Restricted Doomsday Syndrome Chapter 1944: Prelude to aggregation

"Jiang" appeared-Omi said so. Gao Chuan believed that he had heard it right. Of course, it would be too exaggerated to say that he was surprised by the news. At the last moment of this doomsday fantasy, all the characters Now that they have appeared on the stage and retired in turn with a tragic ending, one after another extraordinary monsters will inevitably appear. Ninety-nine percent of the human beings on the earth have died. The New Age Gospel of one of the three giants of the Doomsday Shinrikyo has collapsed. The whereabouts of the Witch VV and its three messengers are unknown. It has appeared, and even repeaters have been destroyed one after another. As far as Gao Chuan knows, among the people and inhumans who have the power to change the situation, only "Jiang" and "monsters in the human collective subconscious" are not on the scene. NS.

Nowadays, anyone with a clear mind knows that the sacrificial ritual of the Doomsday Shinrikyo can no longer be stopped, and it is only a matter of time before the "monster in the collective subconscious of mankind" is called out. Then, before the "monster in the collective subconscious of mankind" appeared on the stage, another "Jiang" who symbolized a certain aspect of the "virus" appeared in front of the world again, which is absolutely predictable.

It’s different from the "monster in the collective human subconsciousness" that was first deduced by the conscious subconscious. Although "Jiang" is also very mysterious, it has not appeared in recorded observations. Not the first time. Moreover, the number of times "Jiang" showed its mystery was much more than the number of times "Final Weapon" appeared.

For the mysterious forces of the various parties in this doomsday illusion, "Jiang" may be a strange and powerful existence. It has never existed a single entity, even if it is observed as a female entity. The number of observers will definitely not be too many. Basically, people who saw its individual form are all dead, and even if you only observe a certain entity performance of "Jiang" and regard this entity performance as its entire nature, you will definitely go astray. .

From the past to the present, the only person who can really observe "Jiang" from an in-depth perspective is "Gaochuan" himself. Moreover, among all the "Gaochuan" in statistical data, the most The only person who often feels or observes the "Jiang" is the young Gao Chuan. Regarding what kind of existence is "Jiang", Gao Chuan has such a judgment in his memory that is too deep and becomes fuzzy and distorted: "Jiang" is inside "Gao Chuan", not only in the material state. The inner depths of the body are also on the basis of self-cognition and ideology.

The existence of "Jiang" cannot be defined by existing human concepts. It is not energy or matter, and its composition cannot be known. In many cases, it is like an existence in the dream of "Gaochuan". It's also like an illusion. Every Gao Chuan after the young Gao Chuan, even if it is the Yi body Gao Chuan himself, has heard a voice like an auditory hallucination when he is exploring himself and tapping his own potential. The voice is often like a thought in his heart, but But it is a female voice. It is a kind of sound echoing in my mind, just like after listening to impressive music, even if the music stops, it will still reverberate in my mind, like a reverberant sound that will linger for three days.

When you hear such auditory hallucinations, see the hazy hallucinations, feel something that only you can feel, a subjective and intuitive thought will suddenly jump out like this, tell yourself: This is "Jiang".

"Jiang" is inside "Gaochuan", deep inside. Therefore, in theory, where Gaochuan is located, "Jiang" exists there. However, as far as Yi Shi Gaochuan is concerned, this same situation is somewhat different in this doomsday fantasy. Because, in this doomsday illusion, there are two individuals of "Gaochuan". Perhaps as "Gao Chuan" himself, he does not think that he is divided into two parts. In other words, which one is a clone or a fake of the other, even if there are multiple individual manifestations, it still has the unity of self-cognition philosophy. , Fundamentally prevent "Gaochuan" from becoming two in fact.

However, the existence of the young boy Gao Chuan is special. Rather, it has always been suspected that "Jiang" has deliberately manipulated the form of another boy Gao Chuan's expression compared to the prosthetic body Gao Chuan. "Gaochuan" has no preference for self, but "Jiang" obviously has a very obvious tendency to "Gaochuan" with different manifestations of individuals. The body Gao Chuan can feel his own depth, "Jiang" has always existed, but when "Jiang" is expressed in a more real physical way, he will always be by the boy Gao Chuan's side.

