and also The most obvious effect.

The monster’s way of existence, influence, and the existing results that it has caused are all in the "malignant" aspect of human cognition. Compared with the changes in the human environment, it is more of a kind. Mutual promotion, tends to worsen the feeling. Therefore, this monster is easily and naturally associated with the cruel word "doomsday".

Although this mode of thinking is a bit simple, it can even be described as naive and ridiculous, but the people of the Doomsday Truth Sect are very serious to think so and do it. A thought does not matter whether it is complex or simple, whether it really involves the essence or is superficial, as long as someone recognizes it and takes it as the core action, it will generate impetus. There may be many people of the Doomsday Truth Sect that can no longer be regarded as humans in the narrow sense. However, as an intelligent life, their thinking mode is not broad, their thinking is not grand, and their cognition is not even omnipotent. They look at the world. Of course, their own perspective cannot be completely correct. Therefore, they don't actually know what this "monster in the collective subconscious mind" is.

The way these people link "monsters in the collective human subconscious" and "doomsday" is empirical and exaggerated. A theoretical connection can be found, but it is also one-sided and therefore ignorant. Arrogant, but it doesn’t matter anymore, because they also don’t have time to pursue the essence. The doomsday is already close at hand. The people of Doomsday Truth are more sensitive to the feeling of "doomsday" than anyone else, when others feel "doomsday." When distance from themselves is a ridiculously far away concept, they have already sensed that the "doom" is already near.

So, even if it is empirical, stupid, and one-sided, the idea and behavior of linking "monsters in the collective human subconscious" with "doomsday" is stupid in itself, and they still do it. Under the premise that the truth of the doomsday is irresistible, they intend to connect everything that can be connected to the “doom”, whether it is really connected or seems to be connected, whether it is an imaginary connection or a theoretical connection, whether it is known The connections of "are still unknown. They are all unearthed, presented on the surface, and observed, touched, and tried to understand them.

This is an experiment in which in a limited time, with the wisdom that is too low relative to the things to be understood, it tries to present the truth to oneself like a gully.

I’m afraid that even the Doomsday Truth Teaching itself cannot be sure that they can succeed, and others cannot really understand what these people want to reach, but they must have some idea deep in their hearts. Perhaps it’s a bit wrong to say this from Father Sisson, who also believes in the truth of the last days, but Father Sisson’s perception of his nominal associates is indeed like this: they just follow their own heart that has been abnormally twisted. The idea is to perform the most organized action in their one-sided perception, and they themselves are very aware of their one-sidedness, but they believe that their approach is already the best choice in the imminent doomsday process.

Because, when the end comes, everything will be nothing. Therefore, before everything goes to nothing, do what you think is the most correct thing. Yes, Father Sisson thought, the people of Doomsday Truth must believe that they are doing the most correct thing, that is why they have such a strong ability to act, and they originally believed in their own correctness just like those people. I definitely think that my mobility is among the best, but at the moment, I seem to be a little shaken.

This kind of vacillation comes from what I think about at this time, what I feel, and what I recognize through the "last door", the monster that is closer than ever before.

The more you feel it, the more you feel fear. This emotion can theoretically regulate the body's physiological hormones and the prosthetic body of the nervous system, and the brain hardware that can assist thinking in the most sensible way cannot be removed. This kind of fear is different from the "emotions" recognized in the past by the biological system of the living material body and the "emotions" recognized from the level of personality consciousness. Therefore, it cannot be eliminated from the root.

Fear continues to come, and the more it accumulates, the more people will have a sense of uncertainty about what they believed in the past. Father Sisson has already experienced it and firmly believes that fighting such fear and germinating in oneself The uncertainty of the will to fight must be the battle that I will face at any time in the future. When I perceive this kind of battle, it will inevitably run through my life until the end of the day, until the monster is eliminated, until all The unknowns have been proven.

This is the longest and most tangled battle in self-knowledge. It is more intense, more dangerous, and more challenging than the battle of material destruction and disappearance of consciousness. Moreover, this kind of battle will affect one's own fighting in other aspects at any time, it will always interfere with one's heart and will, and directly or indirectly lead to one's own defeat and death.

Father Xi Sen suddenly felt that he had never been so clear about the battle he was about to face or had already begun. He felt that at this moment he finally understood what his enemy was. It has been lurking deep in his heart. From his birth to his death, it has always been there and will continue to exist in others after his death. Deep inside.

Father Xi Sen woke up again. This time, the greater horror was the same as the caviar bursting in the mouth. It seemed that he could taste the taste from the taste buds. Father Xi Sen affirmed once again that he is absolutely not in a trance, he has been staring at the end of the fog, watching all the changes that can be felt in the fog, but the weight of what he realizes in his mind is greater than what he sees in his own eyes. The weight of things, and the weight of things in the gray mist analyzed by the brain hardware is heavier, like a more intense and rich flavor, overwhelming other flavors that also exist.

My own battle has already started, and it has started much earlier, but only now is I so clearly aware and feel the weight of this battle. In any case, Father Xi Sen couldn't ignore the influence from the monster opposite the last door in his heart. He felt that he had no choice but to put his body on the door desperately, and endure the more and more heavy knocks from the opposite side of the door, each time he felt that he was about to be unable to hold it, but It miraculously really supported it.

The fear that bred from the heart is precisely because I realized that I was walking on an extremely dangerous boundary. When I didn’t realize it, all behaviors were natural and the most balanced. However, Once noticed, one's own behavior will be abnormal.

Abnormality, constant abnormality, like constantly trying to do actions on a wire that will make you unbalanced, as if you will fall in the next moment, but always remain at a shaky moment.

So scary, so scared, swaying in imbalance.

Father Xi Sen wiped the tip of his nose subconsciously. It was obvious that the enemy hadn't stood in front of him, and there was no physical attack, but this prosthetic body had left a nosebleed. Realizing that he was left with a nosebleed, a more severe nausea surged. As a mystery expert, he has honed a will that is several times stronger than ordinary people in mysterious events that ordinary people cannot experience, and has become accustomed to ordinary people's nausea, but he can't stop this strong nausea.

Father Xi Sen only feels that his strength is being lost from his hands and feet, as if it evaporates with the heat of the body. It is clear that the body monitoring values ​​given by the brain hardware are normal, but this kind of hands and feet are soft and cold. It feels, but it's not like an illusion. Because, I couldn't help but bend down~IndoMTL.com~ almost half-kneeled on the ground.

Blood, like a throttle valve being destroyed, keeps pouring out of the nostrils, and even the eyes and ears begin to produce an unnatural warmth, making Father Xi Sen feel that blood is coming from the eyes And it came out of the ears.

enemy, enemy...

A terrible enemy, obviously there is no physical contact, and I don’t know how far apart they are, and I can’t explore the specific coordinates of the opponent at all, and I can’t see a more detailed figure, but I have already let myself continue to bear it. It's traumatized.

Fr. Xi Sen was unable to find a more specific defense than "firm will" in the face of this invisible, deep-seated attack. He tried to hypnotize himself, and loudly declare his belief in the truth of the end in his heart. From the depths of his heart, he used the power of imagination to reinforce and seal the last door. However, those methods that have always had some effect in the mysterious past events , But little effect at this time.

　　

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