Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1901: Fragmentation

Fr Edward has become a mass of amorphous gray matter. He has lost the human structure from the foundation and only has his own personality. It is still a "human", but even the components that make up the personality are still The changes, from the direction of thinking to the perspective of thinking, are all transformed into gray matter and are suffering indescribable erosion. Nine-nine-nine disguised power is very powerful, whether it is to the enemy or to itself, it is accompanied by different demonic changes that pose different degrees of threats. The degree of threat can also be seen through the outline of the devil. Among them, the "amorphous" form is the most terrifying. All amorphous demon disguises can be regarded as morphological demon disguises that have undergone a certain qualitative change, reaching a higher level. The mystery of the above, but in the process of human beings turning into demons, tangible to intangible, and fixed form to amorphous form, the original personality of the human body cannot be fully adapted.

A personality born from a normal human body based on carbon-based flesh and blood, and its operating mechanism is completely based on the birth of this body. How sophisticated the body is, and how precise its personality is correspondingly, can the body function normally. In the process of the body's action, the superficial consciousness and the subconscious are also cooperating with each other. What kind of changes will take place so that this personality that closely matches the flesh and blood can drive a non-carbon-based non-human body 100% perfectly and fully activate its potential?

Fr Edward has been troubled by this problem since the first day he completed the demon disguise. The basic substance of the gray mist demon is very different from that of humans. The benchmark that drives the gray mist demon’s behavior is almost on the same level as that of humans. At the beginning, it was hard for him to imagine that in the remnants of the ruling bureau ruins, there was a hint that "substance life is a combination of humans and gray mist demons." Where is the connection point between humans and the gray mist demons? This answer didn't seem to be found until the report "Materials for making gray fog are humans" was published.

However, there is a further question. No one knows what kind of technology, what method, and what kind of mystery was used in the era of the ruling bureau, which turned mankind into a "gray fog", such an ambiguous and all-powerful wonder substance. Father Edward can only rely on the few words of the ruling bureau’s legacy, in the process of studying "Trojan virus" to "Saya virus", and gradually found a similar way to turn "humanity" into another form of life. That is one way. From the material to the ideological level, the way to completely change human beings, by distorting the basic structure of the human body, it contributes to the distortion of its ideology. At the same time, the distortion of ideology will also be fed back to the changes in the material level of the body. This is a mutual promotion. Once the twisted spiral starts, there is almost no possibility of stopping.

So, the six-six-six-six disguise evolved into the nine-nine-nine disguise. In the past, it has only existed in theory, like the "chaos" meaning in the occult. It has ever-changing aspects and breeds tens of thousands of essential amorphous demons. , Finally occupies a high position in the ninety-nine disguise of Father Edward.

The gray mist demons in the six-six-six disguise are all demons with fixed forms and fixed abilities. Although they have various abilities, some are more destructive at the material level, which makes them more mysterious and powerful, but in fact they are in the six-six-six disguise There is no difference in the degree of mystery of the Grey Mist Demon, but only a difference in ability pertinence. The last three hundred and thirty-three forms of disguise, starting from the 667th gray mist demon, were finally code-named "All Things One", implying the ultimate indeterminacy of "chaos" in occultism. Form gray mist demon is the highest target. Starting from 667, demons in disguised form begin to show the characteristics of "formless" and "multi-character". Every time a gray mist demon appears, the gray mist demon will be in front Based on the numbering of demons, it is closer to the theoretical "one of all things".

However, even though Father Edward has found some secrets of life matter and ideology through the study of "Trojan virus" and "Saya virus", the original "how can I adapt my personality to the amorphous demons" "The problem has not been completely solved, and the speed of completion in disguised form is faster than he expected. When the six hundred and sixty-seventh gray mist demon is completed, every additional numbered gray mist demon will appear. It didn’t take more time as he thought, but the time spent was declining. A strange rule allowed the last three hundred and thirty three increasingly amorphous gray fog demons to naturally generate. This means, When he completes the initial version of the amorphous gray mist demon, the gray mist demon numbered 667, even if he no longer takes the initiative, the remaining gray mist demon will complete on their own, reaching the theoretical ninety-nine-nine. Disguised.

Actually, when Father Edward completed the seven-seven-seven disguise, his own cognition has completely lost the initiative in the evolution of the nine-nine-nine disguise. When he reached the disguise of the demon numbered eight hundred and eighty-eight, he could no longer deduce what the gray mist demon would be afterwards. But on the other hand, although he could not continue to know and understand, he could still use all the power in disguised form.

The nine-nine-nine disguise starts with Father Edward’s initiative and is automatically completed in a process that seems to be out of control. In this process, Father Edward failed to transform his personality consciousness into a match with the nine-nine-nine disguise according to his own ideas. The final extent of those amorphous gray mist demons. No, it should be said that he knows very well that he doesn't even know how to match, because he can't recognize and understand the last gray mist demons at all.

Because of this, Father Edward can foresee the side effects of using amorphous demons, especially those with lower numbers. In order to avoid misfortune, he has always avoided having to use them. The situation of amorphous demons in disguise. However, things are always unpredictable, especially in the process of such a doomsday world. All the viciousness is adding trouble to every survivor until it is not burdened.