Until now, Gao Chuan has never seen the individual performance of "Jiang". However, when "Jiang" appeared, he must be next to the boy Gao Chuan-this kind of thinking is so strong that he can't think of it as one. Kind of illusion.

This also means that since "Jiang" has appeared in the ruling bureau ruins, it means that the young Gaochuan has also arrived here. Thinking of this, Gao Chuan immediately felt like he was in the dark, as if to prove his idea-after the boy Gao Chuan controlled the Las Vegas repeater and hit the 51st district repeater, Entering the ruling bureau ruins, but only with this degree of resonance, it is impossible to judge which area the opponent is in.

Did "Jiang" follow the boy Gaochuan to enter here, or is it a more complicated reason, creating a situation where "Jiang" will inevitably merge with the boy Gaochuan? The body Gao Chuan couldn't help thinking, if the materialized "Jiang" and the young Gao Chuan did not meet for some reason, then, taking advantage of this time to snipe the young Gao Chuan, would there be no need to be afraid of "Jiang"'s favor for the young Gao Chuan?

To tell the truth, since the birth of Yitai Gaochuan, he has been hearing about the legend of the young Gaochuan. At that time, "young Gaochuan is the most powerful Gaochuan", and "professional Gaochuan does not have the spirituality of young Gaochuan in many respects" and so on, etc. have always existed, even though Yitai Gaochuan did not feel that he needed to defeat another one. The dead Gao Chuan came to prove his strength, and he was born out of responsibility, and he never needed to prove how strong he was, because the plan does not need a strong person, but the most suitable candidate for the transition. Therefore, In fact, I don't care at all about the comparisons between myself and the dead "Young Gao Chuan".

Even afterwards, the young boy Gao Chuan recovered in a mysterious situation, and after the intersection with the other people in this doomsday illusion in a practical way, everyone felt very jealous of the young boy Gao Chuan, and, this This level of fear even has a taste of examining the prostitution Gao Chuan himself. Even so, Gao Chuan has never been resentful or jealous. Even if he breaks through the limitations of the brain and gets his emotions and sensibility back, he will never be shaken by such things.

How about young Gao Chuan, how good it would be if he was still alive, or what a terrible devil he was after he was resurrected-expressions such as this will not only be expressed in clear words, but also from Shown in the way of thinking embodied in actions and plans. It seems that everyone who has seen young Gaochuan will define him as the "strongest".

On the issue of "strong or not," Gao Chuan, of course, thinks that young Gao Chuan is very strong. Others say that "Junior Gao Chuan is the strongest." Gao Chuan does not think he can refute it. However, he assumes that both sides are inevitable. When deciding a victory or defeat by fighting, Yitai Gaochuan’s first thought would always deny this hypothesis. For him, it is inconceivable and incomprehensible that "Gaochuan" needs a life-and-death fight between "Gaochuan". Because, "Gaochuan" itself has no meaning in being the strongest, and it has no meaning to become the strongest in this doomsday illusion. "Gaochuan" compares each other, how does it help to defeat the "virus"? No matter how strong "Gaochuan" is, it is still a patient with doomsday syndrome and a victim of "virus", so naturally it will not be stronger than "virus".

So, which "Gaochuan" is the strongest, this argument itself has no meaning for "Gaochuan" itself.

However, this hypothesis, which was fundamentally denied by Yitai Gao Chuan, is still being forcibly established by others, as if these things that are meaningless to Gao Chuan themselves have a certain necessary meaning to others. .

Then, when forcibly determining the question of who is strong and who is weak among "Gao Chuan", I have to extend a further hypothesis: if there is a fight between the prosthetic body Gao Chuan and the young Gao Chuan, then who can kill who? For the mystery expert, in such an inevitable battle, using a real victory or defeat as a proof of strength and weakness has always been a way to be happy and full of credibility.

Compared under such an extreme forcible assumption, even Dorothy and others are interested. Therefore, Gao Chuan, the prosthetic body, has to make this judgment: Who is stronger, himself or the young Gao Chuan?

Of course it’s the young boy Gao Chuan—this thought, Yi Tai Gao Chuan’s answer has not hesitated until now.

However, in this forced, extreme, inevitable, hypothetical battle, victory or defeat has nothing to do with this idea that has never changed. Because it is definitely not "Gao Chuan" who really decides the outcome.

The "Jiang" that has always existed in the depths of "Gaochuan" is the main cause of victory. In other words, excluding the existence of "Jiang" and simply considering the outcome of "Gaochuan" is also meaningless, because "Gaochuan" has such a profound understanding of the relationship between "Jiang" and itself. It is so close and so deep that it cannot be simply divided into two different individuals and treated separately.

Then, if such a meaningless hypothesis is forced to come true again: With the "Jiang" factor eliminated in a short period of time, which one can win the battle?

Yi Ti Gao Chuan can finally give himself a difficult answer at this time: Maybe I can win.

I want to ask why. The reason is of course unspeakable. Perhaps in the eyes of others, there are many reasons. However, Yitai Gaochuan feels that he can defeat the young Gaochuan now. It is not based on those trivial personal fighting abilities and fighting. The reasons such as style, ability characteristics and thinking instinct are based on the more fundamental cognition of "the existence of young Gaochuan".

In the eyes of Dorothy and others, today’s young Gao Chuan may be an enemy that must be treated with caution, but in the eyes of the prostitution Gao Chuan, once the young Gao Chuan meets himself without the favor of “Jiang”, it must be It means that the two "Gaochuan" will once again become one. There would be no fighting between the two, because the young Gao Chuan must have already made a decision. Maybe others will think that it is incredible to give up his personality and become the new Gaochuan. However, for Gaochuan, whose personality is constantly dying and born, this is not a scary thing at all.

On the contrary, from the perspective of development, when there is only one "Gaochuan", the role of "Gaochuan" can be exerted to the greatest effect, and such a "Gaochuan" that can exert the greatest effect can even play a role in "Jiang". The "Gaochuan" that has caused a certain impact is the "Gaochuan" that is most needed by Gaochuan itself.

In order to defeat the "virus" and save the people he loves, "Gao Chuan" knew very well that if he didn't have this awareness, there would be no possibility at all.

Break the boundaries of thinking: The form of the self can be negated, and it can be transformed. The meaning of personality is no longer noble, just like a worm in the life and death, abandoning all the tangible in self-cognition, and only keep the intangible Essence~IndoMTL.com~In this way, it is possible to maintain self-existence amidst the distorted material form and spiritual consciousness, and to fight for the opportunity to overcome the root of the pain.

When a person is not sure who he is, when a person starts to deny himself, the true transformation will come to himself, and this transformation often leads to real death-in order to avoid the end of the day syndrome In pain, being distorted by the abnormal lesions into this appearance, "Gao Chuan" kept thinking in fear, and before he was completely deformed and dying, he figured out how to make "Kao Chuan" survive.

This is the most fundamental cognition that "Gaochuan" can exist. All "Gaochuan" will inevitably follow this fundamental cognition in their behavior and thinking, because as long as you negate this fundamental cognition a little bit, self-recognition Knowing will collapse. At that time, even "Gaochuan" will not exist, let alone the question of "Which one is stronger, which one should be sacrificed".

As long as you don’t deny this fundamental cognition, there is only one "Gao Chuan" after all, and it is inevitable. In terms of this essential perception, young Gao Chuan is actually no different. Both parties must follow this essential cognition, so as to achieve self-knowledge within the self-concept of "Gao Chuan"-Yi Tai Gao Chuan knows the young Gao Chuan just as he knows himself. No, it should be said that the young Gao Chuan was originally "Own".

As long as "Jiang" cannot make a move, it is inevitable that "Gao Chuan" will become one again-just because "Jiang" has interfered with the existence of young Gao Chuan, it is difficult to be sure that it will not interfere a second time. Prostitution Gao Chuan has reason to suspect. In fact, in the long time that the young Gao Chuan has existed, Jiang has interfered with the recombination of Gao Chuan more than once.