Faced with the monsters suspected of being "monsters in the collective subconscious of mankind", Father Edward knew from the beginning that he must use an amorphous demon in disguise. Only the "one of all things" who theoretically knows its existence can survive, and only then can they think about how to win.

In this case, I have to endure the backlash of the amorphous demon in disguise. Father Edward made up his mind to start from the low-numbered amorphous demons and gradually adapt to the high-numbered gray fog demons, until the disguised form of the one who has achieved the unity of all things is because it has not yet reached the unity of all things, so this theory has already Existing demons are in disguise, and there is no more conclusive evidence that they exist. Even so, the low-numbered amorphous demons are already an extremely heavy burden on Father Edward’s personality only in terms of their existence.

From the beginning in disguise, Father Edward has deeply felt a sense of awkwardness. The devil’s disguised self seems to act under the guidance of a certain gray mist demon's unique instinct, as the self-consciousness of the personality of "Father Edward" The ability to intervene in the course of behavior is declining as the number increases. He felt like he was locked in a box that couldn’t tell whether it was big or small. He felt that his tenacious will could not avoid some unusual thoughts. Although he couldn’t know exactly what he thought of at the time. But it can be felt that it is definitely not a human thing, those distracting thoughts that can't even be distinguished by oneself are like weeds, rooted in the soil of self-personality.

The personality before the disguise is regarded as a standard data. When conducting self-analysis, you will notice that this data is changing from the subtle part to the decimal point. Father Edward has no spare energy or sufficient recognition. To understand, to analyze such small changes, however, seemingly small changes have an unimaginable influence on self-cognition. However, this change did not make Father Edward feel that he had adapted to the amorphous demonic disguise. The reason is that he personally believes that the number of demons in disguise has increased faster than his cognitive ability and adaptability.

Fr Edward felt deeply that a vicious excitement was hovering between "high speed" and "runaway". But even so, he couldn't find the chance of victory in this battle.

Fr Edward retreated, even if he could feel the great power and potential of the amorphous demon disguise, he had to choose to retreat, because the monster in front of him always gave him a strong feeling of the demon disguise he had achieved. The mystery possessed by the serial number still cannot match this sealed and manifested monster.

Although it’s not clear under what circumstances the witch vv was approached by this monster, and at this time whether she and Sitianyuan Kayako had completely died, but the nameless son did think that he was unexpected. Being strong and conscious, I practiced the original idea of ​​the witch vv, and forcibly incorporated such an inexplicable and incomprehensible thing into a more real body, in a sense, turned this monster into a theoretical It is easy to observe things that can damage or even kill.

However, turning the other person from unimaginable to imaginable does not prove that I have the ability to solve this imaginable thing. The distance is far away. Father Edward has personally experienced it. Even if they can be killed theoretically, they can still intuitively feel the gap between them when they are in the state of an amorphous demon disguised as a tightrope walker.

The reason for choosing to retreat is to delay time, but under the amorphous demon disguise, the damage to him over time is also greater. Once a certain critical point is crossed, Father Edward finds it difficult to break away from the demon disguise. , This also means that the self-personality will be completely alienated, whether from the conscious level or from the material level, will become a complete gray mist demon. Of course, in a slightly better situation, it will probably transform to a similar direction to the elementary life. Bar. However, no matter which kind, for the present self, it means death. A new self-existence cognition will completely replace the existing self-cognition, and has no connection with the present self at all, even if memory can be used. It is preserved, but the new self will interpret this memory from different angles, different ways, and different perspectives. The final result obtained through memory and experience will also have nothing to do with the current self.

For Father Edward, this kind of change without any continuity is death in the true sense. Before that, he must find a way to win.

The amorphous gray matter of Father Edward’s incarnation melts into the gray fog. In his knowledge, there is no way to distinguish himself from this gray fog. He also firmly believes that in the eyes of other mystery experts, he must be so. Part of a gray fog, but since the opponent is a monster, he has to consider the circumstances beyond his own knowledge. The other party knows things that he does not know. It is natural. To win under the situation of unequal information, the same is true. Of course.

If you can't do this for granted, and you can't start from such a foundation, then even if the monster has become an existential form that can be killed in theory, it cannot be killed in the actual situation.

Gray matter involves gray fog~IndoMTL.com~ Gray fog occasionally condenses into a human form, which looks like an illusion, but in reality it is not. Father Edward condenses the amorphous demons into a concrete human form in disguise. It is a natural phenomenon produced by fighting due to the alteration of one's own personality consciousness. Father Edward has never abandoned all the concepts and meanings of his own "human", because he needs a foundation in which to recognize the intangibles and make judgments on those intangibles. All of his cognitive foundation comes from the concept of human beings. For humans, it is natural and instinctive to find a reference to distinguish one from another, or to distinguish changes in the same. Father Edward was unable to recognize the changes of other things without a reference. This idea was also his standard for confirming the abnormal degree of his own personality consciousness.

Fr. Edward is in this time of reference. I noticed that my thinking is becoming fragmented, I can’t detect that I’m not thinking, or have some kind of non-human thoughts when I can’t detect it. , This type of situation is increasing. Rather, by now, the time when Father Edward can realize that "I am Father Edward" is completely fragmented time. Whether fighting or fleeing, during the whole process, I can realize that my time for thinking is running out.

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